born of love

"I really didn't know you were working so hard before. Look, you're exhausting yourself!" Lin Feng joked when he saw someone slow down, "Looks like I'm going to ask for leave and come back to watch you!"

"No!" Bai Yuan didn't realize that it was a joke, and uncharacteristically, he refused almost immediately.

"What's wrong?" Lin Feng felt more and more strange, "Could it be that you did something bad at home behind my back?"

"No, no," Bai Yuan shook his head, felt dizzy and stopped, and whispered, "I don't want to distract you."

"Xiaoyuan, you have to tell me the truth." Lin Feng put him back on the mat so that the two of them could look at each other. His deep eyes just stared at the opposite person, as if he wanted to see the deepest part of his heart. Secret, "Why on earth have you suddenly started writing so desperately lately? What exactly are you writing about?"

"It's nothing, it's just a biography of a real person," Bai Yuan grabbed his lover's hand with his cold fingers, "It's just that the time for finishing the manuscript is tight, so I'm a little anxious, don't worry."

"Didn't I tell you to take good care of your illness?" Lin Feng's eyebrows could kill a fly, "How long ago have you been discharged from the hospital and started to pick up work, do you want to die?!"

It wasn't that Lin Feng made a big fuss, nor did he treat Bai Yuan as Lin Daiyu. It was Dr. Li who told him that Bai Yuan's heart should not be too stimulated or overworked when he was discharged from the hospital. I have stopped exercising and even my rehabilitation. These days I just go to the hospital for symbolic physical therapy to loosen my muscles and bones.

Lin Feng kept these in mind, afraid that his daughter-in-law would find some good movies or buy some good books in the second-hand bookstore every few days because she was bored at home, but Bai Yuan took the job silently, still like this How could he not be angry about the urgent work?

"It's okay," Bai Yuan saw that his lover was going to be angry, and quickly comforted him, "I've been exhausted for the past few days, so I don't have much energy, just sleep well."

"Bai Yuan!"

If someone calls you by your first and last name, he is either trying to confess his love to you or making trouble for you.

At this time, Lin Feng was obviously the latter.

"I can't control your body, but I can control myself!" Lin Feng simply stood up, crossed his arms, and slammed the door out, "I'll sleep in the guest room before you think it through!"

The porridge on the bedside table was still warm, but there was no warmth from that person around, Bai Yuan stared at the bedroom door, and finally cried out silently.

In fact, Lin Feng never dared to leave. He regretted it after he slammed the door, but it was too embarrassing to go back like this at this time, and he was worried that his wife would do something stupid by herself, so he stood at the door and listened with his breath held, for fear of missing what was going on inside. movement.

But Lin Feng stood at the door until his legs were numb, but there was still no sound in the room, the silence was terribly silent, he gritted his teeth, he was finally worried, and opened the door to check.

Bai Yuan was still leaning against the pile of cushions, with teardrops on his eyelashes, he had obviously cried and just fell asleep.

Sighing, he stretched out his hand and pulled off the cushion, helped the person to lie down, and stroked Bai Yuan's forehead with his fingers, Lin Feng frowned suddenly, and tried the temperature again.

Very hot.

He took an ear thermometer in the medicine cabinet in the living room, and he took a closer look and found that the temperature had reached 39 degrees Celsius.

Adults rarely have a high fever above 38 degrees because of their strong resistance. If they really have a fever of 39 or [-] degrees, it is relatively serious.

Lin Feng was so anxious that he patted his daughter-in-law's cheek lightly: "Xiao Yuan, Xiao Yuan?"

The face of the person on the bed was flushed, different from the usual paleness, and the corners of the lips were chapped. He shook his head following Lin Feng's movements, his brows were slightly frowned, his eyelashes were trembling but he did not open his eyes.

Forcing himself to calm down, Lin Feng called Zhang Ningchen, found antipyretics and helped Bai Yuan take it first, and then poured cold water on his head with a towel.

"Daughter-in-law, hold on for a while!" Lin Feng called out to him, and at least put the pills in.

Fortunately, there was no traffic jam in the middle of the night, Zhang Ningchen came from the hospital on duty in only 10 to [-] minutes, and it was too late to change her shoes. She was sweating from running, and rushed to the bedroom to see Bai Yuan, who could not wake up.

"So hot?" Zhang Ningchen tested the temperature of Bai Yuan's forehead and was startled, "Didn't I ask you to feed him antipyretics first?"

"Eat!" Lin Feng was also anxious, "What should we do now?"

Lifting the quilt, Zhang Ningchen inspected him carefully from below the level of the injury, and did not use much force when touching the lower abdomen, and saw the unconscious man groaning in pain, with sweat dripping from his forehead instantly.

"Send it to the hospital!" Zhang Ningchen ordered decisively, "He probably has a urinary tract infection."

"Urinary tract infection?" Lin Feng ran out while carrying the man on his back, and asked, "What's wrong, is it serious?"

"What do you mean 'serious'? Seriousness is only when life is endangered?" Zhang Ningchen was also anxious, staring and reprimanded, "The cleaning of the urethra of paraplegic patients is the most sloppy. Urinary tract infection is not serious, but it is not easy to heal. If you You don't have the patience to wait on him and break up with him as soon as possible!"

