learning to be human every day

As the saying goes, the collapse of middle-aged people is quiet, and the anger of middle-aged people is also quiet. Although Fu Guangzhou's inner grassland horse has already flattened the grasslands of Inner Mongolia, he still maintains a gentle gentleman's demeanor and smiles at Gu Zhaoran. He greeted without a smile: "Mr. Gu is here, welcome from afar."

"You're welcome, I'll be a colleague from now on." Mr. Gu is young, his skin is even thicker than him, and he has a dignified dog's face, showing no embarrassment at all when he meets his one-night stand in a well-dressed manner.

Although Fu Guangzhou was not happy, he could see it. It's not that a young man of seventeen or eighteen can't bear setbacks and is dying at every turn. How can he not get his shoes wet when he often walks by the river, let alone an old driver like him in the waves?

If the car overturns, it will overturn, get up and put it in gear and continue running. As a person is approaching middle age, the three most important things are: decent, decent and decent.

So even if he was itching with hatred, he couldn't turn his face on the spot, and even reached out to shake the new shareholder.

Gu Zhaoran's hands were warm and dry, which didn't match his Kaolin Flower style.

Alas, it looks so pretty, but it is a piranha.

Fu Guangzhou brought Gu Zhaoran and several supervisors into the meeting room, and briefly introduced him to the company's operating conditions. The supervisors took turns to introduce themselves to the second boss. pupils.

The big boss looked at a group of small quail-like subordinates, and shook his head speechlessly.

The engineering geeks are still simple, and an iceberg has suppressed them.

Fu Guangzhou was calm throughout the whole process, and he didn't buy Mr. Gu's cold aura at all.

Fear comes from the unknown. He is different. He has a deep understanding of Mr. Gu's length, hardness and durability. In addition, he has been beaten by the society for many years and has a lot of experience. This little scene is not taken seriously at all. .

He leaned back on the boss chair, moved his neck lightly, and was blatantly absent-minded. Although he couldn't figure out Gu Zhaoran's bottom line, the future would be long, and he could adapt to all changes with the same. As long as he holds a controlling stake, the venture capital boss wouldn't want to be a demon.

Gu Zhaoran observed Fu Guangzhou calmly while listening to the supervisor's report on his work. Seeing that he was relaxed, he wanted to throw a few stones on the calm lake.

After the meeting was over, the executives came out in a single file, dishonestly leaving behind their eccentric boss.

The second boss got up and brushed the hem of his clothes, and walked slowly to the big boss.

Fu Guangzhou was blinded by the shadow, and then suddenly came back to his senses, raised his eyebrows, showing a bit of cynicalism: "What's the matter?"

Gu Zhaoran leaned forward, put his hands on the armrests of the chair, and trapped him in front of him, with an ambiguous posture and a light tone: "You seem to really don't want to see me?"

Do you still need to ask this question?

Fu Guangzhou let out an "oh" and waved him away, as if chasing a fly away.

It's obvious that the bed skills are too bad to be nostalgic, and it's unnecessary to even give him a look.

Gu Zhaoran was dissatisfied with his obvious perfunctory, stood up straight, lightly brushed off the non-existing dust on his cuffs, looked down at him condescendingly, and said, "I will come over twice a week from now on, please leave me a room bedroom."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Fu Guangzhou's response, he added a sentence on his own: "To Xiangyang."

Even a rough-skinned and thick-skinned old fritter like Fu Guangzhou was shocked, staring at him in surprise, not understanding what kind of play this was.

They just happened to have an affair, no matter how narcissistic he was, he didn't dare to think that he was too charming to let the little wolf cub chase after him. Now that he said it, it's not good to be a boss and pretend to be deaf and dumb, Fu Guangzhou resolutely refused: "You and I are not relatives, so this is not good. If you think it is inconvenient to go back to the city, Jiayu still has a few vacant rooms."

After he finished speaking, he paused, and added: "It's all facing the sun."

