Other people's stories

So I like to stand by the railing of the corridor and look down when the children have gone down to do their exercises. The teaching building is surrounded by a patio in the middle, and a lot of vines are planted, which is very beautiful and green.

Of course, I also like to look at the sky.

The sky here is still clean.

This Wednesday, I was still standing by the railing of the corridor, looking at the green everywhere, in a daze.

Recalling yesterday's phone call, that person told me that he might not come to see me, because he was afraid that he would not have time.

That's right, every time she comes here on a business trip, the arrangements are tight.

To meet new customers, to return to old customers, and to read some relevant report materials from relevant personnel here.

Yeah, she's really busy.

And I, there's nothing I can do to help her, yes, I can do nothing to help her.

I still don't understand, what is she looking for in me?

I'm neither powerful nor powerful, nor smart, nor beautiful, nor even young.

She smiled and said, "Because you are clean."

Perhaps, this is the only place I deserve praise, yes, perhaps because of my career, I live a relatively simple life.

Counting the days, it has been 3 months since I accepted her olive branch, and I haven't seen her yet.

Well, this is not true, in fact, I have seen a very attractive woman in the video.

Even if I'm videoing with someone at home at night, I still dress neatly, and even my hair is customarily combed softly, or neatly tied up.

Fortunately, she was not wearing a professional suit, otherwise I really thought she was at work all the time.

Typing fast, brows and eyes flashing while speaking.

I like seeing her smile the most, and it always reminds me of the idiom "Gu Pan Shenfei".

It is the brightness I most desire to have.

Maybe I just let myself fall into it like this?

However, this woman who keeps saying she loves me finally has the opportunity to come to this city on a business trip after three months of acquaintance. Don't come to see me.

It's really confusing.

Did this person really say he loved me?

A sentence I read when I was young came to mind: There is no such thing as "no time" in this world, only "you are not important".

Thinking about it, I sighed, alas, it is not important enough.

Maybe, I'm just a part of her game.

Such a flamboyant girl, what kind of person has never seen it, what kind of person doesn't love it, how can she stay with me more?

Thinking about myself, I am really a very monotonous and boring person, even if I say a word of love, I have to blush for a long time, life is so heavy.

Forget it, thinking about the joy and anticipation of being able to meet each other for the past half month, that's all.

☆, two

4.

When I was feeling melancholy, I heard the ringtone of the mobile phone coming from the schoolbag.

Strange, who will call at this time?

Three months ago, I rarely remembered to turn on my phone, because I was busy when I got to work, and I was also busy after work, so I often forgot to turn it off when I turned it on, and I forgot to turn it on when I turned it off.

Until I met that person, that person demanded that my mobile phone be turned on 24 hours a day in a commanding tone, so that she could find me at all times, and said that if I did not turn on the phone or the battery was low, he would ignore me for three days.

Poor me, I had to change my old style and honestly pay attention to keeping the battery of the mobile phone fully charged, and really remember to turn it on in time.

In fact, she usually only calls me after 10 o'clock in the evening. One is that my son is asleep at that time, and the other is that she can guarantee that the basic entertainment is completed at that time.

During the day, in fact, except for the occasional text message, she never called me.

Naturally, no one else called me either.

So when I heard the phone ringing, I was really puzzled, but I went to the office to answer the phone immediately.

"Excuse me, Ms. **?" It was a nice woman's voice.

"Ah? I am, what's the matter?" I felt very puzzled.

"Well, there is your courier, which is at the gate of your school, please come down and get it right away."

"Okay!" I said as I prepared to go downstairs, the other party also hung up the phone very simply.

When I went down to the gate, I saw a woman in a SF uniform holding a large bouquet of yellow roses in her hand. I guess it was my courier.

I walked over, hey, it was the woman I met on time for breakfast.

She also saw me: "Hey, it's you! You teach here, no wonder you eat breakfast in that breakfast shop every day."

I smiled: "Well. Are these flowers for me?"

