Song female man

After calming down, Sister Song Yu took Shunniang's hand and sat down on the low couch under the window, pretending not to see the small bundle she was carrying in her hand, and called the maidservant in the house to come up and pour tea for Shunniang, and then He took the bowl of tea to Shunniang, and asked her to drink a few sips before talking.

Shunniang took the tea, took two sips silently, put down the tea bowl, and then picked up the small bundle that was put aside and handed it to Sister Song Yu, and said in a low voice, "Sister, I'm not blessed to pay this back to you..."

Sister Song Yu hesitated for a while, then reached out to take it, without looking at it, put it on the low couch beside her, and then asked Shun Niang: "Can you tell my sister what happened last time when you came back from me? Let you... ...causing you to change your mind?"

She tried her best to suppress her emotions and make what she said seem normal, but after all, she was not as relaxed as usual.

On the way to see Sister Song Yu, Shunniang had already thought about what to say, so seeing her take a deep breath, she slowly said to Sister Song Yu: "It's like this, since more than four months ago, my sister knew about my The identity of a woman, and told me that Han Ya Nei is pestering you, for my own good, don't see me again, don't give me your life... After I went back, I met Xie Erniang, the youngest daughter of Xie Tu next door to my house, and later , and experienced many things, and the relationship between me and her became more and more speculative... Later, I saw my sister at a small foot shop in Bianliang City years ago, and my sister asked me to meet, and proposed to stay with me, I said I want to go back and think about it... No, Xie Erniang saw the letter written by my sister, she also knew my identity as a woman, and accepted me... I had an engagement party with her before to avoid rumors, she said She is willing to marry me and live with me, and I decided to formally marry her this year after she reaches her age..."

After listening to Shunniang's words, Sister Song Yu was very surprised. She just felt that fate was tricking people. If she had made an appointment with her when Shunniang came to see her years ago, whether Shunniang would not go back Have you made love to the butcher's young daughter Xie Erniang?

But she knows that given her age and experience, she can't be hot-headed, throwing herself at someone without thinking about anything, and living her life with blind enthusiasm.Therefore, when she first met Shunniang, what she said about staying together before considering whether to be together definitely represented her own heart.Therefore, there is no if or if in this matter.If you want to blame, you can only blame that Xie Erniang's luck is too good. After she knew Shunniang's identity as a woman, she quickly accepted Shunniang and decided to marry Shunniang. to what problem.Because she was young, she was fearless, and she won Shunniang's heart one step ahead of herself.

Even after all this has been figured out, Sister Song Yu is still not reconciled, because she really likes this person in front of her. Even after she exposed her identity and turned into a woman, she still considers being with her and wants her Be with yourself for life.She knows how difficult it is. As she grows older, her heart is more and more wrapped in a thick layer of secular cocoon, self-enclosed, and no one can easily touch it.Or, she misses Shunniang, and then finds someone like Shunniang who makes her heart beat. She doesn't know that the year of the monkey is over.

She still has something to ask Shun Niang.

She asked Shunniang if she wanted to have something to do with her when she came to see her years ago, because she saw Shunniang's expression at that time, she was clearly so satisfied, and there was also longing in her eyes.

Shunniang thought about it and told her that when Sister Song Yu asked her to try on that cotton robe, she felt as if she was being taken care of by her mother, so she was satisfied. As for desire, she admitted that she had been longing for her ever since she met Sister Song Yu .Because Sister Song Yu is very charming, very sexy, and very mature, which is too attractive for her who likes women, and she cannot help but be attracted to Sister Song Yu.However, as soon as she leaves Sister Song Yu, as soon as she is far away from her, she will remember that her family is poor and needs to work hard to earn money to improve the life of her family. Based on her current situation, she feels that she is not good enough for Sister Song Yu.What's more, she feels that she has been accepting gifts from Sister Song Yu, but she is unable to repay Sister Song Yu, and she has a psychological gap, and being with Sister Song Yu is very stressful.

After hearing this, Sister Song Yu understood that because she was too good, Shunniang felt that she was not good enough for her, so she chose a girl next door who was similar to her and did not put pressure on her. This was obviously because Shunniang was too inferior. From the beginning to the end, she never looked down on Shun Niang's poor family. She always thought that Shun Niang was honest, hardworking, and smart, and she would be successful in the future.

"Does that mean that as long as your sister is not so good to you, you will choose your sister? Or if your sister lives in a smaller house and does not do business, and you earn money to support your sister, you are willing to be with her Already?" Following her train of thought, Sister Song Yu asked such a question.

Shunniang looked at Sister Song Yu with a wry smile, and said: "If my sister wants to make such a change, I think I won't be happy, and I won't. I think that if two people are together, if they change too much for the other person, If you don’t know yourself anymore, will the other person like such a person? Maybe we are the right person, but we didn’t meet at the right time.”

