Song of Glass

Saying goodbye can be a headache, especially when the future is unknown.

Cheng Er, Jian Shao, Jiao Wangyu, and Pu Songqiu sat in the cafeteria, each with a bowl of noodles. They couldn't eat, and they didn't know what to talk about.

Depression is certain, Pu Songqiu wanted to say something, he didn't want to watch everyone follow him down, but when he opened his mouth, he couldn't make a sound, as if he had completely lost the ability to speak.

After the four of them finished their meal, Pu Songqiu went back to the dormitory to get his luggage.

Before leaving, Jiao Wangyu asked him: "If you promise me, can you do it?"

Pu Songqiu knew what he was asking, all he wanted was not to lose contact.

"En." Pu Songqiu didn't dare to look at him, for fear that if he looked at him more, he would miss him more.

How can he be nostalgic?

The current him is a tree whose arms and legs have been severed by lightning, and he has no way to ask for more before it regenerates.

Roadside, bus stop.

Pu Songqiu got into the car with his luggage, and the other three stood there watching him.

Jiao Wangyu watched him stuff the change into the ticket box, watched him carry his luggage to the last row and sat in the seat by the window, watched him turn around and look at him, hesitating to speak.

Everyone seems to be hesitating.

The rumbling thunder sounded overhead, Jiao Wangyu looked up at the people on the bus, and suddenly asked him, "What will I do when I don't have a flashlight?"

His words made Pu Songqiu's heart ache.

The bus started, Jiao Wangyu couldn't be chasing the leaving car like a character in an idol drama, he could only endure it, and finally couldn't help it, rubbing his face with his sleeve.

Pu Songqiu didn't dare to look back, and didn't dare to think, but just stared ahead, his mind went blank.

It's not that we will never see each other again in this life.

But what will they be like when they meet again?

Pu Songqiu lay weakly on the back of the front seat, he breathed hard, and asked in his heart: Mom, what should I do...

How to do?

Life seems to be at a loss, and it seems that there are countless roads in front of us.

The so-called helpless, precarious, probably is like this.

It's raining, this time Jiao Wangyu won't call him to pick him up again, and no one will smile and wave to him through the glass window of KFC.

I bid farewell to school and the people I like for a while, and returned to my own sorrow alone, and spent the future time trying to heal the scars left by the death of my loved ones, and then returned to the human world, trying to live.

Pu Songqiu also wanted to continue to pretend nothing had happened, but he really had no choice.

He has to hide.

Not long after Pu Songqiu left, it started to rain heavily. Jian Shao and Cheng Er took Jiao Wangyu and ran back quickly. Because the rain was too heavy, they had to take shelter in the nearby teaching building.

Jiao Wangyu looked out the window and said suddenly, "I don't know if he has an umbrella."

Cheng Er and Jian Shao looked at each other, neither of them said anything, they just squeezed Jiao Wangyu's shoulder and asked him to sit down on the table next to him.

The three sat side by side, watching the rain outside.

It was almost dark, and all the people in class had already left.

The teaching building is very quiet, occasionally people pass by and no one cares why they stay here.

It rained heavily, smashing the flowers and plants that had just grown pitifully.

Jiao Wangyu stared at the flowers and plants, and as the light dimmed, his vision began to blur.

Yes, Pu Songqiu left and didn't know when he would come back. Even if he came back, he probably wouldn't sleep on the bed opposite him again.

After a while, or next semester at the latest, someone else will replace Pu Songqiu and join them, just like a student on duty using a blackboard eraser to erase the blackboard writing written by the teacher in the previous class, erasing the traces of Pu Songqiu's past existence.

He can no longer hear the other party's sigh for no reason late at night, and he can no longer turn over and stare at the other party when he is insomnia.

Jiao Wangyu once thought that maybe two people don't see each other often, and some feelings will be diluted.

From a young age he was taught that time changes everything.

So can time also change people's hearts?

Can he, doesn't he like Pu Songqiu?

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After Pu Songqiu left, Jiao Wangyu fell seriously ill, with a high fever approaching 40 degrees, and he was almost insane. Not only did he have a fever, but he also coughed, and his throat was so sore that he couldn't speak.

At first, Jiao Wangyu endured it, not knowing what he really wanted, but he just didn't want to go to the doctor, the more uncomfortable he felt, the happier he felt.

On the afternoon of the second day with a severe high fever, Jiao Wangyu was so delirious with fever that he was taken directly to the school hospital by Cheng Er and the others. He didn't want to go, but was dragged away by the two past.

After that, after a few days of drip, Jian Shao and Cheng Er took turns to stare at him.

Jiao Wangyu's illness is gradually recovering, but the bed opposite is still empty, and there is still no message from Pu Songqiu on the phone, because of this, he is still not energetic.

