Fork in the road

Bai Xiaoyuan put down the phone, frowned and sat on the bed thinking deeply.

Are you really deceiving yourself?

He thought about it, if he and Yu Xian were together...it seemed that there would be no pressure at all to accept it.The two of them "helped each other" before, which is already a very close contact, and what went further... Bai Xiaoyuan was thinking about it, his face was a little red, and his eyes were a little wandering.

Bai Xiaoyuan shook his head, and said to himself in his heart: Think of a woolen yarn!The story I told Xie Zichen just now has a premise, B is straight!

Bai Xiaoyuan didn't think he could bend a straight man, even if he could, he didn't want to do it.If Yu Xian is heterosexual, his future will be much easier.

Even if he has tolerant parents—well, a tolerant mother and a father who doesn’t care much, but Bai Xiaoyuan also knows that if he really chooses to be with the same sex in the future, he will either keep it a secret or make no secret— But this will definitely be criticized by others.

Although the current society is becoming more open, it has not yet opened up to that degree.

Even on a campus full of young people, the gazes cast on homosexuals are mostly strange, as if looking at some rare animal, and occasionally there will be disgusting and disgusting gazes, even if they are not obvious, they still exist.

Bai Xiaoyuan has never disclosed her sexual orientation at school, but she has seen her kind living in a high-profile way in both junior and senior high schools.Bai Xiaoyuan doesn't think it's wrong to hide or publicize one of the two, it's just the way of life he chooses, each has advantages and disadvantages, but thinking of what he has seen before, some people mention the curious look in their eyes when there are gays around them , Bai Xiaoyuan would still feel very disgusted.

Bai Xiaoyuan is also mentally prepared for this, because he feels that although he will not come out in a high-profile manner, he will not cover up and make his lover wronged.

But he never intended for Yu Xian to follow this path.

He hoped that Yu Xian could find a good girl to live with, and then lead his life easily and happily.

As for myself... I wouldn't feel unwilling at all before I made the call, okay? !

Bai Xiaoyuan picked up the phone again, and dialed Lu Shaoguang unbelievingly.

Anyway, two girls have already been made up, so Lu Shaoguang may not be able to think of him now, right?

"Ah Guang, I have something to ask." Bai Xiaoyuan said seriously, "I asked Xie Zichen just now, but I think it's more appropriate to ask you this question."

Lu Shaoguang was shocked by Bai Xiaoyuan's straightforward way of calling, and replied: "Okay, you ask."

Then Bai Xiaoyuan recounted the story of A and B, and finally asked: "As a Ji guy, do you think A likes B?"

"This... Let's analyze the specific situation, but I think A's first reaction after B kissed her is that B has a crush on her, which is very suspicious."

"can you?"

"Didn't you say that B is straight, then why would A immediately doubt it?"

Bai Xiaoyuan couldn't answer.What should I say?Do you want to say that A and B have masturbated each other? ?How can two girls masturbate each other? !

"Hmm... Maybe it's because the actions between A and B are too intimate? It feels like girls often cuddle, kiss and hug each other."

"You said that this is often the case among girls, so why does A want to be crooked?" Lu Shaoguang sighed, "In fact, there is a great possibility that A likes B, but I can't believe it, and I don't feel that I Your liking will bear fruit.”

Bai Xiaoyuan made his voice look surprised: "You think so too? Xie Zichen also said the same, and he even asked me to persuade A to confess."

"Don't listen to him, how can a straight man understand our Ji guy." Lu Shaoguang said "tsk", "Don't persuade A to do something, let her figure out what she thinks first, and then she will be her own. Make a choice. If she is really instigated by you, and her head heats up to confess, it will be a success, and the lovers will finally get married. If it doesn't work, then it will be a loss of a friend. "

Bai Xiaoyuan quite agrees.Not to mention confessing, he didn't even want to tell Yu Xian at first, because he was afraid that Yu Xian would be alienated from him if he found out.

Lu Shaoguang said again: "But if it were me, I would confess. Even if I lose her, it's better than seeing her happiness has nothing to do with me." Her tone was a bit complaining, "I'm not a saint, I'm sure I'm sure will be sad."

Bai Xiaoyuan thought about himself, and felt that it was actually fine, as long as Yu Xian lived happily, it didn't matter whether he had something to do with him or not, but if he had something to do with him, then he would feel very happy too.

After the confession, there are two futures in front of my eyes, one is to become lovers with Yu Xian, and the two will live happily; the other is to stop being friends with Yu Xian, but this does not hinder Yu Xian's future happiness.

Bai Xiaoyuan felt that...he could try it himself.

Even if Yu Xian doesn't like him and rejects him, he doesn't necessarily break up with him.Even if they really break up, Yu Xian won't be sad for too long.

Bai Xiaoyuan didn't think about what would happen to him, but instead he was thinking about the possible consequences for Yu Xian.He wasn't worried that he would be sad, he was only worried that it would affect Yu Xian.

Bai Xiaoyuan felt that he had figured out a lot, so he sincerely thanked Lu Shaoguang, and then said that he would communicate with A well.

Lu Shaoguang answered heartily: "It's okay, it's okay, even if you fail, there is no grass anywhere in the world, you can introduce me to her then!"

Bai Xiaoyuan said speechlessly: "Don't think that A will fail before you start."

Putting down the call, Bai Xiaoyuan looked at the time, it was almost time for dinner.

Yu Xian still didn't reply to the message, so quiet, Bai Xiaoyuan couldn't help thinking about how much wine Yu Xian had drunk to get so drunk.

correct!Lu Yanwu's afternoon class should be over now, why not just ask the person who drank with Yu Xian directly!