She handed me a large bunch of yellow roses, and then took out a list for me to sign: "Yes. By the way, your son goes to elementary school nearby, right?"

Looking at my signature again: "Hey, your handwriting is very beautiful."

In fact, I am not used to dealing with unfamiliar people: "Thank you, um, how much is it?"

"Ah? No, the other party has already paid the money." She put away the list and looked at me: "You, do you know the flower language of yellow roses?"

I really do not know.But, what does this have to do with her?

What a strange woman.

I didn't answer, but still smiled, took the flowers in her hand and prepared to go up.

But she suddenly moved her head closer: "Yellow Rose, it's for apologizing. Well, Qiu Xin, it's a nice name, better than your real name!"

I'm a little annoyed, do couriers have the habit of peeking at customers' belongings?

But she pretended she didn't see my annoyance at all, turned around and rode away with a smile.

When I took the flowers to the office, fortunately, the children were doing exercises in the playground, and there were only one or two colleagues in the office. I quietly walked in and walked to my seat. Fortunately, my desk was in the last row. Colleagues are also not good people.I put the flowers on the side of the table, and then took a look at the card tied under the bouquet.

The card is not sealed, no wonder people can see the name "Qiu Xin" when they are pleasing to the eye.

In fact, when the woman who delivered the courier said that the yellow rose represented an apology, I guessed that it must be delivered by that person.

Sure enough, she gave it to me, and said she was sorry, she didn't consider my feelings, and she would try her best to arrange a time to see me, and told me not to be sad.

Of course, these words must have been typed by the courier company as ordered.

In fact, I have always disliked cold typefaces.

The inscription on the card reads "Lanqing". I wonder if that woman who likes to peek sees it?

Alas, I sigh, what is there to be angry and sad?Everyone has already done this.

So I sent her a text message, saying that there is no anger, no sadness, and the flowers are beautiful...

However, the joy of meeting in my heart suddenly diminished a lot because of this turmoil.

5.

It's noon on a Friday.

The school's practice is that Friday is science teaching and research, so the practice of our subject group is to have lunch at noon on Friday.

Walking with a colleague on the way to the restaurant, the new colleague is quite talkative, talking about his "good luck": since he came to this school, every time there is a group dinner in his class, there will always be something in his class. Order something, and then the class cadre will call him back by phone, so until now he has not been able to have a good dinner with the department and group.

Hehe, he generally said, generally laughed, and he didn't know if today's meal could be satiated smoothly?

For some reason, what I remembered at this time was a sentence that the big brother in the school’s physical education department once said to me: “There are not many normal people in your department. Zhou and you each count as half, so the conclusion is that there are two normal people in your department..."

Embarrassed to fly ah!I looked at the man next to me who was still in high spirits while talking about troublesome things, well, I guess there are three normal people in our department now, right?

The sunshine in autumn is very good.

There is a wind that rustles the leaves of the green trees in the community, and the wind also carries the refreshing air of autumn.

I remembered the phone call from that person last night, saying that I was going to meet an important client this morning, and I would go to the branch to attend a meeting to listen to the report in the afternoon, so the planned lunch had to be cancelled.

However, she said she would definitely come and have dinner with me after the afternoon meeting.

I sighed softly, dinner is really inconvenient.

What about my son?It seems that he can only send his son to his father before coming out.I really don't want this to happen. For me, my son is the only thing I have in this world.It's just that, after all, it was the first person in my life who gave me the feeling of "love", and I didn't want to embarrass her, and I didn't want to wrong my heart too much, that's all.

In this way, while listening to the small complaints of colleagues around me, while lightly thinking about my own thoughts, I walked slowly on the quiet road in the community, towards the restaurant, until the phone suddenly rang.

Listening to the man on the other side saying clearly and clearly: "Wait for me, I will come over to accompany you for lunch immediately, and tell me how to get there."

I thought it was because the autumn wind was too soft, so it made me daydream.

