Your Majesty, please do not

Early the next morning, even though what Liang Huan said yesterday was only yesterday, Chen Zhi still helped him change his clothes and wash his face.

Then, he packed his things and bowed in front of Liang Huan, touching his forehead to the ground without moving for a long time.

His tears had dried up, he got up calmly and walked out slowly.

"Go away."

In the end, I still turned around, and when I met his eyes, I saw many emotions in his eyes.

"take care."

Sadness, regret, reluctance, helplessness, despair.

I don't know if those eyes really have so many emotions, or if they are all my projections.

The convoy started from the capital and headed west to the border.The main force of this dispatch to Chaduo was still the tens of thousands of former Ye family troops stationed at the border, but they had been assigned to various generals, and each general was directly controlled by the imperial court, so many civil and military officials were sent from the capital to supervise the army.

Yu Wenjing volunteered to take a ride with her son in a car, but he didn't expect that his son would not talk to her along the way, but just leaned on her shoulder and closed his eyes.

She thought he was asleep, but when she went to see him occasionally, she could often find tears in the corners of his eyes.

Today's inn is a three-story house. Chen Zhi climbed to the top floor and moved a bench to sit on the terrace.As night fell, compared with the bustling capital, the stars in the open field were brighter.

Yu Wenjing chased him all the way here, and moved a stool to sit beside him.

Seeing her coming, Chen Zhi stretched out his hand and pointed forward, "Mother, look, there is a desert over there."

Yu Wenjing followed his finger to look, but saw nothing.

"When I was young, my mother and I were hiding cats in the desert. I lay on the sand and covered myself with sand. Every time my mother searched for me for a long time, I thought it was well hidden. Later, when my mother left, Xian When my son was playing with me, I found it all at once, and I realized that my mother has been letting me."

Listening to these past events, Yu Wenjing turned his head to look at him, "You have been crying all the way, what are you crying about?"

Chen Zhi sighed: "Father and mother are separated, mother is homeless, and father marries someone else, I don't know where I should go."

Thinking about his words, Yu Wenjing felt that this emotion was strange, "How old are you, how can you spend your whole life with your parents?"

He froze, originally he was just thinking about what to say, but he was forced here by her.

Chen Zhi said in a hoarse voice: "Then I will be homeless."

Hearing this, Yu Wenjing realized that things were not that simple.She felt that she should intervene, "You have held back all the way, it's time to tell your mother."

Chen Zhi was silent for a while, buried his head and said in a low voice: "It's not that you can't tell, but you can't tell others, not anyone, not even one person."

"Got it, tell me."

For a moment, he didn't know where to start. It seemed that he had never completely told people about those messy things.

Let's talk about it, if you don't talk about it, it will fade...

Back to the fourth year of Chongjing, there was a heavy rain at the end of September.

One after another, many of them have nothing to do with the present, but he wants to tell everything.It seemed that if one more person knew about it, the event would be more real, it really happened, and it didn't just exist in his memory.

Until one evening a month ago, in Gou Xiong's house on the outskirts of the capital.

Statement Zhi walked into the room led by Jiang Ji, saw Gou Xiong and others sitting at the table, the panda said: "I have been waiting for you for a long time."

Wolfdog cut to the chase: "Chen Xingli, we are going to threaten you to do something, do you want to listen to the matter first, or look at the chips first?"

Statement Zhi was stunned, before he could react, Jiang Ji pulled him upstairs, "Let's look at the chips first."

Jiang Ji took him to a small room on the second floor and opened the door.There were two chairs in the room, each of which had a person tied up, with their eyes and mouth blocked.

Although half of their faces were covered, Chen Zhi still recognized them: Wu's couple from Jinzhou, Liang Huan's adoptive parents.

"What do you mean?" he asked coldly.

Jiang Ji closed the door and said with a slight smile, "If you can't handle what we have told you, then we can only kill these two people. I know they are strangers to you, but what is the meaning and significance of killing them?" You must be very clear about the consequences."

"What kind of gang are you guys?"

"I'm not afraid to tell you that we are all followers of the Quicksand Sect in the capital, and Lousa is our bishop."

Hearing the name Lousa, the statement's heart sank.

The two went downstairs, and Jiang Ji pulled him to sit down at the table.The panda said slowly: "You let the Tai Hospital sell Hennessia, which has delayed the business of the Quicksand Sect. You can find a way to make Daping stop selling Hennessia and go to Chaduo."

"I just mentioned one thing, the following things have nothing to do with me, what can I do." Statement said indifferently.

"Since you can't figure it out, we have to think for you." The parrot said, standing up and putting a few pieces of paper in front of him.

"Our method is also very simple. As long as others feel that you are a secret agent of the Chaduo country, and that you propose to sell Hemium grass to strengthen the military power of Chaduo, they will naturally stop. As for how you want to become a spy, there are a few things written on it , how to do it, we can discuss it again..."

