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Looking at the box again, I found that there was a small card hidden at the bottom of the box. Wouldn't it be too greedy to hold onto a piece of sincerity that belongs to you and me?

There is no sign, no need to sign, even if I have the demeanor of an idiot, I still know that it is a gift from Ting Yun.

The bell rang for the end of get out of class, and I quickly crumpled up the wrapping paper and threw it into the wastebasket. If the children saw it, they would laugh at me for a long time.

However, before the small box could be put away, Su Ting's child came in: "Oh, oh, what is the teacher holding?"Let me see, wow, what a beautiful bracelet.

Then deliberately glanced at my desktop: Huh?What about wrapping paper?Tsk tsk, I worked so hard to teach Aunt Ting Yun how to pack it for half an hour!

So that's the case, no wonder Ting Yun told me to ask Su Ting if I don't know it, it turned out that this little guy taught me.

However, it couldn't be that Su Ting taught her to choose this bracelet, right?

For a while, I forgot to be shy, and asked directly: Su Ting, did you choose the bracelet too?

Hey, hey, can't the teacher wrong a good person?Su Ting quickly shook her hands: I'm not a roundworm in your stomach, teacher, who knows what you care about, teacher!Only idlers like Aunt Ting Yun have the energy to ponder the secrets of these women's hearts. As a student, I don't have time to ponder XYZ every day!

Is Ting Yun an idler?I looked at this kid and it was so funny.

But being interrupted by her like this, he simply put away the box openly.The bracelet is naturally on the hand.

Colleagues started to come back from get out of class, Su Ting stopped teasing me, said "Happy Valentine's Day" and went to prepare for class.

I continue to do questions.

The problem that I was still thinking about just now was solved all at once.

Check the time, it's still early for lunch.

After thinking about it, I took out my phone, turned it on, and sent a text message: I like the bracelet very much.People who are not greedy, Happy Valentine's Day!

Afterwards, my mood was always a little happy and a little uneasy.

I don't know what the hell is this?

Maybe, like this feeling of being loved?Maybe, like that hard work?Maybe, is it really selfish enough to want to forget with a new relationship?

Alas, it's really tangled.

The only thing I understand is that this joy is real.

There was no reply from Ting Yun.

Of course I understand that she must be very busy.

However, when school was over in the afternoon and there was still no text message from her, I was still a little depressed.Once again, I remembered the famous saying "It's not that there is no time, it's just that you are not important", and I was really entangled to the point of hopelessness.

The last session of this semester is relatively late.

Look at the time, it's almost six o'clock.

However, at the beginning of the new semester, I told my son that his mother would pick him up later and let him do his homework in the classroom.

Sometimes when I think about it, when there is only a small figure of my son obediently doing homework in the empty classroom, I feel a little sad.

There are all kinds of helplessness in life, and others will not know.

Looking at the darkening sky outside, I packed up and prepared to pick up my son.

Before he went out, he saw his son running in happily, holding a glass of his favorite orange juice in his hand.

Where's the schoolbag?I looked at my son and was about to lose my temper.

Behind him was Ting Yun, who carried his son's schoolbag on his back and followed into the door with a smile on his back.

The son chirped and said, "Aunt Ting Yun picked me up, bought me orange juice, and helped me check my Chinese homework..."

I stood in a daze, looking at this smiling person, finally couldn't hold back, walked up to her, and hugged her gently, anyway, all the colleagues in the office had left, and my son was just playing on my computer play games.

Ting Yun motioned for me to let her go, put down her son's schoolbag, then walked over to close the office door, came over again, and hugged me: Xinxin!

I said: Well, here it is.

Ting Yun asked: Am I really not greedy?

I said: Well, don’t be greedy, that’s enough.

Anyway, it’s just me and my son on weekdays. I texted and asked if my husband would come to accompany my son for dinner. The other party replied that he had to work overtime, but he didn’t come, okay.

So I urged my son to complete his homework, and we went to eat the KFC that my son had been longing for for a long time.

Ting Yun has such a good temper, he went to buy what his son wanted to eat time and time again.