She didn't hear my answer at the other end, so she repeated her request: "I'm already on Metro Line [-], tell me how to get to your place."

At that moment, I vaguely saw fireworks flying all over the sky.

I said to my colleagues, "I'm sorry, I have a temporary emergency, please help me tell them that I won't go to eat." At the same time, I told her at the other end: I got out of the Binzhuang Station of Metro Line [-] and took a taxi to the Binhai District bus Just the terminus, um, remember, taxis don't skip their meters.

I hung up the phone, looked at my watch, and guessed that she should arrive within 10 minutes. My heart was so nervous, did I finally see that person?

Such a woman who makes the sun dance, always does things like this.

I really don't know how she managed to command dozens of people under her command?Thinking of that woman who is so confident that the whole world can step on her feet, the first woman who said "I love you" to me for the first time in her life, no matter how indifferent I am usually, at this moment, after all, my heart is hard to beat. .

I don't even know how I walked along the road in the community to the bus station in the community, just like that, looking at my watch, the time has only passed 5 minutes, ah no, there are 5 minutes left, I will see her Yet?

I suddenly found that I really hope that time will pass slowly.

Look at yourself, always dressed so plainly, and can't help but have clear and sad eyebrows, does she really like this kind of me?

Suddenly, she vaguely heard the phone ringing, and it was still her: "I'm at the gate of the community now, where are you?"

At the gate of the community, didn't you tell her to get off at the bus terminal of the community?

As I walked back, I said, "Then, stay there and don't leave. I'll go find you right away, and wait for me for 2 minutes."

She chuckled: "Don't be nervous, you see, I'm not nervous at all."

It seems that I am nervous beyond words after all?I smiled: "Yeah."

It's strange, after such a toss, I really didn't feel so nervous, and I just walked to the gate of the community just like that.

I saw her at a glance, such a woman, it was hard not to pay attention.

A well-fitting professional suit and a small satchel. Even though I already have a height of 165 (ah, this height may not be a big deal, but it is 8 cm taller than me), I still wear high heels that are not too short, and keep walking at the gate of the community. Walking up and down, actually looking around, what are you looking at?

I walked over, she was still looking around hard, huh?

I thought about it, and raised my voice: "Hi!"

She turned around, looked at me, and smiled brightly: "Hi!"

"What are you looking at?" I asked.

"Tsk tsk, so this is Binhai Community! Well, I've been looking forward to it for a long time."

Looking at her somewhat frightened smile, I actually understood what she said.In this city, there are three neighborhoods that have always had a reputation, but not a good reputation, because most of the neighborhoods are poor, so it is inevitable that there will be more dark activities and even more people engaged in flesh and blood work, and Binhai Community is one of them one of.

However, I have been working here for more than ten years, and I have never seen a woman in the world. Well, a grandmother who helped me raise my son said: "Cut, if you see it, the woman in the world The years are also in vain."

That is, I never deny that I have always been a little stupid.

However, because of this reputation, even she knows about it, so I am a little depressed after all.

He stopped talking and just led her to find something to eat.

I walked with my head down, and I didn't dare to look at her. To be honest, I knew that I was really a little afraid of her.

Maybe it's because I've always been too quiet, so I'm really not used to being calm when facing such a confident woman.

When I was walking with my head buried, a hand suddenly reached out and grabbed my hand.

is her.

In an instant, I actually pulled back my hand and put it in my belt.

She came over, lowered her head, and whispered in my ear: "I know you are shy, so you can avoid kissing your little mouth or something. But, I came to see you from such a long distance, don't you Don't you even hold your little hands?"

Although her voice is still so clear and bright, but I am sure I heard the taste of teeth gnashing.

Poor me, I had no choice but to obediently take out my hand and put it in hers.

Perhaps, from the very beginning, I was only obedient in front of her.

Later, when I was reflecting on all this, when all my rationality returned and I began to sort out my heart, I knew that everything was doomed from the very beginning.

