learning to be human every day

The long past is condensed into a few words, summarizing his more than ten years of self-exile and struggling against the current.

He used to be homeless, and he was used to making his home all over the world. He was haunted by worry and anger for a while, but he finally felt free.

Not to mention forgiveness, but just letting go, no longer tormenting myself with those dark memories, I feel relieved, and suddenly see the light.

Xia Yun nestled warmly in his arms, stretched out her hand to caress the lines between his brows distressedly, and murmured: "I wish I had met you sooner."

"Not good." Lu Yuanfei grabbed his hand, pulled it to his lips and kissed him softly, the tenderness in his eyes was enough to drown him, "You are young and ignorant, you will only hurt others and yourself, it's better now."

There is no need to be sad and hate the late meeting, on the contrary, he is glad that after he faded away from his greenness, he will not waste the sweetness and warmth of his lover unnecessarily, and even drag the other party on a precarious night road with wind and snow.

"Three lives are lucky." He said to himself, as if expressing emotion, but also as a confession, "Falling in love with the best you at the best time is the luckiest thing in my life."

He is the morning star that guides the way, the wildfire that starts the prairie fire, the end of suffering, and the promise of the future.

It is the best arrangement given by fate.

Lu Yuanfei was originally an iron-blooded tough guy who didn't believe in fate, and believed that my fate was up to me, but when he hugged the little coach into his arms, he finally realized one thing clearly: this is his fate. .

Xia Yun, on the other hand, was blushed by his sweet words under the tenderness of an iron man, and he hesitated and said modestly: "No, it's not that good..."

It will be more convincing if the corners of the mouth do not reach behind the ears.

Lu Yuanfei supported his back, pushed the boat along the water, and said, "It doesn't seem that good after you say that."

"Ah?" The little coach's face turned pale, his eye circles were red, and he looked at him with a weeping expression. Lu Yuanfei couldn't stand his crying or not, so he hugged him tightly and coaxed: " Just kidding, you are the best."

Xia Yunze's face changed from cloudy to clear in a second, he gave him a resentful look, and jumped off his lap.

Tired of crooked for so long, the bone rice is going to be cold.

Blacksmithing should be done while it is hot, and eating should be done while it is hot. When the stomach is full, there will be plenty of time to spend time together.

"Get off work early today, do you want to go to the supermarket?" Xia Yunze asked while eating.

He had to buy food for Xu Li, lest that guy eat junk food again.

Lu Yuanfei nodded and asked him to finish the vegetables that served with the meal. The little coach grunted and stuffed the lettuce leaves into his mouth unwillingly, complaining that his boyfriend was in control and didn't show any sympathy .

"Is it reasonable for you to be picky?" Lu Yuanfei raised his eyebrows, turning from tenderness to stern and selfless, cruelly saying don't act like a baby, brother won't take this kind of thing.

You'll be damned if you don't eat, you're just domineering and unreasonable.

But he himself likes this kind of thing very much, and he is happy to be under the control of Brother Lu.

"Why eat it raw? It's like a rabbit." He really doesn't like the astringent taste of lettuce, and he's not used to stuffing it into his mouth before it's cooked, just like a savage who drinks blood.

The sense of incompatibility with the real society came again. Lu Yuanfei glanced at him and asked casually, "Does your family cook with lettuce?"

How would I know?I have never tasted their craft.

Xia Yun frowned, fearing that he had slipped his mouth, he had an idea, and replied: "You go back with me to celebrate the New Year, and you will know how many meals you eat?"

I'm such a clever little ghost, killing two birds with one stone, not only skipping brother Lu's proposal, but also countering the general, reminding him that it's time to come to propose marriage.

It's a pity that the charming eyes are for the blind. Lu Yuanfei's nerves, which are thicker than a telephone pole, can't comprehend his little twists and turns. You can't fight unprepared battles, you still have to plan slowly and come out slowly.

Xia Yun drooped his brows and eyes in disappointment, twitched the corner of his mouth, and complained in a low voice: "Brother Lu is too calm, it seems that he still doesn't love me."

Lu Yuanfei is used to him as a showman, and still has time to play with him: "What do I have to do to make you believe that I am sincere to you?"

Xia Yun picked up a chopstick of lettuce without hesitation and said, "It's better to bow your head and be submissive than to ask for warmth, and it's better to let me be picky about food."

"Don't think about it." It's about health, Lu Yuanfei never backed down, rolled the removed meat into the vegetable leaves and pushed it to his mouth, with a fierce look of "If you dare not eat it, I will knock your head open and stuff it directly" , Xia Yunze was crushed until he felt guilty and short of breath, his legs became weak, he obediently opened his mouth to catch it, chewed it up and swallowed it.

My Brother Lu is so fierce, tough and manly...

If he had a tail, it would have turned into a propeller and taken him off the spot.

He was supervised by Lu Yuanfei to eat like a primary school student. He checked the time and the students in the evening were coming soon, so he didn't care about playing with the boss. Xia Yun wiped his mouth after eating and drinking, and ran down like burning his butt.

Lu Yuanfei packed up the lunch box and threw it into the trash can, only to find that he had left his phone on the sofa.

He picked up his phone and was about to give it to someone, when a WeChat message popped up on the screen: Yunze, how are you doing?Can you come out and drink tea with me?

Yunze?Lu Yuanfei was stunned for a few seconds before realizing that it was Xia Yunze's former name, and the little coach was announced in the circle of friends after his mother changed his name, and now he is still called wrong, probably because his old friend has not contacted for a long time and blocked him. His circle of friends?

But judging by the familiar tone, it doesn't look like a casual acquaintance.

