subtle trapping

The maple leaves on the campus turned red, and the autumn wind swept over, and they all fell down.

It's senior year, everyone who is looking for a job is starting to look for a job, and those who are going to graduate school are taking all the time to review and prepare for the exam. Lixia is also busy with her graduation project.

When Li Xia came back, he went to Mr. Yu's laboratory, had a talk with the teacher, and showed Mr. Yu some of his ideas over the past two years, his preliminary results and some designs during the past two years. Mr. Yu He is full of praise for Lixia, saying that Lixia is a talented child.

Teacher Yu's friend, that is, the professor over there, told Teacher Yu about Lixia's situation. In fact, Teacher Yu probably knew about it, and also knew that his friend wanted to accept Lixia as a student. Teacher Yu asked Lixia What idea, Li Xia said that he hadn't figured it out yet, Teacher Yu asked Li Xia to think about it, this opportunity is rare.

Lixia has been busy working on graduation projects, Teng Fei is thinking about finding a job, and Xiaopang is waiting for a job after graduation after his family has arranged a job. Both Ren Shaoxuan and Lixia have quotas for insurance research, but both give up.

Li Xia is because he either wants to go abroad or find a job directly, while Ren Shaoxuan, because his family has always wanted to go abroad, so he has been busy taking the IELTS test for the past six months.

Heavy snow fell one after another, and the city turned into a snow-covered appearance again.

Lixia and Ren Shaoxuan spend their days in the library, Ren Shaoxuan prepares for IELTS, Lixia is busy with his graduation project, Teacher Yu also asks Lixia to participate in a competition in the summer vacation, and Lixia is also preparing for it.

The two came out of the library to eat hot pot together on a snowy day, and the hot steam came out of the pot, mixed with the smell of bone broth, which was very pleasant.

Ren Shaoxuan was tortured by IELTS so much that he wanted to cry, and complained to Li Xia, Li Xia smiled and said: "I didn't feel it anymore, I took the test twice, the first time was really painful, but the second time was obviously much better, there is You won’t be afraid after you have experienced it, don’t be nervous, if you really can’t do it, just take the exam again.”

Ren Shaoxuan held up the beer in his hand like a broken wrist, "Okay! Then I will fight!" After finishing speaking, he drank it boldly and drank it all in one gulp.

"What school do you want to go to?" Li Xia asked.

"I didn't think about it, but I want to go to a school with you, so that I can have a companion, so that my parents don't worry about me all the time." Ren Shaoxuan said.

"Success." Li Xia said.

"Will you go?" Ren Shaoxuan asked, "Don't let me go when the time comes, and you won't go in the end."

"You should go. After all, it's difficult to find a job when you come out of the undergraduate course, but you have to discuss it with your grandparents when you go back." Li Xia Chi's nose was sweating.

"Hmm..." Ren Shaoxuan was scalded, tears of pain came out, Li Xia handed him the juice in a funny way, "Slow down."

This is probably how winter slips away quietly, doing final projects in the library, helping teachers and seniors in the laboratory, making a big fuss with everyone in the dormitory, and having a hearty hot pot meal outside...

Before you know it, it's Christmas season again.

The street is very lively, all kinds of promotional activities are being advertised one after another, the young couples are affectionately holding hands, and the red Santa Claus costume attracts the children's attention.

Only for Lixia, Christmas seems to have a bone-chilling chill.

"How about eating hot pot today?" Ren Shaoxuan suggested.

Teng Fei found a job, and the dormitory was going to celebrate together, but his girlfriend's brother came, so Teng Fei had to go see his brother-in-law. Xiaopang has been reconciling because of his relationship with his girlfriend recently, and he has no time to be with them. Go, the rest are Ren Shaoxuan and Li Xia.

"Okay." Li Xia looked outside, thinking that eating hot pot might dispel the chill all over his body.

Haidilao, the waiters are very considerate, the dishes are not bad, and the two-edged food is in full swing.

Ren Shaoxuan, a Shanghainese who doesn’t like spicy food very much, lived here for four years in college, his taste has been completely reshaped, and he loves spicy food very much. Fun!"

Li Xia's appetite has gradually improved, and he won't have such a strong reaction when eating meat. Since Ren Shaoxuan found out that Li Xia would vomit every time he ate meat and felt uncomfortable, he seldom let Li Xia eat meat. But it's much better now, at least it's no problem to eat seafood.

Ren Shaoxuan and Li Xia ate happily, regardless of whether it was Christmas or not, hot pot was a kind of spiritual relief for most people. They were sweating profusely and eating heartily. Watching the soup at the bottom of the pot keep bubbling Bubbles can make people's mood soar.

"Didn't you say you're going to our house to play? When will you go? If you don't go, you won't have a chance..." Ren Shaoxuan said.

"Hey, how about going in spring next year?"

The two were talking, when a person walked over and stared straight at Li Xia, Ren Shaoxuan felt it was strange, Li Xia raised his head, and it was Su Jiahang who came.