She is a restless woman with high self-confidence. Such a woman needs more than just obedience.

This obedience may be what she needs or even desires at the beginning, but after all, she is not a person who likes others to obey, she likes to accept challenges, whether it is career or love, she longs for a life full of challenges.I obeyed silently from the beginning, and never thought of resisting or disobeying, so there is no doubt that there is no fun in challenging.

Therefore, all the future is actually doomed at that moment.

☆, three

6.

Going out along the quiet road in the community is Binhai Middle Road, and walking less than 100 meters to the left is the pedestrian bridge that passes by every day.

I was led by her, took her across the overpass, and walked into the long alleys of the village in the city. There was a fried fast food restaurant there that was really good, and she had been thinking about it for a while.

When we got there, the store owner smiled at me: "Where's my son?"

I said, "It's lunch at school at noon!" "Oh."

The boss smiled and looked at her: "This one?"

I looked at her, she smiled mischievously. "Uh, my sister." I said, looking at her, still smiling mischievously, as long as she wasn't angry.

Because I occasionally take my son here for dinner, maybe because my son is really more obedient?Anyway, the boss remembered our mother and son.

I ordered her favorite braised fish, as well as green vegetables and shredded potatoes.

While waiting for the food to be served, I just looked at her like that and smiled foolishly.

She grabbed my hand, and occasionally deliberately pretended to kiss the palm of my hand. Seeing that I wanted to withdraw my hand in embarrassment, she looked at me with a smug smile.

Fortunately, the dishes came out quickly. Seeing her delicious food, I have to admit that I really feel happy.

After dinner, she asked me to take her through the streets and alleys of the village in the city, holding my hand all the time, and in the depths of the silent alley, she would deliberately approach me and make a gesture of wanting to kiss , Seeing me lower my head to avoid it, she would smile a little insolently.

I knew she was doing it on purpose, maybe she was enjoying the feeling of playing tricks on me.

However, I couldn't get annoyed. This person is finally the first person I like in this life.

After leaving the village in the city, she was going to meet a client, so she took a taxi and left.When I was about to get in the car, I actually blew a kiss, embarrassing to me, looking around, but luckily no one I knew passed by.

Watching the taxi drive far away, I was still in place, and what flashed in my mind was that face with a naughty and wild smile.

She is really a beautiful and picturesque woman. How could such a person belong to me?

On the way back to school, thinking about the past few months, I sighed softly, so be it, the past few months should be regarded as a beautiful dream.

Such a woman is not what I can match, or rather, it is not what I can want.

But, why is there such pain in my heart?

I know that it will not belong to me, but once I think that it will be difficult to see that bright smiling face in the future, I find that I will still cry a little.

She, for me, is also very disappointed.

That night, she still received a call from her, still in high spirits, telling how she tried her best to get a difficult big client.

I listened, and I was really happy for her. However, the distance is getting farther and farther, right?

7.

Another week in the blink of an eye.

On Saturday morning, I still woke up early to the sound of birdsong in the morning light.

There were faint tears beside the pillow, and I dreamed of that person again last night, the person who gave his whole life for me, but he left me before I had time to repay him, smiling and talking to me.

Father, how on earth did I live my life like this?In the future, how can anyone see you under the Nine Springs?

When I wake up, I always don't know what night it is.

My son is going to art class in the morning, so I am used to getting up early, packing up the laundry in the washing machine, and drying it.

Then he cooked his favorite chicken dumplings with mushrooms.

Wake up to kiss your son, eat, and go to the interest class teaching site near the school together.

I still got off the No. 8 bus, crossed the pedestrian bridge, and within a few steps, there was the snack bar.

Of course, the school time is later than usual, so naturally there is no SF Express delivery truck on the side of the road.

I took my son's hand, walked past the snack bar, and then went forward, crossed a road, turned right, and it was the teaching point of the interest class.