Lu Yuanfei refused to admit that he was jealous, and couldn't help but check the coach's mobile phone to scout the enemy.

Xia Yunze's mobile phone does not have a password for the interlock screen. It is a completely undefended city, and he is still too young to realize that not only girlfriends check their phones, but also boyfriends do the same.

It is the first time for the open-minded and upright brother Bing to spy on other people's privacy, which is more exciting than crossing the line of fire.

Lu Yuanfei despised this kind of thieving behavior in his heart, but his body couldn't control his hand, and turned Xia Yunze's circle of friends upside down.

Focus on checking the old accounts before the two met.

Seeing the shy and cautious appearance of the little coach when making out, he really doesn't look like an old driver, but he has always been in love, and even among the members of Huangshi, there are many gay guys who tease him all day long. As a new boyfriend, Lu Yuanfei, of course Take strict precautions.

But now that the name grass has a master, it is unreasonable to break the ties with the little girl.

The profile picture of the person who sent the wechat was a long-haired beauty with big eyes and a pointed chin, with a playful expression, like a cute and cute girl.

Ex-girlfriend?Lu Yuanfei frowned, clicked on the other party's Moments, and found that this Shu had just posted a set of sad and sad Jiugongge in the Moments, taking selfies from various angles, a tear would not fall, it was so pitiful.

When Lu Yuanfei was a teenager, he encountered unexpected disasters before he had time to experience the feeling of "knowing lust and admiring Shaoai". Now, although he has opened his eyes, he has bent into a spring, and his heart is as calm as water for beautiful girls, and he even commented harshly that crying is not better than crying The little coach looks good.

He flipped forward and found that the other party was having an awkward fight with his boyfriend, and the chat history was thrown up. He might be counting on his relatives and friends to go online to uphold justice, but Xia Yun was probably hugging himself at that time, and he couldn't even give a like. Didn't have time to order.

Once some bottom lines are broken, they simply let themselves go, and Lu Yuanfei stopped being polite to him, and directly flipped through the chat records.

To his relief, Xia Yunze hadn't actively contacted her since she was thrown into the hospital.

Of course, except for the sudden invitation to drink tea with him today, he was ignored.

Not like an ex-girlfriend, but an ex-goddess.

Lu Yuanfei swiped his fingers upwards to confirm this point.

Xia Yunze—when he was called Xia Yunze in the past—he often gave his parents a lot of stories about his true feelings, and advised them to wear clothes when the weather was cold.

As a result, people's replies were mostly "oh", "hehe", "going to take a bath".

It's the Goddess. That's right.

When Lu Yuanfei saw his boyfriend's considerate and indomitable attitude, his heart felt unexplainably angry, his knuckles were itchy, and he wanted to push him on the sofa for a good fix.

Oh, this little fool has a handsome face, and he doesn't know what to pretend in his head. The goddess sent an abdominal wheel for her birthday, but he was photographed and sent to Moments while showing off her A4 waist. This idiot is still rushing to give others a thumbs up.

I'm so pissed off.

Lu Yuanfei doesn't think he is a narrow-minded straight cancer. It's not a big deal if his partner has an ex or has a crush on someone, but he is so humble to the dust, which makes people feel sad and angry.

How can he let his hot face stick to other people's cool ass when he holds someone who doesn't hurt enough in his hands?

Brother Lu doesn't show off his power, do you think I'm Chang Hui?

Lu Yuanfei sneered, and threw the phone back on the sofa, the chat history was not deleted, and waited for the little coach to come back to see how he ended up.

Xia Yunze didn't know that disaster was imminent, so he dutifully finished the sparring training, relaxed, and ran up to find him to go to the supermarket in three steps at a time.

Lu Yuanfei called him a midnight snack as usual, this time it was not a sweet cake, but a bowl of hot and sour noodles.

Xia Yun didn't know, so he went in, picked up the bowl and ate it, but was so sour that he gritted his teeth: "Did you kill the vinegar seller?"

Lu Yuanfei glanced over, not arrogant, the little coach shrank his neck, and swallowed the sour smell.

After barely eating a few mouthfuls, his teeth were sore, Xia Yun sniffed, looked at Brother Lu with red circles, and moaned in a long voice: "Brother Lu, it's so sour..."

Some people pretend to be pitiful, while others are soft-hearted. Lu Yuanfei instinctively wanted to rub his head. He stretched out his hand in mid-air and then withdrew it abruptly, pretending to be calm and said: "You forgot your phone, I'm sorry, I looked at your phone without your consent. Information."

Xia Yun spent 16 years safely in the palace, relying on the basic skills of observing words and deeds and the desire to survive in response to changes. When he saw something wrong, he immediately expressed his loyalty: "Brother Lu, what are you saying? There are no secrets, just take a look."

Lu Yuanfei glanced at him with a half-smile and asked, "No secret?"

Xia Yun took a "hissy" breath and covered his chest, feeling like he was going to have a heart attack.

There are secrets, but I am afraid that if I dare to say it, you dare not listen!

The good days are just beginning, if he is dragged to the Abnormal Human Research Center, wouldn't he cry like a river?

He hadn't realized that he had switched channels with Lu Yuanfei, and was racking his brains on how to mix this topic up, when the phone screen lit up, and a strange avatar sent a message: Are you there?

Seeing that he was neither a student nor a relative, Xia Yun felt annoyed and didn't bother to perfunctory, so he replied directly: Who are you?

Lu Yuanfei, who watched the whole process coldly: ...

It doesn't have to be so pretentious.

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Brother Lu binge-drinking with vinegar, Xiao Xia: I'm not, I don't, listen to my explanation!