From the abyss

"She will come. She will come."

After recovering from the madness, Xue Wei gave her a foolish smile.

She kept mumbling to herself.

"Xue Wei."

Without warning, Lin He suddenly called that person's name.The person paused for half a second before raising her head. Her hair had been messed up by herself, and a bunch of black and white eyes were exposed between the messy hair, and there was clearly horror hidden in those eyes.

Lin He lowered his head and smiled wryly, obviously she was the one who was kidnapped.

"She won't come," she said.

In fact, when she said this, she didn't have the confidence.Two complicated emotions were fighting in her heart, and every minute and every second became extremely tormented.

"Why?" Xue Wei moved her lips, her gaze was like a blade shining with cold light.

Lin He glanced at the door worriedly, concealed his anxiety, and forced a confident smile: "Because your plan was wrong from the beginning."

The man opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but finally closed his mouth embarrassingly.

Lin He took a deep breath and continued: "Why me?"

no answer.

She went on.

"You were raped in junior high school. Eight out of ten have something to do with Fu Shiyao. She got hold of you in that incident. It might be a fruit photo or something else. In short, She threatened you with those things. You can only obey her. You did nothing wrong, but you were excluded by the whole class under Fu Shiyao's instruction. Neither your parents nor teachers extended a helping hand to you. The long-term bullying made you You get numb to slavery, so you get used to being slaved."

"Using a handle to command you, so as to gain more handles. This snowball is getting bigger and bigger, becoming hopeless. You are in pain, but there is nowhere to turn for help. So you think of escaping this environment by learning. .Under adversity, using pain as a driving force, you finally got into our school."

"You are very happy. You thought you finally got rid of Fu Shiyao and the others. But you didn't expect that here, you met Lin Suiqing."

"Although you tried hard to escape from that environment, the events at that time have left a deep shadow on you. Lin Suiqing made your nightmare come back again. And you, out of habit, soon succumbed to her slavery. "

"You are in pain. You are angry. The experience of that dark time has left an indelible mark on you. You are wary of everyone, hate everyone, and cannot communicate with anyone normally. But in front of Lin Suiqing, she is like It's Fu Shiyao's shadow that follows you everywhere. The shadow Fu Shiyao left on you is so great that you dare not resist Lin Suiqing at all. You can only choose to remain silent."

"But one cannot remain silent forever. Your anger, your resentment has nowhere to vent."

Having said that, Lin He suddenly paused, his eyes pitying.

"So you saw me."

"Is it because I'm a bit like them? In your eyes, you've got all the best things, and you're on top, just like the people you hate the most."

"They will beat you and insult you. You don't dare to resist them, they have the shadow of Fu Shiyao."

"...so you chose me."

Lin He spat out these words with difficulty.Her voice was hoarse.

"When you see my pain, you will feel that you have revenged those people, and you will have pleasure." She sneered, "You dare not revenge those people, so you choose to revenge me. Yes, I am a coward. You are too .”

Her nose suddenly felt a little sour.Ye Yibei's figure flashed in her mind, countless images of getting along with each other flowed like flowing water, bitter and sweet.

Xue Wei stared blankly at the person in front of her.She looked very embarrassed, but she straightened her waist, her eyes were bright, she looked at herself firmly, and she was not afraid of herself at all.

"Impossible impossible impossible...you know what you know!"

She screamed in dismay and smashed the thing in her hand.She let out a hysterical cry.

……

……

Lin He held Ye Yibei's face in his hands, and wiped away her tears bit by bit with gentle and delicate kisses.

"Why are you crying?"

With her fingers, she carefully smoothed the man's hair down to his eyes, smiling very faintly.

The person on the body choked a few times, and Dou Da's tears rolled out.

They were gently wiped away one by one.

Lin He always treats her like this, gentle and patient.

Ye Yibei only felt a softness in his heart, and there was a faint bitterness in the softness.She didn't know what words to use to describe her mood, she just felt that she owed that tenderness.

No reward.

"I don't know..." she murmured, her hoarse crying softened the hearts of the people below her, "I really don't know..."

Lin He didn't know what she was referring to.That doesn't matter to her.

"Don't cry..." Lin He's voice was so soft that water could be squeezed out, and he smiled wryly, "It hurts me to see you cry."

"Can't stop..." The man choked, the water in his eyes flickered like a starry sky.

