you are my love bean

When school was over, Yang Chen's mother went to pick him up, and on the way she saw Xu Yi going home alone.

She couldn't help slowing down and stopped:

"Xu Yi, come home."

Xu Yi, who was walking with his head down, heard Yang Chen's mother's voice, and looked up at her, but it was difficult for him to say hello, auntie.

With melancholy eyes, he retracted his gaze and passed in silence.

……

Yang Chen's mother stood and looked back at Xu Yi's leaving figure, and when she turned her head to go to school, she saw Yang Chen walking up ahead without waiting for her to pick her up.

"Chenchen, didn't I tell you to wait for me at the door when school was over? Why did you go home by yourself? There are so many cars on the road that it's not safe. You have to wait for your mother to pick you up."

Yang Chen stared blankly at the side of the road, as if he didn't listen to what his mother said.

"Chenchen?"

At this time, Yang Chen heard the words and looked at his mother, those beautiful eyes blinked lonely, then looked at his mother watery, and asked in a low voice:

"Mom, brother Xu Yi...is he mad at me?"

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"No, brother Xu Yi is not angry with you, but he needs some time to get to know you again, you can still be good friends in the future!"

Yang Chen's mother squatted down and stroked his soft cheek with a smile.

Will it really...

Yang Chen returned home with his mother. When he entered the door, he looked back at the front of Xu Yi's house. There was no one there, and it was empty. Xu Yi's father hadn't left work yet, so his mother was probably busy making dinner in the kitchen. .

As for Xu Yi, his elder brother Xu Yi... He did not sit on the threshold looking at him with a smile as before, waved to him, and affectionately called him "Doudo".

……

During dinner at night, Xu Yi's mother wanted to tell Xu Yi about Yang Chen. Xu Yi's father had already told him about it when he came back. Xu Yi's father was also very surprised when he first heard about it. It will be a boy.

But when the family was eating, Xu Yi's mother just said Yang Chen's name, Xu Yi, who had been eating quietly at the table, interrupted in a muffled voice:

"Mom, I don't want to hear..."

He was not as talkative as he used to be, he buried himself in the food in the bowl, put the bowl and chopsticks away, and went upstairs, saying that he was doing homework left by the school.

Xu Yi's parents sat in front of the hall, watching Xu Yi's back when he left, and felt that even though he was a child, the loss in him was as real as an adult.

In fact, there is no homework today, just a self-introduction given by the class teacher, and write about your hobbies, specialties, future ideals and main members of the family.

This was supposed to be an easy topic to write about, and it would also make people interested in writing about it, but when Xu Yi went upstairs, he sat with his back straight in front of the desk with an inexplicable stomachache, and his eyebrows were raised after a while. He began to wrinkle unconsciously.

He didn't notice the change in the expression on his face, and he couldn't figure out why he didn't eat much for dinner just now, so he felt uncomfortable like being blocked.

……

Staring at the blank paper in the notebook, Xu Yi stared at it for a long time without moving, but the pencil in his hand still did not write a word.

When he went upstairs, he only turned on the desk lamp on the desk. Now that night fell, the room became much darker, except for the circle of light at the desk, the surrounding area was dark.

But he didn't realize that he needed to turn on the lights in the room, and he was still sitting at the table like that, with his small figure surrounded by darkness, making people feel a little thin and fragile.

……

In the middle of the night, the lights in Xu Yi's room were turned off, and his curtains were kept tightly closed, making Yang Chen, who was looking forward to sneaking a glance at him at the end of the day, feel heavy and sad in his chest.

……

Yang Chen, who walked gently back to the bed from the window, got into the thin blanket, staring at the high ceiling above his head with wide eyes.

He thought of him and brother Xu Yi who used to play hide-and-seek in this room. He hid under the bed, covering his secretly laughing mouth with his hand, afraid of being caught, but accidentally exposed a corner of his skirt, and then , or was discovered by brother Xu Yi...

Curled up and turned over, Yang Chen, who couldn't sleep, stretched out his hand and opened the drawer beside the bed. Inside, there was his precious treasure, the bicycle sand painting that brother Xu Yi gave him.

The sand painting showed a blue color in the hazy moonlight through the white curtains. Yang Chen put it next to the pillow, closed his eyes and rubbed it gently with his right thumb, imagining returning to On that day, the sun in July was hot and dazzling, golden...

He was on the swing, swinging very high, and let out a series of happy laughter. Brother Xu Yi stood beside the swing, watching him laugh, watching him back and forth, his eyes as warm as the sun.

……

Yang Chen thought over and over again, if he could be Doudou again, that would be great.

Sad, he buried his head weakly in the pillow, touched the sand painting beside the pillow with his fingers, and the corners of his eyes were slightly wet with tears...

The next morning, the dawn light illuminated the sky.

Yang Chen, who was going to school, didn't want his mother to send him off, he wanted to go by himself.

He assured his mother that he would follow Xu Yi's brother well, that nothing would happen and he would be safe.

But in fact, he is like a little tail that no one wants, he can only follow from a distance, and there is no possibility of even saying a word to Xu Yi.

Xu Yi, who was walking on the road, didn't even know that there was a little tail behind him. If it wasn't for the sound of a car honking from behind, he wouldn't have turned his head.

In the middle of the traffic flow, the little man standing in front of a car in panic was Yang Chen whose face was pale with fright. He stood on the road with one shoulder shrunken in fear, like a group of big monsters A timid rabbit underfoot.

Yang Chen was so frightened by the car that he almost couldn't walk. Fortunately, an aunt stepped forward to hold his hand and led him to the opposite side safely. His eyes also turned red. He lowered his head and raised his hand to wipe it.

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Xu Yi pursed his lips tightly and turned his head, telling himself that it had nothing to do with him.