What she actually wants to express is that two people who love each other are the specificity of the other person who loves each other. If you blindly change for the other party and become completely different, not only will you be unhappy, but the other party will also feel that you have lost your specificity. Love you again.As for the latter sentence, it is more complicated for an ancient person like Sister Song Yu, what is the right person, and what is the right time.

"..." Sister Song Yu was really stunned, and it took a while to re-examine Shunniang, saying that she couldn't understand what Shunniang was saying, and she just wanted to find out whether Shunniang liked Xie Erniang more, or liked herself more Some, if she also expresses that she will no longer get along with Shunniang at this time, but directly decides that the two will get married in a certain day, will she choose herself.

Shunniang told Sister Song Yu very frankly that she liked Sister Song Yu and loved Xie Erniang.

As for Sister Song Yu's words about the two getting married directly, if she had said that when she met her years ago and agreed to Sister Song Yu, it would be impossible to agree to Xie Erniang later.Although there is no first-come-first-served relationship, there is a promise.

"Then tell my sister what is liking and what is love?"

"...Like is good opinion...Love is deep liking, indispensable."

In order not to make Sister Song Yu too uncomfortable, Shun Niang omitted the four words after "Like is good feeling" in this sentence: dispensable.

Listening to Sister Song Yu's ears, she only understood that Shunniang loved Xie Erniang, and only liked herself, which meant that she liked Xie Erniang even more.She also figured it out. It turned out that she hadn't been in contact with Shunniang more than four months ago when she was dealing with the entanglement in the Han Yamen. They often met and got along together, and Xie Erniang gradually replaced her position in Shunniang's heart.

"So that's it, okay, my sister understands... My sister won't pester you anymore, you and I have no fate as a husband and wife..." Sister Song Yu choked up, the disappointment was too great, and the blow was too great. No matter how strong her heart was, she couldn't bear it. I couldn't help crying because I lost Shunniang, a person who made my heart move so hard.

'...Sister..." It was the first time that Shunniang saw Sister Song Yu, who had always shown herself as a strong woman, weeping sadly, and couldn't help calling her, "It's all my fault, I'm not good enough for you, don't cry, I feel bad when you cry..."

Sister Song Yu took out the handkerchief in her sleeve to wipe the tears on her face, and continued to choke with sobs: "My sister told you to read a joke, I am so much older than you, and I am so useless."

"Sister..." Shunniang was clumsy, she didn't know what to say, and she always felt that if she said some comforting words, it would be hypocritical.

"Hug me." Sister Song Yu choked up for a while, then suddenly looked at Shun Niang and said sadly.

"..."

Sister Song Yu didn't care about Shunniang's daze, she threw herself into Shunniang's arms, hugged her neck tightly, and wept with her head on her shoulder.

At the beginning, I still cried silently, but then the crying became louder and the tears flowed more and more.

She felt that she was tired of being a female boss in the business field all the time, and she needed such a shoulder to lean on, so that she could return to a little woman, who could be hugged and pampered, and could do whatever she wanted. cry.She thought that Shun Niang in front of her would be someone she could rely on, but who would have thought that the two of them would miss it by accident, and she was really sad at this moment, weaker than ever...

"Hey..." Shunniang sighed in her heart, feeling that Sister Song Yu, who had always appeared as a strong woman, would sometimes be unable to hold on.

She didn't want to persuade Sister Song Yu to stop crying, but just patted her on the back lightly, and said in a low voice: "Sister, cry as much as you want, I will lend you my shoulder today."

Hearing Shunniang's words that understood her, Sister Song Yu was even more sad. She regretted that she was too rational and missed the person in front of her. After a while, the piece of clothes on Shunniang's shoulders was soaked...

After crying for at least half an hour, Sister Song Yu's crying gradually subsided, and she returned to her senses. After all, she put away her sadness, lifted it from Shun Niang's shoulders, and looked at the frowning person in front of her again. , bit her lip and said: "...you don't have to feel sorry for sister anymore, just stretch your brows..."

While speaking, she raised her hand to help Shunniang's frowning eyebrows, and then said, "Sister, I've thought about it..."

After a pause, she swallowed the words that I may miss you for a while, but I may not miss you forever.

Just say: "...The same sentence, even if we can't be a husband and wife, my sister still wants to be a sister with you, and I can see that you are getting more and more promising. Since we have met each other by fate in this life, let's continue this fate. stop."

Sister Song Yu's words were all about this, and her tone was so sincere, Shunniang felt that it would be too cruel for her to refuse her again.After all, Sister Song Yu is really her benefactor, remembering that when she first became Shun Niang who had a new core, she really helped me a lot when she first met Sister Song Yu, without Sister Song Yu, she would not be able to start the seed business so smoothly now , and will not make money.