When Cheng Er was not around, Jian Shao said: "What's the matter with you? After Brother Pu left, you seem to have lost your soul."

Jian Shao always wants to say something, hint something, he always feels that there seems to be some unspeakable subtlety between these two people, there is an undercurrent surging, and they need someone to help them recognize themselves.

But how to say it, when to say it, Jian Shao didn't know what to do if he wanted to break his head.

When Jiao Wangyu heard Jian Shao's question, he was so guilty that he could only find excuses, saying that it was a change of season, and he got angry.

It is a bit angry, but it has nothing to do with the season change.

Pu Songqiu is a liar, he promised to keep in touch, but he broke his promise.

Jiao Wangyu secretly called that mobile phone number several times, but every time it was "the user you dialed is out of service".

Every time he heard that mechanical female voice, Jiao Wangyu's heart seemed to be thrown into the water with ice cubes, it was freezing and painful, it was extremely uncomfortable.

Jiao Wangyu actually couldn't understand. He didn't understand why the other party had to withdraw from his world so completely. When encountering such a thing, wouldn't it be good to have friends to accompany and comfort him?

He doesn't understand.

He couldn't sleep all night thinking about this question, but no one could give him an answer.

Do you think he is annoying?

Did you not consider him a friend at all?

Not even friends, but there is really no need to keep in touch.

Jiao Wangyu felt uncomfortable, but he couldn't bear to be angry with him.

The people over there couldn't figure it out, but Pu Songqiu did have his own reasons.

He intends to take this opportunity to stop all mistakes, rein in the precipice, set things right, and bring their relationship and his heart back on track.

After Pu Songqiu bid farewell to Jiao Wangyu and the others, he returned to his hometown, which was not the place where he and Jiao Wangyu went to high school together.

When his father passed away, his mother took him back to her hometown. She found a job as a nanny and lived in the employer's house, while Pu Songqiu lived in a relative's house not far from the school.

This time, his parents were gone, Pu Songqiu decided to return to the city where he was born after hesitation.

However, even going back, life is not easy.

He has no family, no home, no place to stay.

Back then when his father was ill, the family house was sold, and the money was spent, but he still couldn't keep him. This time, his mother passed away suddenly, without even leaving a word to Pu Songqiu.

This was unexpected by all.

At the beginning Pu Songqiu still lived in that relative's house after the winter vacation. The relatives were very nice and asked their mother and son to come here for the New Year.

The day before New Year's Eve, every household was preparing for the New Year. Pu Songqiu's mother had the last day of work years ago, but on this day, she had an accident in order to save her employer's naughty child.

After the accident, the employer's family didn't show up at all, and Pu Songqiu was dumbfounded and in a trance.

In just a few years, two close relatives left him, and he couldn't recover at all.

He didn't have the strength to do anything, just guarding his mother, he always felt that he could still feel her pulse from that cold body.

On the day of the funeral, he held the urn, put his ear on it, and tried to listen, hoping to hear her speak to him, even the last sentence.

But, nothing.

She left him nothing, and he could give her nothing.

From the beginning to the end, there was no news from the employer's family, and Pu Songqiu was not in the mood to do anything. In the end, Pu Songqiu's relatives came to ask for an explanation. After all, the child had not yet graduated from college, so he became a lonely one. No one could bear to see him.

With the efforts of my relatives, I finally got some compensation from the employer.

The relatives gave money to Pu Songqiu, but Pu Songqiu couldn't accept it at all.

He couldn't face it.

How much is human life worth?

Everyone rates everyone differently.

Some people's lives are worthless in the eyes of some, but priceless in the eyes of others.

After Pu Songqiu came back from school, he temporarily stayed at a relative's house for a few days, then found a job and moved out.

He works as a clerk in a chain convenience store, with food and lodging included. The salary is not high, but it is considered a very good choice for him.

It's not that Pu Songqiu never thought about contacting Jiao Wangyu, but in the end he gave up.

He should have bid farewell to the other party as early as when he graduated from high school. The previous semester was considered a steal. The love God gave him made him feel the taste of love, and then he pulled away completely.

Don't imagine, those unrealistic stories can't happen.

Don't look forward to it, those fairy-tale futures only exist in idol dramas.

Life is not so beautiful, otherwise why would he be standing here?

Pu Songqiu took a year off from school and waited until next year to go back to school with the next class.

By then, at least he should have saved enough for his tuition.

The relative said that he was asked to use the compensation from the employer to pay the tuition, but Pu Songqiu really couldn't spend the money calmly.

Although keeping it is equally uncomfortable, he doesn't want the money to leave too many traces on his life trajectory.

This year is enough for him to come out and go back.

Nothing bad.

I just miss it.

Miss his parents, miss the boy he likes.

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