The wolfdog threw a knot-shaped pendant in front of him, "Since you have seen Lousa, you must know that he wears this. Every Quicksand cultist has this thing, so you pretend that only he has it, and then give it to you. "

After reading the statement, he suppressed the trembling in his hands and forced contempt: "Just for a fool, you let me treat the thief as my father and betray the country for glory?"

The parrot smiled and said, "Don't call us so vicious, it's just acting, you never betrayed anyone. It might be beneficial to Daping if you don't sell Hemium grass to Chaduo."

Jiang Ji's voice was serious: "From the beginning to the end of this matter, you are the only one who sacrificed. We didn't kill you, and your collaborating with the enemy and traitorous country will not be known to everyone, and your reputation will be preserved. Just find something to do, if you really can't make it through, quicksand can educate you. This is the best result we can think of for you. Whether this matter is more important than killing the two people upstairs, you can decide for yourself .”

After hearing these words, Chen Zhi stared at him bitterly and said: "Jiang Yunkai, I treat you as a friend and tell you everything about myself, but you use it to threaten me, are you so black-hearted?"

Jiang Ji shook his head slightly, "I'm really sorry, after all, I have to rank Quicksand Sect before my friends."

Looking at the writing on the paper, the statement's face gradually turned pale.

It doesn't matter what you do, but if you really do these things, you must not be the only one who sacrificed.

But on balance, I was originally the most insignificant one.If the bargaining chip is the lives of the Wus and his wife, by any standard, he must sacrifice himself.

Seeing his pitiful appearance, Jiang Ji patted him on the shoulder, and said helplessly: "Well, I'll add another one for you. After the matter of He Hencao is completely over, after ten or twenty years, you just come back. You can tell others what the Quicksand Sect asked you to do today, how about it?"

"Ten years and 20 years, where else can I go back." Chen Zhi smiled bitterly.

"Go back wherever you want. Letting you speak out is a condition I can give, and what happens after that is not my business. Anyway, we want to prevent Henya grass from entering Chaduo. If you think our method is wrong Okay, then you can change it, as long as you achieve your goal for us, I will not touch those two people above..."

What he heard and saw all flooded into his mind, and the world was spinning in front of his eyes, and he bit his lower lip to maintain a sitting position, and he couldn't see a way out in the dead chess where no matter how he went, it was wrong.

Finally, he said with difficulty: "Okay, I will do as you said."

After hearing the whole story, Yu Wenjing's first reaction was not sympathy or sadness, but anger: "You just said that someone threatened you not to sell Hemium, isn't that the end? Why did you make such a big sacrifice?" ?”

Chen Zhi smiled wryly, "There must be a reason for not selling Hemium grass, and the reason of 'treating Cha Duojun' is not enough."

"The reason is that someone coerced you, isn't that enough?!"

His mind was already in a mess, and he couldn't think about these problems at all.He tilted his body, leaned on her shoulder, closed his eyes and watched all kinds of thoughts drifting in front of his eyes.

Yu Wenjing sighed lightly, but in the end he said something consoling: "Didn't it mean ten or twenty years, then wait until then and see. If you still don't want to part with it, just go back."

Chen Zhi reluctantly hooked the corners of his lips, and said lightly, "No way. I was only 13 years old when my mother left home, and it was enough to cry for a few months. Now I am 26, how can I really remember ten years?" 20 years. Besides, it’s been so long, how can I go back.”

"That's right." Yu Wenjing didn't know what to do, he just patted his head leaning on his body, "How do you go back this time? After going back, will you continue to stay in the capital?"

Chen Zhi gradually came out of those emotions, and said calmly: "Mother will go back to the capital first after saving people. I will find a chance to sneak back, making people think that I have disappeared in the desert. After returning, mother will not live in the hospital. Find another house, just the two of us will live, and I will cook for my mother every day from now on."

"You still cook?"

"When I lived alone in the outskirts of the capital, I cooked for myself." But I haven't done it for two years.

Yu Wenjing said earnestly: "It's a waste of talent to ask you to cook. You go back and find something to do. Just like your father, being a teacher or something means that you haven't studied in vain for so many years. Didn't the Quicksand Sect say that they support you? If you hate them, don’t take advantage of them, squatting at their door every day to ask for money.”

Chen Zhi reluctantly frowned and nodded.

It's good to do some idle things, you don't have to be as busy as before, and you don't have to participate in those people's scheming, and your life will be very comfortable.

When the fight with Chaduo was over, Huaiyuan took it back, Hehencao was no longer affected, and I almost forgot about it, didn't care much about it, and went back to my hometown.

All ten and twenty years are all Jiang Ji's tricks to deceive people into taking the bait.If everything is going well, you dare not look forward to it. At this time, you still have to hope. Isn't that just asking for trouble?

Anyway, it is impossible for me to have a second person in my life, so I can remember it for a lifetime.

The author has something to say: State it: When we return to the capital, I think we will run into each other on a certain tower on a certain day when there are fireworks, and then we will die.

Liang Huan: No, this plot can't highlight my deep feelings, the author of Goofy Blood won't let us get along so easily~~~