I don't eat much, so I ordered some French fries and ate slowly.

Ting Yun ordered the Chicken Leg Fort set meal. Of course, the courier delivery probably required a lot of physical exertion.

Everyone doesn't talk much, and my son always enjoys himself when he has something he likes to eat.

I don't know what to say. In my memory, when I was with Lan Qing, she always talked non-stop, and I just listened.

Maybe it's because I talk too much in class, but in life, I don't talk too much.

Ting Yun didn't speak, looking at her, she must have had a hard day today.

Thinking of how she was able to pick up her son in time, she didn't know how she ran so desperately during the day to complete today's task.

My heart became softer and softer, as I thought about it, I just looked at her like that: Ting Yun, are you tired?

Ting Yun said: Yes!However, it's all worth it.

In fact, this is the feeling I like. The poem goes, "If the violin is in the palace, it's better to be quiet."

Since I was young, I have always disliked that kind of noisy love, and I have always disliked the kind of words and deeds that are so sweet that they are about to flow out. I guess it was my father's tutoring that made me like restrained and gentle affection.

Ting Yun doesn't talk much, but he can learn from his heart.

Looking at the woman in front of him, Ting Yun is really not pretty, at most she is dignified.Of course, I never thought I was good-looking. My father said I was "not ugly", and my high school classmates commented on me as "I look very fair and handsome", embarrassing.

However, there is a kind of peace in Ting Yun, which makes people feel at ease naturally.

I don't remember which famous person said that the best love is actually meeting the right person at the right time.

I thought that it was not the right time for me to meet Ting Yun, but I knew that Ting Yun was the right person.

After dinner, my son carried his schoolbag, and I took Ting Yun's hand and went home.

Of course, the place where Ting Yun lives is not on my side, but the distance is not too far.

So we sent Ting Yun home first, downstairs, I looked at her, thought about it, and asked: Ting Yun, did Tingting tell you that holding my hand is very warm?

Ting Yun said honestly: Well, I actually taught her to say that, but she said that your hands are indeed very warm.

So I asked: How does Ting Yun feel about it personally?

Ting Yun said: Holding Xinxin's hand, there is the warmth of home.

Watching Ting Yun go upstairs, she lives on the sixth floor, looking around, there are thousands of lights, but the light that belongs to your home and mine still needs our joint efforts.

☆, eight

17. The days go by.

Still a brief greeting at breakfast.

When I have my last session on Monday and Wednesday, Ting Yun will try to finish work early and help me pick up my son.

On weekdays, I still pick up my son and go home.

In the evening, I have to be busy until [-]:[-], and then go to QQ for a few words.

There is no video, and there is no such thing as "not seeing each other every day is like three autumns".

On weekends, I usually send my son to learn painting and do homework, which is no different from the past.

Ting Yun naturally still works so hard.

The first public holiday in the first half of the year is Tomb-sweeping Day. Unfortunately, the courier company has always only had shifts and holidays, and there is no so-called public holiday.

The husband promised to come over to play with his son, but he broke his promise again, saying that he asked a colleague to play mahjong. Now I am no longer angry about these things.

In fact, this marriage has already come to an end. The only thing missing is a divorce certificate. This is the last love he said for his son.

I took my son out shopping, Ting Yun finally had a day off, and I was going to buy some clothes for her.

Although Ting Yun always said that she gained weight, but I think she is an excellent clothes hanger, with a height of 162 and about 90 kilograms, I don't know how she has the nerve to say that she is fat.

It's just that she refuses to dress in a feminine way, the reason is very simple, she insists on claiming that she is T.

So I have always seen her wearing trousers (in fact, it is really not suitable to wear a skirt for express delivery), T-shirts, and canvas shoes.

The color is even more black and white, depressed, wanting to buy her some colorful clothes, but I don't want to live or die.

I had no choice but to choose a black polo shirt for her, and obediently followed her to buy a shirt, cropped pants, and a pair of pull-back cloth shoes.

Just willing to let me pay the bill.

Because she said she wanted to save money to pay the down payment to buy a house.

