old love still

Kong Daixue took the suitcase and got on the plane back to her hometown, leaving the city where she had worked for two years.She has no nostalgia at all, on the contrary, she has more disgust.After all, anyone who is betrayed by his lover will have a hard time.

Isn't it just a design draft and an uncertain future?As for betraying the relationship for two years?The more Kong Daixue thought about it, the more sick she felt.Fortunately, she is a butterfly roaming the garden, feelings come and go quickly for her, it's not love, why bother to be serious?Just comforting herself like this, however, when she got on the plane and overlooked the city gradually shrinking like an ant, she put on sunglasses and she shed two lines of tears.

That's it, all paid off.

Kong Daixue got off the plane and took the bus for an hour to return to the old city. Her parents lived abroad for many years, leaving her to work hard in China. She was the only one who left herself a big house in a first-tier city in China and she gave it back. for so long.Fortunately, she is back.After tidying up, it was almost midnight.

She was wearing a large white shirt, which covered most of her body. Her long hair was tied loosely behind her head, and the makeup on her face had faded, but it made her eyebrows and eyes look more delicate and charming.She took a can of beer and drank it on the balcony, without the confidence of talking and laughing and playing with flowers when she was outside during the day.

Perhaps, the dark night has this kind of magical power, which makes people's sadness nowhere to escape and makes the uneasiness more turbulent. However, for lonely people, this is precisely the fatal injury.This is something she strongly denies and even laughs at. No matter where she is, she is a dazzling existence. Both men and women are jealous or envious. Besides, admirers can line up to the moon, so she will not tolerate this kind of thing. Things beat her.

She squeezed the empty can with a snort, and flung it vigorously into the night. After hearing a slight echo, she turned and entered the house.

Looking up at the clock that had been running for a while, she picked up the computer and started videoing with her parents.

"Xiaoxue, if you have nothing to miss, come and live together. Your dad always talks about you."

Kong Daixue looked at the woman in the video who looked like herself with a smile. Even though she was middle-aged, she still had charm, and she could tell that she must have been an enviable beauty when she was young.

"I'll stay for another two years...Let's talk. Are you and my dad doing well there?"

"Hey...very good." Mother Kong sighed, because she only cared about the future and left her own child in the country to be taken care of by the elderly. Now she just wants to get close, how can she get excited?

Kong Daixue seemed to see through her mother's meaning and said, "Mom, if there are any new cosmetics there, please send me a set."

When the woman heard it, she came to the spirit and replied repeatedly.Kong Daixue breathed a sigh of relief, smiled, and fell asleep after watching the video for a while.

In the early morning of the next day, Kong Daixue smiled at herself in the mirror with her delicate makeup on, adjusted the shoulder straps of her black suspender dress, thought about it, put on a pair of sapphire earrings, and played with her long hair. Only then did he put on his high-heeled shoes and meet the headhunter.

On the subway, she naturally attracted a lot of attention. I can't say that I like or dislike her, but I am used to many gazes. She has long been able to face it calmly.She tried to smile at herself printed on the glass and put on her lipstick to make herself look more agreeable.She has been told that the look of not smiling is a bit cold and glamorous, which makes people feel distant, so she pays special attention to the expression on her face.This is not just workplace etiquette, but also the principle of dealing with people.But a person's mouth is like a sword, blindly following the trend and killing people without blood. Fortunately, Kong Daixue has seen a lot, and those wounds scabbed and put on armor instead.

She curled her lips and walked out of the subway station.

Under the sun, she is that dazzling existence again.To hell with betrayal and betrayal, sincerity is not important in this world, if you make false claims with me, I will deal with you falsely.You have the knife, I have the shirt.Who is afraid of whom!

Kong Daixue approached the headhunter in the cafe elegantly and calmly. Of course, it went smoothly as expected, very smooth.As long as I have a good rest, I can go to work and report at any time, because the company is very short of people and the salary is very generous. Not only is it equipped with a car, but the salary for Kong Daixue is surprisingly high, so Kong Daixue immediately agreed to sign a two-year contract.

