I secretly liked you for the past ten years

Mao Xiaoyu searched at home for a long time and couldn't find her mobile phone, and she still couldn't find it when she went to the company to look for it, so she was very depressed.He guessed that it fell somewhere when he was pulling the frame last night, so he thought he was unlucky, took a spare mobile phone, imported the cloud backup of the previous one, and barely used it.

Seeing him busy all morning, Tao Yina felt a little guilty, leaned over and asked, "Brother Xiaoyu, are you missing your phone?"

Mao Xiaoyu scratched her head and said depressedly, "Forget it, I don't have time to look for it anymore. There are a lot of things going on recently, so I can't miss the phone call from the partner. Let's use it first."

Tao Yina snorted, and asked casually, "Yesterday, I saw that you were called by President Duan. Is there any new cooperation?"

Mao Xiaoyu smiled, pulled her over, and said in a low voice, "Don't say anything, it's just for you to talk, and it hasn't been decided yet. It's just a good opportunity. I'm afraid people will snatch it if they find out, so don't go anywhere. explain."

Tao Yina immediately became nervous, "Oh, it's... what kind of opportunity?"

Mao Xiaoyu whispered, "There is a well-known production team in the United States that is going to release a new show, similar to "I Am a Singer", which is a famous star competition, and needs a few newcomers to play, Mr. Duan Let me negotiate a quota for you, the investment amount is so large."

Seeing Mao Xiaoyubi's gesture, Tao Yina immediately became excited, "Really, can it be done!"

"I'll work hard," Mao Xiaoyu said, pumping her fists, "So I'm going on a business trip to the United States tomorrow, and I'll be back in about a week. If you have anything you don't understand, just call me."

Tao Yina hummed twice, looked at him carefully, and asked, "Brother Xiaoyu, are you not short of money recently?"

Mao Xiaoyu's eyes flickered for a moment, and she forced a smile, "It's all right."

"Oh, all right."

Tao Yina left after finishing speaking, but Mao Xiaoyu became bored.Speaking of which, if the phone is lost, if the bastard can't make a call, will he do something out of the ordinary?But that guy changed his number every month to call, and he couldn't get in touch at all...

Speaking of which, since we are already together with Prince Wen, should we tell him about it?Anyway...he already knows the secret of my body...

Mao Xiaoyu was thinking about it all morning, and he was still thinking about it during lunch, so that he didn't hear someone calling him for a long time.

"Brother Mao, hey! Brother Mao!"

Mao Xiaoyu was startled, and hurriedly looked up, seeing a colleague looking at him dumbfounded, "What are you thinking, you are so focused."

Mao Xiaoyu said embarrassedly, "It's okay, I'm sorry, what's the matter?"

The colleague shrugged and pointed downstairs, "Someone is looking for you, waiting in the lobby."

"Who is it?"

The colleague winked and said, "It's Liang Shuang, that Liang Shuang!"

Mao Xiaoyu trembled all over, and suddenly panicked.

The colleague didn't notice, and smiled to himself, "Didn't he just come back from the NBA? Is he going to enter the entertainment industry? Will he cooperate with our company?"

Mao Xiaoyu hesitated for a while, then quickly found an excuse to stabilize the other party, and went downstairs with complicated thoughts.

When he got to the hall, he saw Liang Shuang's tall back. Mao Xiaoyu swallowed, and walked over cautiously.

Mao Xiaoyu was so frightened that his hairs stood on end, Liang Shuang was still glaring at him viciously, and complained, "You're doing it, and you're still looking for helpers to attack me?"

Mao Xiaoyu nervously said, "I, I don't know, that person appeared out of nowhere..." He became worried again, and asked cautiously, "Are you seriously injured? Didn't you kick anything?"

Liang Shuang's ferocious expression paused for a moment, and he said unhappily, "You still know how to care about me?"

Mao Xiaoyu shrank back, without making a sound.

Liang Shuang grabbed his hand and pulled it forward in front of everyone. Before Mao Xiaoyu could shake it off, he pressed it on the back of his head, "Touch it, it's a big bump, it hurts like hell!"

Mao Xiaoyu was stunned. When she really touched a big blood-filled bulge, she suddenly felt guilty, "I'm sorry."