"Then kiss me." There was tenderness in her smile, "If you still can't stop, then kiss me again."

She still wanted to say something, but the smile was wiped away by the lips of the person on her body.

……

……

Two hours have passed.

Ye Yibei didn't come.

Xue Wei looked out the window, and Lin He also looked out the window. There was only an empty night outside.

Xue Wei has returned to calm.She didn't even look at Lin He any more, she was just waiting silently for something.

Lin He is also waiting for the final judgment.

The contradiction in her heart twisted her heart, no matter what kind of ending it was, it seemed unsatisfactory.

……

"and after?"

"Later..."

In the distance came the sound of sirens.The sky was stained purple by the flickering lights.

The police rushed in.

After dragging her exhausted body and mind, Lin He was finally able to breathe a long sigh of relief, allowing her consciousness to sink into the darkness. This night was too painful and long for her.

Until the end, Ye Yibei didn't come either.

Fortunately, Ye Yibei didn't come.

Although Lin He hoped so much.

although……

……

Their story should come to an end here.

In fact it is.

Although the school deliberately concealed it, gossip inevitably spread in the school.

Xue Wei was judged mentally unable to continue her studies, and her desk was quietly emptied without knowing when.That person never came back.

Lin He's wounds were treated for a week, and those were minor injuries, and after a week of treatment, there were basically no visible signs.

When she arrived at the school, she suddenly found that her position had been moved.It seemed that the teacher readjusted the seat when she was not around, and Ye Yibei was moved to a position far away from her.

They each occupied a corner of the classroom, very close to each other, but seemed to be separated from each other.

Out of the corner of her eye, she could feel Ye Yibei looking back at her, but she didn't dare to look directly at that person.

She dare not bear her worry, her concern.She didn't even dare to look at the emotion in each other's eyes.

Lin He was afraid that he would lose control.

Since that night, a seed took root and sprouted in her heart, and it became more and more luxuriant.

Even though Ye Yibei stood in front of her, the conversation was no longer as relaxed as before.Lin He only felt that she could hardly breathe beside Ye Yibei, there was always a voice screaming in her heart, just like Xue Wei was hysterical that night.

She wanted to grab Ye Yibei and question her, but she met that soft gaze.She eventually ran away.This fear made her unconsciously want to escape.

She dared not ask.

Lin He said sorry countless times in his heart.

Sorry, I'm a coward.

So she dared not ask.

So she ran away.

Under Ye Yibei's increasingly disappointed eyes, Lin He was like a deserter who was defeated without a fight, abandoning his armor and dragging his troops, fled in desperation, extremely embarrassed and despondent.

……

……

When Ye Yibei stopped sobbing, she raised her head, only to find that the person under her had unknowingly blushed eyes.

"Xiaohe, you..."

Before she finished speaking, Lin He seemed to have reacted suddenly, and quickly wiped her eyes roughly with the back of her hand.

But the tears seemed to burst a dike, and finally they were overwhelmed, and rolled out one after another.

Lin He looked a little embarrassed.She simply covered her eyes with her arms.

"Don't look," she said.

Ye Yibei had never heard her speak in that begging tone.

"Don't talk," she said.

The people on him were silent.

The man covered his eyes with his hands, as if this would cover up her gaffe.Her chest rose and fell violently, but she managed not to choke.

After a long time, the voice of talking resounded in the room.

"I'm sorry, Ye Yibei." Lin He said, "I'm sorry."

What do you have to apologize for?

Ye Yibei thought.

"I'm sorry." The man still stubbornly repeated his apology.

"I'm probably not as strong as I thought."

she says.

The author has something to say:

The 1w draft was completed today.

I don't know if this chapter has expressed Xiaohe's emotions.You have to protect Xiaobei well, so you can't show your weak side. You want Xiaobei to save yourself, but you don't want her to come here. You think it will be dangerous for her to come here, but Xiaobei really didn't come. She was very disappointed, but she didn't dare to question (here The reason why Xiaobei didn’t come will be explained later) But the heart is there, I am very disappointed, afraid that I will run away and hurt Xiaobei, so I can’t help but stay away from her.Recalling the past, Xiaohe felt that he was very bitter, so he had the last sentence.

In fact, Xiaohe will feel very sad and there is a little bit involved in the later plot, let's talk about it later~

I’m afraid that this chapter is too stream-of-consciousness for you to understand, so... let me explain_(:з」∠)_呀