Bai Yueguang he bent suddenly

"Lu Weiming, are you still willing to try with me?"

After asking this sentence, the whole room fell into an unprecedented suffocating silence.

But Xiaou gradually felt relaxed.

It was like an iron chain that had been tied to his heart for a long time, and he couldn't escape it, but suddenly fell off in such a late night, and the instant relaxation was so real that he couldn't help but want to sigh.

In the past, he had imagined countless times, what kind of situation he would ask this sentence, maybe it was the two people reunited in a cafe on the street to greet each other, or it might be the busy city people rubbing shoulders in the traffic What's more, during the most hopeless years of waiting, he once thought despicably, maybe when he suddenly received a wedding invitation from Lu Weiming, he would look for it on the wedding day according to the address above, and when the guests were full, Under the watchful eyes of all my friends, I would like to ask——

"Try with me, are you still willing?"

But after decades of wandering in the world, the ups and downs of fate always arrange accidents so unexpectedly.

In any case, he never expected that this question would come in such an unremarkable late night of drunkenness.

But at this moment, he couldn't raise his head to see Lu Weiming's expression. From a lonely and self-reliant young man to a rebellious and cold young man now, he asked this question, and he had already suppressed all his self-esteem. That's when he left. After nearly 30 years of poor life, the last bargaining chip.

But it doesn't matter.

After the words were out of his mouth, he took the initiative to hand the judgment hammer into the other party's hands. No matter what Lu Weiming said or made a decision, he would continue.

All suffer.

But after Lu Weiming was silent for a long time, he said in a deep voice, "Shaou, look up at me."

Clenching his heart like invisible sharp claws, Shaou took a hard breath and shook his head vigorously.

Lu Weiming knew all his psychological fluctuations at the moment, but lowered his voice, and repeated again: "Look up, look at me."

Sha Ou bit his lip hard, and finally raised his head slowly.

As imagined——

The wine entered his throat, although it didn't make him blush, but when these words came out, it made Xiaou's eyes suddenly red.

Lu Weiming looked at his red eyes and asked, "Try?"

Shaou didn't move at all, and couldn't even nod his head to respond, only to hear Lu Weiming ask again: "What are you trying to do? Let me take the lead and try to see whether you are straight or crooked——Shaoou, what kind of person am I in your heart?" ? Why do you think that I would be stupid enough to fall down twice in a row with you?"

In an instant, Sha Ou's hands and feet were cold, and the cold temperature slowly climbed up the back along the limbs and squeezed into the chest cavity. The heart that still had a trace of expectation was frozen and numb in an instant.

Sha Ou spoke almost mechanically, not asking, but affirming: "You don't believe me."

The sternness and pain in Lu Weiming's eyes cannot be faked: "How can I trust you? Ten years ago, you didn't even give me a chance to confess your love, and told me directly that you were not cursing, but ten years later, you asked me, Do you still want to try?"

Once upon a time, the young man's love was throbbing, and he also had a dark dream, but in the end, it failed.

Lu Weiming smiled bitterly: "Tell me, how can I believe you?"

"Believe you are sincere now? After ten years, you're going to turn it around? After you turn it, you think my old acquaintance is not bad, so do you want to continue the relationship?"

Old acquaintance, front edge, what an ironic word.

But Sha Ou retorted and couldn't argue with a single word.

The clock hanging on the wall of the living room shows the passage of time. It may be that the room is the most quiet, and the sound of the second hand turning, which was not heard at ordinary times, is so clear at this time.

Lu Weiming slowly covered the hand that had been clenched between his wrists all the time, one by one, separated Sha Ou's clasped fingers, pulled out his wrist, rubbed the deep red finger marks on the wrist, and said: " Unless you tell me that your sincerity existed ten years ago."

Sha Gull suddenly raised his head.

Lu Weiming smiled at him meaninglessly: "But if that's the case, why did you do it back then?"

Sand Ou opened his mouth, but found that he couldn't speak a word, his throat seemed to be blocked by a green lemon, the bitter and sour juice flowed down his throat into the internal organs, and his heart seemed to have been corroded with a hole, Cool breeze poured in.

Lu Weiming's deep eyes reflected Sha Ou's bloodless and pale face. He smiled and said, "It's too contradictory, isn't it? Even you can't justify yourself, so what do you have to convince me to believe you?"

"But..." Sha Ou finally regained his hoarse voice: "But you said before, you still..."

"I still like you, I still miss you, and I haven't let go?" The smile in Lu Weiming's eyes deepened, and he confessed generously: "Yes, I admit it, but that's my own business, and I can realize my own dreams. It doesn't mean I'm willing to take another humiliation from you."

