learning to be human every day

On the front foot, he said that his skills were not good enough, so he didn't want me, but on the back foot, he went back to the bed with Gu Zhaoran, and he didn't resist at all, and lay flat on the ground obediently.

Think of it as repaying the evil debts of 20 years ago, sacrificing himself to feed wolves, and appease the little cub's grievances.

The little bastard is still acting good when he gets cheap, and while teasing him while laughing at him, it is also a skill that the Virgin Mary's disease can last for 20 years.

Gu Zhaoran officially set up camp at his home, and he broke his promise to come over twice a week, but ended up spending six days a week with him, and would rather drive two hours a day to FD Capital than go back to his residence in the city .

The young man is full of energy, and he has just started to eat meat. He knows the taste and can't stop it. The obsession with his old bones is too much for him, so he has no choice but to surrender with tears in his eyes. You have to keep your spirits up as a sparring partner, in order to reach the win-win state of "he is good and I am good" as soon as possible.

I suddenly remembered how I was taught 20 years ago, and now I pass the baton to Gu Zhaoran by myself, it is considered as passing the torch from generation to generation, and there will be successors.

After Gu Zhaoran opened his mind, he made rapid progress, and his mother knew how to infer other things from one instance. Soon, Fu Guangzhou realized the joy of being 0, and he didn't have so much resistance to the little wolf dog who is always in high spirits.

Thinking about it better, he is already taking advantage of being able to sleep as a handsome, strong and handsome man, who cares about being 0 or 1?

What's more, he has slept with other people's fathers, he is always inside and out, buy one get one free, he is sure to make a profit.

He didn't ask Gu Zhaoran what he was pestering him for. Anger and lust always go together. He took the wrong path when he was young, and he deserved to be stuck in the quagmire for the rest of his life.

Figure him what?He has a guilty conscience and no confidence, he is easy to use and does not refuse, and he actively cooperates after getting better, and even psychologically produces a sense of satisfaction like atonement and the joy of self-sacrifice.

He also didn't dare to mention Shen Qiusheng to Gu Zhaoran, even though it was an inescapable bond and a thorn between them.

An irritated wolf cub is not so easy to deal with, he still wants to live a few more years, and after Gu Zhaoran gets tired of it, he will go to the world of mortals to find a real soulmate to collect his body.

The two maintain a bed partner relationship that each takes what they need. Fu Guangzhou thought it was a tacit understanding and waited for a good reunion, but Gu Zhaoran didn't think about that at all. He is still a restricted area.

When Fu Guangzhou is with any lover, he will restrain his flirtatious habits and stop being promiscuous. In his own words, this is called phased devotion. An old driver has the driving habits of an old driver, and he will never step in two boats.

There is still hope for survival if the car overturns, but a collision with a boat is definitely a dead end.

Gu Zhaoran had just discovered more fun, the novelty hadn't passed, and he was not interested in eating out, so he just stared at him, an old man. Fu Guangzhou, who had always been free and easy, was not used to it for a while, and expressed several times that they were just As a bed partner, it is very unnecessary to make a gesture of living at home.

When Gu Zhaoran pulled up his trousers, he was a cold-faced and ruthless domineering president, strong and domineering, swift and resolute, accustomed to being admired by stars, and treating ordinary people like dust. The flower of Gaoling, he, a smudged old guy, can only bend down and be a fertilizer for the flower.

He forgot an old saying: Men can't get used to it, the more they get used to it, the more jerk they become.

Fu Guangzhou accommodated in every possible way, but what he got in return was not a peaceful PY relationship, but an intensified desire to control.

This is so fucking speechless.

Fu Guangzhou has been beaten so hard by the society these years that he doesn't care about trivial things with Gu Zhaoran. After all, he is a tricky guy. If he is so anxious, he calls "mom" on the bed, and he is ashamed to death.

Unexpectedly, Mr. Gu, who is aloof and dignified to the outside world, but acts like a god at the inside, would even faintly show signs of jealousy.

The reason is that when I went out to eat, I ran into someone who didn’t know who my first lover was, and even winked at him. Looking at Mr. Gu beside him, he was tall and handsome, and he probably thought he was Mr. Fu’s new favorite, so he lamented that Mr. Fu would be the most painful It's a pity that I don't know what kind of fairy character can capture his erratic heart.

Gu Zhaoran's complexion changed on the spot, the temperature within three feet of his body was close to freezing point, his eyes were gloomy, and he glanced over coldly, the sting made him hairy all over.

He was so full that he took Gu Zhaoran to taste the local specialties, but Mr. Gu got angry and the consequences were serious, he didn't eat the meal, and he dragged him home until there was nothing left.

Still have to push forward, input crazily, and shoot directly.

The clay figurine still has three parts earthy nature, not to mention Mr. Fu's domineering president's persona hasn't collapsed too completely, he got up from the bed with only one breath, and faced Gu Zhaoran with a coffin face that seemed to be owed money and didn't pay back, and scolded: " I've endured you for long enough, don't fuck your face, put on your clothes and let me go!"

Mr. Fu, who has always been mature, stable and capable, was tossed to the point of being out of breath. Gu Zhaoran's face was still gloomy, but his heart was a little brighter, as if seeing the sky through the heavy fog. When he came over, his deep voice was as soft as the spring breeze blowing past his ears, and the words he spoke were not so pleasant——

"Isn't it the same when you messed with my dad?"

Killing hearts!

