we are not friends anymore

At this time, the actors living on this floor either went out together to look for food, or were so tired that they lay dead bodies in the room. The hotel corridor was so quiet that the sound of breathing could almost be heard.

Again.

Qiao Mingxi thought.When facing Ji Yan, he was always unable to think in time.

Seeing the person in front of him getting closer and closer, Qiao Mingxi paused, then suddenly turned and left.

A force at the wrist stopped his footsteps, he subconsciously wanted to break free, but was tightly imprisoned by Ji Yan's hand.

In terms of strength, he was never as strong as Ji Yan, so he stopped moving a little bit, but didn't turn around, just stood there with his head down.

"Axi." Ji Yan's deep voice sounded behind him, so close that he could almost feel his breath, it reminded him inexplicably of the scene filmed in City D, Ji Yan stood behind him, slender and powerful His fingers touched his neck, it was a little cold, but his breath was hot.

"Let's talk." Ji Yan whispered to him.

Qiao Mingxi's eyelashes trembled uncontrollably, he instinctively resisted opening his mouth, resisting being so close to Ji Yan, for a moment he wished he could disappear in place immediately.

Ji Yan couldn't get his answer. When he grabbed Qiao Mingxi's wrist just now, he found that his hand was shaking badly. He let go of his hand with a low sigh: "I brought you dinner, go back to the room to eat first."

Qiao Mingxi finally moved, he turned his head to look at Ji Yan dully, with a puzzled look on his delicate face.

He found that what was in front of him at the moment was very similar to the gentle, meticulous and irresistible Ji Yan in the past.

But this kind of Ji Yan, the kind of Ji Yan who made Qiao Mingxi feel loved, has obviously disappeared for a long time.

Qiao Mingxi moved her fingers, put her hands into the pockets of her down jacket, and walked past Ji Yan to the door of her room with her head down.

Ji Yan followed behind him, his tall figure covering a little of the light in the corridor.Qiao Mingxi took out the room card slowly, and opened the door with a beep.

Ji Yan watched as Qiao Mingxi pushed the door open and entered the room. He was about to step up to follow, but suddenly he put his hand against the door, stopping the other party's movement to close the door.

Qiao Mingxi stood on the other side of the door and tried his best, but he still couldn't beat Ji Yan's strength.He pursed his lips without saying a word, and there was a stubborn look in the corner of his eyes.

"...Don't move." Ji Yan's voice was low and dry, "Don't get caught."

Seeing Qiao Mingxi's persistent silence, Ji Yan's voice rarely showed a trace of pleading: "Axi, I just want to have a good talk with you."

Qiao Mingxi exerted force little by little with his hands, he was hungry and uncomfortable, his face was pale from the pain, and his heart was empty.

He resisted silently, as if all the cells in his body had erected a defense system against Ji Yan.The scene at this time and the scene of Qiao Mingxi calling Ji Yan with a high fever that day kept intertwining in front of Ji Yan's eyes, which made him a little hurt.

He sighed invisibly, and passed the takeaway box in his hand to the half-open door: "Let's eat first, or your stomach will hurt."

There was no movement for a long time, Ji Yan was silent for a while, then knelt down|put the box on the carpet, got up and prepared to leave.

As soon as he turned around, Qiao Mingxi's trembling voice came from the door.

"...Ji Yan..."

Ji Yan paused and turned to look at the door.To be precise, he was looking at Qiao Mingxi's slender fingers, the only one in his line of sight, grasping the door.

"Ji Yan." Qiao Mingxi called out again, her voice was very low and shallow, almost inaudible, "What exactly do you want..."

The ending of the last word dissipated in the air with the choking in his voice, and Ji Yan heard him speak slowly word by word.

"We've already separated...you said it..." Qiao Mingxi said more and more difficultly, "you left first...we, we have nothing to talk about, it's already...it's over long ago."

"Then who is calling me by my name when I'm sick?" Ji Yan asked suddenly.

Maybe it was because his tone was too hasty, Qiao Mingxi on the other side of the door was startled and didn't speak for a long time.

After Ji Yan finished speaking, he actually felt a little regretful. He opened his mouth but didn't know what to say. He was always calm and rational, but for the first time he felt powerless.

Until he heard a very soft, subdued weeping sound from the other side of the door.

Ji Yan was taken aback for a moment, and suddenly stepped forward and stretched out his right hand to push the door with unquestionable strength; but he was also concerned about Qiao Mingxi who was behind the door, so he didn't use his full strength.

Over there, Qiao Mingxi still maintained the posture of closing the door with his hands. Maybe it was because of the severe pain in his body, or maybe he had no strength in his body. He bent over weakly, with his forehead resting on the hands holding the door panel, and tears flowed down in big drops. Lose.

This is the second time he cried because of Ji Yan after the separation.

The first time he saw his own ring appearing in someone else's hand, he realized that the Ji Yan who loved him was really gone, or had never appeared at all... It was time for him to say goodbye to his past obsessions, The real one is different and two wide, and each is happy.

The second time is now, he is deeply powerless for the situation in front of him, he thought that he has nothing to do with him, he has adapted to the life without Ji Yan, but he still can't resist the approach of the other party.Even if the other party calls his name lightly, he will feel lucky, and feel that everything in the past is not a dream of his own.

He hated the self who would call Ji Yan when he was unconscious, and also hated Ji Yan who came and left whenever he said he wanted to.