Su Jiahang looked at Li Xia, as if he wanted to see through him and see through a hole, Li Xia put down his chopsticks and looked at him, "What's the matter?"

Su Jiahang said, "I want to talk to you."

Li Xia said politely: "But I don't think we have anything to talk about."

"You!" Su Jiahang raised his finger angrily and pointed at him, "What on earth are you thinking? Where is Lu Jinchu? Where did you hide him?" Su Jiahang shouted angrily, and the eyes of the people around him were all looking this way come over.

Before Li Xia could speak, Ren Shaoxuan couldn't help but get angry, "If you have something to say, please tell me!" He spoke Shanghai dialect angrily.

Li Xia comforted Ren Shaoxuan, "It's okay." Then he looked up at Su Jiahang, and said word by word: "What does it have to do with you? It's none of your business."

The angry Su Jiahang was speechless, after a while someone came over and took Su Jiahang away, Su Jiahang still refused to give up and struggled, staring at Li Xia, shouting: "You are ungrateful, are you worthy of him? ?” People looked sideways at Li Xia.

Li Xia ate the hot pot calmly and didn't care at all, Ren Shaoxuan said worriedly, "How about we change places?"

"It's okay," Li Xia said, "We'll eat ours."

Ren Shaoxuan didn't ask Li Xia about Lu Jinchu, because he felt that Li Xia didn't want to mention it, the hot pot soup was bubbling and bubbling, and the spicy taste wafted away.

The two of them fished out the bottom of the sea and ate to their heart's content. They didn't take a taxi, so they walked slowly to digest their food. There was light snow in the night sky, and under the light of the orange street lamps, they looked like naughty elves.

The two passed by the window and saw the Christmas tree filled with gifts inside. Ren Shaoxuan was eager to steal the gifts, but he just thought about it, but Li Xia stopped after seeing the mistletoe flower basket.

"What's wrong?" Ren Shaoxuan asked.

Li Xia blinked, "No, it's nothing, let's go, it's so cold."

Ren Shaoxuan glanced over there, but didn't see anything special, but he felt greedy when he saw the big Christmas tree, so he shrank his neck, "Let's go."

When there was a heavy snowfall, the winter vacation also came. This was the last winter vacation of college life. Everyone felt strange. By this time next year, everyone had already parted ways and didn’t know where they were.

When Lixia came home, Erbao immediately rushed towards Lixia, flicking his tail at Lixia's feet, and Lixia snorted at the hair on Erbao's body, saying, "Erbao, have you gained weight?"

"I just know how to eat, it's strange if I'm not fat." Grandma said with a smile, grandma was stewing ribs, Er Bao walked around in front of grandma, grandma threw him a bone, Er Bao bit the bone and crunched crisp.

Li Xia drank a bowl of pork rib soup and was in a good mood stroking Erbao's hair by the stove. Grandpa was wearing presbyopic glasses and watching the Water Margin on TV. The room was warm.

Heavy snow fell in the yard one after another, spilling silvery white all over the ground.

"I may go abroad for graduate study next year." Gu Lixia said.

Grandpa and grandma looked at Li Xia, they didn't seem to understand the meaning of this sentence, Li Xia patiently explained: "Just go abroad to continue studying, it may take another year." Li Xia didn't say whether he would continue to study for a doctorate after finishing his master's degree , although Teacher Yu and the professor suggested that to himself, but Li Xia hadn't thought about it yet.

"I still have to go out for another year." Grandma said.

Li Xia nodded, "With my current education, I don't have any particularly good jobs when I come out to find a job. It just so happens that the teacher said that this opportunity is pretty good, so..."

After a while, grandpa said: "Look at you, we are old and don't understand, as long as you think it's good."

Li Xia bit his lip and wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to speak. Grandpa smiled and said: "I know, you are worried about us two old people." Li Xia nodded.

Grandpa smiled and said: "It's okay, we are not too old to walk, besides, are there still your second uncle and others? You can read your book with peace of mind, and don't think about us too much."

Li Xia stroked Erbao's hair, feeling astringent in his heart. In fact, he was also very conflicted in his heart. He wanted to escape, but he was worried about his grandparents. He obviously wanted to treat them better, but they hurt his heart. The most precious person.

It's like a net has trapped me in it, and I don't know how to untie it in a mess.

Lying on the bed at night, Li Xia couldn't fall asleep because of tossing and turning, so he had to get up and find out the ring that he had carefully kept beside him.

The simple and plain ring glowed silvery white under the light, Li Xia gently touched the ring with his lips, thinking silently in his heart.

Where is Lu Jinchu now, and what kind of life is he living? Is his ring still by his side?Thinking about it, I lost all strength and sang softly in my mouth.

"God bless my love

Today and tomorrow I will love him forever

God bless my love

With him, I no longer feel helpless in life and dare to love

God bless my love

Today and tomorrow I will love him forever

God bless my love

With him, I no longer feel helpless in life and dare to love

You are my future

I love you every day..."

My eyes were dry but I couldn't cry anymore.