I have been to her rental house, a small house with a simple bed, plus my son and I, there is no place to sit.

She is nice, she smiled and said, it was different in the past, anyway, I live alone, and I can't die of hunger if I eat alone.Work hard from now on.

I know that she has done some short-term investment and financial management, speculating in short-term fund stocks and so on, but she has not made much profit. The current Chinese stock market is already capable of not losing money.

I finally asked her about her age after a dinner, and she said: Although I would like to proudly tell you that you are still at the age starting with the word two, but after this year, I have to admit that I am also at the age of tofu.

In our era, there was a popular saying "31 flowers for men, 29 for women". Fortunately, this woman is 24. When Lan Qing told me that she was only 30, I was quite broken, so wise and powerful. Just by looking at her words, I thought she was at least [-].

In fact, I have no interest in sisterly love, and I am even more resistant to mother-child love.

It's okay, okay, I'm only one year older than Ting Yun.

Uh, just don't know why she looks so young and I'm so old?

Ting Yun comforted me like a roundworm in my stomach: This woman will become a yellow-faced woman once she has a child, it's normal and normal.

This is a consolation, alas.

There are also times when we quarrel, and sometimes she will come to my office suddenly, regardless of whether there is anyone in the office, just sit at my desk and play with the computer or something, and some colleagues will ask me: Qiu Xin, is your sister?

I said: No, they are good friends.

If the number of times is too high, some colleagues will say: Qiu Xin, your friend treats you very well, and I often come to see you!

In fact, I don't think I care too much about what other people know, but Ting Yun is a big girl after all, and she must get married and have children in the future. I don't want others to gossip about her.

In fact, I feel that these words are far-fetched. No matter how calm I feel, I can't imagine Ting Yun getting married and having children. Just imagining it makes my heart ache.

However, people are always like this, habitually using the so-called "for your own good" to avoid the predicament they don't want to face.

So I would tell her: Can I not go to the office to find me?At least not when there are other people in the office, okay?

Ting Yun felt aggrieved: Could it be that I am so shameless?

I said: I don't care much, but I don't want others to gossip about you.

Ting Yun didn't listen: It's obvious that you are afraid that others will know about our relationship, so don't use me as an excuse.

I don't know how to convince her, and sometimes, I feel that what she said is correct, maybe I don't have to care about anything, anyway, the person I care about the most in this world is gone, but I still have a son, if I really can't bear it if others gossiping in front of my son.

I remembered what Ting Yun often said: I knew that between me and my son, you would always choose him...

Ugh.

I also don't know what to do.

I don't want to admit Ting Yun's words.

Because my heart is clear, my son is naturally important, but Ting Yun is also very important.

Since being with her, although I still haven't mentioned the divorce to my husband, the idea is getting stronger every day.

It's not that I haven't considered divorce, but I still have to consider giving my son a normal home. I'm a child of a single-parent family. I haven't had a mother's love since I was a child. Even though my father loves me in every possible way, I always have some regrets in my heart. I hope my son will not have any regrets. .

Ting Yun is very kind to her son, and he likes her too, I know it all, but it cannot be denied that Mr. is always his son's father.

I think the father's presence is very important in the boy's growth process, even if he is not so responsible.

When everyone is in a good mood, these things can be ignored.

However, once the work is not going well and the mood is depressed, these things will come out to toss.

Ting Yun won't quarrel with me, the most serious thing is just saying "you don't love me", and he will still do what he should do, but his face is always gloomy.

I can't see her sad.

So I can't help but say "Why don't I love you anymore?"

But when she is in a bad mood, her words often have a taste of resentment, so she is even more unhappy.

In the entanglement, the children ushered in the senior high school entrance examination.

Su Ting did well in the exam, with a score of 670, and she can go to a model high school.

When she knew the grades, she came to my house to see me: Teacher, I went to the city health school.I don't regret it, this grade is enough to show that I am excellent, I believe that I will become the best one in the health school, teacher, bless me.

I have no reason not to be happy for this kid.

That's right, everyone has a piece of sky above their heads, and no one stipulates that life must go to high school and college.