The faces of both of them were livid, and they sent Bai Yuan to the hospital without a word to hang the water. Lin Feng went to go through the hospitalization procedures, and went back to the ward to try his daughter-in-law's forehead. He felt that the fever had subsided, and he felt relieved. Then he felt a stomachache. Come.

In the past few days, he has opened three new pits to serialize comics according to the requirements of the studio editor. The styles are cute and handsome, but the reading volume is not satisfactory. For a while, the atmosphere in the studio is a bit weird. Everyone look at him There was a hint of contempt in his eyes, which made him very stressed.

If he couldn't draw well, he would try his best, and he would go back to the days when he was hungry and full. He already had stomach problems, so after such a toss, he came out to join in the fun.

Covering his stomach and shrinking into a shrimp, Lin Feng still didn't forget to stuff Bai Yuan's cold hands back under the quilt.

That hand hooked his fingers, he thought that Bai Yuan was about to wake up, so he quickly pulled himself together and looked over.

The man's eyelashes were trembling, his sleep was restless, his chapped lips opened and closed, and he muttered a few unintelligible monosyllables. Lin Feng leaned over to hear clearly.

Bai Yuanzai said: "Husband...don't go...husband...I was wrong...I love you..."

The moonlight in late autumn shone on the two of them, and Lin Feng burst into tears.

When Bai Yuan woke up in the middle of the night, his fever had subsided, and he was sweating profusely. He reached for the remote control beside the bed to raise the bed, and looked at his lover lying next to him with a bitter smile.

This quarrel was not inexplicable, but both of them felt grievances in their hearts. Bai Yuan spent more than half a month writing the manuscript, in fact, it was to make his man less stressed and stop working so hard; Lin Feng drew pictures day and night, in fact, it was for Let my daughter-in-law live a comfortable life with less pain.

There is nothing wrong with it, they are all concerned about each other.

If you have to say that there is a mistake, then the mistake is that they all take each other too seriously, but they take themselves too lightly.This finally intensified the conflict.

love?

I love it.

Resent it?

Because of love and resentment, the layer of complaints called distressing is set aside, and what is hidden deep in my heart is the infinite concern for my lover.

Resent it?

Don't complain.

In this life, what can a husband ask for if he is cherished and cared for by this one person?

Rubbing Lin Feng's head, Bai Yuan softly called out: "Afeng, don't sleep on your stomach."

"Hmm..." Lin Feng snorted, woke up suddenly, straightened up and looked worried, "How are you?"

"It's much better, no more fever," Bai Yuan took his hand and carried it into his arms, "Don't sleep on your stomach, it's uncomfortable."

"It's okay." Lin Feng tried his temperature anxiously, and he was relieved when it was not so hot. "Are you tired? Go to sleep."

He avoided talking about the previous quarrel between the two, but he was infinitely gentle.

"Honey, come up to sleep." Bai Yuan dragged his body and moved in the opposite direction, "I miss you."

Fearing that he would fall to the ground without moving, Lin Feng quickly hugged him: "Okay, my husband will sleep in my arms."

Because of a urinary tract infection, Bai Yuan couldn't use a catheter and diapers. Only then did he have a deeper understanding of the difficult life of paraplegics.

"The urinary tract infection is not very serious this time, but his index has not dropped." The doctor frowned as he looked at the medical records and test sheets. "This can easily lead to nephritis or even uremia."

"Then what should we do?" Lin Feng asked quickly.

"Let's stay in the hospital for observation," the doctor said, "I'll teach you how to help him establish bladder reflexes and intermittent catheterization when his indicators drop."

"That..." Lin Feng thought of something, and called to the doctor who turned to leave, "Xiao Yuan has done similar training and rehabilitation before, and he actually has a foundation."

"Oh?" The doctor was slightly surprised, "Then how did it become like this?"

"Because we went to Tibet before, he suffered from myocarditis and pulmonary edema..." Lin Feng's voice was low and bitter, "The previous rehabilitation..."

"What nonsense!" The doctor glared at him, and then slowed down his tone, "But since you have done the corresponding training before, it's not as difficult to pick it up as the first time, so let's wait for the indicator to drop first."

Lin Feng looked disappointed, and when he returned to the ward, he saw the nurse helping his wife rubbing her lower abdomen, so he hurried over and said, "This is..."

"Urinary tract infection leads to difficulty urinating. At this time, we can only use external assistance." The nurse looked up at him and continued to move. "The family members don't stand still, come and help."

Bai Yuan snorted in pain, his fingers clenched the snow-white sheet, he bit his lips, his eyes were closed, and his eyebrows were tightly knit together.

Standing at the foot of the bed, Lin Feng helped to hold Bai Yuan's slightly trembling legs. The legs under him were skinny, and the calf was almost skinny. Because of the pain, his toes were stretched, and the arches of his feet were arched high. After breaking away from the foot support that I usually wear carefully, the deformity is very obvious.

The color on the diaper gradually faded, the nurse finally stopped and went to the bathroom to get water, Lin Feng took over to clean the daughter-in-law, changed the diaper, and then looked up at her face.

Bai Yuan's whole body seemed to be fished out of the water, he was too tired to open his eyes.

"Husband..." He moved his fingers slightly, hooked in Lin Feng's direction, moved the corners of his lips, and his voice was as soft as a mosquito.