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Cheng Xuan said: "Then thank you, Dr. Jiang."

Jiang Mu picked up the spoon and stirred the coffee, a vortex formed in the middle of the black liquid, reflected in his eyes, Jiang Mu suddenly said: "Mr. Cheng, how much do you like Xiao Nan?"

Cheng Xuan was taken aback by his sudden question, then smiled again: "It's not like, it's love, I love him."

Jiang Mu raised his head, stared at him with cold eyes, and said: "Mr. Cheng has worked hard in the mall for a long time, and he has seen a lot of people's sophistication. Xiao Nan is different. He is very simple and doesn't understand these twists and turns. If Mr. Cheng If you deliberately lie to him, he probably won't be able to bear it."

Cheng Xuan's expression became serious, and he looked at him fixedly, "I will not lie to Nannan, never, and will not give him up to anyone."

Jiang Mu looked at him for a while, and Cheng Xuan didn't look away. The atmosphere between the two suddenly became tense, and there was a sense of tit-for-tat.

After a while, Jiang Mu said: "I hope Mr. Cheng will not forget what he said."

Cheng Xuan said: "Naturally."

After drinking the coffee, the two said goodbye politely as if nothing had happened.

Jiang Mu returned to the hospital, walked straight to the file room in his memory, went to the computer, entered the information search, and sure enough, a file named Lin Xuan was retrieved.

Jiang Mu searched along the shelves one by one. Because of the long time, the files were on the innermost shelf of the archives room. As he searched all the way, some dust was rubbed on the white coat. Jiang Mu frowned. The file is taken down.

The paper pages were slightly yellowed, and Lin Xuan's file was very simple, she was two months pregnant.

...

At 1 o'clock in the morning, Cheng Xuan woke up from the thunder, and touched his side in a trance, his hands were cold.

Cheng Xuan froze for a few seconds, rubbed the center of his brows, and smiled wearily, his Nan Nan was not here.

There was thunder outside the window, and Cheng Xuan lost his sleepiness. He went to the window and lit a cigarette. The smoke blurred his eyebrows and eyes, and his expression was also covered by the smoke.

"The time is now 7:00 in the morning, the weather is overcast, and the current temperature is 18°C." The automatic broadcast sound of the smart home woke up the man half lying beside the bed.

I don't know when I fell asleep, and my upper body was lying on the bed, but my feet were on the ground. Cheng Xuan moved his sore back to feel a bit of reality.

...

When Gu Nan went out, Cheng Xuan's car was waiting outside the door as usual, "Did Brother Jiang Mu find out anything?"

Cheng Xuan looked a little tired, and his spirit was not very good. There was a layer of blue under his eyes, "Lin Xuan is two months pregnant."

"Pregnant? How old was she then?"

"17 years old." Cheng Xuan pinched his forehead, "Nannan, can I check it myself next?"

Gu Nan looked at Cheng Xuan, his eyes were tired, and there was a hint of pleading, "Okay."

Cheng Xuan rubbed his hair, but couldn't help but think of what Jiang Mu said when he called him: "Lin Xuan's file says she's 2 months pregnant, Mr. Cheng, what year were you born?"

Gu Nan was sitting in the classroom, and Mrs. Miejue was giving a lecture on the podium, but he was a little absent-minded.The ominous premonition intensified, and he remembered what Cheng Xuan had said to him.

"I'll go to a neighboring city, maybe two days, be good, wait for me to come back, and take you to eat delicious food."

Cheng Xuan went to investigate by himself, and Gu Nan felt that he might know something, something that he didn't want to let himself know, Gu Nan respected him, so he didn't ask.

Zhao Ming pushed him and asked with a smile, "What are you thinking? get out of class is over."

Gu Nan nodded and cleaned up the things on the table.

"Let's go to the library."

Gu Nan raised his head, "What are you doing in the library?"

Zhao Ming hated iron for being weak, and said, "Exam! Brother, don't tell me you forgot during exam week."

It was only then that Gu Nan remembered that there was indeed an exam, and he really forgot about it.Rubbing between his brows, he said, "Let's go."

Cheng Xuan sat in the car for an unknown amount of time, looking in the direction of the school gate, where there was someone he loved.

After receiving the call yesterday, I have to say that he immediately thought of many things. A sense of horror crawled up his back and limbs, his hands and feet were cold, and he began to unconsciously go in more outrageous directions. to think about.

He began to be afraid, he was afraid that he would not be able to bear the final result, he was afraid that Gu Nan would know the result, it was like a subconscious reminding him not to let his Nan Nan know such a thing.

Gu Nan waited for two days, and at first there was a message, and then by the next night, Cheng Xuan completely lost contact.The last message was that he wanted to stay by himself for a few days, so Gu Nan should not worry.

The ominous premonition in Gu Nan's heart finally came true. After that, he couldn't contact Cheng Xuan, as if the world had evaporated.

My father called and said that the development of the project in the neighboring city was ready to start. The person in charge said that he and Cheng Xuan solved it together, and praised them for their good work.

Gu Nan put down the phone, but couldn't laugh. He didn't read a word of the book in his hand. It was rainy outside. He just wanted to know where Cheng Xuan was.

In a hotel in a neighboring city, in a room on the top floor, thick curtains cut off the light from the outside. The room was dark, and a figure was vaguely seen sitting on the carpet beside the bed, and there were wine bottles one after another on the ground next to it. bottle.

