Half life, for Jue

"If you don't make a sound, I'll just go in."

Xiao Jingyan was at a loss, not knowing what to do with the box, and finally stuffed it into the pile of memorials.

It happened that Bai Bi pushed the door open and entered.

Daliang's eating habits have always been one person at a table, sitting side by side.But once the door of Xiao Jingyan's study is closed, all rules and etiquette can be thrown aside.After Bai Bi brought the dishes to the table, Xiao Jingyan helped to light the lamp and arrange the bowls.

There are not many things on a small table, three dishes, one bowl of clear soup and two bowls and chopsticks.When the other party was left sitting side by side, the two of them were not polite.They each picked up their bowls and ate, talking while eating.

"Have you drank all your medicine?" Xiao Jingyan snatched a piece of white radish from Bai Bi's chopsticks.

Bai Bi paused with his chopsticks, and forcibly pulled the hand that reached out to the stewed radish with beef to the side of the white jade jade, commonly known as stir-fried tofu with green vegetables, and stuffed a chopstick of tofu into his mouth as a radish: "If I don't drink it, I can still sit here And eat with you. As the saying goes, 'eat radishes in winter and ginger in summer', radishes are warm in nature, why are you snatching mine?" He gave Xiao Jingyan a chopstick of green vegetables, "As a buffalo, don't insult the roots of the species, Eating grass is the right way."

Have you ever heard such a talk with the prince?

Seeing his serious appearance, Xiao Jingyan almost believed it himself. "That being the case, the fox should eat the chicken."

Xiao Jingyan took half a bowl of chicken soup and generously put in a chicken leg, and brought it to Bai Bi, "Drink this. Radishes have the antidote."

The corner of Bai Bi's mouth twitched.He is weak and takes medicine all the year round, with many taboos.But he himself is picky, he likes to eat fish and shrimp, he doesn't like greasy food, and he is forbidden to eat meat when taking medicine.

Xiao Jingyan is not picky about one thing, he can eat whatever he likes, and it doesn't matter if he doesn't want to eat it or not. When eating with Bai Bi, Bai Bi's taste is always the priority.Whatever you can eat and what you can't eat, serve what you can eat, and don't let Bai Bi see what you can't eat.The chef in Prince Jing's mansion knew how to cook, but a lot of people were added to the East Palace, and they were not careful now, why did Bai Bi go to the dining room and see him.

Bai Bi took two sips slowly from the bowl of soup, and then brought a spoon to Xiao Jingyan's mouth, smiling, and said in a very gentle tone, "Your Highness manages a lot of things every day, and everything is fortunate, this soup should comfort you and make up for you. Replenishing the body is what it is."

Xiao Jingyan's back felt cold, and pimples all over his body, he stiffened his neck and stayed away from the spoon, "I'll do it myself."

Bai Bi sized him up with a smile that wasn't a smile, then slowly retracted his eyes, and fell in love with himself.The only sound left in the whole study was the slight sound of bowls and chopsticks colliding.

Bai Bi casually put the last sip of soup into his mouth, wiped the corners of his lips, and said, seemingly unintentionally, "Jingyan, what's wrong with your eyes?"

"Huh?" Xiao Jingyan paused, swallowed the food and looked up at Bai Bi, "What's wrong with my eyes?"

Bai Bi stretched out his hand, and Xiao Jingyan stuck his neck and did not dodge or avoid it. His cold fingertips lightly touched the burning corner of his eye, "It's red."

Suddenly, Xiao Jingyan's eyes became hot, and the tears that he had held back for a long time suddenly couldn't hold back, and he was like a sea tide in front of this person.No matter how hard he tried to pretend nothing had happened, the sour tears still broke through the embankment.There are times when the sea can't contain the sea water, and even a strong person will have a limit. When the water is full, it will overflow, and people will always vent when they are too painful.

Xiao Jingyan quickly turned his head away, wiped his sleeves, "Oh, maybe something got into his eyes just now."

"Just now? Just now we have been eating all the time. Jingyan, your eyes have been red for so long." The words are very light, as if there is nothing, but it seems that there are too many things contained in it, so you can't say it.

Xiao Jingyan was speechless.Whose eyes are always red?People who have been crying but dare not.

"Bai Bi."

"I'm here."

Xiao Jingyan pursed his lips, and suddenly turned around and hugged Bai Bi in his arms.

Bai Bi couldn't sit still, and his whole body crashed into Xiao Jingyan's chest.In front of my eyes, there was darkness.In the darkness, there was the sound of Xiao Jingyan's steady and regular heartbeat, the warm body temperature from the person hugging him tightly, and the slight tremor in his chest when he spoke.

