hey do you know i like you

When Qin Xiaohuan saw this WeChat message, she couldn't tell what she was feeling.

Without the overwhelming sadness that she imagined, she even replied to Jin Moyu calmly.

Send out the seven words "That's great, I wish you happiness."

It's just that the body involuntarily squatted down slowly, slowly, a little dazed, and when he recovered, tears were streaming down his face.Silently, crying.

The three people over there saw Qin Xiaohuan's reply.

Jing Bao groaned and collapsed on the sofa. May frowned and said nothing.Jin Moyu immediately burst into tears.The three of them were silent for a while, only laora didn't know what happened. Seeing Jin Moyu's tears, she quickly brought a tissue to help Jin Moyu wipe away her tears.

Jin Moyu looked at the well-behaved laora in front of him, hugged her thin body, and let his tears flow onto laora's clothes. Laora didn't struggle, and patted Jin Moyu's shoulder with her hand, and hummed the theme song "letitbe" of Frozen out of tune. Jin Moyu couldn't understand what the children were singing, and the only one who could speak clearly was letitbe. lingering in her ears.

Let it go, let it go.

Can you really let it go?

Jin Moyu found that he couldn't do it.

Withdrawal of tears.Jin Moyu put down Laora, stood up and was about to go home and explain clearly to Qin Xiaohuan.

May shook her head at her.

"Give her time, and give yourself time. Let her think about it, and you should stay calm. Stay today. Sometimes, I think I've reached the end, but it's actually, um, a bright future?" May comforted.

"May is right. If we both care about it, we will be confused. Now only May is sober. Let's listen to her." Jing Bao nodded and agreed.

Jin Moyu didn't refute, she is in a mess now.She thought, she really needed to calm down as may said.

Qin Xiaohuan squatted on the ground foolishly like this, until he couldn't squat anymore, and fell down on the floor. Qin Xiaohuan stretched his limbs and looked at the ceiling.It was like a revolving lantern in my mind, from the first time I saw Jin Moyu in college to the present, every scene was played back in my mind.

She can't forget the good girl who spoke up for justice when she was in distress, the girl who always secretly helped her tidy up the housework to avoid the instructor's reprimand, and couldn't forget the girl who forced herself to endorse the book but risked violating discipline to help herself pass the cheat sheet during the exam I can't forget the female tycoon who threw me 10 yuan when I came out because I was afraid that I would end up on the street. I can't forget the woman who silently told me that I don't love you on the eve of the wedding. I can't forget the girlfriend who helped me get rid of the pestering ex. , and I can't forget the little things in life that I get along day and night with that lazy but very caring Queen. These people all have the same face, and they are all Jin Moyu.

ten years.It was as if the name had been carved in my heart.Every stroke and every stroke has deep marks, moving now, even thinking about it, will hurt.

She is getting married.

Qin Xiaohuan felt that her heart was bleeding.

Does she want to stop it?

Is she going to pull Jin Moyu together to perish?

But she just said the words of blessing.

Qin Xiaohuan thought, this might be the most regrettable thing in her life.Maybe when she is very old and is about to die, she will regret that she said these seven words in the first place.She is doomed to be alone all her life.Destined to be lost forever.Why do you want to pretend to be magnanimous?Pretend to be free and easy?Obviously it is, damn it, I can't let it go.

Jin Moyu didn't come back all night.

Qin Xiaohuan also waited all night.Afterwards, all the tears were shed.

In the end, she stood up and said to the morning sunlight that came into the living room, so be it.

They may already be together, what else can they do?

The cold water washed away the swelling on Qin Xiaohuan's face, and also extinguished Qin Xiaohuan's weak hopes.

Try to smile at yourself in the mirror.

A new day, the sun still rises.

Everything can be new.

Qin Xiaohuan arrived at the office.Jin Moyu has arrived.

Qin Xiaohuan didn't look at Jin Moyu, so she didn't see the distress and guilt in Jin Moyu's eyes.