Fu Guangzhou's anger turned into clouds and smoke in an instant, and there were no sparks left. Looking at this little bastard who pokes people's sore spots whenever he has nothing to do, he felt guilty and short of breath, and said in a low voice: "I have no... .”

At that time, in addition to his moral bottom line being broken down, he was still a good young man who talked about five things and four beauties. He would actively wear condoms when he went to bed.

No, that's not the point, why did Gu Zhaoran mention his father?People let him do whatever he wants, and even use his father as a gun. This is too unfair!

No, no, that's not the point!Of course Gu Zhaoran knew that he had messed with Shen Qiusheng, but did he know how they did it?

That's creepy.

Fu Guangzhou shivered, backed away, and asked in a low voice, "Are you... eight or nine years old?"

Although elementary school students remember things, they shouldn't remember such things!

"Nine years old." Gu Zhaoran's eyes were dark, like two deep lakes, which made people fear that they were about to drown in them, "When you were struggling, I was watching from outside the door."

The ethics drama turned into a thriller drama in seconds, Fu Guangzhou's mind went blank, and he was in a bad mood.

He couldn't imagine that when he was full of blood and wanton conquest on "True Love", he still had a pair of eyes peeking at their ugly scenes through the crack of the door.

A nine-year-old boy, hiding in the dark alone, witnessed his father's double betrayal of family and personality.

What was he thinking at that time?

If there was regret medicine in the world, Fu Guangzhou would definitely buy a ton of it to eat. He would rather be hanged on the wall and expose his body for three days than face Gu Zhaoran's gloomy eyes.

A ridiculous affair, not only ruined him alone.

But Gu Zhaoran raised his chin, stared at him stubbornly, his cold eyes pierced into the depths of his soul, and asked, "Do you know what I was thinking at that time?"

Fu Guangzhou didn't want to know, but looking at Gu Zhaoran's intentions, he didn't ask for his opinion at all, and replied, "He brought back so many wild men, you are the only one who said he loved him after getting out of bed."

That's why he was included in the evidence. People who are moved by true feelings are vulnerable after being caught, and they don't have the energy to jump out and give them extra trouble when the city is full of storms.

It was too late to hide and lick the wound.

Fu Guangzhou was speechless and choked for a long time before he could say, "Thank you."

He didn't know whether it was Shen Qiusheng who was more pitiful or himself. The only thing that was certain was that both of them were bastards.

People's first love is sweet and beautiful when recalled. His first love is not only brain-dead, but also full of deceit and betrayal. He has to thank Gu Zhaoran for telling him more unbearable truths and smashing the remaining memories in his heart. Throw it in the trash.

Thinking of this, his heart hanging in his throat began to return to its place, and finally he was in the mood to joke, and asked: "Your father has so many adulterers, are you going to make a list and fuck them one by one?"

Gu Zhaoran frowned, looking at his expression, he wanted to show his fangs and bite him. Fu Guangzhou was tired of being a Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle, so he decided to go all out and enjoy the pleasure of stroking his whiskers: "Kids, take it easy, young people don't know how precious things are, and old ones Kidney Treasure can't be saved."

Gu Zhaoran was obviously disgusted by his dirty jokes, he gave him a fierce look, and asked, "Mr. Fu experienced it personally?"

Fu Guangzhou kept his mouth shut, hating himself for not covering his mouth, digging holes and filling them himself, he straightened his male dog waist, saying that his brother is well maintained, and he can still show his glory at seventy or eighty.

A smile flashed across Gu Zhaoran's eyes, the corners of his lips curled up, and he said, "We'll wait and see."

Fu Guangzhou waved his hand, bragging but no one cheered, the boy really has no EQ.

This kind of peerless debt collector seems to have no other choice but to coax and get used to it. Who made him old and wronged, so he deserves to tolerate the behavior of the other party's younger brother unconditionally?

The stinky younger brother is used to pushing an inch, opening the door just a little bit to get into the room, Gu Zhaoran oppressed him, and murmured emotionally: "I want too..."

He didn't say what he wanted, and Fu Guangzhou didn't ask.

He knew he couldn't give it, and he arrived 20 years late.

That innocent and enthusiastic young man who believed in love and was willing to give love has been wiped out in time.

Until exhausted and embracing each other and falling asleep, Gu Zhaoran's slightly frowned brows still did not relax.

Mr. Gu, who always had a rigid routine, overslept for the first time on a working day, and was woken up by a phone call.

It was a call from Ms. Gu who was far away in the United States. Gu Zhaoran glanced at the number, got up and went to the balcony to answer it.

By nature, their mother and son are not close. Since he returned to China, he has always called to report his safety. Ms. Gu has a lot of things to do every day, and it is rare for her to take time to care about her son's private life.

"Come back when you've had enough fun." Ms. Gu's side was at night, so the small talk was saved, and she went straight to the point, "FD doesn't need you to sit in person to expand its business, and it's even more shameful to stay in a small factory with no future all day long. "

Gu Zhaoran leaned on the railing, took a breath of the dry and cold winter air, and said in a low voice, "Wait a little longer."

Ms. Gu was silent for a moment, and said, "I heard from Dr. Lin that you have stopped taking the medicine."

Gu Zhaoran frowned, and decided to fire the psychiatrist after hanging up the phone.

"If you find a more effective medicine, of course you must make the best use of it." Gu Zhaoran's eyes were stern, with a mocking smile in his voice, "Don't worry, I know what I'm doing."

Ms. Gu left a sentence, "It's good that you know it in your heart." Hastily hung up the phone, Gu Zhaoran looked up at the cloudy sky, and let out a soft breath.

It's going to snow again.