"You didn't kick it, what are you sorry for?" Liang Shuang snorted coldly and let go of his hand, "If I see that guy again, I have to peel off his skin!"

Mao Xiaoyu looked at Liang Shuang's big man, and worried about Wang Ziwen's elder brother, "Uh...it's so dark, have you seen that man clearly?"

"It's a little bit harder, but I can see clearly the gold-rimmed glasses he's wearing. Coupled with that man's dog-like clothes, it's not a good thing at first glance!"

A row of dots appeared in Mao Xiaoyu's heart, she didn't dare to say anything, she just oh a little.

Liang Shuang rubbed his bulge and hummed, "Come out with me, let's talk."

Mao Xiaoyu pursed her lower lip, froze and didn't move.Liang Shuang snorted even louder, "I have no objection if you want to talk in a place where people come and go."

Of course Mao Xiaoyu was even more unhappy, so he had to be carried overbearingly to the cafe across the street.

The two sat facing each other, enjoying a latte and a vanilla milkshake, exactly the same as they were five or six years ago.

Liang Shuang stared at the latte in front of him, and finally said, "He heard those words yesterday... didn't say anything that hurt you?"

Mao Xiaoyu held the milkshake in front of her eyes, took a sip silently, covered her face with the cup, and finally said, "Liang Shuang, let's be friends."

"..."

"He...he doesn't mind, he said he can accept it," Mao Xiaoyu took a deep breath, and finally raised his eyes, "I'm actually... thank you for being willing to tolerate me and always being so kind to me, but I really ...I just treat you as a friend, a very good friend."

Liang Shuang, who was issued a friend card, was even more upset. He sat slumped on the chair, crossed his legs and snorted angrily.

"At that time...although you forced me..."

"I didn't force you!" Liang Shuang straightened up and said in a muffled voice, "I didn't do anything to you, it's just that I saw a chest..."

Mao Xiaoyu blushed immediately, and immediately shrank back behind the cup, not daring to speak.Liang Shuang glanced at him, clicked his tongue suddenly, grabbed his head out again, threw the damn milkshake cup aside, and said, "Xiao Yu, don't be afraid of me. ever hurt you?"

Mao Xiaoyu blinked and raised her head silently.

"I drank too much that day, and there was no one else in the dormitory, so I couldn't hold back." Liang Shuang gritted his teeth, and said angrily, "I shouldn't hold back, I should take off your pants, what should I do? After everything is done, maybe you are already mine!"

Mao Xiaoyu's body still trembled unavoidably when he thought of that horrible scene that day.At that time, he was already a sophomore, and Liang Shuang pestered him for two years. Once he couldn't bear it, he said that he had someone he liked, and the one he liked was Wang Ziwen. He fell down on the bed and tore his clothes like crazy.As a result, he tore off his shirt and suddenly saw the corset. Liang Shuang was stunned for a long time, and under his terrified gaze, he tore off the thing fiercely.

That was the day Liang Shuang found out that he was intersex, and wanted to pull his pants in disbelief, but hesitantly let go when he saw his tears.

Liang Shuang hid from him for a few days, and Mao Xiaoyu was like a frightened bird during those few days, not daring to go out or speak, not even getting out of bed, just huddled in a corner, as if she had suddenly returned to high school and suffered from autism that period of time.Until one day Liang Shuang climbed onto his bed again, pulled him into his arms, and said through gritted teeth, "Why did I fall on someone like you."

Mao Xiaoyu was trembling with fear, and said intermittently, "If you think me, I'm disgusting, don't... don't get close to me."

Liang Shuang was silent for a long time, but instead grabbed his chin and kissed him regardless.It was Mao Xiaoyu's first kiss. She was frightened and resisted with all her strength, but he pinched her chest so hard that she didn't dare to move.Liang Shuang kissed and touched for a while, then let go of his hand suddenly, frowning as if he was very sleepy, and said to himself, "I just like men..."

Mao Xiaoyu's whole body was trembling, her face was pale, and she didn't dare to say a word.

Liang Shuang still muttered to himself, "I'm purely gay, do you understand? I told you, I only like men..."

