born of love

"But what if my legs move during recovery?" Bai Yuan was still worried.

"Don't worry about that," Dr. Liu said, "Come to the consulting room before you recover. I'll give you an injection of anesthesia in the name of an examination, so that you will lose consciousness below the level of perception."

The escape route was blocked, Bai Yuan could only nod his head in agreement, and the three of them made up their minds. After the injection of the anesthetic, Bai Yuan lay down on the treatment bed in pain, not wanting to move.

"Do you regret it later?" Zhang Ningchen asked him.

"Regret," Bai Yuan nodded, the place where the injection was really painful, and he didn't feel nothing after the effect of the medicine, but a kind of extremely numb pain piercing him all the time under the perception plane, it might as well Just let him play with his acting skills.But he shook his head again, "I don't regret it."

Zhang Ningchen was happy: "What does this mean?"

"Regret, what a normal person can't stand up, wrapped in diapers and relying on a wheelchair, is everyone lost? I saw Ling Chang'an in the report that day. The expressions on his face can be regarded as colorful. I didn't miss it." The sarcasm and ridicule on it," Bai Yuan replied earnestly, "but I don't regret it. I was fighting with Afeng yesterday, and I couldn't breathe with a smile. He was so distressed. What I said was what, at that time I won't regret it."

"Feelings based on pity," Zhang Ningchen dragged a stool and sat beside him, "Are you sure it will last?"

Bai Yuan didn't answer her question, but instead asked her: "You and Xiaotong are only together because of love?"

"It's not like you don't understand what kind of person I am," she shrugged her shoulders, but said calmly, "I approached her from the very beginning because of her illness, but you two are different."

"Let's take one step at a time." Bai Yuan lowered his head, his voice tired, "You said it all, there is no turning back."

Lin Feng just came back at this time, Dr. Liu greeted him, checked it, and nodded: "It seems that all the indicators are normal at present, and the family members left their contact information. I will return the detailed nursing knowledge and precautions to others. Organize a copy and send it to you."

After the examination, it was time for Bai Yuan to go to the rehabilitation room where he was most anxious.

This tertiary hospital is most famous for its orthopedics department, so the rehabilitation room is naturally full of people, very lively.Looking in at the door, Bai Yuan found that there were all kinds of auxiliary equipment, some of which looked like equipment in a gym, while others looked like children's toys in a kindergarten.Those paraplegic patients with different levels of injury were standing or lying down, each surrounded by several medical staff wearing the same uniform, some were practicing turning over, some were practicing sitting still, some were practicing standing, and many Things that are easy for able-bodied people are here to be done through trial and error.Lin Feng felt a sudden bitterness in his heart, it was hard to imagine that Bai Yuan would live like this in the future.

Suddenly his palm felt cold, and a hand was placed between his fingers, and he heard his wife say, "Don't be afraid."

He should have said this to his lover, Lin Feng quickly adjusted his mood: "Well, I'm not afraid, and you shouldn't be afraid either."

After changing into loose sports clothes in the locker room, the rehabilitation therapist helped Bai Yuan transfer to a large nursing bed, and explained briefly: "Mr. Bai is here for the first day of rehabilitation today, so we will start with some simple ones. Today's training Mainly the strength of the waist and abdomen."

When she said this, someone behind Bai Yuan kept supporting him so that he would not fall backwards. After Bai Yuan said that he could start, the two removed the strength behind him and let him support the nursing bed with both hands to keep his balance.

"Now, please raise your hand." The rehabilitation room dragged a small stool and sat opposite him, smiling encouragingly, "Don't worry, there is always someone behind you protecting you."

Bai Yuan slightly loosened his tightly locked elbow, and immediately fell to one side.

Someone behind him immediately inserted into his armpit to catch him, but the strength of that arm was so great that he subconsciously groaned in pain. Remembering that his lover was watching from a few steps away, he smiled again: "Come again."

The rehabilitation room frowned, and did not order to start, but went to the back to get a lot of pillows and cushions, stacked three of them on Bai Yuan's lap, and motioned him to lie forward: "Mr. The strength is too weak, let's change the training method, let go of your hands now, and try to sit up with the strength of your back."

Putting his hands on his knees, Bai Yuan tried his best to raise his head, but just as his shoulders were off the pillow, he fell back again, almost falling to the ground, so scared that Lin Feng stepped over in two steps: "Be careful!"

The rehabilitator was relatively close and concentrated. Before Lin Feng supported Bai Yuan's shoulders to stabilize him, he turned around and said to the worried face: "Don't worry, family members, I won't let Mr. Bai get hurt."

While talking, Bai Yuan also regained some strength, and the rehabilitation therapist encouraged softly: "That's right, Mr. Bai is exerting force on the right part, keep working hard."

A few minutes passed before Bai Yuan gritted his teeth and held back his strength, straightened up, and fell backwards.

The rehabilitation therapist behind him caught him, and then supported his back, all admiring: "It's great!"

