old love still

These days, Lin Zhongyue is in a very good mood.As if she had made an appointment, she would definitely meet Kong Daixue passing by the door when she closed, so they often went home together, and occasionally had dinner together, and then Kong Daixue washed the dishes.

Lin Zhongyue has undergone a slight change, which is felt by many people.For example, those few shop assistants secretly observed the abnormalities of their always quiet boss. Recently, they often smiled and talked a little more than before.But the people around her were really happy because of her little change, and the whole store was filled with a happy atmosphere because of Lin Zhongyue's gentle and happy smile on his face all the time.

When Zhang Shouchun stood at the door of the store, his sharp eyes swept over everything in the room, but he easily broke the comfort.Lin Zhongyue felt the suddenly stiff atmosphere, and when she looked up, she found him standing at the door, and the happy expression on her face gradually faded away.

"Little uncle." Lin Zhongyue pushed the coffee in her hand in front of Zhang Shouchun, and sat down opposite him.

"Yeah." Zhang Shouchun picked up the coffee with a smile on his face, took a sip and said, "I'm good at craftsmanship."

Lin Zhongyue bowed her head and remained silent.

"Okay, let's get straight to the point. I'm free to come and see you today, and I just want to ask how you and that person are doing."

Lin Zhongyue replied without looking up, "Nothing."

"There are still two months, if there is still no result, I will ask you to completely cut off the interaction with her. For such a long time, I indulged you, and you should be a head under your father's cover." Zhang Shouchun mentioned that Renlai's complexion suddenly became serious, and he said with a little disgust, "I heard that guy was 'copied' and came back?"

Lin Zhongyue froze, pretending to be calm and said, "She is very talented..."

"Heh! Talent is for destruction." Zhang Shouchun, a gentle-looking person, had the gleam in his slender eyes that made people shudder.

"Little uncle, don't do this! No matter what the result is, you can't ruin her!" Lin Zhongyue said angrily.

"If I don't destroy her, she will destroy you!"

"A car accident is an accident! I have explained this kind of thing many times!"

"Would you have an accident without her?! When you were dying in that hospital bed, she might be happy somewhere!" Zhang Shouchun waved his hands angrily and stepped back, saying, "Don't bring up the past. Anyway, it's very simple, we have to When it arrives, it will be destroyed!"

"If she doesn't love me, even if I get her, wouldn't that still destroy her?" Lin Zhongyue asked self-deprecatingly.

Zhang Shouchun was silent for a moment and replied, "At least, you are happy."

"You clearly know that you won't, little uncle." Lin Zhongyue raised her head, looked directly at the man opposite and continued, "I understand that you love me, for my own good. But it is precisely this kind of thing that you can't do anything about."

"There's nothing you can do, there's nothing you can do!" Zhang Shouchun laughed disdainfully, "You have become more eloquent. But, what if I say that's why I want to destroy her?"

"Little uncle..." Lin Zhongyue opened her eyes wide in surprise.

"You have forgotten. The you who used to cry and hide behind me...you have grown up, but you have become more and more confused."

"I'm not confused. On the contrary, encountering these things made me live more clearly."

Zhang Shouchun put down his glass with a bang and said angrily, "What do you understand? Do you understand that depression will make life worse than death? Do you understand what insomnia feels like? Do you understand what it feels like to be scorned on the street after becoming a useless person!"

Lin Zhongyue shook her head and said, "Let me understand that if you really like someone, you are willing to be friends. As long as you see her live well, that's enough."

"Do you think this is great?" Zhang Shouchun picked up the coffee and took another sip impatiently.

"It's not great, but many people are doing it. Little uncle, don't you too?"

Zhang Shouchun paused, narrowed his eyes, put down his coffee slowly and asked, "What do you mean?"

"Little uncle, you understand the meaning of waiting and patience better than I do."

Zhang Shouchun sighed and said, "My child...it is because I understand that I will not let you waste your life. If you are obsessed with obsession, you will have nothing but pain and loneliness."

"But if you destroy her, I will be the next you. Not only will you be miserable and lonely, but you will also have trouble sleeping and eating, and your conscience will be tortured."

"threaten me."

Lin Zhongyue frowned and said, "I didn't threaten you. This may be the truth."