Mao Xiaoyu was trembling with breathing, her whole body was stiff, and she couldn't listen to what he said.Suddenly, Liang Shuang pinched his chest again without knowing why he was angry. Mao Xiaoyu let out a cry of pain, and he let go of his hand abruptly. He murmured, " Are you a man or a woman..."

Mao Xiaoyu stared helplessly at a certain place under his jeans, which swelled up and then softened, just like his whole body, fierce for a while, and then fell silent again.

Mao Xiaoyu knew the meaning of his words, and just because she knew, she became more and more desperate, she couldn't help but shed tears, but she didn't dare to cry out.After a while, the body was hugged again suddenly, but the man lost the vicious aura, just hugged him in vain, patted his back as if coaxing him, patted him for a while and then hung his head on his shoulder , It seems that the eyes are also red.

After a long time, Liang Shuang let go of him and said hoarsely, "Xiao Yu, I like you, I really like you."

Mao Xiaoyu trembled twice, but still hung her head and said nothing.

Liang Shuang forced him to raise his head and pinched his chin, but it didn't hurt him. He lowered his head and kissed him again, then stood up.

"I'm going to play a game outside tomorrow, I... I'll think about it again, and I'll tell you when I come back, okay?"

Mao Xiaoyu shrank behind the bed, stopped crying, only felt dazed and painful in her heart, and her head was even blank.

Liang Shuang sat next to him again, hugged him into his arms, and said in a low voice, "When I come back, if I figure it out, I will guard you for the rest of my life, and I won't play around again." He stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on Mao Xiaoyu's face, and said, "If you don't understand, I... I won't pester you anymore, let's just be friends... I won't tell anyone about you either. , don't be afraid."

The man's embrace was very light and warm, Mao Xiaoyu calmed down a little, and after a long silence, he suddenly said, "I told you before that many people called me cheap and perverted because they knew this The thing... everyone in the school knows it, they all think I'm dirty to their place, and I'm disgusting, so it's not bad... not bad for you, if you want to hide from me, just hide, I'm used to it anyway... ..."

Liang Shuang's heart ached from what he said, and his arms hugged him even tighter. After a while, he said, "Don't force me, let me think about it, let me think about it..."

Mao Xiaoyu didn't speak anymore, it seemed that she couldn't even shed tears, and there were only holes in her eyes.

Liang Shuang left after that, and Mao Xiaoyu lived like a dead body for a few days, until he heard that Prince Wen had returned, and Shen Ling wanted to hold a farewell party for him.He went to participate in despair, but he didn't expect that his whole life would be derailed that night, and all his plans and expectations for the future came to naught after that night.

But at that time he felt extremely happy, lying in Wang Ziwen's arms, feeling his hug and kiss, he felt that the best moment in his life was just like this.

But he didn't expect that the so-called happiness for him was only that short night.

The next morning, before Wang Ziwen woke up, Mao Xiaoyu was interrupted by a rush of phone ringing. He was afraid of waking Wang Ziwen, so he hurriedly took the phone to the bathroom to answer it, but he learned that a person called him The bad news that almost made me dizzy-grandma passed away.

He hurried back to his hometown in a daze, and rushed to the hospital. Looking at his grandmother's pale and lifeless face, he couldn't even cry, leaving only a daze of hopelessness.

The only reason he had left was to manage grandma's funeral, and it had been a month since everything calmed down. He finally thought of Wang Ziwen, and thought of the man murmuring Mao Mao, thinking blankly , I am already homeless, can I go to Beijing to be with him?But he plucked up the courage to call Wang Ziwen, but the person who answered the phone was a woman who brazenly told himself that she was Wang Ziwen's fiancée, so that he, a bitch, should stay away from him.

I don't know how that woman knew his secret, but she knew, not only knew, but also called him from time to time to insult him. He knew from those insults that Wang Ziwen was just stunned by drugs that day, and he didn't remember himself at all. He also knew that Wang Ziwen would forget about him when he turned his head around, and instead made the woman hold grudges, threatening to make him unable to live.

The memories of those fears in the past swept up again. He was in a daze in a daze in the empty old home, and he often thought of his deceased grandma, and when he thought about it, he felt a sharp pain in his chest.

During that time, only Tang Ying, who was also in the provincial capital and came here after hearing the news, was with him. Although he still had the slightest hope that Wang Ziwen would think of him, except for waiting until that person's phone could no longer be reached. , and nothing else.

