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After checking the room, I wrote the doctor's order and recorded the course of the disease. Unlike in the past, today there was an unspeakable impetuosity, and I always wanted to end it quickly.But thinking about it carefully, there is no appointment later, and no one is waiting for his presence.I glanced at my watch, it was ten o'clock.Chen Chen turned off the central air conditioner, opened the window, and the cold air calmed him down a little.

Because of the festival, the ward seemed much deserted than usual, and footsteps echoed in the corridor.He made a doctor's order and changed the medicine.Passing the nurse's station, he caught a glimpse of a person standing in front of the opposite wall where the doctor's portrait hung and looked carefully. He just thought it was a bored or curious family member.

There are three patients who need to change their dressings, and they all have large abdominal incisions.After the third one was over and the medical waste was disposed of, I was a little bit exhausted.He was unbuttoning his white coat while walking, when he was stopped by the person sitting on the chair in front of the office door.Looking absently, it turned out to be Yu Cong. He was startled and quickly straightened the corner of the sweater.

"How did you come."

Yu Cong's peach blossom eyes were filled with a smile, and he was even more addicted, "There is no you on that wall."

What the other party really wanted to ask, and what Chen Chen wanted to answer, had nothing to do with it at all, but he still replied in a polite manner, "Of course, I'm still a graduate student, and the above are all doctors working in this hospital."

"Are you going to stay in this hospital?"

"I plan to study for a Ph.D. I should be able to stay after graduation."

Yu Cong nodded, the topic circled half a circle, cooled down a bit, and he could face it directly.He said, "A person is bored and came to you directly."

Couldn't it be that as soon as he left, he followed.Chen Chen's heart beat a little faster.

The director of the management team and graduate students from the other group walked towards the office and glanced at Yu Cong, "Xiao Chen, have you checked?"

Chen Chen showed a very respectful smile, "Okay. Director, are you finished too?"

"Well. After finishing the work, go back quickly, and it will be said that there will be heavy rain later."

"Can you go?" Yu Cong asked.

"Ah, that's fine. You wait for me to change."

The sky was getting darker and darker with the naked eye, and the brightly lit office seemed to be the only safe center of the storm.

"Go to my place. You can call Zimo to make an appointment. I'm sure I can eat it today."

Chen Chen was a little surprised, "It's okay, we can go to other places."

Yu Cong thought for a while, "Do you have to check the house for three days?"

"Yes."

Yu Cong patted him on the shoulder, and moved his hands together, "Okay, that brother messed with you, can you take him in tonight?"

"Okay." Chen Chen could only feel his carotid artery, coronary artery, aorta, abdominal aorta, and femoral artery all beating non-stop.This internal vibration almost covered his own voice, "Let's go to the food stall."

Yu Cong didn't notice.

"My nickname is also Chen. The director called you just now, and I thought he was calling me."

Chen Chenxin said, I know, once your grandma called you, I thought she was calling me.He wants to ask your grandma if she is okay now, but he is afraid of being exposed.It's been too long, and I'm afraid that something will happen to the old man, so I can only guess in my heart.

"Your name is quite good. No matter the first name or the last name, or all of them, there is a sense of intimacy and taking advantage of it."

"Really. From your tone, I want to take advantage of this, so I'll change my name to Yu Yu."

"Don't tell me, there's nothing wrong with my name Yu Yu. Who knows why I'm called Xiao Chen."

"I'm a bit resentful, young man." Chen Chen said, "Then I'll call you Xiaoyu from now on."

"Resentment." Yu Cong patted his head with his hands.

How can I be so happy.Being here and not being here, cut off from the whole world, completely escaped.No one can intervene, they are the whole world.There is a kind of aboveboard and secret happiness.

Chen Chen felt that passers-by were transparent, and he himself was also invisible.

The sky was so heavy that it was almost falling, and finally it started to rain.

Chen Chen grabbed him, pointed to the convenience store across the road, "Let's go buy an umbrella."

The suits were ugly, so he grabbed two handfuls of blue checkered ones and they came out.

Yu Cong asked him, "Is there no umbrella in your dormitory?"

"There are many. I often don't bring an umbrella, and I will buy an umbrella the next time it rains."

"So, let's just use one."

Chen Chen thought, this is what you said.He is eager to follow the example of goodness.

It's so cold outside, I can only get closer, closer.If the steps are not consistent, they will bump into each other, and they all have a restrained force.Chen Chen thought to himself, everyone is really polite.

The raindrops flew obliquely under the umbrella and soaked into the clothes.In an instant, there was a taste of bitter wind and rain, and the coldness seeped from the cracks in everyone's bones, and spit it out from the mouth that was accidentally opened, which made the description unavoidable.

There are not too many people in the food stalls, and a long line of red lanterns stretches across the entire hall, which has a festive atmosphere.The artist who sang Pingtan wore the clothes of the Republic of China, and was already sitting on the stage in the middle of the hall to adjust his musical instruments.

"Sure enough, holidays and food are the comfort of life." Yu Cong sighed.

