hey do you know i like you

Jin Jiang was having a fit. In fact, this was Chapter 55, and it was not published.Skip this chapter by itself.

After dinner, Qin Xiaohuan sent Jing Bao and the others home.In the past, they might continue to drink coffee, but Qin Xiaohuan and the others felt very distressed when they saw Laora holding her eyes and trying not to fall asleep, so as not to spoil the interest of the adults.After hastily eating, he hurriedly sent them back.

The two of them were driving home.

Qin Xiaohuan was driving the car, staring ahead, pretending to be casual and said to Jin Moyu, "Well, Jing Bao said that her cousin is in good condition and would like to introduce him to you. What do you think?"

"What do you think?" Jin Moyu asked.

"I think it should be pretty good, don't you want to see me?"

"Okay, let's meet then." Jin Moyu said frankly.

Hearing what Jin Moyu said, Qin Xiaohuan didn't dare to turn her head to look at Jin Moyu's expression. She just bit her lower lip and grasped the steering wheel tightly with both hands. Her knuckles were obviously white, and she suddenly felt like she had eaten a whole Lemon-like bitterness, there is a slight pain in my heart, a faint pain.

She thought, she is really too weak, and she is becoming more and more selfish.

Anger, greed and ignorance are really the three karmas in the world.

She shouldn't be so obsessed with evil obstacles, she should let go as always.

Jin Moyu obviously felt that Qin Xiaohuan's mood was wrong, and he couldn't bear it for a moment, but he restrained it immediately.If you don't do this, Qin Xiaohuan will always be in a state of letting go of herself, and then the only one who will worry about gains and losses in the future will be herself.She didn't want to live in the anxiety of being let go at any time, either, she had everything, or she didn't want it at all.In Jin Moyu's life, he cannot tolerate such a tightrope walk.Even though everything Qin Xiaohuan did was for her own good, she didn't want it. What she wanted was Qin Xiaohuan's commitment to herself from the beginning to the end.

It's not the perseverance between friends, nor the perseverance between family members, but the purest, never letting go of your lover.

Back home, Qin Xiaohuan endured the heartache and uneasiness, contacted Jing Bao, and asked for her cousin's contact information.

After she sent it to Jin Moyu, she shrugged off her sleepiness and went into the bathroom to wash up.

Jin Moyu added Jing Bao's cousin.

Before he could speak, the other party took the initiative to send out a laughing emoji.

Jin Moyu: ...Cousin, hello.

Yang Jingfeng: Cousin, hello, I am Yang Jingfeng, I heard from Jing Bao that I will definitely help you with such an interesting matter.

Jin Moyu: ...You are not what I imagined.

Yang Jingfeng: It's too fun, isn't it?Ha ha.After all, you are Qingyi's friend, so I can't treat you like a work partner.Besides, what about the warm man?

Jin Moyu: I'm really speechless.Thank you in advance.Although I still don't know what to do.

Yang Jingfeng: Is this not easy to handle?You just ignore her, let her think that you see me right, and stimulate her from time to time, and run on her.If she didn't perish in silence, she exploded in silence.

Jin Moyu: Are you sure it's appropriate to do this?

Yang Jingfeng: If you can't bear a child, you can't set a wolf; if you can't bear a daughter-in-law, you can't set a mother-in-law.Hey, you don't know what I do, do you?I run a film and television company!If he is not good at anything else, he is good at making TV dramas!That's how the routines are written.If you are worried, I will find an editor to write two paragraphs?

Jin Moyu: Forget about editing, it's not that exaggerated.Thank you for being sensitive.Just follow what you said first.Don't go too far, I don't want her to be that sad either.

Yang Jingfeng: Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.I have experience.That's how my honey got started.yeah!

Jin Moyu: ... speechless.

The routine was carried out without Qin Xiaohuan being on guard.

Since Jin Moyu was given Yang Jingfeng's contact information, at the beginning, Jin Moyu only glanced at the phone occasionally, and then turned to holding the phone and bowing his head and laughing. Sometimes Qin Xiaohuan talked to her, but she didn't even hear her.Gradually, Qin Xiaohuan didn't want to talk much anymore.Qin Xiaohuan felt that Jin Moyu's smile was a bit dazzling.But there is nothing to do.

Later, Jin Moyu started dating.He always leaves the house on time one second before leaving get off work. At first, he told Qin Xiaohuan where he was going and when he would come back. After several times, he didn't even tell Qin Xiaohuan.Jing Bao and May have laora, and they don't go out to party very much.