Before leaving, Su Ting said: Teacher, have you ever thought that I am basically a child who grew up in a family without a father!

I looked at her and knew that this child only wanted me to make her Aunt Ting Yun happy, but, can I really make Ting Yun happy?

Su Ting asked me: Teacher, do you know about Aunt Tingyun's past?

I really don't know, because Ting Yun never mentioned it, and I never asked.

Everyone has her past, but I always feel that it has little to do with me, what I have is the present Ting Yun.

However, Su Ting's words still had an impact on me.

Some doubts, since I can't answer no matter how I think about it, it's better to ask the person directly.

On the day of Qixi Festival, at night, after my son fell asleep, I asked Ting Yun out for supper.

☆, nine

18,

This barbecue stall is always such a good business, because this stall is opened in the woods.

In fact, I don’t have the habit of eating late at night, but I just don’t like the claustrophobic space, so I called Ting Yun to this barbecue stall, smelling the fragrance of trees, I feel that my mood is a little better.

Ting Yun ordered eggplant and chicken wings, and I only ordered two cans of Wanglaoji.

The night wind is blowing, bringing a slight chill. Today Ting Yun is wearing a white shirt, black cropped slacks, and canvas shoes, which I bought for her.

There is an indelible sadness in the brows and eyes, it's all my fault, Ting Yun.

"Ting Yun, where are your parents and family? I still don't know where Ting Yun came from and where he wants to go?" I finally spoke.

Ting Yun looked at me: "Are you finally willing to ask? Are you finally willing to walk down with me?"

Um?I have some doubts and don't quite understand.

"If you want to go on for a lifetime, of course you want to know a person's past, and you are willing to start the future together. We are no longer young and frivolous. We need to know more about everything to ensure a more secure path in the future. Bar."

Ting Yun saw my doubts and explained.

I really haven't thought about this, I'm a person who has never been in a relationship, and I don't know how I got married and had children in the first place. Hearing what Ting Yun said, I suddenly felt that it seemed that I had never really been in love. I loved Lan Qing because I never asked about her family history.

Because, I never thought about being with her forever.Hehe, it's just that these are all past events.

"There are only two sisters in my family, and I'm the youngest. My sister got married and had children a long time ago, and my parents got married for the sake of getting married at that time, and the relationship has always been relatively cold.

My mother doted on me a little bit, so my sister had some resentment towards me since I was a child.

When I was a teenager, I discovered that I liked girls, because I was obsessed with my Chinese teacher for many years (of course it was a female teacher), and my grades were not very good in any subject, except that my Chinese grades were always excellent.

Because I was too partial to majors, I didn’t go to high school at the beginning, but after some bumps in the society, I realized the importance of a diploma and worked hard to get a bachelor’s degree.

I used to work as a planner in a cosmetics company. It seems that if the liberal arts are good, there is still a place for it.However, the year before last, my mother was ill and had no one to take care of her, so I quit my job to take care of her in the hospital. Later, after my mother left, my father and sister were not very close to me, and I wanted to go around, so I came to the south.

I met Sister Su because I often bought food at Sister Su’s store. Later, Sister Su even introduced me to participate in the recruitment of SF Express, and I did not expect to find a job successfully.

Maybe it's because I like the feeling of driving around in a car. I have been doing this job for more than two years. "

I thought for a while: "You are already 29, dad and sister won't rush you...?"

Ting Yun said: "Actually, my sister knows that I like women, right? Dad, I always don't care about our two sisters. My sister didn't say anything. Anyway, I'm a girl, and I don't need to bear the responsibility of honoring my ancestors, haha."

I looked at Ting Yun, although that person was smiling, his face was still a bit bitter, who wouldn't want his family to love him?

For a moment, without thinking much, I moved to her side and hugged her: Ting Yun, you still have me!

"Yeah, I still have my heart!" Ting Yun's voice was still a little sour.

I handed over the tissue, and Ting Yun wiped the corners of his eyes: "I miss my mother a little bit, she has been away from me for more than two years!"

"Well, don't be afraid, it will get better, time will sink everything." I said.