Well, I have to ask him what he thinks Yu Xian is interesting about.

Lu Yanwu heard Bai Xiaoyuan's question, and replied with a smile: "Why don't you just ask your little friend?"

Bai Xiaoyuan said helplessly: "My little friend is still awake from the wine you drank." Otherwise, why would he be free enough to make three phone calls in one afternoon!It's not because one of the parties involved has never been conscious!

"Huh? Are you so drunk?" Lu Yanwu was a little surprised, "Xiao Yu's drinking capacity is a bit poor. He didn't drink much at noon today. At first he didn't even change his face. I thought he was a good drinker. After a certain point he suddenly fell asleep and couldn't even wake up."

Bai Xiaoyuan didn't want to talk to the culprit, but the culprit continued to talk: "I've seen a drunk and honest person, but I've never seen such an honest one. You can tell him in the future that if you have insomnia, you can drink. If you don't drink much, you can sleep well." dawn."

No, Yu Xian was not so honest after drinking.

Bai Xiaoyuan, who was cheated by Yu Xian once, thought silently in his heart.

"By the way, Brother Lu, you said he was interesting on the phone before, what happened?"

"You get along with him day and night, don't you find him interesting?"

"Yes, yes... But I always feel that what you said is not quite the same as what I thought."

Lu Yanwu laughed on the other end of the phone: "It's really different. What I said is interesting, because I think you two are quite interesting."

Bai Xiaoyuan felt that being described as interesting by Lu Yanwu was not necessarily a compliment.Anyway, he was a little panicked, always feeling that Lu Yanwu was going to say something terrible.

It just so happened that there was a beeping sound on the phone at this time, and someone else called in. Before Bai Xiaoyuan saw who it was, he apologized to Lu Yanwu first and wanted to hang up first, and then Bai Xiaoyuan took the phone away from his ear. Xiao Yuan looked at the word "salted fish" on the screen, and swallowed nervously for no reason.

Wait, wait, do you want to confess?Do you want it? Do you want it?

Bai Xiaoyuan's heart was beating wildly, and he pressed the answer button with trembling fingers.

After Yu Xian opened his eyes, he quickly closed them again. He stretched out his hand to rub his eye sockets, feeling that his eyes were sore.It wasn't just the eyes that were sore, it was his head, his whole body, as if every bone was a little jerky from being out of work for too long, and every muscle was extra tired from overwork.

After Yu Xian opened his eyes again, he blinked vigorously a few times, supported himself with his arms, and slowly turned over to sit up. The first thought in his head was, why is he at home?

The thought behind this is, what time is it now?

Looking out of the window, the sky is not too bright. It is summer now, and it is almost time for dinner.

His last memory was at the restaurant at noon, when Lu Yanwu sat across from him and chatted with him with a smile, and started drinking while chatting, and he didn't have much memory after that.How did I get back to my bed?Did Lu Yanwu send him back?

Yu Xian sat on the bed, trying to recall his missing memory.

Thinking about it gave him a headache, but he didn't think clearly, Yu Xian took the phone and saw Hu Yue's missed call on the top, so he called back. Hu Yue told him that she had to work overtime tonight and would not go home, Yu Xian After putting down the phone, I felt that I had escaped a catastrophe, otherwise I would definitely be asked why I was drunk.

In fact, Yu Xian himself couldn't figure out how he got drunk.

Lu Yanwu actually didn't persuade him much. Yu Xian rarely drank alcohol before and never drank more than two cups. A little bit of a let down after any feeling.

How many bottles did you drink before pouring it down?

Yu Xian frowned and tried to recall, there seemed to be three or four bottles?Alas, it's too far behind Bai Xiaoyuan's alcohol capacity of more than eight bottles.

Yu Xian curled his lips, then looked at his phone, and saw Bai Xiaoyuan's message.

At the beginning, he asked himself if he was awake with a pleasant face, and then it was the usual news bombardment style. Yu Xian flipped through the messages, thinking that it was Bai Xiaoyuan who sent him back. Put it on the sofa and leave.

But what does this last line mean?

Said he would do horrible things when he was drunk?

Yu Xian was beating drums in his heart, worried that Bai Xiaoyuan would see him if he was drunk.

No way?He has no impression!I don't remember doing anything like a drunk would do at all!Did he sing in a restaurant, dance in the street, or undress in a taxi? !

Yu Xian lay back on the bed with his head in despair, already giving up on himself and swearing.

Damn, the image must be gone.

But what kind of amazing feat did he do that would be described as terrifying by Bai Xiaoyuan?

Yu Xian really racked his brains this time to think about it. To be seen by Bai Xiaoyuan, it must have happened on the way back. He didn’t feel anything this way. He vaguely remembered getting into a taxi, and then he should have fallen asleep. Then, when I got out of the car, I felt a little bit again, but my footsteps were flimsy and I couldn't use my strength, so I was half-dragged and half-carried upstairs by Bai Xiaoyuan.

Then what?Yu Xian stared at the ceiling, trying to get into his own mind to see what he missed.

Then he was looking for the key at the door. The key was in his schoolbag. Yu Xian remembered that he seemed to wake up for a while and opened his eyes. Because he felt that someone was hugging him, he felt a little uncomfortable, so he planned to see who it was.

After seeing that it is Bai Xiaoyuan, I must feel at ease. This is the person I like, so...

Yu Xian shivered in the hot room, his expression slowly changing.

So, I kissed Bai Xiaoyuan myself.