born of love

In fact, it is a big meal, but it is just a few light dishes and two glasses of cocktails.Bai Yuan's physical condition is special. Although the hottest time in midsummer has passed by now, he must not be sloppy. He must strictly control his diet to prevent stomach flu.

After all, the guests and service staff in the restaurant don't see people in wheelchairs very often, so they will inevitably look at them more. It just so happens that the aisle of the restaurant is not wide. In order not to affect other people's dining, Lin Feng can only sit in the booth with Bai Yuan in his arms, and then Please put the wheelchair on the back of the chair, please.

"I knew it would be so troublesome, so I ate it at home." Because of the transfer, Bai Yuan's legs were intertwined under the table, his posture was weird, his waist and abdomen were weak, he leaned back and slid straight down, and could only lean against Lin Feng's left hand .

"If I had known it would be such a hassle, I would have changed to a brighter shop." Lin Feng scooped up a spoonful of tofu and brought it to his daughter-in-law's mouth. Because the right half of his body was leaning against him, Bai Yuan couldn't pull out his hands to hold the chopsticks by himself. Lin Feng simply fed him.

"How much will it cost?" Bai Yuan opened his mouth to answer, speaking inarticulately.

The restaurant where the two ate is located in the city center, with a large shopping mall below, and you can go directly to it by elevator. The entire first floor is their restaurant, which is already very expensive for two people who have just graduated from college and their income is not stable. up.

"What are you afraid of?" There was a grain of rice on the daughter-in-law's lips. Seeing that there was no one around, Lin Feng leaned over and kissed her, which made people blush. Then he said seriously, "Didn't I just get paid?"

Bai Yuan was tired from leaning on the same posture all the time, shook his head and stopped after eating a few mouthfuls, and said with a smile: "Then we will drink the northwest wind after this meal?"

"Husband has a lot of strength." Lin Feng also put down his chopsticks. Seeing that the person was uncomfortable sitting, he simply hugged him and let him sit on his lap to relieve the pressure on his right leg and buttocks. Can earn."

If it is said that youth is the capital that allows the two to forge ahead without any scruples, then this fearless courage is the driving force that supports them to keep moving forward.

Suddenly, a few unpleasant dialects came from my ears, which probably meant that a middle-aged aunt was educating her son. If he didn't find a girl to date with when he grew up, he would become a paralyzed person like Bai Yuan.

After sitting in a wheelchair for a long time, in fact, Bai Yuan is also used to the disgust or pity gazes of others, but today the gazes have materialized into words, and they are like a sharp sword, piercing straight into his chest.

What's more, it's not just that he's a paralytic, but he's also being discriminated against as a homosexual.

Lin Feng is from the north. Although he has stayed in Binhai City for more than four years, he still can't understand the dialect here. He can only vaguely distinguish "paralyzed man" and "find a boy", and he understands it.

"If you want to find a boy, you have to ask for it." Lin Feng rubbed his daughter-in-law's warm back through the clothes, without looking sideways, and raised his voice, "With this kind of upbringing, I can't see it."

He spoke Mandarin with a perfect accent, and his voice was not low. For a while, the guests who dined nearby all looked back at them, as if they didn't know why.

Holding his wife tightly in his arms, Lin Feng didn't shy away from other people's gaze, lowered his head and kissed his forehead, and asked softly: "Xiao Yuan, someone farted here, the air is not good, let's go home? "

Bai Yuan only felt that the embrace he was leaning on was very solid, and he couldn't help nodding: "Okay."

Please let the waiter put the wheelchair in front of the two of them again. After Lin Feng fastened the restraint belt on Bai Yuan, he raised his head and glanced at the mother who was so frightened that she hadn't recovered. Then she smiled proudly, checked out, pushed her lover away Dining room.

Although Lin Feng's rebuttal was very effective and healed most of Bai Yuan's soul, there was still a small part of him like a demon screaming "You are a useless person" and "You are a big liar". Feeling down.

Suddenly remembered the night before the new year, he huddled in Lin Feng's arms and the two whispered, talked about the parents, talked about the future, and then looked at his legs with no muscles now, and the pair of sagging With both feet, he finally held the phone and dialed the editor who was in charge of urging his manuscript.

"Is it Editor Tang?"

"Mr. Bai wants to continue signing with me?"

"Sign it, you can't always be a rice bug."

"Then it's settled. In fact, our magazine is still very promising. With fresh blood like Mr. Bai joining us, I think we will benefit from each other."

"Then thank you, Editor Tang first."

"Well, I have a job here about a private biography, and it happens that the information is almost collected. Otherwise, let Mr. Bai write it?"

"Okay, what about the requirements and time?"

"The word count is around [-] words, and the final date is at the end of next month. The other party has a lot of background, and I would rather spend my own money to publish it. Mr. Bai has worked hard for a month."

"Please send the information to my email." Bai Yuan squeezed his legs just after getting anesthesia from the hospital, and hung up the phone.

It's almost September, and although it's not as hot as in the dog days, the autumn tiger is still terrifying. Bai Yuan huddled in the air-conditioned room and looked at the freely flying bird outside the window, feeling envious.