A sentence that was originally mixed with strong emotions, but he said it so lightly, so lightly that it almost gave people an illusion, as if the love that had accumulated in the bottom of my heart for ten years was like a mist and sand, and the wind As soon as you blow it, it will fall apart.

Sha Ou is still dizzy, and realizes that his behavior will soon be out of the control of reason, but the person who has waited for ten years and hoped for ten years is sitting beside him now, whether he is embarrassed or embarrassed, he can no longer easily say the final word up.

At the last moment when his consciousness was out of control, he picked up the herbal tea on the table, took a big sip, forced himself to calm down, and said in a steady voice: "In the end, you just don't believe that I'm serious this time."

"I've heard the story of the wolf coming so many times since I was a child, I—"

Before he finished speaking, the people around him suddenly moved.

Sha Ou turned around abruptly, directly pulled the collar of Lu Weiming's dark shirt, then knelt on the sofa with one knee, and pressed him heavily on the back of the sofa with the strength of alcohol——

Then he leaned forward and kissed him.

When the incident happened suddenly, Lu Weiming was completely stunned. He felt his brain explode in a flash, but he subconsciously held the waist of the rushing person to prevent the two of them from falling apart under the strong inertial impact. Hit a face full of flowers.

There is no trick or skill in Sha Ou's kiss. The time between lips and teeth is very short, one second or two seconds, no more than five seconds, and then they actively separate, and the distance between the two lips is opened.

The four eyes met, and everyone forgot to close their eyes.

The large and empty living room amplifies the sound of the heartbeat infinitely. It is rapid and intense, but it is difficult to distinguish between you and me.

Lu Weiming looked at Sha Ou's clear eyes, and a storm gradually brewed in his eyes.

first kiss.

Ten years late first kiss.

Ten years ago, the most intimate contact between them was in the alley behind the "Stone" bar.

At that time Lu Weiming was standing behind him, the bright white and hazy moonlight could not suppress the young man's secret love, he used the night as an excuse to kiss behind Sha Gull's ear dizzily.

It's easy to touch and leave without leaving any traces.

But it has become an indelible hot mark that has been deeply engraved in each other's lives over the past ten years.

But now... Sha Ou was still holding Lu Weiming's shirt collar with his hands, his knuckles were faintly blue, he calmed down, looked directly at him and asked, "Do you believe me?"

Lu Weiming's expression was complicated, his Adam's apple rolled up and down: "You..."

Sha Ou bowed his head again, kissed again, and asked again.

"Do you believe it?"

Believe it, I believe you really drank too much.

Lu Weiming didn't expect that a person who was so alienated and indifferent in the past would be like this when he was drunk.

Sha Ou got up and kicked the straight ball out of the penalty area.

Sha Ou maintains the original posture and refuses to change, his eyes are full of hope and absoluteness, as if you don't believe me, you will continue.

Lu Weiming's palm was still pressing on his thin waist. At this moment, recovering from the light kiss, he realized belatedly that he might not be able to stand his strange move.

Even though he was such a cold person, his lips were incredibly soft.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Sha Ou couldn't help frowning, and murmured: "...Don't you believe me?"

Lu Weiming gritted his teeth, and one second before Shaou tried to get closer again, he held him by the waist and pushed him back to sit on the sofa.

Then he buried his head and rubbed his face vigorously, and was forced to force two words out between his teeth.

"I believe it."

Sha Ou sat obediently next to him, with ten fingers crossed and clenched tightly, his joints were hurting, but these two words were like a mountain-chopping axe, with a force that opened up the world. The lingering haze and entanglements were all washed away, leaving only a little dust, which rustled down on his heart, causing the already numb heart lake to open up circles of ripples again, which were itchy and painful.

Sha Ou stood up abruptly, drunk and dizzy, and staggered unavoidably, but he couldn't care about anything at this moment, he lifted his feet and went straight to the study on the second floor, and ran up the stairs, holding a lot of papers in his arms Quality documents went downstairs again.

He gasped slightly, but put all the things in his arms on the coffee table on Lu Weiming's face.

Lu Weiming raised his eyes and glanced at those materials, real estate certificate, investment agreement, shareholding letter, special appointment contract... There are even a few bank account opening certificates and black cards.

Lu Weiming turned his eyes back to Sha Ou's face: "What do you mean?"

Sha Ou sat directly on the carpet next to the coffee table, and said word by word: "This is the proof of all my assets, here you are, I, I am living a very good life now, money... is not as good as billions of dollars, But in life there is no problem at all.”

There is no need to work hard anymore, and there is no need to live a difficult life.I made it through, and went through the most miserable and helpless time, and now I finally have the ability and confidence to love, and I will give you everything, just for the courage to make up for the regrets of my youth.