After the manufacturing industry moved to the suburbs, the site became much more spacious. Jiayu is similar to other factories, with an office building in front and a tall and spacious workshop across the courtyard. There are two small buildings on the left and right sides, and the living area for employees , and the other side is all decorated according to the specifications of a star hotel, and is used to entertain guests who come from afar to discuss business.

If Gu Zhaoran has nowhere to live, it is only natural to occupy a room for a long time, and the whole company will not say anything, after all, he is a big boss of capital!

"Neither relatives nor relatives?" Gu Zhaoran raised his eyebrows, curled his lips into a smile, and sarcastically said, "Boss Fu can't be so heartless, can he?"

"Stop, stop!" Fu Guangzhou sat up straight, not giving the other party a chance to push his nose to the face, "I was drinking and having sex that night, let us all forget about those unpleasant things, and sincerely cooperate in the future for mutual benefit and win-win."

At forty, he can no longer be fascinated by beauty at an old age, and he has done stupid things like luring wolves into the house, and he has to show the tolerance and heart of eating salt for a few more years in front of the little bastard.

The daily life of middle-aged people is to bear a knife in their hearts.

Gu Zhaoran still wanted to find fault with his words, his brows were frowned like a dead father, and he asked in a deep voice, "An unpleasant matter?"

This kid is really stubborn and difficult to communicate with. Fu Guangzhou doesn't have the patience to coax a child, so he is happy to let him see the reality clearly, and sarcastically said: "The rate of returning to bed depends on technology, just you?"

For a man, the fatal blow is to ridicule him for being small, which is more unbearable than mocking him for being small. Fu Guangzhou felt his conscience and admitted that Mr. Gu's hardware is still very good, but the technology is so bad that it makes people heartbroken. Confident, no wonder he looks so handsome but is a single dog.

Gu Zhaoran was silent for a moment, and squeezed out a sentence from between his teeth: "Then it will be hard for Mr. Fu to teach me more."

"Don't dare, dare not." Fu Guangzhou said humbly, "We have bumped into models, and we can't compete in the same bed. Later, I will introduce you to a few fresh meats. They have experienced many battles and have first-class skills. They will lead you out in minutes. "

Dirty jokes are standard for old men, and he kept talking more and more vigorously, showing the attitude of an elder, with a fatherly tone of earnestness and sincerity: "Look at you, you are handsome and young, even if you are poor and poor, there are people who will cheat on you, not to mention you still have money. Vegetables, go to the love scene, hang out with me, an old man, what are you trying to do?"

Gu Zhaoran looked at him expressionlessly, his eyes were dark and gloomy, revealing a bit of coldness, which made Mr. Fu, who had seen countless people, tense his muscles involuntarily, feeling like he was being watched by a wolf.

The little wolf cub didn't pounce on him and bite him, but talked to him slowly about life——

"Is this a lesson from the past?"

Fu Guangzhou's chest was suffocated, and he stared at him unkindly. Gu Zhaoran was unmoved, and continued to poke his pain points: "A college student in his prime, who skips dormitories and classes, would rather fail a course than find an old man to come to him. Also want to know what the picture is?"

Fu Guangzhou jumped up from the boss's chair, but Gu Zhaoran pressed his shoulders and sat back heavily, pulling him to the sore spot. He hissed softly, and asked with a frown, "You..."

Gu Zhaoran smirked, and the vulgar words came out of his precious thin lips, the strong contrast made people even more frightened——

"When the Dongchuang incident happened, the old man bit back, and that silly college student stepped forward to pretend to be the savior. Heh, he really lived up to his youth. He had a passionate love anyway."

Fu Guangzhou's face turned blue and white, his fingers clasped the armrest tightly, his eyes were startled, and he looked up and down at the young man in front of him.

If the other party can easily uncover his old scars, then the initial coincidence can no longer be called a coincidence, this kid didn't hold back his fart at all in the first place.