"Xinxin's words are to comfort me and myself, right?" Ting Yun asked.

"Yeah." I sighed.

"It's just, when did Ting Yun like me?" I asked.

"After getting to know Sister Su, sometimes I would go to her house to grab a meal. That girl Su Ting doesn't talk much about school affairs, but she likes to talk about how gentle her teacher Qiuxin is, and she is never willing to punish students. Even He never utters a word of foul language when he curses, and when he speaks to students, he always smiles like that, but there is sadness in that smile. I wonder, what kind of smile has sadness in it? Later, at breakfast by chance, I watched you wipe the corners of your son's mouth with a smile on your face, but I really saw the sadness in that smile, so I guessed that you must be the one in Su Ting's mouth. That Teacher Qiuxin. Later, I asked Su Ting about you, and it was almost certain that it was you. But I was still not sure, until I went to deliver the courier."

"Which time? I remember you delivered many times." I asked.

"That time with the yellow rose."

How embarrassing.

"However, that bouquet of yellow roses let me know something about someone, hehe." Ting Yun smiled slyly, and I was a little annoyed.

"What do you know, hmph!"

"Tsk tsk, Lan Qing, it looks like a woman, okay? There is one thing that you must not know." Ting Yun looked at me with a serious expression, "Would you like to know, it's about Lan Qing."

I thought for a while: "How could Ting Yun know?"

Ting Yun asked: "Then you mean you want to know?"

I didn't know if I wanted to know, so I didn't answer her.

There was silence for a while, the night wind rustled the leaves, and I somewhat missed the time when I was young and sat with my father under the big tree to enjoy the shade.

Ting Yun's voice came from far away in a trance: "Lan Qing is a well-known T in the circle. She is very capable, good-looking, and her family background is even better. Many people like her. She has liked her too much. There are few people, and they have done a few things. However, because I happen to have a friend who is relatively close to her, she said that Lan Qing is actually the person who really loves Jingjing, and most of the others It was just for fun. Later, I heard from my friend that Lan Qing fell in love with a woman with a family and children. We all said that she was crazy, and women with families and children wanted it."

I looked at her suspiciously.

Ting Yun explained: "It's not easy for women to be with women. Generally, women with families and children are mostly curious and want to play. There are too many troubles afterwards, so we generally don't get along with this kind of women. What's the trouble?"

That's right, I understood it as soon as I heard it.

"It's just that I didn't expect that the woman Lan Qing fell in love with was you. When I was in charge of delivering the courier, I was very depressed. I thought to myself, this woman should be mine, why is it that someone else took the lead?" Alas, if I change to another T, I will definitely grab it, haha, just kidding. But, I didn’t expect to hear my friend secretly tell me about Lan Qing’s cheating. Actually, I originally wanted to tell you Yes, and I’m afraid you won’t believe me, so it won’t just give you a bad impression of gossiping. Lan Qing is also responsible, so I’ll have a showdown with you soon, right?”

"Well, it should be considered." After thinking about it, I replied.

"When I went to help Sister Su hold a parent-teacher meeting, I guess you must have left Lanqing. I really thank God for helping me. I was so happy at that time, so I didn't worry too much about your discomfort and couldn't help forcing You. Fortunately, Xinxin is not angry!"

angry?I don't even remember.You shouldn't be very angry.

sad?certainly.It's just that it's not as heart-piercing as the novel says.

"It's just that Ting Yun said that you don't like being involved with a woman like me, so why would you still find me?" I felt a little strange.

"It's too late." Ting Yun sighed: "When it's too late to realize and pull away, I can't help but fall in love with it like that. Seeing you take your son to work and school every day, watching you gently help him mix well Soy sauce, wipe the corners of his mouth, and occasionally call him baby softly, I wish I was the one called."

Obviously the one who said the love words was her, but the one who was embarrassed was me.

He didn't even dare to look her in the eyes, so he just held her hand like that and kneaded it gently.

"Xinxin." Ting Yun called out.

"Huh? I'm here." I quickly replied.

