you are my love bean

After the two children were sent to school, Xu Yi's mother and Yang Chen's mother had time to sit down and talk.

Xu Yi's mother poured Yang Chen's mother a glass of water, and looked at her with a slightly melancholy expression.

……

"Mother Xu, it's my fault that I didn't tell you about Chenchen at the beginning."

Xu Yi's mother smiled reassuringly, without any attitude of blame.

"Well, there are some children who are raised as girls."

……

After a short silence, Yang Chen's mother raised her head and said:

"Mother Xu, I didn't raise Chenchen as a girl. After Chenchen was born, his immunity was a little low. The doctor said that it was because of my poor health during pregnancy..."

"When he was in kindergarten, he often caught a cold and got sick, and he also had several severe high fevers. I was really always worried."

"When Chenchen was born, he was very light and very small, only a little over six catties. When my husband saw him, he said that the child looked like a little one, so he was nicknamed Doudou."

"In the kindergarten, due to Chenchen's poor health, the teachers often worried, and went home to recuperate, and it was delayed for a long time. After more than a year, I think it might be better for Chenchen to stay with me, teacher We are also considerate, and think that with Chenchen's condition, being at home is the most reassuring and careful care."

"Later, I brought Chenchen by myself. Our family has very few sisters and no relatives. There is only one sister who is seven years older than me. After her sister got married, she went to another city a little far away. Except for going home during the New Year, other things It’s time to see each other.”

"Chenchen is with me. We live in a house in the country. We don't have any playmates. There are only a few neighbors around us. We have moved away with our family a few years ago and went to the city. We look around our house. , is a piece of farmland and ponds, and there are few vehicles on the country roads."

"We don't live in a more crowded village. This is the place my husband and I chose when we got married. I like the cleanliness... It's just that there was Chenchen later, and her husband left. For Chenchen, this The place is just a little bit lonely."

"Most of the time, Chenchen and I like to sit together in front of the house, looking at the vast fields spreading in front of us. I tell him stories from the past, and he will listen quietly, and then reach out and touch my breasts. Hair, tell me mom your hair is so beautiful."

"Chenchen likes my long hair, and always touches it gently with her small hands. When I saw that he liked it, I wanted to tease him, so I grew my hair for him, like a little girl, but he was so happy , looking at myself in the mirror and unwilling to move away."

"I saw that he was really cute, so I couldn't help but dress him up like a girl. Since then, Chenchen has become in a good mood and smiled more and more. He became lively, jumping rope and playing in front of the door. , Seeing that he is no longer so lonely, I feel much better."

Yang Chen's mother held the teacup on the table with both hands, her eyes were warm, and there was a faint smile on the corner of her mouth.

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"But Chenchen is still a boy after all. I told him that he will have to cut his hair when school starts. It doesn't matter if he is young like a girl. It is not enough to go to school. Now he is not very good at it at the beginning. Get used to it, and it will get better after a while."

"Mother Xu, from now on, you can call him Chenchen."

Xu Yi's mother nodded in response, and understood that this was the case.

"Well, it's okay. Children are not sensible yet. Boys and girls are a bit vague to them. It's fine when they grow up. Chenchen may be very embarrassed when he remembers this incident when he was a child. When I was a child, I would cry sadly because I was not a girl."

Yang Chen's mother couldn't help laughing, and Xu Yi's mother also laughed.

……

In school, the first day of school.

Xu Yi was simply having a hard time.

Originally, a day that I had been looking forward to this summer, today Xu Yi felt so heavy that he couldn't breathe.

All because of one person.

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During class in the afternoon, Xu Yi was in a daze and couldn't listen to anything. He didn't know a word what the teacher said on the podium, let alone which page of other people's textbooks they had turned to.

The textbook on his desk has not been opened yet, God knows what he is doing in Chinese class with a math book.

On the first day of school, teachers like to call students by name to answer questions, so they come to get to know each other by the way, and Xu Yi's Chinese teacher is no exception.

"Student Xu Yi, please come and read these two new words, okay?"

As soon as the Chinese teacher on the stage raised his head, his eyes fell on the students sitting below.

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"Hey, the teacher seems to be calling you."

The deskmate next to Xu Yi whispered to him.

"Who is Xu Yi?"

The teacher yelled again, and Xu Yi, who was stunned, finally heard it.

"Yes, I am……"

Standing up from his seat, Xu Yi, who was caught by the teacher for not listening carefully, had a flushed face. He was ashamed of himself for such a performance.

The deskmate looked at his math book, and couldn't help muttering softly:

"What's the matter with this person? He took a math book in Chinese class, and he was so distracted on the first day of class..."

Xu Yi lowered his head in embarrassment, clenched his fists tightly with both hands, and even the teacher didn't dare to take a look.

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"Okay, sit down and listen carefully."

"Yes……"

After Xu Yi sat down, he took the Chinese textbook again, calmed down, and stopped thinking about the things that lingered in his mind.

When school was over, Xu Yi packed his schoolbag and went home. When he walked to the school gate, he caught sight of a figure standing by the gate.

Cowardly, Yang Chen glanced at himself and immediately looked away.

……

What is he doing there?

Xu Yiduo didn't want to cast a single glance on that person, he just pretended that he didn't see anything, and walked out of the school gate on his own.

As for Yang Chen, after packing his schoolbag, he immediately ran over to wait for Yang Chen who was at the school gate. Seeing Xu Yi striding away indifferently, ignoring him, his heart felt like a crack, and the pain was so painful that it made people breathe.

Humble like a little tail, Yang Chen raised his footsteps and followed with his head down, walking gently behind Xu Yi, afraid that he would be noticed if he got too close, and he would not be able to keep up if he was too far away...

And sadly realized that I can no longer be the same as before, I am Doudou, he is Brother Xu Yi, I follow him, and I am the girl he likes and cares about...