"Miss Kong, it's true that seeing is better than hearing a hundred times. The future is immeasurable." Opposite was a middle-aged man, with a firm and suave look in his eyes that had accumulated over time. Even though he had met many people, he admired the woman opposite him from the bottom of his heart.

Kong Daixue smiled without being modest, took a sip of coffee and said, "Thank you for the compliment."

The man laughed twice and said, "You are not humble." Then he also picked up the coffee.

"Sometimes, there is no difference between modesty and hypocrisy. If you don't have the ability, you won't come to me." Kong Daixue leaned on her head with one hand, and stirred the coffee with the spoon in the other, letting the brown swirl reflect the distortion everything of.

The man thought for a while and said, "It is true. But I trust your professional ethics. But you are still young to waste your trust."

Kong Daixue raised her eyebrows, thinking to herself that these words almost implied that she had lost the design draft that should have won the award.She covered her mouth and laughed out loud, "First of all, thank you for your trust. Secondly, peony flowers are dead, and ghosts are also romantic. That is to say, I haven't lived enough. But... thank you.", said Then, she raised her cup symbolically, showing a little respect.

Knowing right from wrong, knowing good from bad, this is also the basic of being a human being.

Although this woman has exquisite eyebrows and eye-catching makeup, but the most people feel that this person is quite a city rather than a reckless goblin in her stomach. I am afraid that it is just hard to hide her arrogance and self-confidence. The man shook his head and smiled. The meeting was very satisfying, and they talked a lot. The two chatted for a while, as if they were close friends.

Outside the window were all kinds of people running around, passing by the corners of their eyes in a hurry, but when Kong Daixue casually glanced out the window, her eyes suddenly caught a woman who was a bit sloppy.

She is different from others not only in her feet but in the indifference and calmness of her face. Her facial features are not exquisite but correct, and even though they are not beautiful together, she has a unique flavor. People can tell that she is a restrained and gentle person at a glance.this person…

"Miss Kong? Miss Kong?"

Kong Daixue's attention was drawn back, "I'm sorry. I seemed to see an acquaintance just now."

"Really? It's time for you to catch up with your old friends."

"No, I should have admitted my mistake." Kong Daixue shrugged and smiled, and looking back, she had disappeared, and that person wasn't crippled, maybe it was just a resemblance.

The two chatted for a while, the man paid the money, and the two left.

After saying goodbye to the man, Kong Daixue looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar figure.In the end, she laughed at herself in the crowd, but she was just an ex, she stepped on her high heels and turned around to blend into the bustling crowd.

In the evening, she wore ordinary casual home clothes and went to the supermarket to buy some daily necessities. After all, even if you don’t need oil, salt, sauce and vinegar, you still have to have pots and pans. After shopping for an hour, she followed the list. I put them in the car one by one, and finally I suddenly wanted to drink milk, so I pushed the car to find the brand I often drink.

After searching around, she found out that she couldn't find it. Could it be that the supermarket here has already taken off the shelves?Kong Daixue bent down to look for it, and picked up two bags when she couldn't find it. When she straightened up and turned around, she accidentally bumped into someone.

"I'm sorry. Are you okay?" Kong Daixue hurriedly apologized, but when she took a closer look, she pierced into the other's clear eyes, and both of them were stunned.

Kong Daixue came back to her senses first, then she let go of her hand and asked, "Are you all right?"

"Oh, it's okay." The other party smiled awkwardly, his smiling face was stiff, and he tucked away the broken hair by his ear.

"That..." Kong Daixue was speechless for a moment. She would not take things like encountering her ex in the past to heart. After all, Yingying and Yanyan used to be the type who liked to get together and hang out. Only this woman was her only one who really loved her. In the sense of throwing away.She had long forgotten the reason for the breakup, but only vaguely remembered that this woman's temperament was not pleasing to her.

"You... are back." Lin Zhongyue smiled slightly, trying to ease the stiff atmosphere, and also wanted to cover up her embarrassment, and even more soothe her beating heart.She covered her chest with one hand, and secretly clenched her other hand on the side of her body.

"Yeah." Kong Daixue nodded with a smile, secretly inquiring about this woman whom she hadn't seen for several years.Wearing a long white dress and tender blue canvas shoes, she not only looks like a literary girl, but also a woman with a sense of home life.