His face was unpredictable, and he tried to hold on to his dignity to finish listening to the words, and said through gritted teeth: "It's pretty silly, but what does this have to do with Mr. Gu?"

Gu Zhaoran showed his face and smiled, it was like the clouds cleared, the mist dispersed and the moon was clear, but his eyes were dark and prey, like a wolf cub showing his fangs and claws at the prey in his nest: "You thought I was asleep at that time."

Fu Guangzhou's body froze, and then he slumped on the leather chair as if his bones had been pulled out, pointing at him with trembling fingers, and asked in a low voice, "You...you are..."

Gu Zhaoran is not used to being pointed at by people, so he brushed his hand away, and said lightly: "Your first love, from the point of view of blood relationship, I want to call him father."

As for the legal relationship, he changed his mother's surname after his parents divorced, and never had any contact with Shen Qiu ever since.

Fu Guangzhou was drenched in a pot of dog's blood, and the decency of a mature man was gone. He hunched his body and panted heavily, with a faint smell of rust in his throat, which was bitter and sour.

Gu Zhaoran stood quietly in front of him, like a high-ranking judge, examining his unbearable past and old scars.

After an unknown amount of time, Fu Guangzhou raised his head with a dazed expression. A strand of hair fell down to cover his smooth forehead, adding a bit of embarrassment to this elegant and romantic man. He looked at Gu Zhaoran with mixed feelings, and murmured: : "You are more like your mother."

Otherwise he should have recognized it long ago.

Gu Zhaoran not only looks like Ms. Gu, but also has a somewhat similar personality and temper.

Cold, pure, rather than bent, like a glass of strong wine, a single spark can burn people forever.

The relationship between him and Shen Qiusheng was his innocence back then, and he is ashamed to talk about it now. For so many years, he has been in the love scene, but he has always kept secrets about the leader of the love scene. Probably only when facing the son of an old man, can he recall it almost self-abuse remember that emotion.

After all, people knew his background and even took off his underpants.

Twenty years ago, Fu Guangzhou hadn't degenerated into a vagabond. Like many young people, he was lively, innocent, passionate and full of hope, and he looked like a hot little sun wherever he went.

That year he was a junior in junior year, a popular major in a prestigious school, with a promising future, handsome and tall, and very popular, especially attractive to young girls.

Before going to university, he had just escaped from the mountain of problems and the sea of ​​problems. He was full of longing for a sweet love. Unexpectedly, fate was unpredictable. He was taken to bed by Associate Professor Shen before the little girl was able to guide him.

Since then, the door to a new world has been opened, and it has never been closed again.

Shen Qiusheng was 35 years old, fair and elegant, with a personable demeanor, looking at him with eyes full of joy and yearning, as if there were two puddles of water in his eyes, soft and affectionate, wanting to talk.

Such a gentle and kind associate professor is very attractive to the students, but it is a pity that he married young, and I heard that his son is already in elementary school.

Fu Guangzhou didn't have any other thoughts at the beginning, he felt that he would be involuntarily nervous in front of Shen Qiusheng, and he would look very vulgar if he walked a little heavier - such a gentle and mature man made him look like a stupid stone with sharp edges and corners , I can't even speak well.

Shen Qiusheng expressed his admiration for him more than once, and lamented that youth has passed away, and envied them for being young, but Fu Guangzhou felt that there was nothing good about being young, simple-minded and well-developed limbs, very stupid, and a refined person like Shen Qiusheng No in-depth communication was possible.

Shen Qiusheng didn't dislike his stupidity, and often took him to the bamboo forest in the back mountain to preach and teach him. The bamboo forest is remote, and no one comes easily. He was even more confused.

With a decent and happy life in the eyes of the world, why does she show such a pitiful expression.

A student is like a stupid fish. As soon as the teacher throws the bait, he is hooked.

He swore that he just wanted to comfort each other at first, just like comforting his roommate who was abused on the court. The Lengtouqing is completely different, with a smell of mint on his body, and tears in the corners of his eyes.