When I walked to the snack bar, the red light was on, so I obediently waited for the green light to turn on, even though there was no car on the road.Son, is a very well-behaved child, I can not be unruly.While waiting to cross the road, suddenly, there was the sound of a car behind me. I took my son and shrank back to the sidewalk, but the sound of the car was still there.

I turned around and saw the familiar car and the familiar person: "Hi! Isn't today Saturday?"

I smiled: "My son is going to art class."

"Oh. That must be a good painting." She smiled. In fact, her smile was really warm.

I looked at my son and said, "As long as he likes it." This is my truth. I didn't expect my son to become a special student at all. As long as he likes it, I really don't care if the painting looks good.

"Good mother." She looked at me with deep eyes.Subconsciously, I avoided her gaze.

Just when the green light came on, I hurriedly led my son across the road: "Say goodbye to auntie!"

"Goodbye!" The son said crisply.

"Listen to your mother!" She also drove away, I was inexplicably relieved, I really didn't know what I was nervous about.

Is it because she is afraid that she knows something?

Just a bouquet of yellow roses like that?

Perhaps, what I am afraid of is always just my own heart.After all, I am a person who longs to be well-behaved in my bones.

When my son finishes studying, I will take him home.

When I got home, I started to arrange for my son to do his homework, and then I started to prepare lunch by myself.

After lunch, I coaxed my son to take a nap, and then I started to prepare the class materials for the next week, just like every Saturday, until the phone rang.

It was that person, she said, she came over on a business trip and stayed at the Futian Hotel, and asked me to meet her.

Futian Hotel is really far away from me.

I opened my mouth and was ready to say no.

But, but, in the bottom of my heart, there is a little bit of reconciliation.

In the past week, although I still have the same phone calls and occasional videos, I can feel her alienation.

Did it disappoint her?I know that I am not a suitable lover.

However, I am really unwilling to be the first person to say "I love you" to me, is that all it is?

Then, the day-by-day enthusiasm faded away, and I didn't even know the taste of kissing someone I love.

I felt a little sad, and in an instant, I suddenly decided something: "Okay, I'll go there right away."

I called the child's father and said that he had some important matters to deal with temporarily, and asked him to come and take care of his son before going out.

During the long time of standing in the subway and counting the station names, what was I thinking?I don't know, I really don't know.

Just like that, looking at the name of the subway station, one station after another.

After leaving the station, I had to take a taxi. I got in a taxi and said, "Thank you, Futian Hotel." Then, I started counting green trees, one tree after another.

That Saturday, I stayed with her until nine o'clock in the evening.If you don't go, there will be no subway.

She said: "Stay here, accompany me, and take me to the airport tomorrow, okay?"

I looked at her, the only person I've ever loved in this life: "No, I promised my son that I will definitely go back tonight."

She pouted: "I knew that you don't love me."

I laughed, huh, I don't love her?At this moment, I just smile.

She looked at my smile: "I'm sorry, I know, I just want you to accompany me..."

I know, maybe, the only thing I can do is to accompany her, but what I have done today is already my limit, and I can no longer indulge myself.

So, I choose, get dressed, and leave.

She didn't get up, just there, reclining, watching me leave.

Perhaps, the moment I left, I knew that all of this was just an explanation to myself.

Of course, in a later day, she said to me sincerely: "I really loved you." I would like to believe that she loved me that day.Otherwise, I don't know how to face my minimum dignity.

☆, four

8.

The days are neither salty nor light.

She still calls me at night, sometimes saying more, sometimes less, sometimes saying "I love you" before saying good night.

In the video, she is busy all the way, busy organizing files and making plans.

And my kids, final exams are approaching.

Every day, I still take my son there to eat sausage.

Every day, I always see that woman, driving a SF Express car, parking the car, and eating a piece of sausage with my own chopsticks.

There are some people, you think there will not be many handovers, but fate often makes you always meet.

For example, with the rise of online shopping, we often deal with courier companies.

The courier company is responsible for delivering the goods, and there are always relatively fixed people in fixed locations.