"I still have sleep, I want to live in bed." Chen Chen added.

"I think you're the one who has a lot of resentment. But it's true, you have a ward round at 07:30. After the ward round, you will go for surgery. You don't know when you will be off the stage in the afternoon. It's a high school routine."

Chen Chen patted him on the shoulder, "Thank you for your understanding, big brother."

"Eat more, big brother."

Each of them looked at the menu, and Chen Chen handed over the order menu after finishing ticking off.Yu Cong took a look, "It's a real carnivore."

Chen Chen thought to himself, isn't it just a matter of time to eat with a herbivore like you.He leaned over and took a look, "Lettuce, cauliflower, small green vegetables..."

Also, bean curd sticks, dried silk, thousands of knots...

"Soy product boy."

"It's just right, the combination of meat and vegetables makes it easy to eat." The waiter took the menu, and Yu Cong asked, "Will you go to a movie after dinner?"

"There's nothing interesting about the recent releases, why don't you go back to the dormitory and look for them on the computer. I just want to lie on my bed..."

"A big bed measuring 1 meters?"

The tea that should have been sprayed out of Chen Chen's mouth was swallowed abruptly, his face flushed from choking.

"I think about what movie to watch, how about the little yellow man with big eyes..."

Chen Chen was about to choke to death—he really didn't expect such a cool face to say that he was going to see the little yellow man.

"What's wrong?" Yu Cong didn't seem to realize the contrast.

"I don't watch animated movies."

"Then you'll miss too much. Flying House, Wall-E the Robot, Zootopia, The Voice of Joy..."

"I know."

"Know it or miss it?"

Chen Chen nodded, "It's probably the same as you don't like meat."

The result is that he will have mixed feelings about this chattering minion for the rest of his life.

After returning to the dormitory, I took off my damp coat, changed into pajamas, turned on the air conditioner, turned off the headlights, and turned on the desk lamp.A computer desk was set up and placed on the bed, and they sat side by side at the head of the bed, watching the Minion movie that Yu Cong requested.

Chen Chen couldn't see it at all, and those minions were not cute either.He looked at Yu Cong's expression, and the other party was not too immersed in it.

"Is there any gum?"

"Yes." Chen Chen reached out to the desk with his backhand, and brought Yida over, making a loud knocking sound, "Watermelon flavored."

Yu Cong squeezed a grain from his palm.

The rustle of their chewing.

The rain outside was getting louder and louder, and the sky was getting darker and darker.They hid here, at least Chen Chen was satisfied.It was too warm and comfortable, and gradually I became a little trance-like.

Chen Chen remembered his first kiss, which happened on the top of the mountain in winter.He and the boy climbed the mountain according to the morning self-study time of high school students. After reaching the summit, there was still no sunshine and the sky was gray.There are dead branches everywhere, only low pine trees are green, and there are jagged stones all around.They found a piece, sat down side by side, and the boy handed over a piece of chewing gum.He chewed and chewed, and for the first time in his life, chewing gum changed from jelly to liquid.Sparse, some kind of indescribable touch and taste, full of mouth.It's been brewing for too long, they spit gum, spit a lot, wipe the corners of their lips, and start kissing jerky, it's their own doing.It was also the first time Chen Chen knew what it was like to be gone.

Chen Chen was waiting for the kiss, he only hoped it would not be too late, he really didn't want to have his mouth full of gum liquid anymore.Or maybe, Yu Cong was just chewing gum, but he couldn't help but think about it after having this kind of experience.

The sound in the ear is like a drum.

Chen Chen spit out the gum and threw it straight at Yu Cong's mouth.

Yu Cong froze for a moment, then spit out xylitol, and kissed him back with more and more force.Only the lips were touching, Chen Chen had no support, and when the other party moved forward, he backed away.Yu Cong stretched out his right hand, grabbed his head, and pressed down hard on himself.

Kicked over the computer table with both feet, the computer slid to the end of the bed, and the little yellow man was still chattering on the screen.

Yu Cong held Chen Chen's waist with both hands, and hugged Chen Chen to his lap.

Damn, it's so powerful.

Chen Chen's face was hot, Xu Xu grabbed his hair, "Don't treat me like a girl."

Yu Cong wanted to get closer, and pinched his armpit ribs with both hands.

Damn, the hand is actually in this position.

"I don't, I know you are a man." After giving an affirmative answer, he pecked twice more, and took the time to emphasize, "Actually, I always think that there should be no difference between men and women or men and women, only active and passive, to love The difference between being loved and being loved. When you want to love, you are a man, and when you want to be loved, you are a woman. Do you agree?"

Anyone who has seen Wang Xiaobo should remember this sentence, let alone him.It makes sense, but it's too natural.Chen Chen still said, "I agree."

Just like at this time, he was extremely ashamed, but he still wanted to lie quietly, lazily waiting for the other party's kiss and touch, and he didn't have much desire to rush to fight and attack, so he accepted it calmly.He was always atypical.

"You are so white."

"..."

The sound of the rain was getting louder, and the room was dark.

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