Like an idiot, confused, he tightened his arms, lowered his head and kissed her.

After recovering from the impulsiveness, Fu Guangzhou realized that he had offended the teacher, and hurriedly pulled back. Unexpectedly, Shen Qiusheng wrapped his arms around his neck, and burrowed into his arms softly and bonelessly——

"Don't let me go, I know you too."

His head was in a mess, he just felt that what the teacher said must be right, so he opened a carnage in the bamboo forest in such a muddleheaded way, saying goodbye to his 20-year boy body.

It was the first time that the occasion was wrong. He was so nervous that his palms sweated and he finished things scribbled, but Shen Qiusheng was very satisfied. He bit his ear and said with a smile, "Come to my house tomorrow afternoon, and I will teach you well."

Since then, he has lost his mind and fell into this tender land of drowning people.

Shen Qiusheng has rich experience, he is bold, meticulous and considerate in bed, and he has never shy away from his love history, but he claims that it is all in the past. He couldn't control it for a moment and broke the precept again.

Fu Guangzhou caressed the wedding ring on his ring finger, deep remorse flashed in his eyes.

What annoyed him was not that he had an affair with a married man, but that he hadn't met him earlier.

At that time, he was really stupid, thinking that he was the one whom Shen Qiusheng had been looking forward to for many years. He not only wanted to lead the teacher to climb to bliss, but also wanted to save the teacher from the sea of ​​suffering and live out his true self.

Shen Qiusheng was 15 years older than him, so it was easy to handle a brat like him who didn't know what to do.

He leaned in his arms clinging to him, telling about the unsatisfactory marriage, his wife's violent temper and children's difficulty in disciplining, how the marriage system is against nature and kills the true feelings, and washed Fu Guangzhou's originally smooth brain grooves clean, Gradually throwing off the shackles of morality, I just want to use my young and strong body to comfort the victims of this marriage system.

He doesn't care about being a shady underground lover, he thinks this kind of sacrifice is his dedication and proof of love.

Later, when he recalled his desire to save the world that was willing to be an enemy of the whole world, he could only convincingly scold him for being stupid.

Ms. Gu's natal family has a big business, and they are on business trips all year round. The son is usually left with the old man. Shen Qiusheng enjoys the bonus brought by marriage, and at the same time, there is a little wolf dog to take care of him, so he is very happy.

Their underground affair lasted for half a year, and in the end they even got so bold that Shen Qiusheng picked up his son home on weekends, waiting for the child to fall asleep and calling him over to have a good time.

He once thought it was a deep love, but in fact it was just someone greedy for his body.

The paper can't hold fire, this secret love affair was finally kicked out by the teacher's wife, he was confused at first, and then categorically insisted that he was pestering the teacher - the little wolf dog turned into a villain, fighting for a degree and not wanting a future. To bear this for the teacher.

What saddened him the most was that Mr. Shen, who was always vowing to each other, broke his promise at a critical moment, and said with a face of humiliation that he was forced. He only loved his wife all his life. In fact, he took an indecent photo of him and threatened him. He was afraid of losing his teaching position so he had no choice but to succumb to the villain.

Fu Guangzhou's young heart and immature Sanguan were shattered into dumpling stuffing at the same time, and he couldn't even shovel it up.

It turns out that he is just a tool man, the kind that doesn't need to be charged.

Once the Dongchuang incident happened, it was abandoned like a shoe.

He was devastated, and he endured the cold eyes and comments from others like a bereaved dog. His roommate even threw his things out. Even the old head of the department who had always been kind to him suggested that he take a year off from school to avoid the limelight.

The reason why he was not expelled directly was because his wife's actions indirectly saved him.

Ms. Gu didn't believe Shen Qiusheng's nonsense at all, and directly released a series of small videos, all of which were original ecological performances between him and Shen Qiusheng. Presumptuous, pestering him endlessly.