Qin Xiaohuan goes off work alone, walks alone, buys vegetables alone, cleans the house alone, reads alone, and stops and starts alone. The life she used to take for granted suddenly becomes very lonely.

Fortunately, Jin Moyu came back to sleep.

Many times, Qin Xiaohuan quietly listened to the movement in the corridor in the bedroom, and opened her eyes in the dark. She knew that she was waiting for Jin Moyu to come back, but she had no reason to wait openly, so she could only shrink in the bedroom Here, like a dark voyeur, he waited quietly, so quiet that he could even hear his own heartbeat clearly.After waiting for a long time, tears would pass silently from the corners of the eyes and fall into the air, as fast as hallucinations, as if they had never appeared before.Then at the moment when Jin Moyu unscrewed the door lock, he quickly closed his eyes.Pretend to have fallen asleep.

She didn't dare to ask where Jin Moyu and Yang Jingfeng had come.She was afraid that after she heard about this incident, the pain in her heart would be exacerbated.

Sometimes she really wanted to hold Jin Moyu, not let her be with Yang Jingfeng, not let her be with anyone, that she would love her, take care of her, hold her for the rest of her life, and never let go.However, she can't be so selfish, she can't do it.

She felt that she was about to be dazed. On the one hand, reason was accusing her of selfishness, and on the other hand, it was emotional reluctance.

It was like standing in the middle of a crossroads, looking left and right, but there was no rescue.No one can save her, no one can tell her what to do.

Qin Xiaohuan read a sentence from the circle of friends that day, and felt that it was particularly in line with his current state-the collapse of modern people is a silent collapse.It looks normal, can talk, laugh, fight, socialize, and is calm on the surface. In fact, the bad things in my heart have accumulated to a certain extent.No slamming doors and things, no tears or hysterics.But it may suddenly accumulate to the extreme in a certain second, and I don't speak, I don't really collapse, I don't really want to live, and I don't dare to die.

He spoke his mind completely.

The surface is calm, but the heart is full of desolation.

Jin Moyu noticed that Qin Xiaohuan became more and more silent.

Qin Xiaohuan, who was always full of vigor, suddenly became quiet.

Even though the two of them were in the same room, Jin Moyu sometimes couldn't feel Qin Xiaohuan's presence.

I took the initiative to talk to Qin Xiaohuan, but I couldn't see Qin Xiaohuan's forced smile.

Only being silent with Qin Xiaohuan can dilute the sadness that is surging in the air.

She wondered if she had done it too hastily. Not only did she not force Qin Xiaohuan to come out, but she also pushed herself into a dilemma.

In fact, she didn't really go out on a date with Yang Jingfeng during this time, and the two of them seldom contacted each other. After all, he was just a shield, he only needed to come out at critical times, and just disappear at other times.

Every time she rushed out after get off work, she went to Jing Bao's house.

After the operation, Laora's body is too thin. As a doctor, Jin Moyu can take better care of Laora than Jing Bao and the others.With Jin Moyu's more professional care, Laora's body is getting stronger day by day.When I had just had my heart valve replaced, my face would turn blue even if I walked a few more steps. Now, I look like an ordinary three-year-old child.She always liked to smile, but as her health got better, her smile became even brighter.

Like an angel.

This is the only thing that makes Jin Moyu feel like he can breathe.

Qin Xiaohuan's place was too depressing.

Her silence was like a silent accusation.Jin Moyu knew that it was her own fault and she shouldn't have tricked Qin Xiaohuan, but what should she do?

Both of them face each other cautiously, wearing fake smile masks.

Jin Moyu felt that she was about to collapse too.

Jing Bao, the instigator, also had some regrets, but May was more open-minded.Feeling that the two of them are too benevolent, she always feels that the matter has not gotten out of hand.She even felt that Jin Moyu was too cautious and did not give enough stimulation.For this kind of thing, it's better to take the ruthless medicine at once, which is much more straightforward than cutting the flesh with a blunt knife.The matter has come to this, it is better to be more cruel.It's much better than the current misery scene where one escapes one collapse.

May picked up Jin Moyu's phone and sent Qin Xiaohuan a WeChat message.The two couldn't stop them, so they had to watch May's message go out.

Jin Moyu: Yang Jingfeng proposed to me.