Since he is a human being, he can't help himself at all times. He Bai Yuan aspired to be a freelance writer, but in the end he chose to make wedding dresses for others in order to make a living.

Lin Feng's comics were published as he wished, and the sales were within expectations. There was a small celebration in the studio. He missed his wife at home alone, so he hurriedly dealt with his colleagues and drove home.

Pushing open the door, the whole house was pitch black and there was no sound, unlike the warm lights in the past. Lin Feng couldn't help having an ominous premonition. He quickly changed his shoes and called out, "Xiao Yuan? Xiao Yuan?"

There were a few faint responses from the bathroom, and he rushed over in two steps.

Before he could go in, Lin Feng could already smell the smell inside. The wheelchair fell more than one meter away from the toilet, Bai Yuan was lying on the ground, his pants fell to his thighs, his legs were twisted and entangled, and he was already a little unconscious up.

Regardless of his dirty clothes, Lin Feng carefully picked him up: "Xiao Yuan? Can you hear me?"

"Get out... get out..." Bai Yuan pushed him with his arms, the strength was negligible, "Dirty..."

"What time do you still care about these things!"

Lin Feng ignored his resistance, but it would definitely not work to stay on the ground. With Bai Yuan's appearance, he was definitely unwilling to go to the bed to clean up. He glanced at the bathtub next to him, and quickly took off the clothes on the two of them. , put hot water, and sat in with someone in his arms.

"Hmm..." Bai Yuan probably had been lying on the ground for a while, his whole body was like ice, lifeless, but when he encountered hot water, he jumped up suddenly, even his upper body was twitching, Bai Yuan was in pain Ten fingers clenched the flesh on Lin Feng's arm, he closed his eyes and bit his lip enduring the pain.

"Xiaoyuan, call out when it hurts." Lin Feng took a breath, but he felt sorry for his wife even more. He followed her back one by one, "It will be fine in a while, it will be fine in a while..."

The hot water rippled along with Bai Yuan's movements, mist flickered in Lin Feng's eyes, wishing he could bear the boundless pain instead of him.

After more than ten minutes, Bai Yuan's legs gradually stopped, and his breathing became much more stable. Then he opened his eyes and smiled weakly: "I made you worry, I'm fine."

Lin Feng patted his head, took a deep breath, and forced a smile: "You go to bed first, and my husband can wash you up?"

Really tired, Bai Yuan leaned his head on Lin Feng's shoulder, and in his drowsiness, he could vaguely discern that her husband was massaging his lower abdomen in a circular motion to help him expel the remaining urine.

Wrapping him in a big bath towel, Lin Feng hugged his daughter-in-law and went to the bedroom naked. He quickly put on her pajamas and covered her with a quilt. Then he shivered and suppressed the sneeze that was about to come out, and went back hastily. Rinse with hot water, change clothes and clean up the mess in the bathroom.

Although the weather in Binhai City was still very hot in early October, it was already a little cool after the sun went down. Lin Feng was busy working until almost eight o'clock, and only then remembered that the two of them hadn't finished their meal.

After dialing the phone and ordering some porridge, Lin Feng rubbed his stomach and slightly tingling temples, and sighed.

The previous work has been completed. Although the studio is full of joy today, he has been busy with the serialization of the new manga since the submission of the manuscript. It may be because the content and plot have not yet been opened, and the current number of readers and subscriptions is not enough. Satisfactory.He is the kind of person who works day and night, and he has come home late these days, but often when he gets home, Bai Yuan is still holding the computer in the study and typing on the keyboard, with a focused expression. If he hadn't procrastinated Carrying a person in a wheelchair to eat, wash and force him to sleep, this person might spend the whole night.

After being together for more than three years, Lin Feng understood his lover well. He knew that his daughter-in-law was never a hard-working person. She was serious, but never at the expense of her health. What happened this time?It seems that he has neglected his wife a lot recently, and when she wakes up, he will have to ask her carefully.

It was past nine o'clock when the takeaway came back. Lin Feng went into the bedroom with the bowl and called his wife softly, "Xiao Yuan? Wake up and eat something before going to bed."

"Hmm..." Bai Yuan snorted, and opened his tired eyes. He hadn't slept for a long time, and his eyes were still bloodshot.

With his appearance like this, Lin Feng naturally understood that it was impossible for him to eat by himself. He propped up his upper body, and Lin Feng blew the porridge in the spoon and fed it to his mouth.

Bracing himself not to fall asleep, Bai Yuan shook his head after taking a few sips and didn't want to eat.

"Have a few more sips," Lin Feng persuaded softly, "Be good, be obedient."

Before he finished speaking, Bai Yuan coughed for a while. He wanted to sit up straight, but he couldn't straighten his waist, stretched his neck, and his face was flushed.

Lin Feng quickly put down the bowl, hugged the man into his arms, clasped his back once and for all, his pleasant voice seemed to hypnotize him: "It's okay, it's okay, it will be fine in a while."

A few grains of rice finally coughed up, Bai Yuan didn't even have the strength to support his head, leaning against Lin Feng's arms, it was difficult to breathe.