born of love

"Why did you suddenly get sick?!" He was sweating profusely in front of the ICU and asked Zhang Ningchen out of breath.

"The doctor said it was overtired." Zhang Ningchen lowered her head and memorized the script, "plus the acute myelitis induced by the cold a few days ago."

"What kind of disease is that?" Lin Feng didn't understand anything except sketches, and he didn't know anything about the medical terms Zhang Ningchen said. "Will it be life-threatening?"

"It's out of danger," Dr. Liu came over with the medical records. "However, the patient's family members should do a good job in psychological counseling for the patient, and adapt to the paralyzed body as soon as possible during the spinal cord shock, otherwise all kinds of accidents may happen in the future." such a situation."

Zhang Ningchen thanked Dr. Liu in a low voice, but Lin Feng stood aside, still reacting to the word "paralyzed".

"He, what did he just say?" His voice was still trembling, and he asked Zhang Ningchen in disbelief.

"The operation has already been done, Doctor Liu said," Zhang Ningchen took a deep breath and closed his eyes tightly, "A Yuan's future state is equivalent to the damage level of T456."

"I don't understand." Lin Feng's eyes were red with anxiety, and he grabbed Zhang Ningchen's arms with both hands, forcing her to face himself, "Can you speak human words?!"

"It means that Ah Yuan is paralyzed! He will never be able to walk again!" Zhang Ningchen broke free from him with a backhand, and roared, "Are you fucking satisfied?"

The nurse glared at the two of them dissatisfied, and scolded in a low voice: "This is a hospital, if you want to quarrel, go out and quarrel, don't affect the patient's rest!"

How could Lin Feng have the energy to go out and fight?He sat on the ground with his ass on the ground, crying with his head in his arms. Crying and crying, he whipped himself left and right, scolded himself for something ugly, Zhang Ningchen looked at him with his arms folded, and suddenly felt a little sore in his heart.

The man in front of him was decadent and sad, his own words seemed to push up the Five Fingers Mountain, and even if he was as strong as a monkey, he still couldn't breathe.

He really loves Bai Yuan!Love to hate myself.

"Get up," Zhang Ningchen looked at it for a while, then handed over a tissue, "If you fall down, Bai Yuan is completely hopeless."

These words couldn't be more effective, Lin Feng pulled the tissue and took a deep breath, stopped crying, he got up and nodded: "I understand."

"Don't be too discouraged, he is so nice, what if there is a miracle?" Zhang Ningchen's comfort was like tickling, so it's better not to say it.

"Well, thank you for notifying me." Lin Feng resisted the pain in his heart, grinned and pulled an ugly smile, "You go back first, I want to stay here with him."

"Okay," Zhang Ningchen nodded, "Call me if you need anything."

Lin Feng leaned on the small window of the ICU and looked inside, even giving her a look.She slandered that they all belonged to the white-eyed wolf!So ungrateful, no wonder you two are a couple!

When Bai Yuan woke up, he had an oxygen mask on his face, and he stared at the pale ceiling for a while before he remembered where he was.

"Are you awake?" Lin Feng's voice was hoarse, and he leaned forward so that the people lying on the bed could see him clearly.

"Afeng?" Bai Yuan blinked, "Why are you here? No, where is this?"

He just woke up, the effect of the anesthesia had not yet fully passed, his voice was low, and with such a huge mask blocking him, he looked even more fragile.

Lin Feng felt sore, and stroked his face with his fingers: "This is a hospital, you fainted in the library, Ningchen brought you here."

"Oh," Bai Yuan's heart moved slightly, thinking that the plan was half done, pretending to be distant, "Why are you here?"

"Ayuan," Lin Feng's eyes turned red again, "Let's stop arguing, shall we? I was wrong."

After being together for more than two years, it was the first time Bai Yuan saw Lin Feng shed tears: "Eh? What's wrong? Don't cry!"

As strong as the reluctance in his eyes was, so was the pain in his heart. Lin Feng pulled Bai Yuan's hand, which was still holding the clip for measuring blood oxygen saturation, to his face: "I miss you."

Hiding his complacency in his heart, Bai Yuan felt more guilt at this time, the truth was on his lips, and when he was about to say it, Dr. Liu came in with a few nurses, did a routine check, and put the oxygen The mask was replaced with a nasal oxygen tube, and all the monitoring equipment was removed. Then he said something like "have a good rest and don't think too much" and turned to leave.

"Are you tired?" Lin Feng asked softly, "Go back to sleep."

Bai Yuan's anesthesia hadn't passed, and his eyelids were indeed heavy, but he hadn't seen his lover for more than half a month, he was thinking too much, and he didn't want to just fall asleep like this, so he was struggling.

"I'm here," Lin Feng put his hand back under the quilt, but he didn't take it out, and used his other hand to tuck him in the corner of the quilt, "Go to sleep, I'm not going anywhere."

His voice seemed to be magical, and Bai Yuan fell into a deep sleep again.