When these evidences are brought to court, many people will have their eyes gouged out.

Shen Qiusheng didn't dare to speak out any more, and honestly signed the divorce agreement, and at the same time resigned from his teaching position and left his hometown. Fu Guangzhou was ruined and besieged on all sides. He simply dropped out of school to join the society, and was almost beaten to death by his parents.

Father Fu's stick was interrupted, and he didn't torture him to find out the reason for dropping out of school. At that time, the Internet was not yet developed, so he called the teacher of the college, but the teacher was vague and sympathetic in his words. Determined, he kicked him out of the house and let him fend for himself.

It was his mother who was soft-hearted and secretly stuffed him with a sum of money so that he would not starve to death on the street. Later, he seized the opportunity to start a business and succeeded. The old things have never been mentioned to relatives.

That past event changed his fate, and even affected his whole life, turning him from a frank and passionate young man into a heartless vagabond, who would never, let alone dare to show his heart to others.

And no matter how volatile he is, he is still a principled player. From the very beginning, he made it clear that he only sleeps and does not talk about love.

It's not that he didn't report, the time has not yet come, when he finally has enough waste and wants to find someone to end his singleness from the soul, the little evil star will come to his door.

Shen Qiusheng has not heard from him for so many years, is his son coming to settle accounts with him now?The reflex arc is too long!

He looked at Gu Zhaoran's stern and handsome face, and actually wanted to ask Shen Qiusheng how he was doing recently. It wasn't about an old relationship, but just curiosity, but his instinct told him not to ask. Curiosity killed the cat, so he swallowed the topic abruptly. , asked: "How have you been all these years? Your mother... I was the one who was ashamed of your mother and son back then."

"She is in the United States and has two listed companies under her control. She remarried." Gu Zhaoran said concisely, "You don't have to feel ashamed, it would be someone else if it wasn't you. My mother never put you in high regard."

Otherwise, killing a decisive wealthy female general would be easier than crushing an ant.

Fu Guangzhou looked embarrassed, and had to admit that what he said made sense. He only met Ms. Gu face to face, and the other party's eyes were cold and full of sarcasm, and there was a bit of pity that he couldn't understand at the time.

The absurd things when I was young, after thinking about it, it's like a mirror in my heart.

He is just a dog that comes and goes when he is called, it is ridiculous that he is still immersed in the self-deceiving savior feelings and thinks that he has met true love.

Gu Zhaoran looked coldly at his desolate look, reached out to touch his forehead lightly, and then abruptly withdrew the moment he touched it, twirling his fingers uncomfortably, trying to shake off the inexplicable heat.

After 20 years, it seems to be touching that innocent and stupid young man.

"When he was hanging out with you, he brought other men back." Gu Zhaoran cleared his throat, and told him the inside story that he didn't intend to say, "There is more than one, and you are just the most... the most..."

He considered how to express it accurately and without hurting others, Fu Guangzhou laughed at himself, and continued for him as if nothing had happened: "The most stupid one?"

Gu Zhaoran choked for a moment, wanted to correct him but felt that there was nothing more appropriate, so he nodded silently.

Fu Guangzhou suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette, but subconsciously touched his pocket and found that he had already quit. He looked at the time anxiously and said, "What else is there? Go off work if you have nothing to do, it's time for lunch."

Compared to the time when he was infatuated and made mistakes and had to die or live, he is really mature now, even if the sky falls, he can't live with his health.

He got up and walked out, Gu Zhaoran followed closely behind, Fu Guangzhou turned his head to look at the frozen eyebrows of the little wolf cub, and felt that this bad debt could not be messed up no matter what.

"Let's go." He still softened his heart, "I didn't catch you up yesterday, but I will make up for it today."

He just sincerely wanted to take care of the old man's son, but he didn't expect to take care of him on the bed again one afternoon.

Fu Guangzhou blocked his face against the warm light of the setting sun, feeling that the smell of green tea on his body was getting stronger and stronger.