I was forced by my colleagues to get used to buying the books my son needs online, and then slowly discovered the benefits of buying books online, and got used to online shopping.

In fact, I felt that I was quite skeptical, so at first, I only bought books online.Books, no matter how bad they are, are nothing more than the annoyance of piracy.Later, I started to try to shop around Taobao.

Of course, the delivery address must not be filled in at home, because there is only me and my son at home. On weekdays, I go to work and he goes to school, so naturally there is no one at home.

Therefore, I filled in the address of the school and indicated that the delivery must be during working hours.

The first online shopping was to buy a few story books for my son.

The name of the recipient on the courier is naturally the real name.

Online shopping delivery is actually very fast. I placed an order at home on Sunday, and the book was delivered on Monday.

As for the delivery person, I don't think it's hard not to know him, but of course it's the lady who is a regular customer of the sausage shop.

The book arrived on Monday afternoon, and I was not busy in the afternoon, so when I received the call, I went downstairs leisurely.

When I came to the reception room, I met my good friend Qing, and asked: Huh?Why did someone who rarely went downstairs in ten thousand years come downstairs?

I smiled and replied: I'm looking for you, I miss you, little lover. (Because her name is Xiaoqing, we all like to call her little lover)

So she chirped a few words out of boredom, and when she knew that I was here to pick up the courier, she couldn't help laughing and said, "It's so cool, the person receiving the courier can chat with me so leisurely, I hope the courier is in a good mood today, otherwise Just wait and see the black face."

Khan, I hurried out to the gate of the reception room, she smiled and said, "Hey, it's me again."

Huh?That's right, my name is written on the courier slip, I think about it, after all, there is a little warmth for her memory.

After handing the book to me and collecting the payment, she was not in a hurry to leave: "Does your son like reading?"

I said: "Yeah."

She looked at me with the same deep eyes: "Good mother."

I was a little bit annoyed, but I didn't know why I was annoyed. People always praised me and felt depressed.

So he ignored her, hurriedly said "goodbye" and went back to the office.

From now on, I will see her often, as long as I use the express delivery of SF Express, it must be delivered by her.

Sometimes, she would naughtily come over to look at the books I bought, and sometimes, she would deliberately stay a little longer to chat about her son's preferences, and I was too embarrassed to ignore them.

Therefore, during the breakfast time, during the minutes waiting for my son to finish eating, I would chat with her every sentence, chatting about the stars and bright moons that have never been seen in this city, or the auntie of the sausage shop that is rare for thousands of years. I have a good memory when I see you, and occasionally I remember to serve our mother and son in time.

In this way, a person who I thought was just meeting by chance, became acquainted with each other from time to time.

9. Time really passes like water.

We didn't even have time to lament that the city's summer is so long, and then it ushered in its winter.

This is a city without spring and autumn.When I started to dress my son thickly like a little cotton ball and go out, the end of the period came.

I don't even know how I got so many things to do.Going to class, correcting homework, tutoring students, preparing review materials, one by one, from the moment I bought the school gate in the early morning, I literally started a battle.

After finishing the busy afternoon, my son has to go to pick up his son after school, and then supervise his son's homework while tutoring the students.

A very busy life, but I would rather call her a very fulfilling life, so fulfilling that I don't have to be in a daze, and I don't have to burst into tears because of occasional misses.

Last Friday, that person came over again, without telling me in advance that she would come.

When everyone was on the subway, she told me that she would be waiting for me in the fairy forest outside the exit of Binzhuang Station.

I was a little bit surprised and moved, at least, she would remember that my Friday afternoon was a teaching and research activity, and there were no classes, so I could be more free.After teaching and researching in the afternoon, I suddenly received a call from her.Fortunately, our school is very close to Binzhuang, so when I arrived, she had just arrived.

I stood on the side of the exit and watched her walk in step by step. Even in a thick winter coat, she was still flying and bright.At that moment, I felt that everything was like a dream.Such a woman, such a world, no, no, no, that is not a world I can walk into.