Zhang Shouchun already hated Kong Daixue in his heart, and every time he broke up with Lin Zhongyue, she was [-]% the factor, and he hated her even more, but because Lin Zhongyue was in the middle, he was helpless.

"You are very stubborn, but I am also very stubborn. I can protect you, I will not hinder you, but I will definitely not help you. I want to see what progress you can make in two months." Zhang Shouchun He smiled triumphantly, as if he had a plan in mind and was just watching from the sidelines.

Lin Zhongyue's heart, which was so excited, was cut into pain by a few words, and she was speechless to refute.At the beginning, when she was in a desperate situation, as long as she survived the darkness, she would be happy. She thought that as long as she waited, there would be a bright future, but she never thought that everything could turn from extreme joy to sorrow.

"Little uncle..." Lin Zhongyue licked her dry lips, and said hesitantly, "If...if we have nothing to do with each other, I beg you, don't make things difficult for her, let us get together and get together, and don't make my conscience uneasy in the future , just for me."

Zhang Shouchun took a sip of his coffee, thought for a while before letting go and said, "If I don't promise you, I'm afraid there will be another unpleasant scene today."

Lin Zhongyue laughed after hearing this, "You are my little uncle no matter what."

"Satisfied." Zhang Shouchun saw her smile, and the expression on his face finally relaxed.

Lin Zhongyue smiled on the surface without saying a word, and chatted with Zhang Shouchun for a while, recalling the big and small things that happened to her.When there is any difficulty, the first person who wants to ask for help is not his father, but his little uncle who protects him all the time. He is like a patron saint. At that time, he thought it was a big thing. It's a piece of cake, and he took the trouble to enlighten himself, even when he was with Kong Daixue, he didn't think it was a disaster or a mistake.

"I heard from the second child that you didn't go to rehabilitation properly?"

"Third brother will be angry when he hears you call him the second child."

"Don't change the subject."

"..." Lin Zhongyue's small thoughts were discovered and she could only answer honestly, "I think it's useless and a waste of time."

"It's just your father who wants to know. He always asks me how your recovery is going..." Zhang Shouchun paused and said, "Go back and see him when you have time."

Lin Zhongyue nodded, "Yes", and then asked, "Is my father okay?"

"It's okay. You should go see him yourself, just chat with him like you usually chat with me." Zhang Shouchun looked at Lin Zhongyue opposite, feeling a burst of emotion in his heart, and said hesitantly, "I think about it sometimes ...Is it because of me that your father and daughter are so unfamiliar?"

"What did you say!"

"It's nothing, it's just that you came to me first instead of your father when you had anything from childhood to adulthood. In recent years, I heard from your father that we are more like father and daughter." Zhang Shouchun smiled tenderly, The resolute outline is also softened.

"Do you still remember when I was in junior high school and I came home very late?" Lin Zhongyue smiled and said, "That's because I was blocked in the classroom by two girls, and they couldn't understand me. They wanted to teach me a lesson, but I didn't obey them obediently. I also resisted them, but my fists were no match for my four feet. I lay on the ground covering my head and was kicked by them. I wanted to be beaten to death. But in the end I got up from the ground again and beat them away like my life. Since then, no one has come to trouble me. You know, when I lay on the ground, I thought What is it?"

"what?"

"You once said to me that people can live standing up, but cannot die kneeling down. I think if I was beaten to death like this, you would definitely laugh at me." Lin Zhongyue smiled with her white teeth stand up.

"You still remember!" Zhang Shouchun laughed loudly, "I also remember that day, when you were obviously beaten badly, but you stubbornly gritted your teeth and didn't cry. You really look like me."

"But I still cried because you said 'Happy Birthday' to me."

"Yeah! It freaked me out. It made me panic and hate that I didn't have money for my birthday present."

Lin Zhongyue slowly suppressed her smile and said, "He will always be my father, and I will respect him and be filial to him. But little uncle, you are irreplaceable to me."

"Don't be too serious! As soon as this person gets old, he loves to calculate things." Zhang Shouchun said, but his eyes were already red.Who can appreciate what it's like to sneak a birthday over the years?Surrounded by relatives, but no one wants to remember, it is better to be an abandoned person!