"Bai Bi, promise me something."

"Okay." Bai Bi didn't know what Xiao Jingyan's expression was about, but he thought, it should be, it's not going to look good.

"You must take Miss Rong with you."

"Okay." If I don't let her go, she won't agree.

"Let Zhan Ying be your lieutenant general, I don't feel at ease if no acquaintance follows me."

"Okay." This is not just a chance for Zhan Ying.

"Don't forget to take your medicine."

"Okay." Yuan'er was there, and she couldn't forget it no matter what.

"Don't be picky eaters."

"Okay." I try my best.

"At night, have someone warm your bedding before you go to sleep."

"Okay." This must not be forgotten.

"Meiling, Meiling is very cold, you should bring more clothes. If you can't sleep, you have to lie down."

"Okay." You have said this many times, you know it.

"Bai Bi."

"Ok?"

"Come back alive. Don't leave where I can't see you."

The deep and pleasant voice eventually inevitably became hoarse, almost broken.At that time, it was only enough for him and Bai Bi to hear the voice.The hands around him suddenly tightened, as if they wanted to connect them more closely, so that even life and death could be entangled without being untied.But it seemed that he was afraid that he would hurt him if he hugged him too hard, so he dared to push hard secretly, making his bones tremble, "creaking and creaking", and he was able to bear it alone.

"..." Bai Bi opened his mouth, but he couldn't make a sound. His body seemed to be full of breath, and he couldn't breathe it out or press it in. It was extremely uncomfortable.

"Bai Bi, promise me." He said in non-syllable words.

Bai Bi's hands trembled uncontrollably, this bastard, it's as if he can do it if he promises!

"Promise me. Promise." He said over and over again.

Bai Bi raised his hand to grab Xiao Jingyan's sleeve, and he heard himself say, "...OK."

"When you come back, you have to watch me take that seat."

"it is good......"

"You have to watch me be a good emperor, watch the people in Daliang live and work in peace and contentment, have a stable national defense, and a strong military."

"Okay." Bai Bi clenched the cloth in his hand, only knowing to answer in one voice.No matter what Xiao Jingyan said was good, he agreed.

Something that was cold enough to scald the skin fell down in pieces.It's like a downpour of rain pouring all its strength and momentum, as if it won't stop until it dries up, and it won't stop until it's dead end.The determination and stubbornness are terrible.Like their master, same.

Even though he has seen the cliff, he still has to walk down step by step without stopping.When they reached the edge, they still smiled and said, "Let's jump down together."

In the empty study room, two bean-like lamps flickered several times and suddenly went out at the same time.The entire study room was suddenly plunged into darkness.

Only a few rays of dim moonlight shone in through the windows and doors, barely able to see the two people sitting quietly leaning against each other.

The world where needles can be heard seems to completely isolate them from the hustle and bustle of the outside world.Just hugging quietly like this, it seems that the next moment, both of them will reach the age of gray hair, and they will die together, but they have grown old together.In this way, it is a lifetime.How nice it would be...

It would be great if you just hold it like this for a lifetime.If only we were all old at this moment.

The faint "tick" sound of falling water seems to be just an illusion in the cracks of time.

Bai Bi buried his face in Xiao Jingyan's chest, and Xiao Jingyan raised his face to look at the endless darkness.

No one can see the other, but they have everything for each other.So you can be presumptuous and cry.

Wailing in silence, madness in darkness, invisible life and death, unpredictable parting.

Life and death are not scary.

It's just that I was born, and you were the one who died.

It's just that I left, but left you behind.

In the silent night, a sudden wind blew the world into chaos, a dark cloud that came with the wind blocked half of the moon, and the world was silent.

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A thing that wants to be a serious drama but finds it can't be inserted into a small joke appears below~:

He took out a quick handkerchief to Xiao Jingyan, and Xiao Jingyan took it and wiped his mouth.

Bai Bi glanced at it, and said calmly, "I just wiped off Ting Sheng's sweat."

"Cough cough." Xiao Jingyan quickly put down the veil to cover his mouth, and coughed twice.

When Bai Bi saw it, he added slowly, "I don't need this piece, why are you so excited?" [ps: Hmph, I told you to grab my carrot! 】

Xiao Jingyan: "...nothing."

【cover your face】

You Miyou thinks that any kind of cruelty is a deception [raise eyebrows and laugh~] Are you still in a heavy mood~~~