When she came to see Sister Song Yu before, she thought about coming to see her, returned the clothes and tea she gave her, told her clearly that she and Xie Erniang were on good terms, and then cut off contact with her, and the one who went to the Song Family Main Store And the business of sending seeds to nearly a hundred foot stores below has also been pushed.

Who would have thought that seeing Sister Song Yu cry so hard at this moment, and sincerely said that she would continue to be sisters with her, and she would not be able to say the words of severing contact with her, so she naturally pushed away her little feet at the Songjiazheng store. I don't even mention the fact that the store sends seeds.

Shunniang thought, in the future, she would ask Shitou to send seeds to Sister Song Yu's Songjia Zhengdian, try to meet her as little as possible, and go to see her with a gift box on New Year's Day, so as to maintain the friendship between the two. Calculate it.To be honest, Shunniang thinks that as a friend, Sister Song Yu really surpasses everyone around her. Sister Song Yu is knowledgeable and has means. If it is a business, it is definitely beneficial for her to have such a friend who can offer some pertinent opinions. good.

On the premise of not affecting her relationship with Xiaojiao, she still likes to associate with Sister Song Yu very much.

"Okay." Shun Niang stretched her brows and smiled.

Sister Song Yu also laughed, and after thinking about it, she still gave the little burden to Shunniang: "Take it back, eat the tea and wear the cotton robe, don't think that after drinking the tea, you will get involved with me when you put on the clothes." I don't know. My sister is not a paranoid person, this matter will pass soon, and we should come and go frequently in the future, okay?"

Shunniang hesitated for a moment, but still took it, and said softly, "Okay."

I thought that when I came to see Sister Song Yu, I would experience embarrassment, discomfort and shame, but in the end, the two of them looked at each other and smiled, and became frequent friends and sisters?

Shunniang felt that Sister Song Yu's generosity not only brightened her heart, but also made Sister Song Yu more charismatic in her heart. For such a sister, she began to re-examine her.

"Okay, my sister won't delay you anymore. I know that you are going to deliver seeds to the Weijiazheng store, the Songjiazheng store, and the small foot stores below. You must be very tired if you weigh a thousand catties a day. Go back early and rest." And you have to take good care of your body and eat well, if you get tired, my sister will feel sorry for you." Sister Song Yu said with a smile, then she got up and sent Shunniang out in person, all the way to the gate of the house, watching her get into the ox cart, gradually Disappeared in the street, and then went back.

After returning home, she was still a little depressed, so she went directly to bed and slept for a few hours. In her dream, she dreamed that she was hugging Shunniang, and kissed Shunniang involuntarily...

After waking up, he couldn't help sighing secretly.

In order to relieve this depressed mood, Sister Song Yu washed and dressed, and went to the house where her parents lived in a donkey cart to meet her son and have dinner with them.

While eating, her eldest brother came over. It turned out that Song Gui had just gone to Sister Song Yu's house to look for her. The boy at the door said that Sister Song Yu had come to his parents, so he came to look for her.

He came to look for his sister, just to ask her, did he make it clear to that Xi Erlang, did Xi Erlang agree to marry the Song family? When Hachi meets Kijiro, he will be able to give him a letter of approval.Today is eighteen, he was thinking about it, so he didn't have dinner with his wife and children, and came to find his sister after finishing his work in the afternoon.I didn't want his sister to come to his parents, so he followed.

As soon as Sister Song Yu saw her brother, she also understood why he came. It just so happened that her elder brother didn't come to see her, and she still had to find time to talk to him about it.

Song Gui and Sister Song Yu finished dinner together, and went to the study. Once inside, Song Gui asked Sister Song Yu to meet Xi Erlang, what did Xi Erlang say, but he agreed to join the Song family.

Sister Song Yu shook her head and told Song Gui not to worry about it.

Song Gui was surprised, and asked Sister Song Yu, could it be that the boy was still picky and refused to join the Song family, what qualifications did he have to pick and choose.He said that his sister was stunning and rich, didn't Kijiro always think about her, now he picked it up instead, he just didn't know how to flatter her.He would send someone to find Xi Erlang and ask him, what is his plan? Does he want the Song family to give him a large sum of money, such as thousands of guan, before he agrees to marry the Song family?

Sister Song Yu said: "It's not about money. Xi Er is not a greedy and lustful person. If she was like this, I would have looked down on her long ago. Brother, I ask you to leave this matter alone. Xi Er and my fate are not enough, we can't." Be husband and wife."

Song Gui became anxious and said: "You talk to a poor boy about fate or not. He just doesn't know what to do. If you teach him a lesson, he will be honest."