"You're only in your early forties, not too old. There are still a lot of good women waiting in line for you, a golden bachelor!"

"Cough cough..." Zhang Shouchun covered his mouth, blushed and fake coughed twice, and said sullenly, "Don't worry about this!"

Lin Zhongyue smiled knowingly, this trick is really tried and tested.

After chatting for a while, Lin Zhongyue watched Zhang Shouchun leave. When the figure was too small to be seen, she raised her head and looked at the blue sky above her head. The sunlight made her eyes almost shed tears.

Kong Daixue leaned on her head, crossed her legs, and sat in the large meeting room yawning. Everyone around them pretended to be listening carefully, staring at the ppt in front of them with expressions of approval.

"So... I think we should think more about this design."

When the voice fell, applause broke out in the conference room. Except for Kong Daixue and Qu Yi'an who was sitting in the middle, everyone was applauding desperately, as if it was designed by her.

It was only then that Kong Daixue found out that the woman with black-rimmed eyes who finished the ppt at this moment was the design director. Her immediate boss was named Meng, but she didn't remember the exact name.It's no wonder that she targeted herself so much, she did a leapfrog thing on the first day of work, and directly sparked sparks with the biggest boss, any old employee would be angry.

"Miss Kong, what do you think?" The culprit sitting in the middle spoke, and everyone looked at the legendary Kong Daixue.

"Uh..." Kong Daixue hated in her heart, and she had to pretend to be pleasant. "I think Mr. Meng said it very well."

There was a soft disdain in the conference room.

"However, Mr. Meng, if what you said is correct as usual, but if it is now, I think it is a big mistake." Kong Daixue paused, looking at the ppt and raised the corners of her mouth.

"Talk about your opinion." Qu Yi'an folded his arms, watching the good show.

Kong Daixue gave her a white look, stood up and walked to the ppt, stood beside the woman, and said loudly that someone said, "First of all, I would like to ask a question, Company X wants to set foot in the jewelry industry, with their human and financial resources, Why are you still throwing olive branches out?"

Everyone looked at each other, and Kong Daixue turned to the woman next to her, but she turned her head and ignored her. She had no choice but to bite the bullet, "Mr. Qu, why do you say?"

"Because none of their own plans will pass."

"That's right." Kong Daixue nodded and said, "They must have denied their own concept of luxury before looking for someone to cooperate with. Mr. Meng just now keenly felt that my design concept is not in line with the image of luxury goods of X Company. That's right. Because I didn't design to cater to X company's taste."

Catering, she bit the word a little bit hard, and what Kong Daixue said was so satisfying.She couldn't bear the way some people behaved like a big company.She felt that Qu Yi'an was neither such a person nor needed such a person.

"Even so, I think... we still need to discuss it again." The woman raised her glasses and stared at Kong Daixue without any approval.

"Boss Meng is right! So it's just my opinion, and it's up to Boss Meng to decide how to reform." Kong Daixue shrugged, she let her lose face, and she has to give others face today.However, as for what virtue to change into, she doesn't care.

"The meeting is over!" Qu Yi'an stood up and announced suddenly, leaving the woman and Kong Daixue alone.

Qu Yi'an said to the woman, "I read your proposal and it was very attentive."

Kong Daixue pursed her mouth, glanced at Miss Meng who was sweating profusely on her forehead, and secretly cast a blank glance at Qu Yi'an.He used himself as a gun for a while, and asked for pie again.

"So... I'm going to let you be the director of the regulatory department."

"Mr. Qu...I...I will work hard!" Ms. Meng was on the verge of crying at the good news of a disguised promotion, bowed to Qu Yi'an, and left after getting a hint.

Kong Daixue looked at her watch, it was time to get off work, "What do you want to tell me?"

"The position of Design Director..."

"Not interested in."

Qu Yi was speechless, looked at her watch and said, "I know I'm off work now, and I'll give you double overtime pay today, so I just ask you why?"

I'll give you double the lateness penalty, I want to get off work!Of course, Kong Daixue could only think so in her heart, and she answered honestly, "Because I am not suitable to be a leader. In fact, Ms. Meng is only angry because of my leapfrogging. She is very suitable to be a leader."