Qiao Mingxi lost his strength, and Ji Yan over there easily pushed the door open. Qiao Mingxi put his back against the wall and let Ji Yan walk in the door in a self-defeating manner.He just kept his head down, not letting him see the tears on his face.

Ji Yan stood in front of him, he looked down at a beam of light leaking in from the door on the carpet, and Ji Yan looked down at him.

The two were silent for a long time, Ji Yan suddenly stretched out his hand to Qiao Mingxi, Qiao Mingxi subconsciously hid aside, but Ji Yan just squatted down, picked up the room card that Qiao Mingxi had dropped on the ground, turned around and slapped the door by the door card slot.

Suddenly the light came on in the room, Ji Yan bent down to pick up the takeaway box, and pulled Qiao Mingxi's wrist.

Qiao Mingxi was a little dazed, and forgot to break free.

Ji Yan led him to sit down by the bed, put the take-out boxes on the bedside table and took out one by one, divided the meals and dishes, and arranged the chopsticks, handed them to Qiao Mingxi and whispered: "Eat first."

Qiao Mingxi was a little slow in thinking, took the box and took a few mouthfuls absently.

Ji Yan watched him eat something, took another glass of water and put it in his hand, and took out a box of medicine from the bag he brought.

Qiao Mingxi glanced at the packaging of the box of medicine, but it was the medicine he most often used to regulate his stomach. He was stunned, pursed his lips and said nothing.

Such a scene is too weird. Two people who have been separated for almost a year, and two people who should never see each other, are sitting opposite each other as before, just like Qiao Mingxi's happiest days in the past.

Even though he had done countless mental constructions in his heart, he was still being led away by Ji Yan in such a daze, Qiao Mingxi felt sour, and his eyes became redder.

After finishing all these things, he looked at Qiao Mingxi's pale face at close range under the bright light. What Ji Yan originally wanted to say seemed to be spinning in his mouth, but he couldn't say it as he thought when he came here.

After Qiao Mingxi ate, he hesitated for a moment and picked up the water at hand, and said in a low voice, "Thank you...please go back if you're okay, I'm sleepy."

He kept his head down all the time, unwilling to look up at Ji Yan.

Ji Yan was silent for a while, then got up and squatted down in front of him, slightly raised his head to look into his eyes.

Qiao Mingxi's eyelashes trembled, and she subconsciously backed away.

"Axi." Ji Yan sighed softly, looked at him and said in a deep voice, "We really need to talk, don't be afraid of me, okay?"

He repeated what he said that day, Qiao Mingxi held the warm water glass in both hands, almost mustering up a lot of courage, then moved his eyes slowly and slowly, and met his heavy eyes.

The room was so quiet that people unconsciously tensed up, but Qiao Mingxi was distracted inappropriately.

He thought of that day.

He waited alone outside Lou Feng's office for a long time that day, and finally waited until Ji Yan came out.

Ji Yan's expression was normal, still calm and calm, he was only slightly taken aback when he saw him, but he didn't say anything.

Before he left, Qiao Mingxi said, "Brother Feng... Brother Feng agreed?"

"...Well." Ji Yan nodded, "The contract expires naturally, it's just not renewed, he has nothing to stop him."

Qiao Mingxi opened his mouth and wanted to speak, but found that he couldn't speak a word.

He wanted to ask Ji Yan again, can I go with you?

Can you...don't leave me?

But he knew how Ji Yan would answer. When he pulled Ji Yan's sleeve for the first time and told the other party that he could go with him, what he got was Ji Yan's helpless and indifferent response: "Axi, you can't always go with me. behind me."

Ji Yan looked at Qiao Mingxi who was silent in front of him, turned his head to look at the closed door of Lou Feng's office, and sighed, "Let's talk now, Axi."

The so-called talk, in fact, did not go smoothly.

Qiao Mingxi was always sad that Ji Yan went through the contract termination procedures without telling him, and Ji Yan was also helpless about his behavior of involving a third party in their relationship.

"This is too tiring." Ji Yan's tone was very flat, and his expression was not too turbulent, but what he said made Qiao Mingxi feel as if he had fallen into an ice cave, "I thought about it, maybe it would be better for us to separate. "

"Ash, let's break up."

Qiao Mingxi looked at Ji Yan blankly.

The handsome man squatted in front of him, looking up at him intently, just like before.

"...What do you want to talk to me about, Ji Yan?" He said softly, "Because you know what happened to me when I was a child, you feel sympathetic and guilty. Do you want to make up for me?"

He has always had a gentle temperament. Even after saying such a sentence, he was not aggressive at all, but looked tired and helpless.

"You have done well enough..." He said blankly, looking at Ji Yan, but his eyes were empty, "For a person who has no feelings, eight years is enough and tired enough; I I don't need your sympathy, I don't need you to make up..."

Ji Yan's fingers moved, as if he wanted to shake Qiao Mingxi's hand, but he didn't proceed with the movement.

"So you always thought..." he said with some difficulty, "So you think, I'm by your side, but I don't have any love for you, do you?"

The author has something to say: "...What do you want to talk to me about, Ji Yan?" He said softly, "Because you know what happened to me when I was a child, you feel sympathetic and guilty. Do you want to make up for me?"

Ji Yan said: If you want to think like this, I can't help it.

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