Bai Yueguang he bent suddenly

More rain and snow.

Lu Weiming drove fast all the way, and after leaving the city center, he drove directly onto the expressway.

The hands holding the steering wheel trembled uncontrollably, and a burning fire burned in his chest, as if he wanted to turn his internal organs into ashes.

Under the rage, the blood in every inch of the blood vessels in the body seemed to be boiling and surging, and the hot blood rushed to the nerves and rushed to the brain like a mountain, and the temples on both sides couldn't stop the throbbing pain.

Lu Weiming felt that his breath became scorching hot, so he simply lowered half of the car window, and the speed of the car rolled the cold rain and snow outside the window into the driver's cab, hitting his face and body indiscriminately, pouring a burning sensation in his cavity. His anger completely soaked the dark shirt.

But Lu Weiming didn't care about that much anymore, the cold wind blowing through his chaotic thoughts could almost blow a crack in his chaotic thoughts, and at this moment all the emotions were gathered into one thought——

Seagull admitted it!

As early as ten years ago, he had admitted it himself - he liked him!

However, no matter how great the joy that fell from the sky right now was nothing compared to the anger in his chest—he lied to him!

And that midsummer night, all the words and reasons, such as "I treat you well because no one has ever approached me like this", "I would do it if it was another person", were all lies to him!

Fuck sorry, fuck don't bend!They are all lying to him!

Shagull lied to him!

A full ten years!

The lights on both sides of the highway reflected the man's stiff and cold cheeks, and Lu Weiming stepped on the accelerator so hard that he almost lost control!

Ten years... how could he!

This bastard!

..........

The hour hand of the clock pointed to 10:30. Xiaoou saved the courseware needed for next week's class, turned off the computer, rubbed his sore shoulders and neck, and prepared to go back to the room to take a shower and rest.

I have to say that the last time I had a massage in Beijin, it was really effective. The little master's skills were really good, but there is no such thing as massage and physical therapy that can cure the symptoms and the root cause after doing it once. It is a pity that you persist. No, he currently has no chance to stay in Beijin for a long time.

After taking a warm bath, the stiff cervical spine was relieved a lot. Xiaoou dried his hair and came out of the bathroom. Just as he walked to the bed, he suddenly heard the doorbell downstairs.

Usually no one would visit at this time, could it be that Sha Yan came back without saying a word?

But why ring the doorbell?Fingerprint lock failed?

Sha Ou went downstairs again, turned on the overhead light in the living room, and then froze for a second when he looked at the video doorbell.

The door was suddenly pushed open, and the heating inside the house and the cold air outside the door suddenly collided and intertwined. Shaou stood at the door in his pajamas. In the huge alternation of cold and warm, he couldn't help shivering and was extremely surprised: "You. .....How did you come?"

Outside the door, Lu Weiming's face was ashen, the dark gray shirt on his upper body was completely soaked, the hair hanging on his forehead was still dripping, his deep eyes were like a whirlwind of a storm, he looked at him without saying a word, like To swallow him whole.

As keen and transparent as a sand gull, seeing his expression, he has already noticed a trace of reason.

He didn't say anything, and first dragged him into the room. Lu Weiming's body was stiff, and the arm held by Sha Ou was still shaking slightly, and he didn't know whether it was cold or angry.

Shaou pushed him down on the sofa and sat down, ran to the closet on the second floor, found a plush nightgown, and found a dry towel from the bathroom, went downstairs and put it in front of him: "Wipe your hair first, Change your clothes, it's such a cold day, you're going to be sick."

Lu Weiming watched him running up and down, coming in and out, but he was always like a puppet with a broken machine, maintaining the original movements, just looking at Sha Ou's face, motionless.

Shaou took a deep breath, poured a cup of hot water back, forcefully stuffed the cup into Lu Weiming's hand, then grabbed the towel next to him, knelt on the sofa with one leg and helped him wipe his hair.

Once, twice, the wrist was grabbed.

Lu Weiming's hands were as cold as ice, and Sha Ou flinched involuntarily.

Lu Weiming dragged him back to his original position, and finally spoke, his voice hoarse and broken: "I have something to ask you."

really.

What should come, can never be avoided.

There was no trace of panic or concealment in Sha Ou's expression, he just said, "Drink a cup of hot water before talking."

"No need!" Lu Weiming was furious suddenly, he put the water glass heavily on the coffee table, knocked the bottom of the glass, water splashed out and splashed on the back of his hand, Sha Ou frowned slightly.

"Okay." Sha Ou said, "Then you ask."

The more indifferent his expression was, the more intense the fire in Lu Weiming's heart burned. He really didn't understand, to someone like Sha Ou, what those ten years were, and what he was to him , and the love he said, how much weight does it have!

Lu Weiming suppressed his anger and asked, "Ten years ago, when you were hospitalized, my mother went to see you in the hospital, didn't she?"

In fact, all the calmness and stability at this moment are illusions. The old matter is brought up again, and the truth is revealed. Sha Ou is not sure about Lu Weiming's reaction, so how can he be really not nervous.

Sha Ou curled his fingers on his knee unconsciously, avoiding his gaze, and replied: "Yes, auntie...to visit a doctor."

Lu Weiming sneered: "Just a visit? Didn't you say anything else?"

Sure enough, Shagull fell silent.

Silence is the best answer, and at this moment, all speculations have finally been confirmed.

"Look at me! Speak!" Lu Weiming suddenly became violent, and pulled the person in front of him. His face was almost ferocious. He gritted his teeth and made the conclusion of the case——

"Shaou, you lied to me! You fucking lied to me!"