"Are you looking for xxx milk?" Lin Zhongyue asked in a low voice, her voice trembling.

"That's right. But I didn't find it, maybe it's off the shelves here." Kong Daixue replied with her hands spread out.Trying to ease the embarrassment along the way.

"No, it's still here." Lin Zhongyue smiled knowingly, walked two steps to Kong Daixue's side, and took out two bags of milk from the shelf behind her.

Kong Daixue blurted out in surprise and asked, "What about your legs..."

Lin Zhongyue's smile froze, her eyes dodged in embarrassment, and she stammered, "It's nothing, it's just a car accident."

Kong Daixue came back to her senses, knowing that she was in a collision, she apologized with a smile on her embarrassing facial muscles, "I'm sorry, I..."

"No need to apologize, I know you have no other intentions." Lin Zhongyue waved her hands, her face was also a little rosy.

Kong Daixue was actually quite shaken in her heart, as if she was asking whether God was jealous of this woman and made her suffer.However, she accepted this great change after three seconds. After all, tomorrow and the accident... who can predict it.

In Lin Zhongyue's clear and gentle eyes, Kong Daixue's brows were lightly furrowed. The brows and eyes have been polished by time to become more perfect and rounded. The once wild charm and arrogance have now been restrained deeper inside, adding a little more stability and stability. The fearful temperament, coupled with the already tall figure and the precipitation in recent years, of course made her even more outstanding...

The two had their own thoughts, and finally Lin Zhongyue broke the deadlock, staring at the milk in his hand and whispering, "Here you are."

Kong Daixue was still immersed in the great changes, thinking about something, until Lin Zhongyue took the extra milk from her hand and put it back to the original place, she didn't know how to respond "Thank you...",

Just as she turned around, Lin Zhongyue felt the urge to run away.She felt inferior because of the perfect transformation of the other party, looked down at her crippled right leg, and secretly pulled out a wry smile.In her heart, Kong Daixue has always been her longing. Some people say that when you fall in love with someone, you often fall in love with what you yearn for in the other person.That's right, Kong Daixue's flamboyance, self-confidence, elegant speech and demeanor and her talent are all envied by her.Even if Kong Daixue is hated by her friends, she still believes in her own vision, from pursuing her to having the title of lover, and then from lover to stranger...

Today, it is really a difference between cloud and mud.

As early as three years ago there was nothing.Stop thinking about it!Shouldn't have...

It shouldn't be...

But, escape?It's too impractical, and there's no way out, so let's just take it upon ourselves.

Lin Zhongyue shook her head lightly, turned around and asked, "Are you planning to go somewhere else this time?"

"No. Stay here for two years before we talk." Kong Daixue turned around and looked at the still indifferent woman in front of her. She thought for a while and asked, "Are... are you okay?"

Lin Zhongyue was taken aback and then replied, "It's okay, I opened a coffee shop in the past two years, and it's near here. You can go and sit if you have time."

"Really...then you don't draw anymore?" Kong Daixue asked casually, she remembered that this woman was a professional with herself.Her paintings are really good.

Lin Zhongyue raised her right hand seemingly generously and said, "It's not often. After drawing for a long time, my hand will hurt, and it's useless." She laughed at herself, then put her hand down, and then lowered a little helplessly He tucked away the broken hair around his ears.

Kong Daixue kept her gaze on that hand, only then did she realize that the hideous scar on her right arm had spread to the back of her hand, until her eyes followed her hand and fixed on the face that was trying to pretend to be indifferent, she suddenly felt sorry for her own carelessness. Feeling embarrassed and talking to someone's wounds is so rude!

Fortunately, Lin Zhongyue noticed Kong Daixue's strangeness and asked her in good time, and asked her, "What about you? And... um... How is it?"

She faltered and hawed, and Kong Daixue thought that this remark might be a step down, so she replied forcefully, "Yes. It's still the same."

"Oh, then you... Let's, let's go... I should pay." Lin Zhongyue wanted to say a lot, but she stuttered a little.So the topic changed, she really wanted to end this expected reunion quickly, and stop tearing off her fig leaf.