Things that used to be very simple now require repeated practice to be barely done. Bai Yuan's cheeks dripped with sweat, his arms trembled, and he slowly adjusted his breathing under the guidance of the rehabilitation practitioner.Standing aside, Lin Feng watched his lover enduring the torment of the disease but was helpless. At that moment, his heart seemed to be pierced by thousands of arrows and then put into the frying pan. He was so sad that he was about to cry. He turned his back and couldn't bear to continue watching.

The whole morning passed quickly, and Bai Yuan's rehabilitation ended near noon, and he was already sweating profusely, as if he had been fished out of the water.

Changing into heavy cotton clothes in the dressing room, Bai Yuan was so tired that he was wearing a corset and couldn't sit still. His neck seemed to be unable to support his head, and he was crooked. He held on to the handrails tightly with both hands to barely keep from falling to one side. He could barely open his eyes, and Lin Feng was not in a high mood. Seeing this, he simply untied the restraint belt, wrapped his lower body with a blanket, hugged him horizontally, and walked out of the dressing room.

"Afeng..." No matter how tired Bai Yuan was, he was aware of the changes in his body position. After he recovered from his dizziness, he pushed the man's solid chest and protested softly, "Many people are watching, let me down."

"It's only natural for me to hug my daughter-in-law. They are envious." Lin Feng rubbed his chin against his head and comforted him softly, "Don't be afraid, you are tired, go to sleep."

Bai Yuan didn't want to sleep, but he was exhausted, so he let out a "huh" and closed his eyes in Lin Feng's arms, and he didn't know anything in the next second.

When he opened his eyes again, he found that he was already lying in the bedroom, the light outside the window was dim, it should be almost evening.The bedroom door was facing the study room, and through the light coming from there, he could see his husband's serious and focused back, and he was a little distracted for a moment.

Not wanting to disturb his lover's drawing, he propped up his upper body, ready to move himself into the wheelchair and go to the kitchen to make dinner.

But he has never done this kind of training on weekdays, and the techniques are very unfamiliar. In addition, he has just finished his rehabilitation, and his arms and shoulders are sore. Slowed down and took a few breaths.

Taking a deep breath, Bai Yuan held back his strength and sat up straight with his arms, and moved to the side of the bed.He had just been given anesthesia at this time, and his lower body felt numb, painful and uncontrollable as if soaked in icy sea water.

Putting the center of gravity on the inner arm, Bai Yuan hooked his hand and touched the armrest of the wheelchair, and slowly shifted the center of gravity up.

Lin Feng was already in a hurry when he came back. He first carried the person to the bed to clean up before pushing the wheelchair over. the study.

It was fine at the time, but something happened when Bai Yuan tried to transfer by himself.

With a "bang", Bai Yuan fell to the side of the bed, and the wheelchair moved a few steps away.

Lin Feng usually concentrates very much on drawing manuscripts, but today he was in the bedroom half-heartedly, and rushed over after hearing the voice: "Xiaoyuan!"

Holding the man in his arms, Lin Feng stretched out his hand to check whether he was injured, half distressed and half complaining: "Why didn't you call me when you woke up?"

"You're busy," Bai Yuan's legs twitched and trembled, "I don't want to trouble you."

"When did I say you were troublesome?" Lin Feng blamed.

Because of Bai Yuan's sudden convulsions, it would definitely be inappropriate to sit on the cold floor again, but at this moment his legs couldn't stop shaking, which added a lot of difficulty to Lin Feng's hugging him up. After working hard for a while, the two The talents fell on the bed together.

"Hmm..." Bai Yuan snorted in pain, putting his hands on his waist.

The place where the anesthesia injection was given was pressed, and the pain was so painful that he was about to cry.

"It hurts?" Lin Feng stretched out his hands to rub his tightly clamped legs, and carefully separated his legs while comforting him, "Be patient, it will be fine in a while."

He closed his eyes tightly against the pain, but Bai Yuan didn't feel much about his legs. He was hurting in his lower back, and he recovered quickly. When he opened his eyes and saw that his legs had returned to calm, he breathed a sigh of relief.

"Look at you, you said you didn't cause trouble for me, did you cause trouble for yourself?" With a cold face, Lin Feng went to the bathroom and twisted a towel to wipe off the sweat on his forehead, then rolled up his sleeves and carefully took off his pajama pants .

Severe spasms will inevitably lead to incontinence, and the previous diapers have been wrapped for several hours, Lin Feng has experienced the wetness on the diaper this time very experienced.

After tearing off the velcro, he massaged in circles and tapped lightly on his daughter-in-law's lower abdomen to drain the remaining urine in the bladder. Then he wiped it carefully with a warm towel and replaced it with a new one.

"I just wanted to cook you a meal..."

Bai Yuan watched his movements silently, until he took out new pajama pants to help himself put on, then he hugged him with both arms with all his might, leaned on his shoulder and murmured softly.

Lin Feng's anger, which was originally caused by his heartache, disappeared immediately. He sat on the edge of the bed and hugged him vigorously, sighing: "Don't do this kind of dangerous action again, especially now that you are still sick."

"it is good."

"Call me when you wake up? I'll hear it, and I won't be impatient."

"it is good."

"Stay with me for the rest of my life..."

"it is good……"

As they spoke, the voices of both of them were a little choked up.

what is love?

When you miss me, I happen to miss you too.