"Lu Weiming!" Sha Ou was caught off guard, saw the situation out of control, but had nothing to say, and could only call his name in desperation.

"Don't call me!" Lu Weiming's chest heaved, and his bloodshot eyes were already scarlet: "I don't want to hear you call my name, I just want an explanation!"

Sha Ou's always calm expression finally showed a crack. At this time, he dared to look into his eyes, but the moment the eyes met, he felt that all explanations were pale and powerless, and there was only a sudden rush of distress from the bottom of his heart.

I always do this, time and time again, hurting the person I love the most.

Shaou let him clenched his wrist tightly, deliberately ignoring the pain spreading up his forearm, in the midst of self-loathing and unconcealable distress, he sighed as if he was exhausted: "What do you want to hear from me? Do you want to hear from me?" Say I like you, ten years ago, or do you want to hear my apology?"

"you--"

Lu Weiming looked at his slightly drooping head, and was speechless for a moment.

Yeah, explain what?What's the use of apologizing?

Ten years have passed by endlessly, what is the point of looking back at the past now.

He was just sad, never sad.

The continuous pain occupied the whole heart, even worse than the night when he was rejected ten years ago.

For so many years, he has always believed in what Xiaou said, and always thought that he was rejected only because of his "dislike". However, he cannot control Xiaou's feelings, nor can he control his own mind.

Even if he doesn't like it, but the clear past between them can't be faked, and the warmth and happiness that really existed, he can't forget that person.

Therefore, he lived alone in the boundless longing, and the only thing that kept him company was the never-ending love that had been hidden in his heart for these years.

But now, he realizes that things are not what he always thought they were.Sha Ou lied to him, it's not that he didn't like him, such a cold and cold person, he liked him no less than himself back then, he just couldn't do anything about it.

Such a proud and self-respecting Sha Ou, when facing his mother's questioning "Why do you promise him" and "Are you willing to let him endure hardships with you?", the moment he bowed his head in front of the huge pressure of reality, it should be like being beaten. It's like dying.

He couldn't even imagine how on the night of Sha Ou's birthday, while holding a heart full of holes, he pretended to be proud and strong, raised his head and said to him, "Sorry, I don't bend".

But he actually believed it.

So what is his love-hate obsession these past ten years?

They wasted ten years in vain, struggling in their thoughts. For ten years, the relationship between him and him was just a miss.

Those Sha Gulls who wanted to say but couldn't say it, just delayed each other's time for ten years in vain.

From 28 to [-] – those are the best ten years of a person’s life.

So now, what else to explain?

Explain that I didn't have anything long at the beginning, so I couldn't grab myself willfully?Or do you turn your head around and explain to Sha Ou that you were impulsive when you were young and didn't have the determination to persevere?What's more, to explain, Lu Su Jingzhuo didn't have the original intention of hurting any of them, but just underestimated, the initial heartbeat in his youth?

In fact, there is a fundamental confusion between them, and it has long been unclear.

Lu Weiming's eyes were burning, like a huge vortex, sweeping and drowning the life in front of him, but the strength in his hands was slumped, he let go of Sha Ou, at this moment he felt dizzy, exhausted, and his tone changed. Pale: "Forget it, don't say anything, I...don't want to hear anything."

The strength on the wrist suddenly disappeared, Sha Ou looked up in surprise, only to see Lu Weiming staggered a step, turned and walked towards the door.

"Lu Weiming!" Sha Ou grabbed his cuff, obviously it didn't take much effort, but the person in front of him fluttered and fell back to the sofa.

The situation was reversed, and it was Xiaou holding him, not daring to let go.

After a long time, Lu Weiming finally asked again: "So, you like me, you have always been, right?"

"Yes, it has always been, from eighteen to twenty-eight, only you, no one else."

"Ten years, when you stayed here, you just tried to see if you could wait for me, didn't you?"

"Yes, just to wait for you. I don't want to go to Peking University or go to other places. I'm here, waiting to see you again."

"If I..." Lu Weiming's voice trembled suddenly, "If I...you can't wait, what are you going to do?"

"Nothing to do, just wait, anyway, I'm used to it."

Lu Weiming raised his eyelids and looked at him, his eyes were sad and mournful.

But Sha Ou suddenly smiled: "I have plenty of time, I don't need a new love, only a young and old love, which will never be forgotten."

Lu Weiming was speechless, after a long while, he gritted his teeth and cursed: "Shaou, you are a bastard!"

"Yes." Sha Ou admitted generously, "So, do you want to forgive me, the bastard?"

Lu Weiming was cornered and could only remain silent.

forgive?

——Who should forgive whom?

"Lu Weiming, look up and look at me."

Lu Weiming slowly raised his eyes.

Under the warm light, Sha Ou's eyebrows and eyes are exquisite and beautiful. The coldness and alienation in the past are completely gone this time, only the gentleness at the end of the eyes remains.

Sha Ou said: "For me, these ten years of continuous delays have at least made me more certain of one thing." like you."

"you--"

"But." Sha Ou interrupted him: "For you, these ten years have been suffering."

"I do not--"

Sha Ou interrupted him again: "So, do you want to forgive me?"

Lu Weiming was stunned and completely lost the ability to react. He could only watch Sha Ou stretch out his slender white fingers and unbutton his half-wet shirt.

One, two.

Sha Ou's eyes were almost sad and gentle: "If you can't, then forget it, Lu Weiming—don't forgive me, don't forgive me."

——"Because of loving you, I have never been wrong."

After speaking, she leaned over again and kissed him directly.

The author has something to say: the truth is revealed, and the situation is not chaotic, Xiaosha is awesome!

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