"Okay." Of course Kong Daixue didn't know what Lin Zhongyue was thinking, and it was undoubtedly her wish to end the embarrassing reunion earlier. She smiled with the corners of her lips curled up, and pushed the car away behind Lin Zhongyue.

This casual, momentary smile was directly engraved into Lin Zhongyue's eyes.In this trance, the eyes become blurred, as if the former Kong Daixue suddenly appeared.Uninhibited, enthusiastic, seductive...

Just as she fantasized about what she would look like many years later, she really is now...

"Miss, miss! Please pay the bill." The people in front of Lin Zhongyue all paid and left, and the cashier urged loudly impatiently.

"Oh, I'm sorry." Lin Zhongyue interrupted her thoughts and hurried forward to pay.

Kong Daixue thought that after payment, the two should go their separate ways, but when she inadvertently looked back, she unexpectedly found that slightly limping figure walking towards her step by step.Against the light, she couldn't see the expression on that woman's face, probably...it was still that faint expression, but the feeling of every step was strong and stubborn.She watched in the dark for a while, seeing that she was getting closer, then looked at the bag in her hand, sighed, turned around and walked forward to get it.

Lin Zhongyue cried out "ah" in surprise, and then she saw Kong Daixue's familiar face before she calmed down and her heart beat, but she didn't relax her hands, and said with excuses, "No, I can do it. You have a lot of things, too. And mine is not heavy at all."

"It's just a short distance, and I won't take you home." Kong Daixue rarely lowered her face, and her eyebrows were frowned together, making her look a little angry.

But Lin Zhongyue refused to give in and wanted to take it back, but Kong Daixue was too strong, she could only smile helplessly and say, "We live in the same community!"

"Ah?" Kong Daixue withdrew her hand in embarrassment and asked, "You...why do you live here?", but she wondered how she knew where she lived. Did she take her home before?But I didn't have any impression.

Lin Zhongyue took the bag with her left hand and pointed to a cafe not far from the street, "Because I opened a cafe, I decided to settle down here." She lowered her head and the street lights on the street pulled the temper of the two of them together. It lasted for a long time, and then he raised his head and said jokingly with a smiling face, "It's absolutely free if you go."

"Hehe." Kong Daixue covered her mouth and smiled, "Thank you."

Kong Daixue followed Lin Zhongyue's footsteps and strolled on the sidewalk. Although it is the city center here, it is not noisy, and a short walk is the neighborhood. She didn't think much about Lin Zhongyue's remarks, but she still regretted her accident in her heart. , although it is not very obvious when walking, like a sprained foot.Kong Daixue didn't know what she was sorry for Lin Zhongyue, which made her feel like she was meddling in her own business.

The quietness between the two of them is not embarrassing to be filled with the noisy outside world, but this kind of quietness suddenly reminded Kong Daixue that the first night of their relationship was because of Lin Zhongyue's sudden confession on this street, Even though the light was dim, it couldn't hide the flush on her face, her legs were weak because of her embarrassment and nervousness, and she couldn't speak in a tone.

[Please, give me...give me a chance.I'll...be with you...I'll do it. ]

When Kong Daixue thought about it, it seemed as if she was floating in front of her eyes.With a poof, she laughed out loud.

"What's the matter?" Lin Zhongyue turned her head to look at the laughing woman in puzzlement. Under the light, her smile was like a flower, which made her heart skip a beat, and then she felt a tingling pain.

"It's nothing, it's nothing." Kong Daixue wiped away the tears from her laughter, her eyes fixed on Lin Zhongyue's Weipo's feet, and her smile faded away little by little.

Time is really a cruel carving knife. Thinking of her original appearance, she can still vaguely remember her youthful face. Now that she has lost her girlish posture, this mature and intellectual appearance is probably... There are many suitors, or If you have a family, you will settle down here.

"Will not betray, will not abandon." She said that night.

But so what?Youthful and ignorant.Kong Daixue never took the oath of the hot blood in her heart, let alone took what the other party said as a motto.She understands that even if those fiery emotions are true, impulsive lies may not necessarily be false.

This is an adult game!Seriously you lose.

Carry out to the end, and only this one truth.

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Save~ I'm going to make a codeword machine.hum~~~