miss you

It has been more than half a year since Wuyou went to study, my son was sent to the public kindergarten near my mother's house, and I also had a lot of free time to practice.

Huiwen said that Wuyou was afraid that my body would not be able to bear it, so she accompanied me as an assistant, and we would sit down and have a heart-to-heart talk from time to time. Huiwen said that Wuyou was most afraid of me suddenly disappearing.Normally, Huiwen and I don't have many opportunities to meet alone in Wuyou. She is Wuyou's work partner, and Huiwen takes care of Wuyou's business.

"Worriless is in a much better state recently"

"Yeah, I feel much refreshed."

"Ruobing"

"Um"

"Wuyou has been too shameless for the past two years. Don't blame her, she also has something to hide. I followed her from the United States to China, and I watched her stumble all the way to today. Wuyou is already very good. I think she has worked very hard after experiencing life and death and regaining her lost life, and still being able to live and work intact."

"I didn't blame her"

Huiwen has a deep friendship with Wuyou, so deep that she fully supports Wuyou and helps her reach the pinnacle of her career.

"Mom, I'm going back now. I'm going to pick up the child. Don't go there." After I got out of the group, I walked quickly to the parking space. When "Sister Ruobing" pressed the car key, the shepherd pigeon came towards me. She is wearing a plain dress today.

"Shepherd Pigeon, here you come."

"Why are you going, in a hurry."

"I'm going to pick up the kids"

"Oh, see you tomorrow."

"Okay, see you tomorrow."

After saying hello to the shepherd pigeon, I got in the car and went to the kindergarten. My son just entered the kindergarten and he was not quite used to it. Every morning when he was sent in, he would cry a lot. His little hands hugged my neck and refused to let go, shouting Dao, don’t want you, I want my mother, I want my mother, so my mother will not send the baby to kindergarten.

Every time I will attract strange eyes from the parents who are sending their children. They seem to think that I am the stepmother of this child, the third party who destroys other families. You see, this child keeps calling for his own mother, his own mother.

"Jun Bo's mother, you are here."

"Hey, have your children been making trouble recently?"

"It's much better. It's good for children to get in touch with a new environment."

"Too"

"Jun Bo's mother, you have such a good temperament."

"Thank you"

"What's your job"

"Oh, I'm a dancer."

"Oh, no wonder he is so temperamental. What does the child's father do?"

"She...the merchant"

"Oh, here comes the baby, baby."

When the school bell rang, the elder sister who I was chatting with just now rushed to the gate of the kindergarten. After the crowd dispersed, I walked over to pick up my son and headed home.

"Tell Ruobing's mother how the baby is doing today."

"pretty good"

"Baby is a boy, you can't always cry and know it. If the mother knows that the baby is not good in kindergarten, she will not like the baby."

"little mother"

"Well, talk."

"Baby misses Mommy. Mommy has been gone for a long time this time. When will Mommy come back?"

"If the baby is obedient, mother will come back soon"

"Really"

"Well, mother Ruobing made a bet with the baby that the mother will come back when the baby can dress and eat by himself."

"you mean it"

"Well, really."

As soon as I entered the park with my son in my arms, I saw my father chatting with the neighbors downstairs. "Grandpa" the son stretched out his small arms for the old man to hug, "Oh, my grandson, grandpa hugs, is he good today? Listen to the teacher and eat well."

"dad"

"Go up, your mother is at home."

"Well, then you can play with him for a while."

The grandpa took the child to play on the small slide. I took out the key and went upstairs. When I entered, I greeted my mother and went back to the bedroom to lie down.The door is ajar and through the crack of the door you can see the old man wearing glasses and watching TV. Most of Wuyou's mother's hair is white. The old lady always talks about Wuyou's shortcomings in front of me. Where is the baby girl?

"Ruobing"

"Oh, mom, you call me."

"I saw your performance, and you danced really well."

"thank you mom"

"Have you had any worry-free videos recently?"

"No, she's been very busy in class recently and has no time. She hung up after saying a few words because of the time difference."

"My child, what are you talking about?"

"Mom, let me do it, fried pork with mushrooms or green peppers."

“Fried Meat Bar”

"Oh, good."

As the number of times I went to kindergarten increased, I gradually became acquainted with the little teacher who took care of my son’s class and the parents of children in the same class. A few lively parents would often contact the parents of other children to go out on Saturday or Sunday. Children outing and having fun.

"Mother Junbo, your craftsmanship is really good, and this dessert is really delicious."

"Mother Lele, yours is also very good."

"sister"

"Well, your husband must love you very much. It's not like when we got married, our work immediately stagnated and we revolved around our children every day. We don't have your looks and body. The money was sent, and I accepted it."

"What are you talking about?" Another older mother hurriedly intervened in the conversation. I smiled at them and said, "It's okay, my boss pays me regularly."

"Wow, how much."

"Three thousand"

"How much, three thousand, oh, my husband is better in comparison."

"Your husband's salary should be handed over every month"

"Hey, I have both his salary card and bonus card."

The children were all tired from playing, and everyone drove home in their own cars. The son was tired from running, and he was holding the water cup and gurgling, "son"

"Um"

"Do you want to learn to dance? Mom will take you to the dance troupe tomorrow, okay?"