Sister Song Yu became angry when she heard this, and said: "If you want to do this, you want to harm me for the rest of your life! Let me ask, how could a woman's official be married by beating? After getting married, this woman still wants to get a little bit of official. Do you love me? You are not looking for officials for me, you are looking for enemies for me!"

"But it's better than not being able to find anyone to marry you. When the time comes, the Han family will blame our Song family. Are you so stubborn that you want our Song family to suffer disaster and ruin the family? If you are only involved, then I can do whatever you want." I don't care about what you do. But it involves our parents and children, so I can't ignore it!" Song Gui said angrily, looking at Sister Song Yu with his hands behind his back.

Sister Song Yu: "Brother, are you worrying too much? You are scaring yourself. It has been so long since Han Sanlang's accident, and we have never seen the Han family come to trouble our Song family. Han Taiwei is also a famous official in the dynasty. So stupid, we don't have to force that Xier to marry into the Song family."

Song Gui snorted coldly, and then said: "Taiwei Han can't do such a thing, but as for the rest of the Han family, you can be sure that they won't be tempted to come to us because Han Sanlang has become a living dead. The Song family's bad luck? Everything is foregone, and if not forewarned, it will be abandoned. Over the years, how I have gained a foothold in the Cao family is based on this. I will take care of this matter, so don't talk too much!"

Sister Song Yu was so angry that her liver hurt, and she said a cruel sentence: "Brother, if you do something to persecute Xi Er, I will die. Anyway, it is because of me that I have brought trouble to the Song family. As long as I die, the Han family will also die." I will no longer blame me, an ominous person, for turning Han Sanlang into a living dead. I will leave my words here today, if you don’t believe me, you can do it!”

"You..." Song Gui didn't expect his sister to threaten him with death and not let him interfere in the matter of letting Xi Erlang marry the Song family. The corners of his eyes twitched several times, and he gritted his teeth, "If you really did this As the eldest brother, I swear to God that I will ask Xierlang's family to be buried with you, no matter how old or young!"

Sister Song Yu burst into tears when she heard the words, and asked why he was so stubborn. Didn't he say before that his own marriage is his own decision? Why is he breaking his promise now? If he really did that, he would just push himself into the fire pit .

Song Guidao: "At this time and at that time, first stop the Han family's mouth. Even if Xi Erlang hates you for a while, he will change his mind after you get along for a long time. Well, you don't care about anything, just wait to follow Let Xi Erlang get married. Whether you hate it or not is not as important as the life of our Song family!"

After saying this, Song Gui walked away with a wave of his sleeves, leaving Sister Song Yu alone in the room covering her face and crying.

Shunniang didn't know that when she returned to Yangliu Town, happily finished dinner with her family, unpacked the imperial tea that Sister Song Yu gave her, made tea, and invited Xie Erniang to come over to taste tea together, Bianliang City In the study of Sister Song Yu's parents' house, Song Gui has already made up his mind to force her into the Song family regardless of Sister Song Yu's objection.

She was in a particularly good mood today, while drinking the delicious royal tea, she told some interesting things she saw in the city, or some jokes she kept in her stomach, which made Erniang Xie who was sitting at the table giggle, Even Liu Shi and Qi Shi couldn't help laughing at her words.

Seeing that the atmosphere is very good today, Shun Niang moved her mind and simply had a showdown with the old lady, telling her that she and Xie Erniang were in love and wanted to marry her.

Anyway, sooner or later, she will have to tell her mother about it. The matter with Sister Song Yu has been settled, and the business has gone smoothly. She thinks it's better to say it sooner rather than later.

So I sent Xie Erniang back, and told her in a low voice that I was going to have a showdown with my old lady tonight, and asked Xie Erniang not to come home when I was not at home in the next few days, lest my old lady say anything hurtful, Or do something irrational.

When Xie Erniang heard that Shunniang was going to have a showdown with her old mother, she was still quite nervous. She grabbed Shunniang's arm and said that she would listen to Shunniang.

Shunniang shook her hand, reassuring her that she would definitely convince her to not worry about it.

Xie Erniang nodded and said, "Then I will wait for your letter."

Shunniang watched her enter Xie's house before turning back.

At that time, Mrs. Liu and Mrs. Qi were still sitting and talking at the table downstairs. Ms. Liu lamented that the imperial tea was delicious. Such tea might cost a bowl, but it was a pity that they could not be sold.

"Mother, come with me, I have something to tell you." As soon as Shunniang returned to her home, she closed the door behind her back, and then locked it, looked at Liu Shi, and then said to Qi Shi, "Sister-in-law will take the door with you." Kecheng and Huier are downstairs, I will go upstairs with my mother to talk."

"What's the matter, can't you say it in front of your sister-in-law, making it so mysterious?" Liu muttered, but when she saw Shun Niang going upstairs, she also stood up and followed her upstairs up.