born of love

Dinner was a takeaway. It was the same as the first time I came back from the hospital. The two sat by the bed and ate.

But the difference is that this time Bai Yuan didn't have much strength in his arms, he couldn't even hold the chopsticks, so he leaned on the mat and waited for his husband to feed him.

"You are like a big baby now." Lin Feng blew the soup in the cold spoon and sent it to Bai Yuan's mouth, full of smiles.

"It's all your baby's cry!" Bai Yuan swallowed the soup, chewed the rice, and continued following his words.

"Yes yes yes, it's my fault," Lin Feng should be perfunctory, and finally ordered, "However, next time you recover, you have to pay attention, don't use brute force, you still have to master the method."

"Understood!" Bai Yuan replied with a drawn out voice, "It's long-winded."

Lin Feng was not annoyed, but continued to smile playfully, rolled his eyes, and thought of something, leaned over and said, "Daughter-in-law."

"Huh?" Bai Yuan swallowed a mouthful of chicken.

"Tell me, do I count as practicing for our two children in the future?"

"Cough cough cough..."

Bai Yuan didn't pay attention, the soup choked into his trachea, coughed, and asked with tears in his eyes after a while, "What, what?"

"You don't like children?" Seeing that he was out of breath, Lin Feng asked him after feeding him a sip of warm water.

"I like it!" Bai Yuan retorted instinctively, "But, but we..."

Lin Feng's heart is like a mirror, but his smile is not as bright as before: "Have you never thought about raising a child with me?"

"Of course I thought about it before." Bai Yuan shook his head to indicate that he didn't want to eat it. Now that this question was brought up, he simply talked to Lin Feng, "But now I... add another child..."

"Afraid I can't afford it?" Lin Feng sat forward, "Don't underestimate people!"

"Why do you underestimate you?" Bai Yuan looked at him sideways and said helplessly, "But you have to admit that as a painter and a writer, you and I are both newcomers, and it is not easy to find a job to make a living. What's more, raising a child requires more than money, even if we have enough money and status one day, the domestic adoption system will still be a problem, and it is really unrealistic to think about this issue now."

The two are together, although Bai Yuan is young in age and weak in stature, but Bai Yuan has always taken care of Lin Feng more, maybe because his grandfather has not been in good health since he was a child, he is used to being independent, His thinking is also very mature, without the sentimentality that literati are used to, he thinks more rationally, so when he analyzes the reason, Lin Feng has always been unable to refute.

"You're right," Lin Feng sighed, moved down the bed table, put his arms around the person and leaned in his arms, "but this is our ideal in life, a house, a garden, a big dog, two child--"

"—Facing the sea, the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming?" Bai Yuan suppressed a smile with a relaxed tone.

"Hey you!" Lin Feng bent his index finger and middle finger, and flicked the little head in his arms, "Did you forget?"

"I don't remember..." Bai Yuan shook his head, looking up at him with a confused expression.

In fact, it was another time when the two had sex after drinking, hugging each other on the narrow single bed in the dormitory and dreaming about the future.The beds in university dormitories are usually less than one meter wide. Although neither of them is fat, they are big men after all.At that time, Lin Feng hugged him, turned his head to look at the ceiling, aggrieved and encouraged.

At that time, Bai Yuan was drowsy, and he was still drunk, so he turned his head and kissed Lin Feng, which was extremely perfunctory.

When Lin Feng mentioned the old things, Bai Yuan found such a vague impression in his mind: "It's not because I can't remember, that night, that night..."

He blushed a little and couldn't speak anymore.

Lin Feng pretended to be stupid: "What happened that night?"

"That night..." Bai Yuan bit his shoulder lightly as if scratching, "You are too fierce..."

"Hahahahaha..." Lin Feng laughed until tears came out, "Hey, daughter-in-law, please be gentle, don't bite..."

"Hey, daughter-in-law, I was wrong... Hahahaha..."

Bai Yuan held the flesh of his chest and grinded his teeth finely, and when he refused to let go, he was thinking:

This is probably called pain and happiness, right?

The days passed day by day, recovering, researching information, writing papers, busy, Bai Yuan felt full and at ease, his novel was also published, the first printing was 200 million copies, and the sales volume was good, the publishing house discussed with him, the next He continued to cooperate with him on a work, and several magazines came to hear the news, wanting to ask him to write some articles or stories for their magazines.

Lin Feng finally agreed to the studio's invitation, planning to officially join the job after the graduation ceremony, and now he is working hard to draw a draft, planning to leave a perfect day for the last three months of his college life in the graduation project Pen.

The academy was sympathetic to Bai Yuan's inconvenient health, and exempted him from the interim defense, and only submitted the report and literature review for scoring; Lin Feng was there to defend, but he was well prepared, and he really liked it, so he was like a fish in water, and got a kind of familiarity. The unanimous high scores of the demanding tutors made my heart a lot easier.

At the end of April, Binhai City is one of the rare times in the whole year when the climate is comfortable. The cherry blossoms are blooming, the catkins are flying, and the children in the community are running around. Every two people come out for a walk after dinner. They are always in a good mood and live a happy life. I feel more and more comfortable.