So, the moment I knew she had walked in, I chose to lower my head and turn my eyes, life is always a bit sad.

It is said that Baoyu likes to get together but not to leave, but Daiyu does not like to get together, because she is afraid of parting after the meeting.I think, I also don't like this kind of possession, because I know too well that I will be separated in the future.

Sitting in the man-made green of the fairy forest, what I think of is the real green of the mountains and plains in my childhood, the whistling mountain wind and the dancing fir branches in the sun.

"Xinxin? The soul is back..." Her joking voice sounded in my ear, am I distracted again?

I have always been so distracted, in all kinds of school meetings, in all kinds of teaching and research occasions, or when everyone is watching TV and chatting together.

However, when facing her, I have always been more focused.

One is really greedy to look at her bright face, and the other is afraid that she will be angry with my "ruthlessness".

I don’t know why this day, maybe I felt the ambiguity in her phone calls in the past few nights, maybe it was the thought of separation that seriously affected me, maybe it was her unexpected arrival that made me faint Her perceived uncertainty about her own feelings... I was seriously distracted.

But I still looked at her hard and smiled: "It's okay. Maybe I went to bed too late yesterday, and I have four classes this morning, and I went to the teaching and research without a break at noon, so..."

"Why did you sleep so late? I remember hanging up the phone at eleven o'clock last night?" She stared at me a little unhappy.

"Ah, um, because my son ate a little too much at night, he vomited after going to bed, and cleaned up a bit later..." I explained gently, actually, I know, it's not the reason.

Her phone calls in the past few days are completely different from those in the past. In the past, she would talk very briskly about how she made some difficult customers "surrender", how she made the people below complete the tasks according to her instructions, and who did she talk to? Where did my friends go for a delicious meal and so on.

Or tell me where I'm traveling on business, how long I've been delayed at the airport, or how good or bad the food at a certain hotel is.

However, in recent days, she only vaguely said that because her house was undergoing minor renovations, she was staying with a good friend.He also said that there were a lot of things going on in the company, so he was a little tired and didn't want to talk, so he hung up the phone.

However, because she said to me: "No matter what, remember, you have to trust me!" So, I suppressed all doubts and anxieties and buried them in the deepest part of my heart.

However, a woman's heart is always keen.

I could see the vague restlessness in her brisk tone.

10. The drink in the cup has been refilled for the third time.

She became silent. It seems that I played the role of audience today very unsuccessfully.

I sighed softly, and took the initiative to hold her hand for the first time: "Lan Qing, what's the next sentence of holding your hand?"

She was taken aback: "Huh? Isn't it the youngest with you? You have such a good foundation in literature, you still need to ask me this?"

I looked at her: "Yes, hold your hand and grow old with you. Lan Qing, since you and I love each other, we should bear it together. Can you tell me what happened?"

She suddenly felt a little red-eyed, thought for a while, and wanted to say something, but swallowed the words again.

I gently put down her hand: "Don't Lan Qing believe me?"

"No, no, Xinxin is the person I trust the most." She was a little anxious. After knowing her for so long, maybe this is the first time I've seen her so nervous.

I looked at her, thought for a while, moved to sit beside her, and gently hugged her: "Then tell me!"

"Well, I'll tell you everything, but please promise me first, don't be angry, okay?" Her voice actually looked a little pitiful.

This person, this person who made me say "I love you" for the first time in my life!

How can I be willing to make you feel so uncomfortable?

"Okay! I promise, I will never be angry." I said every word seriously.

"Xinxin, I, I met someone. She made me feel like facing Jingjing..."

Jingjing, heh.I see.

In the beginning, when she said "I love you", she told me a lot.What I remember the most is that she was so in love with a woman named Jingjing. In order for Jingjing to leave absolutely, she committed suicide. To this day, there is still a scar left on her wrist from her attempted suicide by cutting her pulse.