"I know that, but I'm a little jealous."

"That's why you transferred her away?" Kong Daixue understood why and went to her directly.

Qu Yi'an leaned on her arms and said, "It's part of the reason. She has been with me until now and is considered an old employee. It's just that now she has to take a crucial step, and this position is no longer suitable for her."

Weighing the pros and cons, everyone understands this, but no matter how hard it is, it's not her turn, Kong Daixue asked tentatively, "You must know that I lost the design draft, right?"

"know."

"Then open the skylight and tell the truth. I have a bad reputation. You must know that this is one of the reasons. Besides, I will be hard to convince the public and make others feel resentful because I just took this position when I first arrived at the company. I will have some troubles at work in the future. Also, I have only signed with the company for two years, and I am afraid that any changes will affect the company and me."

Kong Daixue listed out everything she wanted to say, but Qu Yi'an just twitched her lips and shook her head and said, "I've thought about everything you said. In fact, I have already sent the design draft to the other party, and according to We have a good chance of winning in terms of feedback.”

Kong Daixue was amused and puzzled, "Then today's song is just for Miss Meng?"

"No, the most important thing is to let you get to know you thoroughly." Qu Yi'an looked at his watch and said, "You don't need to reply me in a hurry, they will hand over the case after the case is completely completed. In short, I think you are very suitable for this position." It should be given to talented people. Go back and think about it."

Kong Daixue stood up and anxiously grabbed the coat on the back of the chair, frowning, it could be seen that she walked out of the meeting room with Qu Yi'an patiently, and walked towards the elevator.

"In love?" Qu Yi'an asked.

"Ah? No, no..." Kong Daixue thumped in her heart, and asked in bewilderment, "Why do you ask that?"

"Looking at your expression, you are both anxious and a little happy."

"Really..." Kong Daixue touched the corner of her mouth, as if it was really raised, and saw her expression when facing the blurred metal edge of the elevator...

Why are you so happy?

While waiting for the red light, Kong Daixue was thinking that she was a little confused about her own behavior. Recently, she often parked her car back in the community without too much trouble, and then went to meet someone by chance at the door as if she just got off work...just to go home together ?Occasionally have dinner together?

She only knows that when she sees Lin Zhongyue, she is very happy and relaxed, her troubles are gone, and even the fatigue of the day is selectively forgotten by her body. Whenever she sees her in the kitchen, she is like a stone in her heart It is as solid as landing, no longer empty.

When the light turned green, Kong Daixue kicked the accelerator, and the car rushed out, heading straight for the community.But downstairs.She just sat in the car, picked up her phone hesitantly, and sent a message in that group of friends...

"What does it feel like to like someone?"

Immediately, the pot exploded, but it was all non-problem and irrelevant words.Kong Daixue rubbed her temples while watching, she knew she shouldn't ask them.

"I miss her when I don't see her, and I feel anxious when I go to see her. When I meet her, I feel as happy as when my wish was fulfilled when I was a child."

I don't know whose answer was swept away by a big wave chart, but Kong Daixue saw it in her eyes and remembered it in her heart.

She strolled on the way to the coffee shop, experiencing that feeling, exactly.

She took a deep breath, opened the door, and saw Lin Zhongyue sitting alone on the bar at a glance. Unlike usual, her expression seemed a little heavy today, as if she was thinking about something and didn't notice herself 's arrivalShe didn't feel content like a child.

My heart throbbed because of that too dull and empty eyes.

Kong Daixue quietly walked to her side and asked softly, "Is it closed?"

Lin Zhongyue was obviously taken aback, and when she came back to her senses, she said, "Yes. I'm ready to go home."

"Then... let's go together."

The two stood shoulder to shoulder, tacitly not speaking today.

Autumn is approaching, the night is cool, and the street lamps on both sides are less surrounded by many summer insects, making their figures longer and shorter.

"It's getting cold. Put on more clothes." Lin Zhongyue stood at the entrance of the building, looking up at her balcony.

"Yeah. You too." Kong Daixue nodded and agreed. She actually took it, but it was left in the car.

"good night."

"Good night." Kong Daixue turned and went home after watching Lin Zhongyue's staggering back disappear from sight.

That night, she completely lost sleep.