She sat quietly at her desk, sorted out her medical records, and waited for the morning meeting.She thought, probably only work can give her some comfort.When you get busy, you won't think about anything.

The director came in to see that everyone was there, pondered for a while and said: "Yesterday, Dr. Wu helped me watch the outpatient clinic, and something happened. I will tell everyone to remind everyone."

Cheung Kee?What can happen to Xiang Ji, a ghost spirit?Qin Xiaohuan pricked up his ears and listened.

"There was a patient in the outpatient clinic the day before yesterday. He had a history of old myocardial infarction and said he had angina pectoris. He came to see a doctor. Dr. Wu measured his blood pressure, which was slightly higher than 180/100mmHg. An electrocardiogram showed left ventricular hypertrophy. The patient refused further treatment. He didn't want to be hospitalized, so Dr. Wu wrote him a medical record, asked him to sign it, and let him go. There was nothing wrong with it, but he fell to the ground just two meters away from the door. Sudden arrest. The physicians present at the time were all involved in the rescue, but unfortunately, they were not rescued. Yesterday, the family members of the patient came to make a fuss and asked for an autopsy. There is no particularly good treatment in our internal medicine department. The only thing is to control the blood pressure and prevent the aneurysm from bursting. That's it. But the family members insisted on giving an explanation to Dr. Wu and the hospital. I just gave Remind everyone, if their family members still come to make trouble today, protect yourself. I didn’t let Dr. Wu come to work today, I was afraid that the family members would be too emotional, Dr. Jin, you will lead the team for Dr. Wu today.”

"Okay, Director." Jin Moyu nodded in agreement.She has something to say to Qin Xiaohuan, but don't be in a hurry.It's messy enough today, let's talk about it tonight when I'm on the night shift.

After listening to the director's words, everyone nodded in agreement.

It's really helpless, even if it's not Dr. Wu, if it's me, I can't handle it better than Dr. Wu.The current medical environment lacks death education.Patients always feel that as long as they enter the hospital, they will not die, and they cannot accept death.In fact, it is understandable, but the fatality of the disease does not change because of subjective factors.Even if this patient has undergone various tests, whether he can survive is still a question mark.

Aortic dissecting aneurysms are not surgically removed like cysts and abscesses.For example, three slices of toast are stacked together to form an outer layer, a middle layer, and an inner layer. This is just like the composition of the arterial vessel wall, which also has three layers: inner, middle, and outer.Now it is the middle layer of toast bread that is necrotic due to unknown reasons, forming a cavity, and blood rushes in, forming an aortic dissection.

Think about it, bread is so thick, you can cut it and handle it, but how do you sew such thin blood vessels?How can the middle piece be repaired without damaging the inner and outer layers?In fact, surgery can't handle it, at least domestic technology is still difficult to achieve.So the only way is to control blood pressure, reduce intravascular pressure, and reduce the possibility of rupture.

Busy as always.

The patients did not reduce the number of patients because of the accidents in the hospital in the past two days, but they still came to make an appointment for the hospital bed, to check, and to see the doctor.It was the first time that Qin Xiaohuan was so grateful for the sense of fulfillment that work brought her.

The family member who came to make trouble may have given up, or the hospital compensated him a large sum of money to let him let the doctors go with satisfaction. Anyway, the day was almost over, and Qin Xiaohuan didn't see anyone coming to the ward to make trouble.

Jin Moyu spent the whole day watching the outpatient clinic downstairs, admitting patients, and Qin Xiaohuan was happy not to see Jin Moyu.I can't see it, and the sadness in my heart will be somewhat less.

I'm so busy that I'm going to get off work soon.

Jin Moyu finished his outpatient work, returned to the office, and sat down beside Qin Xiaohuan.

Pretending to look at the computer, she was actually waiting, waiting for the other doctors in the office to get off work.

She decided to tell Qin Xiaohuan the truth, she didn't want to torture Qin Xiaohuan anymore.

She didn't want to torture herself anymore.

Ten years have passed like this, and she doesn't want to wait another ten years.