Now that the graduation project has been done very well, there is another important thing to be put on the agenda.

"Xiao Yuan, have you ever thought about where you are going on your graduation trip?" Lin Feng sat opposite him in the garden downstairs and asked with a smile.

Bai Yuan was staring at the lake in the community in a daze, looking back at him now, he felt incredible: "I look like this, can't I go anywhere?"

"What do you care about?" Lin Feng was dissatisfied with his perfunctory attitude, and emphasized, "Just say where you want to go!"

"Of course Tibet is the one I want to go the most," Bai Yuan looked at the sky, "I used to travel a lot at home and abroad, but I just couldn't spare the time to go to the Qinghai-Tibet Plateau."

The blue sky and white clouds in the TV programs, as well as the friendliness and enthusiasm of the Tibetans, all attract Bai Yuan.But looking down at An Jing's legs wrapped in the wheelchair, he smiled wryly and shook his head: "In the past, there was a chance but no time, and in the future, there will probably be no chance."

"Tibet..." Lin Feng looked distressed, he had never been to Tibet, but as a painter, he also yearned for that place, but the headache of altitude sickness was indeed not something Bai Yuan could bear now.

"So, go and play by yourself," Bai Yuan smiled, with a calm expression, "It's also good for me to write manuscripts at home alone."

"Don't worry." Lin Feng rubbed his face, crushing his pretended strong expression, "If you want to go to Tibet, let's go to Tibet."

"Stop talking stupid things." Bai Yuan clapped his hands away, expressing his disbelief.

"Trust me," Lin Feng said firmly, "Go to Tibet, if I can't fulfill my baby's wish, I won't be your husband anymore!"

He spoke boldly, but he was not convincing.

After all, there are very few able-bodied people who go to Tibet without dizziness and nausea, let alone Bai Yuan, a high paraplegic patient.

So on the day when Lin Feng finished his graduation defense, when Lin Feng drove Bai Yuan to a famous mountaineering clothing flagship store in the city center, Bai Yuan looked strange.

"What are you doing here?" he asked.

Pushing the wheelchair, Lin Feng laughed at his wife's stupidity: "Come to buy clothes!"

Bai Yuan thought that his man was preparing for his graduation trip, so he smiled and said, "Okay, then I have to help you choose the most handsome one."

"Then I'll help Xiaoyuan choose the most handsome one," the shopping guide considerately opened the door after seeing the customer, the surprise in his eyes flashed, and then changed into a standard and formulaic smile. Lin Feng nodded his thanks and rubbed his daughter-in-law head, "Let's go to Tibet and turn them over!"

"Us?" Bai Yuan grabbed the armband of the wheelchair and turned himself to face Lin Feng. He felt that he heard it wrong, "To Tibet?"

"That's right!" Lin Feng squatted down, feeling amused, "If you don't go, what's the point of me going there?"

"Stop making trouble, I don't know what my body looks like?" Bai Yuan frowned at him.

"I've communicated with Dr. Liu, as long as you take protective measures, bring enough emergency medicines, and keep an eye on your physical signs, it's not a big problem." Lin Feng took his hand on his knee, "I can do it in the future." What I can do, where I can go, I hope you can do it, and you can go too."

His heart was soaked in a hot spring, so comfortable that Bai Yuan wanted to cry, he finally sighed and nodded in agreement, but he was still a little helpless: "Why do you bother to bring yourself such a burden?"

"I'm giving myself a psychological comfort!" Lin Feng was very happy after he succeeded, and almost danced, "Why is it a burden?"

The two of them were talking to themselves and completely left the shopping guide aside. Now that they finished speaking, they looked back at the shopping guide with tears in their eyes, and looked at each other, wondering what was going on?

Fortunately, the shopping guide lady immediately adjusted her mood, and introduced the clothes that they needed to wear on the plateau to the two of them in a professional manner.

Due to physical limitations, Bai Yuan can't even think about climbing Mount Everest, but it's good to go around Shigatse, Lhasa.

"In Tibet, the temperature varies greatly between morning and evening. It is recommended to buy a thick jacket or down jacket." The shopping guide has rich experience and guides them to winter clothing. .”

The appearance of the jacket is similar. The shoulders and arms of this jacket are gray, and only the chest is divided into three colors: orange, dark green and pink. The shopping guide said that this jacket is very waterproof, windproof, breathable, and wear-resistant. The sex is also the best. The two of them didn't quite understand this, but after shopping around, they found that this was the most expensive. Based on the principle that a good product is not cheap, the two hit it off and bought two.

The figure is also on the thin side, Bai Yuan is thinner than Lin Feng, if you buy it according to the size, you will be able to wear it, there is nothing to doubt about it.

But shoes are different.

Because although he insisted on rehabilitation after being paralyzed, but strictly speaking, Bai Yuan has not touched the ground for half a year, the muscles of his legs have gradually disappeared and become thinner, his knees are relatively large, and his ankles are too flexible. Before going to sleep every night, Lin Feng carefully put pillows on the soles of his feet. At this time, the drooping of his feet is not obvious yet.