"Dance, troupe."

"Yeah, where Mom works."

"Mom, can I see my mother there?"

"I will"

Every time I promise to my child, I have a sense of deception. My son wants to be worry-free, especially.After putting the child to sleep at night, I called Wuyou. She was in a mess. I was about to talk to her about my son, but then I heard the person on the other side say, my side is too messy to hear. Qing, I will give you a video at home another day, so let’s not talk about it.

Putting down the mobile phone glass window, it was a silent night. I saw an extremely lonely woman on the glass mirror. The huge room, the lonely bed, the pain in my heart, I can’t share it. Go, with your departure, there is no news of happiness, fade away with the past, fall asleep with the dream, and gradually fade away with the numb heart. I miss you so much, miss you so much, but leave no trace.I still think on tiptoe, I still let the memory hover, I still close my eyes and weep, I still pretend it doesn't matter, I miss you so much, miss you so much, but deceive myself, I miss you so much, miss you so much, deeply in my heart.

Worry-free, Ruobing misses you, really misses you.

I took my son to the dance troupe on Sunday. The existence of children can always bring more fun to the boring life. Lifan teased my son and said to me: "This Wen Wuyou is really blessed, there is no crime at all. Such a big son is for nothing."

"Come on, baby, come to Ruobing's mother, don't eat candy and spit it out."

"Hey, Ruo Bing, you gave birth to her child, why do you expect you to raise the child for her alone? Isn't this a handsome dog who throws his hands at the shopkeeper? I wonder if you are short-hearted, you."

"You are sharp, you are smart, and I am born with a stupid brain."

"No, Ruobing, I didn't think she was good at Wen Wuyou when I was in school, so I wondered why you guys are so easily confused by her. Look, there are a lot of boys who want to see her. She stared at that guy strictly. You said she was good-looking before, and I recognized it, but you see that she is not beautiful now, so why are there so many idiots following her? I can't figure it out. "

"Don't even think about it, I haven't understood it for so many years."

"Hey, I said..."

"Sister Ruobing..., who's child is so cute."

"Oh, this is my son, the baby is called sister."

Shepherd Pigeon bent down and scratched his son's little nose, "I won't delay the rehearsal if I bring the child here, don't worry."

"Oh, Sister Ruobing, I see that what you said is all right, why should each child read it?"

"Oh no, the old man is getting old and the kid is so naughty and he's been tossed a lot. I think it's better if I can bring it myself."

"What about your lover, why doesn't she bring a child?"

"She went abroad to study, not in China."

"Oh, that."

Shepherd Pigeon is our boss. She is very young. When I first saw her, she stared at me for a long time, which made me very moved and uncomfortable. At first, when I was not familiar with her, she came to the group for a day. Then one day she She found me and said that she had seen my performance in the past and admired me, and hoped that I could come out and dance again.

After being rejected by me twice, Shepherd Pigeon invited me to a performance by a foreign dance troupe. We sat under the stage and stared at the stage. The moment the lights came down, I squinted my eyes. I love dancing, and I love that stage.

After the show ended, she asked me again if I was still interested in the stage. I turned her gaze and said, "I will not bring you high profits and reputation. I'm sorry you found the wrong person."

"I don't need you to bring great financial benefits to the dance company, I just want the person in the middle of the stage to return to where she should be."

In the troupe, when I saw dancers practicing there, I often stopped to watch, and occasionally I couldn't help but go up and make gestures.Li Fan said, I can completely come out to dance again. Although I am not as dexterous as before, I can come out again after a solid foundation and practice.I took her words as a joke and didn't take it seriously, but one day my mother invited a senior to the group, and I was standing on the stage to demonstrate dance moves to several actors.

What I didn't expect was that my mother actually expressed her attitude and said that she would let me continue dancing. I said: "Mom, we can't make a decision. Go home and ask Wuyou. Don't mention it to her. I will find a chance to talk to her." Say it."

"Talk to her to be sure, as she is so generous, it's better not to say anything."

"Mom, I actually didn't want to continue dancing. I was just gesticulating just now. Just pretend you didn't see it. I'll go to Wuyou."

I am very happy to return to my most beloved stage, but I still focus my life on my family. It is not easy for me to be with Wuyou, and I do not want to make Wuyou sad again. The dance that is regarded as life is only a small part of my life now.

I have been in touch with Shepherd Pigeon for a long time, and I think she is a very careful person. She will pay attention to your emotions, and will sit quietly with you when you are down and look at the sky quietly. When you are in a good mood, she will Chat with you, talk about gossip and parents' short stories.Later, when she came to the group, she would come to me directly, and I also regarded her as a friend.

"Well, don't stay in the regiment anymore, Sister Chen, we can take the children to the zoo or the botanical hall."

"It's a good suggestion. If Bing goes away, let's stop being so boring in the regiment and go out with the child."

At Mu Ge's suggestion and Li Fan's instigation, I carried my son and the two of them to the aquarium. My son stared at the big fish swimming above his head in the subsea tunnel. I bought an ice cream cone, then took her hand and squatted down to explain to my son about the types and characteristics of fish while pointing at the glass.

"Don't tell me, Tong Shepherd Ge is very patient with children, she can talk to you quite well."

"Oh, yes."