But he didn't expect that Liang Shuang would come to him at the most embarrassing and desperate moment.

That day, he thought it was Tang Ying who came to see him again, so he opened the door, but saw Liang Shuang, who had rushed over in a hurry, standing in front of the door. He kept murmuring his name.

Liang Shuang hugged him distressedly, and blamed him, "Why didn't you tell me? How did you become so thin? Are you sick?"

For some reason, Mao Xiaoyu's tears that had dried up for a long time suddenly flowed out again. Liang Shuang felt even more uncomfortable watching him, and coaxed him while wiping his eyes, "Don't cry, haven't I come? You still have As for me, don't be afraid."

For the first time, Mao Xiaoyu felt less afraid in his arms, instead, she felt a little tired and dependent, and let him hold her obediently, without refusing again.

Liang Shuang took care of him for more than a week, coaxing him to gradually walk out of despair. Until the day when school was about to start, Liang Shuang answered a phone call, surprised and happy, but also sad. He said, "Xiao Yu, an American team has taken a fancy to me and wants me to go to their club, what do you think... shall I go?"

Mao Xiaoyu was actually at a loss, not knowing what their current relationship was. It seemed that they were more than friends, but less than lovers.But Liang Shuang had clearly regarded his silence these days as acquiescence, and regarded himself as a boyfriend, so he carefully asked for his opinion, and then asked, "I should be back soon, can you wait for me for a while?"

Mao Xiaoyu stayed for a long time before saying, "You... go, don't waste such a good opportunity."

"But yourself... I'd better send you back to school, I'm not at ease."

"It's okay." Mao Xiaoyu shook her head, looked at him again, and said suddenly, "Actually... When I was in high school, I really liked watching someone play alone."

Liang Shuang was unhappy, and said in a bad mood, "Oh, so?"

"At that time... At that time, I said that I wanted to be his manager, and we wanted to...conquer the world together." Mao Xiaoyu was silent for a while, and murmured, "You are the same as him, the way you play... Very nice."

Liang Shuang became happy again and asked, "Do you like to watch me play?"

"...I like it."

"Then..." Liang Shuang grabbed his hand and kissed him. "Then don't worry about that person. Believe me, I will be better than that person." Liang Shuang lowered his head and kissed him expectantly, "How about In this way, I will develop in the NBA in the future, can you come to the United States after graduation? You stay with me, and we can conquer the world together!"

Mao Xiaoyu was stunned for a moment, feeling that Liang Shuang and the person in his memory seemed to be overlapped at this moment. He hesitated for a long time, until he saw the gentle light in the man's eyes that seemed familiar, and finally his heart trembled, and he was a little dazed. nodded.

Liang Shuang was so happy that day that he was about to fly, holding him and talking nonchalantly, laughing all day long.

Liang Shuang said, "I'm just going to try it out, and it probably won't be a few days. You have to wait for me to come back."

Mao Xiaoyu was still a little flustered, but seeing that he was so happy, he finally couldn't bear to refuse, and hummed silently.

After Liang Shuang left, Mao Xiaoyu still felt heartbroken when he read the news about Wang Ziwen's activity in the news, he suddenly thought, let's forget about such a day, is it really necessary to wishful thinking for the rest of his life?After all, there is a person who doesn't mind my body like this, and is willing to treat me well, so why...why hold this impossible fantasy and make myself look so pathetic?

Later, he thought countless times, if it was really what Liang Shuang expected at that time, waiting for him to come back, being with him, and going to the United States to accompany him after graduation, it seemed...it would be a very good life.

It's a pity that God always likes to play with him. He just gave him a hope, but took it away neatly.

Just when she made an overseas phone call with Liang Shuang and was very distressed about the phone bill, she didn't know if she was so distressed that she felt sick and even vomited up what she had just eaten in the morning.

Mao Xiaoyu didn't pay attention, until she vomited like this for a few days, suddenly felt something was wrong, thought of something, touched her stomach in fear, and dialed someone's phone with trembling hands.

"Tang Ying..." Mao Xiaoyu's entire face turned pale, and she stopped talking for a long time before finally saying, "I, I want to ask you something, you... can you come to my house conveniently?"