The man moved, threw the empty wine bottle he was still holding onto the carpet, hugged his head in his hands, and curled up into a ball, such a life experience, such a disgusting thing, such a dirty him.

Cheng Xuan's life over the past 20 years has been turned upside down. He couldn't help but think that if he had listened to Gu Nan back then, he would have ignored this matter and listened to them. He would have taken tough measures. Who cares about them? .

But if there is no if, he went to investigate, his curiosity, his conceit, and his self-righteous kindness drove him to unveil the veil of the abyss himself.

The results of it?What result did he get?Cheng Xuan laughed, how should he face Gu Nan?What would Gu Nan think of him if he knew?Will you hate him?Cheng Xuan didn't dare to think about it, he didn't dare to think about what would happen if Gu Nan found out and left him, Gu Nan was so clean, how could he be worthy now?

a week later.

Zhao Ming lay on the table in the dormitory and sighed, "Why did I work so hard, but I still failed the exam. Gu Nannan, you can do it, but you passed it. Seeing how lifeless you are these days, I thought you couldn't pass it. Make a fortune in silence." ah!"

Gu Nan took out his phone and put it down again, the usual happy smile disappeared from his face, Cheng Xuan still had no news, Gu Nan was trying his best to stuff things into his head these days, just because he was afraid that he would think wildly, but now the exam is over and the results are out His Cheng Xuan still hasn't come back.

Wang Xue felt that her son had been depressed these days, and locked herself in the room as soon as he got home, with a reluctance in his smile.

That night, when Gu Nan came home, Wang Xue stopped him in the living room. The two sat on the sofa, and Wang Xue asked softly, "Xiao Nan, what's the matter with you recently?"

Gu Nan forced a smile, "Mom, I'm fine, maybe I'm too tired during the exam week."

Seeing his appearance, Wang Xue said seriously, "Did you break up with Xiaoxuan?"

"No!" Gu Nan hurriedly retorted, but suddenly realized that he had overreacted, lowered his head, feeling a little wronged, "I can't find him."

Wang Xue was a little surprised, "Can't find it?"

Gu Nan shook his head, "Mom, I don't want to talk about this matter, he has his own things to do, I will wait for him."

Wang Xue frowned, "Xiao Nan, don't wrong yourself."

Gu Nan nodded, went back to the room and closed the door, then lay on his back on the bed, looking at the phone as always, expecting it to send a message he wanted.

It's a pity that the sky didn't come true, and Gu Nan was a little sad. They have been together for so long and haven't taken a photo, so now, they don't even have anything to think about.

I forgot when I fell asleep. When the phone rang, Gu Nan thought it was a hallucination, and answered the phone in a daze. Gu Nan sat up suddenly, and became extremely awake in an instant.

"Nannan, I'm at the airport, can you pick me up and go home?"

Gu Nan was about to cry. He had been looking forward to it for so long, and finally he had news from his lover, "Okay, you wait for me."

This was the fastest day for Gu Nan to drive. It didn't take long before he arrived at the gate of the airport. Cheng Xuan was standing on the side of the road like that. The two of them were separated by the glass. Although it was only a week, it seemed like they had been separated for a long time.

Cheng Xuan has lost weight, compared to before, he is now in a state of embarrassment, Gu Nan wants to ask what happened, but he doesn't know whether to ask or not.

"Nan Nan, take me to your house, okay?" Gu Nan was startled for a moment, seeing his tired look, didn't ask anything, and drove back to Gu's house silently.

Cheng Xuan looked at his profile and looked all the way. Neither of them spoke. Wang Xue was in the living room. When she heard the voice, she turned her head and saw Cheng Xuan. Cheng Xuan said hello. Wang Xue nodded, saying nothing. Did not say.

Gu Nan took him back to his room, brought him a bath towel and nightgown and told him to take a bath, Cheng Xuan obediently went.Gu Nan went downstairs to ask Aunt Xu to cook some simple meals, then walked to Wang Xue and said, "Mom, he is very tired, can you not bother us?"

Wang Xue looked at her son. As soon as Cheng Xuan appeared, he seemed to have put down a big rock, and his whole body seemed relaxed, "Xiao Nan, no matter what, let's have a good chat with him."

Gu Nan nodded, Aunt Xu made two sandwiches, warmed up a glass of milk, Gu Nan took it, and walked upstairs.

Before Cheng Xuan came out, Gu Nan took the clothes he changed into the washing machine downstairs, the machine was running, Gu Nan supported the washing machine, his eyes darkened, and adjusted his emotions.

When Gu Nan went upstairs again, Cheng Xuan had already come out, his wet hair was sticking to his forehead, still dripping, he could barely wear Gu Nan's bathrobe, looking at Gu Nan with inexplicably pitiful eyes.

Gu Nan went into the bathroom and took out the hair dryer. Cheng Xuan's eyes followed him. Gu Nan asked him to sit on the bed and knelt behind him to help him dry his hair. The force of his palms made Cheng Xuan feel relaxed. Lean back.

Gu Nan pushed him lightly, "It hasn't been blown dry yet."

Cheng Xuan turned around, sat cross-legged on the platform bed facing him, and put his arms around Gu Nan's waist. Gu Nan put the hair dryer aside and let him hug him.

Cheng Xuan buried his head in Gu Nan's arms and said softly, "Nan Nan, I'm so tired."