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On Friday morning, the phone rang at six o'clock.

Shaou closed his eyes and touched the mobile phone from the bedside, crossed the alarm clock based on his perception, and let his mind go blank for a few seconds. Sweet brother, slowed down and walked into the kitchen.

He took out a casserole from the cupboard, washed rice and cooked porridge, and there were three steamed buns left over from yesterday in the refrigerator, and Shaou took two more eggs.Cucumber kimchi was cut into thin strips, steamed buns were sliced, coated with egg wash, flipped and fried in a pan until crispy yellow, and when it was put on a plate, he estimated that the rice porridge would have to wait a while before he took a break to go to the bathroom to wash up.

In the weather in late September, the temperature was already cool in the morning and evening. After Sha Ou washed up, he went back to his room and asked Sha Yan to get up for breakfast.

Just when Sha Yan was still occupying the bathroom, Mr. Sha came back from his morning walk.

Sha Ou served breakfast on the square table in the living room, and the grandparents and grandchildren sat around the table to eat separately, the atmosphere was unusually dull and depressing.

Sha Ou was drinking porridge, and heard Sha Yan beside him sigh inaudibly.

In fact, at this time of year, the atmosphere at home must be depressed and suffocated for a period of time, and the closer it is to that day, the more obvious it is, and the speed at which this huge cloud that permeates the family is dissipating is extremely long.

In the silence, Mr. Sha put down the bowl and finally spoke with a hoarse voice: "Next week, you two don't forget to go..."

"I can't forget it, I will always remember it." Sha Ou cut off his grandfather's words, and deliberately relaxed his tone, "Eat another piece of steamed buns, don't just drink porridge in the morning, you will be hungry before noon."

Grandpa Sha waved his hand: "I'm old, my digestion is slow, and I can't be hungry." It may be that the older you are, the easier it is to sink into grief. When the old man said this, he simply put down his chopsticks and rubbed his eyes with dry and wrinkled fingers, " It's also because I'm unlucky in my life, I'm old and old, I'm already at this age, and I let the black-haired man catch up with me and walk in front of me, I..."

"grandfather."

The old man stood up covering his eyes, and waved his hands at the two grandsons, "Eat, I'll go back to the house and see your parents. The more I miss them at this time."

Mr. Sha walked into the house in secret, and closed the door gently.

Sha Ou looked at the closed door, his eyes flickered, his fingers holding the chopsticks unconsciously exerted force, and the phalanges gradually turned blue and white.

Until a sob came from the side.

As if being pulled back to reality suddenly from a dark nightmare, his shoulders trembled suddenly, and then he turned his head and saw Sha Yan's still red eye sockets.

Sand Ou's throat was astringent and sour, as if a green lemon had been crushed and stuck in his throat. The bitter juice flowed from his throat to his heart, gradually paralyzing the heart that was still beating vigorously just now.

He squeezed the bamboo chopsticks, and tried to maintain the same calm tone as usual when he spoke: "Don't cry, eat first."

Sha Yan is only two years younger than Sha Ou, but he listens to this brother very much. His parents died in an accident when he was just in the fifth grade. , to prop up this precarious home that was on the verge of collapse.

"Brother..." Sha Yan still had a sore nose, recalling the past, missing his parents, and feeling sorry for his brother, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't make you worry, I..."

"I'm sorry for what you said, you are my younger brother. Besides, you have nothing to worry about. You have good grades, good personality, good manners, and even your parents..." Sha Yan suddenly looked up. He, Sha Ou reluctantly hooked the corners of his mouth, and comforted him, "If they were here, they would be pleased to see that you are so good now - eat quickly, cover your eyes with cold water before going out, or your eyes will be red like rabbits , the little girls from your attached middle school should think that their school girls have been dumped."

Seeing the indifferent smile on the eldest brother's face from the beginning to the end, Sha Yan just sniffed, and finally smiled through tears.

After Sha Yan had finished his breakfast and went to school, the gentle mask that Sha Ou had been trying to maintain on his face finally collapsed and shattered in an instant. Full of cold and depressed.

He got up, put the dishes and chopsticks into the sink, and turned on the cold water to wash the dishes.

For a long time, the surrounding air could be heard quietly, and his hands holding the bowl were flushed red from the cold water, but his whole body was like a puppet with broken strings, stiff and mechanical, motionless.

It wasn't until a drop of tears rolled down suddenly and shattered on the back of Sha Gull's red and white hands that he suddenly woke up as if he had been caught off guard by the scorching heat, and quickly turned off the faucet.

Take a deep breath, take a breath, and calm down.

This is his usual self-regulation method every time he is caught in the chaotic emotional quagmire.

After tidying up the house and re-sealing the broken and messy emotions, it was already past his usual time to leave for school.

Before going out, Sha Ou walked to his grandfather's room, knocked on the door twice, and said, "Grandpa, I'm going to school."

After waiting for a while, he heard "Yes" from Mr. Sha in the room, then he grabbed his coat, opened the door and went downstairs.

This delay, being late has become a matter of course.

When he arrived at the school, the first class had already started. Fortunately, the guards and security guards of the No. [-] Middle School were familiar with his usual operation of coming late and leaving early, so they opened the door for him without further ado.

In the first geography class, the geography teacher Zhang Yonghui, like Yang Guang, came from the same class as the first year of senior high school. He taught most of them for more than a year, and knew the basic situation of each student well.Therefore, although these youngsters have done a lot of things to get by with the teachers, but in front of "Brother Hui", they all restrain themselves and dare not make mistakes.