"I know you are in a difficult situation, take your time, as long as you have me in your heart, and you in my heart, as long as you believe in me." Ting Yun spoke very slowly, and I heard it clearly.

"Well, I see." I replied seriously.

"Actually, the happiness I want is very simple. I just want you to stay with me for the rest of my life. I just want you to tell me clearly that you belong to me. This era is not open enough to legalize same-sex marriage. I'm not even open enough to be willing to regard same-sex love as a common thing. So, Xinxin doesn't have to think about the idea of ​​divorce. As long as I want to find you, you are there, that's fine. Xinxin, you can be completely To fully own your love, to be able to walk with you safely, this is the happiness I want."

"Yeah." I listened and felt like crying.

Ting Yun is indeed mature, but he has matured to the point where he would rather wrong himself than embarrass me.

I really don't know what's so good about me that I can be worthy of Ting Yun's treatment.

☆, ten

19,

Another weekend.

It is rare for the husband to come over and say that he wants to play with his son.

After breakfast together, the husband really watched TV with his son, and played flying chess with him. Then, the son went to do his homework obediently, and the husband was going to go back to him.

I called him: "I want to talk to you."

Then, I made him a cup of tea and started talking to him slowly.

I talked about my childhood without maternal love, about my teenagers who depended on my father for life, about my father's sudden departure, and about the ruthlessness of my relatives and friends.

Said that he had not considered the marriage.

The gentleman didn't say much, just listened like that.

This is the first time in so many years that I have spoken so many words to him.

Then, I began to think about how to speak next.

The husband said: "Xinxin, after all these years, in fact, I know that I am not a qualified husband. You know that my parents died young, and my parents bought this house for me. Apart from being able to read and write programs, I am not good at anything else. I understand. Even my only younger brother has never been disciplined and interacted with him. I don’t know how to get along with people in the company. Over the years, I have really wronged you.”

After thinking about it, I said: "Actually, it's okay. Anyway, we don't love each other, so we don't have any expectations. I should say thank you, after all, you gave me such a lovely son."

The husband smiled: "That's because you raised it well. I know my ability, but I don't know how to teach children."

In this way, some words are really hard to say.

But, thinking of Ting Yun, I can't do anything wrong with her.

So, I said again: "Well, I want to tell you something. I fell in love with a person, a woman."

The husband was a little surprised: "Woman? That Ting Yun?"

"Yeah." Ting Yun would come to my house occasionally, and usually spend a lot of time with his son, so his son would occasionally mention Aunt Ting Yun in front of him.

Occasionally, when I send my son to my husband to take care of him, I will tell him that I have an appointment with Ting Yun.

"Oh." After hearing this, the gentleman didn't get angry. I don't know what he was thinking.

After a long silence, my husband asked me, "What are your plans?"

"I want a divorce, and my son and I."

Mr. said nothing.

I thought for a while: "Look, in the current situation, it really doesn't make any difference whether we get divorced or not."

"Do you have a house? If you're renting a house, it's not your own home." My husband's words made me look up at him in surprise.

"Xinxin, believe me, even though I don't know how to love you or how to be a qualified husband, I definitely care about you. After all, you are my relatives." The husband said seriously and sincerely.

So, I also frankly expressed my thoughts: "Ting Yun and I both have some savings, which should be able to pay the down payment for a two-bedroom house in the suburbs. Ting Yun can drive and is going to buy a house. Let’s drive a cheap second-hand car first. This way it won’t affect me and my son, and Ting Yun’s place of work is near the school anyway.”

"In this case, in fact, it doesn't matter whether we get divorced or not, doesn't it?" The husband said calmly. It's strange that I could hear a trace of reluctance in his words.

After thinking about it, this man, in fact, has almost nothing except our mother and son.

In the end, greed got the upper hand, and I said, "I naturally hope that my son and parents will have both. If you don't mind, don't get divorced for now and keep the status quo? Well, you don't have to live at the unit's side either. Wait for us After the house is finished, you can move back here, and your son will be more familiar with it when he comes over in the future. Of course, if you meet a woman you like in the future, I will never stop you, and I will definitely give you convenience as soon as possible. .”

