lucky me

Overnight, everything changed. During that night, the excitement and excitement stayed with me. I slept well and even had a beautiful dream. But after waking up, I remembered that I needed to calm down. Thinking about some things, is it true that Yang Hao suddenly submitted to me as he told me?He really doesn't care about everything about me, doesn't even know about my past?Our family background is so different, and we are still two men, will it be long in the future?Why do you support me and let us go on together? Is it okay to start dating even without knowing each other?What will they do at home?What about my parents?How do I explain to them?What if the future changes? . . . . . .All about this filled my brain in the morning of the second day. It was just dawn, and I couldn’t see the cars coming and going by the roadside. I stood on the balcony of the apartment in a daze. Not long after, my brain It became more and more chaotic, and the more I thought about it, the more I started to think wildly.

It's time for work, and I don't even have the urge to go out. I look at my watch, but I don't want to move at all. I know that I won't be able to go to work today. On this day, I have to make the most important decision in my life, but In such an environment, I know, I can't think, I decided to go out with my bag on my back, just like last year, I learned to truly accept my original trip, the trip that I just walked away, It's not so romantic and sounds beautiful, but it can really make you think about a lot of things, on the road, in nature, and return to the original original intention.

After I called my boss to ask for leave, I packed my bags and packed my travel things by myself, and I left here. The first thought I had when I left the apartment was that I wanted to go mountain climbing. I didn’t think about anything, just let nature take its course. of mountain climbing.

It took me more than 2 hours to climb the highest mountain here, the highest apex, the top of which is close to 1000 meters above sea level. I took a group photo on the top of the mountain, and left in a hurry after roaring. I stood in a corner, leaning against a small tree, watching people coming and going, and seeing the vastness and magnificence below the mountain. I felt a sense of comfort with the wind , the beautiful woman next to her kept acting coquettishly at her boyfriend, shouting all kinds of pain, why don't you show her affection like this, didn't you see a single dog standing next to her?Speaking of which, along the way, I was really just climbing the mountain alone, a kind of loneliness swept over my whole body, the sky was covered with dark clouds, and it seemed that it was going to rain.

At this moment, I want to have someone by my side, even if it is raining together, it is good. What am I really struggling with, no matter what, no matter what the future will be, so what if we walk and love, anyway, there are so many people, the worst will be worse than now Is it worse?Is it not enough to go to Guilin alone, go to Xiamen, climb mountains alone, and go to the beach alone?No one to accompany, no one to share, even if you travel all over the world, so what?Isn't that lonely feeling enough?What could be worse than now?I am purely self-inflicted. If I am careful not to be brave and love every time, I will always have to wait alone, alone, and walk through this life with loneliness. Love bravely, even if the future is not clear, It's better than being alone.

The rain on the mountain suddenly poured down, without a trace of defense, it all slapped on my arm, in fact, all this is so simple, just try to communicate, and suddenly there is a feeling of heavy rain pouring on the soul, I am ready I went down the mountain, let the rain beat, I still followed my pace down the mountain, slowly appreciating the magic and beauty of this nature, halfway, when the rain stopped, I sent a text message to Yang Hao, "Let's date", after finishing the call I sent out these seven words without any further hesitation, why hesitate, everything couldn't be simpler, it's nothing more than a man meeting another man.Let's face everything in the future bravely!

I am determined to manage this relationship with Yang Hao well, just like the kind of marriage first and then love. I never believe in love at first sight.

I admit that it took me a while to adjust myself from one person to two people. I like this state, which is full and warm. Occasionally we will find time to watch movies together, go shopping together, eat together, sometimes Cooking in Yang Hao's apartment, I finally don't mind the pressure of eating my cooking with others. First of all, I can cook well, because after being alone for a long time, I gradually learned, And I also like to cook, I feel very relaxed, but I especially don’t like others to eat my cooking, because I feel too much pressure, and cooking is not fun at all, so I hardly cook for others , except for my sister, Yang Hao sometimes takes me out to eat. The places he takes me to are quite fresh, but they are also quite expensive. Sometimes I eat happily, and sometimes I feel that it is a waste. I have a very happy and very happy life. Simple.

Now I basically live in the company during working hours, and I go back to the company as usual when I go to Yang Yu’s house to finish my classes, because if I go to Yang Hao’s place, it’s almost the same time as I return to the company, and I have to get up early the next day to catch up Back to the company, it was okay at first, but I don’t want to make such a fuss in the future, and it’s too much trouble for Yang Hao to get up early every morning to send me over and then go to work. I’m also embarrassed, but on Friday, I directly I went to Yang Hao’s. Although he is a rich second generation, in fact, Yang Hao doesn’t have much time. Sometimes he even has something on weekends, such as business trips, but I gradually got used to it. We must have our own independent space, and each has our own things to be busy with. Life is not only about love, we need companionship, so that we will have more courage to face everything in life.

Of course, the best days are when two people are together, sometimes driving to the beach together, sometimes reading and sleeping at home, sometimes climbing mountains, cooking together, I suddenly feel that my life is gradually becoming a life, a life the life you want.

He told me that he likes the feeling of having someone by his side all the time. This is the life he has been looking forward to for a long time. Why isn’t it the same for me? Yang Hao and I rarely talk too much about love, and it may have passed At that stage, I always felt pretty good at that time, and I occasionally think of our journey along the way, it is always so unreal, it seems to have skipped a lot of early stages of love, without the blaze of youth, maybe, we have already passed At that age, I just want to find a partner.