The biggest difference between a normal person pretending to be paralyzed and a paralyzed patient lies in the control and feeling below the perceptual plane. In order to allow Bai Yuan to enter the role faster, Dr. Liu cut off his temperature-sensing nerve below the perceptual plane in the operating room. The location was anesthetized, so even if Bai Yuan was not paralyzed, he is now exactly the same as a real paralyzed patient.

It had been two days since he woke up again, and Bai Yuan felt that he was really awake. With his fingers resting in a warm palm, he could see his lover lying in front of his hospital bed from the side of his head.

The disheveled hair and heavy breathing told him that since Lin Feng was called to the hospital by a phone call from Zhang Ningchen, he has been here with him and never left.

His heart was half sore and half sweet, and he didn't know what it was like, Bai Yuan stared at the ceiling thinking about something.

The position of sleeping on the stomach was uncomfortable after all. Lin Feng moved, sat up rubbing his shoulders, looked at Bai Yuan, the surprise in his eyes almost overflowed, and quickly said: "Are you awake? Do you want a drink? "

Bai Yuan nodded, leaned against Lin Feng's arms and drank two sips of warm water through a straw, and then said, "Honey, what's wrong with me?"

"It's nothing, I'm just too tired." Lin Feng helped him lie back, and lied without thinking, "Don't think too much."

"But I can't feel my legs." Bai Yuan closed his eyes and didn't look at him. He squeezed his legs with the needles in his hands outside the quilt, his fingertips were blue and white, and he used a lot of strength. what is going on?"

"Xiaoyuan, daughter-in-law, listen to me," Lin Feng grabbed his hand and held it in front of his chest, "The doctor said you have acute myelitis, from now on..."

He "later" for a long time but didn't say the following words, his eyes were red again, and he lowered his head, his heart felt like a knife was twisted.

Bai Yuan is only 21 years old this year, and there are countless possibilities in his life, but with this disease, he will probably be trapped in that small wheelchair for the rest of his life, and he will no longer be able to run and jump like normal people, what does this make him say? Have to export?

"I won't be able to stand up anymore, right?" Bai Yuan continued his conversation and took a deep breath, "I'm a medical idiot, but I still understand what this disease means."

"I'm here," Lin Feng supported him in his arms, he didn't talk about love or love, he didn't mention comfort or give him empty fantasies, "no matter what happens, I'm here, I will never leave you. "

Tears fell instantly, Bai Yuan curled up in his arms, feeling the long-lost embrace of his lover, cried for a while before pretending to be strong, pushed him, and said, "Honey, what you just said is like a romance novel!"

"How do you know?" Lin Feng also adjusted his mood, and laughed along with his words, "I just learned it from romance novels."

"Do you still have time to read romance novels?" Bai Yuan took a small breath, leaned against his arms and raised his head with great effort, "The great artist who can't wait to sleep and draw manuscripts, when did you read it? Be honest."

"I'll tell you when you're better," Lin Feng patted his head with a doting tone.

"Okay," Bai Yuan rubbed his shoulder and nodded in agreement, as if remembering something again, "Are you tired? Put me down."

"It's okay, I'm not tired." Lin Feng shook his head.

"Can you not be tired!" Bai Yuan is not stupid, "It's been almost half a month since I was hospitalized? Have you ever really slept?"

"Stay with you, be at ease," Lin Feng smiled softly, and squeezed him tightly into his arms, "You don't know? I'm a light sleeper, and I can only fall asleep when my heart is at ease. If you drive me away, let me go Insomnia."

Bai Yuan was really hurt this time, and he scolded him in a low voice: "You are so unreasonable, then you have to find a bed to sleep in! Also, you must not have eaten well, can your stomach take it..."

Lin Feng has a stomach problem, which is quite serious.It's okay to be urged by Bai Yuan to eat on time on weekdays. When you get busy, the food is heated up three or four times and you may not remember to eat a bite. Every time you finish a manuscript, your stomach always hurts. This is already As usual, Bai Yuan still knows his boyfriend's body very well.

But he forgot that he is now a paralyzed patient. He has been lying on the bed for several days and wears an oxygen tube. His current cardiopulmonary function is not comparable to the normal level, so he is a little out of breath before he finishes speaking. Come, leaning against the person's arms, his face was pale and he was sweating uncontrollably.

Lin Feng's heart ached too, how could he dare to quibble?He stroked Bai Yuan's back lightly, and said softly: "Okay, okay, then I'll go back and clean up, have a good meal, and come back to accompany you, okay?"

Unable to speak, Bai Yuan could only slightly nod his head.

Gently put down the person in his arms, Lin Feng leaned over and kissed his forehead: "Honey, wait for me for an hour."

Before leaving, he asked the nurse to take good care of his lover, and then Lin Feng walked back to the dormitory uneasy, took a hasty shower, packed a few clothes and returned to the hospital.

There is a porridge shop at the entrance of the hospital. He bought two servings of vegetable porridge that looked more appetizing and carried them into the ward. Before he got close to the bed, he saw a group of people in white coats beating on his lover's legs. Asking something from time to time, he was anxious, strode over and asked, "What's wrong?"