Sha Ou stood at the door of the second class, met the eyes of "Brother Hui" who turned around, and knew it was going to be bad.

Sure enough, before the "report" could be uttered, "Brother Hui" preempted it.

"Hey! Who is this standing at the door of my lecture early in the morning? This is not the time for students to arrive at school. Who are you, the vice-principal is patrolling the class?"

The eyes of the whole class shifted instantly, locking on the main characters.

Sha Ou breathed a sigh of relief, and called out "Report" calmly and steadily. After all, being late was a big taboo for "Brother Hui", and he had no intention of fouling, so he added, "I'm sorry, teacher, I'm late today."

If a student admits his mistakes with sincerity, he can basically quell the burning anger of 80.00% of the teachers. Unfortunately, "Brother Hui" is just one of the 20.00%.

"What are you sorry for me? If you miss 10 minutes of class, you are the one who suffers. What you are sorry for is the tuition you paid! You—"

"Teacher." Sha Ou put one hand in his pocket, a crease unconsciously formed between his brows, and interrupted him in a cold voice, "You forgot, my school is free of tuition and miscellaneous fees, so I just missed a whole class Classes, it is the school that suffers, the longer the delay, the more the school will pay, so, can I get in?"

The students in the classroom kept silent, staring at the person at the door for a moment, afraid that in the blink of an eye, they would miss the once-in-a-century wonderful scene of "Student bullying Renrenhui to be deflated".

Moreover, anyone with eyes should be able to tell—Shaou is in a bad mood today, and his mood... seems a bit gloomy.

The geography teacher was stunned by him for a moment, panting unevenly.

"Rely on your talents!" It took a long time for the geography teacher to choke out a sentence, "Don't think that you can do whatever you want with good grades, you must obey the rules in school, and the first age is no exception. Who taught you to talk to the teacher like this Yes! Are your parents? This is your teacher Yang’s favorite student? This is..."

"No." Sha Ou's hand in his pocket clenched into a fist instantly, and a sharp but clear tingling sensation suddenly burst from his chest. He gritted his teeth, and managed to maintain his current sanity: "Education results are shared, education Responsibility should also be shared equally. Whether I am good or bad, it is due to the teacher who taught me well, and no one should shirk responsibility - if we continue to chat, the class will be dismissed. I did not pay the tuition fee, but the other students are not bad at the school So, let's stop wasting everyone's time, okay?"

The physics teacher was going to explode with anger. He tapped Shaou a few times in mid-air with his hand holding the chalk, and made a standard orchid finger directly, and finally said: "You are reflecting in the corridor in this class. Come with me to the office after class." !"

Sand Gull turned and left without raising his eyes.

"It's too presumptuous!" The voice of "Brother Hui" came faintly from behind, and it seemed that he was really angry. Shaou sighed softly, walked to the window a little far from the door of the classroom, and looked through the window. Looking at the deserted playground, I slowly recovered my emotions.

He was too much today, and he knew it.

On weekdays, he would definitely not do such a thing to contradict the teacher in public, let alone disqualify himself by speaking rudely.

Maybe it's because I haven't fully woke up from the alcohol last night, or maybe I've been under too much pressure recently.

He found several reasonable excuses for himself in his heart, but deliberately ignored the most critical direct reason.

I want to let go of the burdens and shackles that are tied down in my heart, and let go of hysteria as much as I want.

In the world of adults, no one has a hard life, let alone a teenager who fell into it unexpectedly.

It's just that some people don't cry out for pain.

Sha Ou let himself go for 10 minutes, probably because he still remembered that there was a little bastard outside the door who had no teacher. "Brother Hui" was rare in this class, and as soon as the bell rang, he hurried out of the classroom with his textbooks and lesson plans in his arms. , Shaou saw his face and followed him silently.

Every class in the morning class is fully booked, so there is no one in the office of the senior two liberal arts grade group.

"Brother Hui" slapped the lesson plan on the desk heavily, and it's been a class, and at this time, he can't even take care of his saliva, and it's just a burst of training.

Sha Ou lowered his eyelids, looking at the shallow crack on the wooden floor under his feet, and accepted whatever he said.

In the end, "Brother Hui" made his mouth dry during this ideological education class, and only then remembered to hold a cup to soak his burning and smoking throat.But when his hands were empty, Shaou had already stepped forward to take his water cup, went to the water dispenser to fetch him a cup of hot water, and put it back on the desk.

"Brother Hui" stared at the cup in his hand for a moment, then sighed heavily.

"You——" picked up the cup and pecked at the water, it was a little hot, and then put it down again, "Brother Hui" said earnestly, "I know, students of your age are rebellious from the bottom of their bones, and you always feel that you are going to push it occasionally. Teacher, say a few words to the parents, as if I have grown up and can control the right to speak independently, but in fact...still childish and childish!"

Although the words were not expressive, Sha Ou really wanted to end the conversation as soon as possible, so he pursed his lower lip and said, "Mr. Zhang, I'm sorry, I lost my composure today, it was too much."

Well, this is both a mistake and a confession, "Brother Hui"'s stance instantly became unstable, and he quickly included himself in the team of 80.00% "good tempered" teachers.

The second class had already started for almost 10 minutes, and he didn't want to really delay the students' class because of this matter, so he waved his hand and said, "This is not an example!" Finally, he let the student go.

Sha Ou left the office and stood in the corridor for a few seconds, realizing that his mood today was really not suitable for staying in school.

Finally, he took out his mobile phone, sent a message to the class teacher Yang Guang, turned around and went downstairs, and walked directly to the school gate.