The husband asked again: "Then when I have free time, can I visit my son?"

"Of course, just like now, you can take your son to play at any time." I said quickly.

"Have you told your son these words?" the gentleman asked again.

"Well, I asked him if he would like to live with his mother and Aunt Ting Yun, and he said it was fine."

The husband didn't ask any more questions: "Well, that's good."

I really didn't expect things to go so smoothly. It seems that God is really fair. I lost the one who loved me the most in the world, but I also got more love.

Actually, I didn't tell the whole truth. For example, I didn't think about Hua Tingyun's money when it came to buying a house.Over the years, I haven't spent much money, and I still have some savings, at least I can guarantee the down payment.

I took my son to see the house, and I hope to surprise Ting Yun then.

In the end, I chose a small second bedroom with north-south convection in a large real estate on the outskirts of the city.

A furnished house that is almost move-in ready.

These days, as long as you have money, the relevant procedures are not difficult to complete.

My son and I moved in before the new term started.

Then take Ting Yun to see.

The neighborhood is very beautiful, and Ting Yun obviously likes it very much: "Wow, Xinxin, you have friends who live here. With such an atmosphere, I'm afraid you won't live ten years longer."

I smiled and said nothing, and my son also remained silent under my instructions.

The decoration of the small house is simple, the air convection is excellent, Ting Yun exaggeratedly fell on the bed: "Wow, I really don't want to get up."

I smiled: "Okay, then don't get up."

Ting Yun heard: "Xinxin, what do you mean?"

I smiled and showed her the real estate certificate: "Look, the owner of the house is Qiu Xin."

Ting Yun was stunned: "Xinxin, have you really made up your mind? Do you really want to give up everything over there?"

I smiled: "Ting Yun, you deserve it."

After a long time, Ting Yun said: "Xinxin, are you not afraid that one day I will treat you like Lan Qing?"

I thought about it: "If that's the case, it's my own life, and I can't blame others."

After being silent for a while, I said again: "Ting Yun, in fact, I haven't divorced yet, at worst, I'll go back there and eat that man's food when I have the cheek to do so."

Ting Yun hugged me: "No. I won't give that man a chance."

In fact, my husband is really kind to me in this matter, alas.

It's just that sometimes, life is always like this, if you miss it, you miss it, and the love you give depends on whether the time is right.

20. This is the end.

In fact, life is still very long.

Only the future will know what will happen in the future.

When I was young, my classmates joked with each other and asked, "Do you wish you could predict the future?"

I always answer: "No."

The heart of the past cannot be obtained, and the heart of the future does not want to have it.

I just want to live in the moment.

My son is still young, and I don't know what will happen when he grows up.

Going forward a few decades, that era, compared with today, has already been turned upside down.

Then, more than ten years have passed since the day when he became a full-grown adult. Perhaps, his era has also been turned upside down compared to today.

Life is impermanent, and I don't bother to guess what will happen tomorrow.

I just want to live today.

I only wish that I can go to and from work with the one I love, buy vegetables and cook, wash dishes and mop the floor, watch mountains and rivers, and share the morning and evening together.

I read romance novels many years ago, and said yes, the last person I see before going to bed is my love, and the first person I see when I wake up in the morning is my love.

I think that is the best life.

When I am sick, when I am depressed, when I am proud, when I am happy, the one next to me is the one I love.

I just want to hold her hand well, give her the warmth of home, and spend this life together.

Of course, there will be other expectations.

This passage comes from "The Summer of Cicadas":

"I hope that in the end people will be as unsurprised by homosexuality as heterosexuality, and be as envious of women who are successful in their studies and careers as they are in marriage. I hope that people will have a respectful attitude towards other people's private lives and respect everyone's own efforts. The decision to have children or not to have children, to marry or not, and to appreciate every single person who is living a wonderful life, whether they are single or out, housewife or graduate student."

Such an era, I don't know when it will come, and I don't know if it will really come.

However, we have to expect something.

Life is always moving forward, and the wheel of the times is always rolling forward.

Therefore, the future is always unknown.

So, at this moment, since we love each other, let's be together