It took a long time for Lu Weiming to chuckle, only to find it funny and sad, and teased: "I've been talking about it for a long time, and I've kissed it several times, so it turns out that I want to take care of me."

There was a little mist in Sha Ou's eyes, as if he didn't understand the meaning of the words, after thinking about it, he turned the corner, nodded and said seriously: "If you want, that's fine."

Lu Weiming: "..."

OK sir!

He was exhausted by the chaos of the night and Shaou's abnormal drunkenness. Now he didn't want to talk nonsense with this drunk man who hit the straight ball, so he directly pulled him up from the floor and said with a sullen face: "Go take a shower and go to bed. If you have anything to say, we can talk about it tomorrow when we wake up!"

Sha Ou got up without hesitation, opened his mouth and asked, "Are you together?"

Lu Weiming: "..."

Fuck, no thanks, no thanks!

Sha Ou grabbed his wrist with his backhand and dragged him up the stairs: "My bedroom is on the second floor. I'll find you new pajamas."

The memory flowed backwards, and it suddenly stopped at the night when he stayed in Lu Weiming's dormitory in the winter of the second year of high school. Shaou dragged him into the bedroom, dug out new pajamas from the closet, and brought a pair of new underwear that he hadn't worn, and dragged him into the bedroom again. In the bathroom, I found new toiletries, towels and bath towels from the storage cabinet, and pointed to the shower room: "Go."

Damn... Lu Weiming petrified on the spot with a bunch of "new equipment".

He sighed speechlessly, and finally decided not to bother with the drunk man, walked out of the bathroom: "Is there a guest room?"

Sha Ou opened his eyes slightly, and seemed to ask sincerely: "Guest room? Why do you sleep in the guest room?"

Lu Weiming turned around abruptly, grinding his teeth against the pent-up anger in his heart: "You, say, what!"

There are rumors in the industry that H&H Group was born in the general army, killing cold feelings, and not being close to men and women, but the rumors are mixed in the end. In such a quiet and solitary late night, the person who has been thinking about it for ten years is sleeping next to him. Lu Weiming felt that he did not abuse himself at all for the false name of "Liu Xiahui".

Sha Ou's dark pupils stared at him silently for two seconds, he understood, but he took a step forward and said solemnly: "Don't worry."

Lu Weiming: "?"

...What am I worrying about?

Sha Ou approached a little closer, and this distance made him suddenly realize that Lu Weiming might be taller than before. It turns out that the height difference between the two is only two or three centimeters, and his height in the physical examination for his third year of high school is 184. Logically speaking, he should be It is about the same level as Lu Weiming, but now the opponent is still half a head taller than him, nearly 190 by visual estimation.

But the sudden height difference did not affect the momentum at all. Sha Ou said calmly: "I know, you say you trust me, but you still can't get over the original hurdle in your heart, so I'm not in a hurry. Touch you." After speaking, he patted his shoulder: "So don't worry and sleep with me."

Lu Weiming: "..."

In an instant, the expression on Mr. Lu's face changed unpredictable and wonderful.

"Fuck..." After a long time, he lowered his head and scolded with a smile, then nodded and said, "You...OK, remember what you said today, I...I fucking It's over."

He pushed him into the bathroom, and ordered without hesitation: "Go take a shower, and then go to bed." Then he took the things in his hand and went to the next room.

It wasn't until the sound of water came from the small bathroom next to the wall that Shaou sighed, undressed in a daze, and took a bath with water.

Warm water was poured on the head, and Sha Ou stood under the shower and still couldn't help but slander. Why don't you believe the words of a gentleman!

After Lu Weiming washed up, he walked out of the small bathroom wearing Shaou's new nightgown. The new underwear was a little tight, and he felt a little uncomfortable wearing it. He frowned, but could only endure it.

Standing at the door of the guest room and looking towards the master bedroom, the light in the bathroom has been turned off, and there is only a dim bedside lamp on in the room, while Sandgull is lying on the bed, covered with a quilt to his waist, facing the door of the bedroom, a pair of Eyes are full of light in the dark night.

Lu Weiming sighed, walked in, sat by the bed, couldn't help but reached out and rubbed the top of Shaou's hair that had been blown dry, the fluffy softness in memory came back, Lu Weiming moved his lips, and whispered: "Close your eyes ,sleep."

Sha Ou really closed his eyes obediently.

But only for a second, it opened again, stretched out a hand from under the quilt, gently grabbed Lu Weiming's cuff, and said softly: "Lu Weiming, I seem to be drunk."

After speaking, I finally couldn't hold it anymore and closed my eyelids again.

Lu Weiming lowered his eyelashes, covering all the surging emotions in his eyes. After a while, Shaou's breathing became even and long, and he answered to himself.

"You better be really drunk."

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