Fork in the road

After the kiss, Yu Xian didn't move his lips. He closed his eyes slowly and fell asleep in this position.Yu Xian's lips were pressed against Bai Xiaoyuan's, and Bai Xiaoyuan could clearly feel the warmth belonging to another person.He could only feel the burning sensation on his lips, but his sweaty body seemed to have lost all feeling.

After falling asleep, Yu Xian slid down slowly, their lips parted, and finally Yu Xian fell into Bai Xiaoyuan's arms.

Although Bai Xiaoyuan's mind was blank at this moment, his hands still spontaneously embraced Yu Xian, preventing him from falling to the ground.

……what happened?

Afterwards, Bai Xiaoyuan kept his brain in a state of shutdown, mechanically opened the door, mechanically helped Yu Xian into the room, mechanically put Yu Xian on the bed, and then mechanically... fled.

After running out, Bai Xiaoyuan was a little dazed. He took out his phone and didn't know what he was going to do now.He collected himself, forcibly put aside the kiss just now, and sent a message to Zhao Jin asking if she had finished the transfusion. After getting a negative answer, he immediately headed towards the hospital.

Along the way, Bai Xiaoyuan thought over and over again of Yu Xian's actions just now, asking himself frantically over and over again: What's going on?What exactly is going on?

You can't take what a drunk person does, right? !There are people who like to kiss others when they are drunk, right?There are also people who will run naked when they are drunk, so it is normal to do anything when they are drunk?

So Yu Xian didn't have any special feelings for him, he only kissed himself because he was drunk.If you think about it, it's really a bit ridiculous.

...But, I still care about it, and I can't let it go lightly.

When Yu Xian sobered up, ask him with a smile, and jokingly said, "Ha Xianyu, you will mess up your relatives when you are drunk", maybe Yu Xian doesn't know what happened after he was drunk, and why? It will be best to refute yourself in anger.

Bai Xiaoyuan leaned on the back of the taxi's seat and smiled relaxedly. However, before the smile could be formed, his expression suddenly became a little dazed.

Do you really think this answer is the best?Then why do I feel a little empty when I think of such an answer...

If Yu Xian really likes him, will he feel troubled?

At the moment when Yu Xian kissed him, besides shock, did he have any other emotions in his heart?

After returning to the hospital, Bai Xiaoyuan tidied up his emotions and walked into the infusion room. At this time, Zhao Jin's infusion bottle only had the bottom left.Bai Xiaoyuan rang the bell to call the nurse, watched Zhao Jin stretch out her hand to press the infusion hole on the back of her hand, and said with a smile, "Let's go, there are three days left after today's infusion, and I won't accompany you after that."

Zhao Jin lowered her head, "I'm really in trouble for you today, if you have a chance, let me treat you to dinner."

Bai Xiaoyuan smiled brightly: "There is no need to treat guests, you just need to get well soon." He said, walking side by side with Zhao Jin towards the bus stop.

The two of them basically didn't say anything on the road. Normally, Bai Xiaoyuan would not let this embarrassing situation happen. Finding topics to chat with is what he is best at.However, what happened when he sent Yu Xian home just now popped up in his mind to refresh his sense of existence from time to time, causing Bai Xiaoyuan's mind to be full of various thoughts related to Yu Xian, so he was not in the mood to speak.

Zhao Jin was because she troubled Bai Xiaoyuan, and was worried that Bai Xiaoyuan felt that she was getting close—although she was actually getting close—so she was embarrassed to speak.Zhao Jin felt that there must be a degree in chasing people, if it is too much, it will definitely fail.

Bai Xiaoyuan sent Zhao Jin to the station in silence all the way. After the two stood still, Bai Xiaoyuan came to his senses and felt that he should say something, but he really didn't know what to say at this time would be more appropriate.He has already rejected Zhao Jin once, so there is no need to say it again now...?

Bai Xiaoyuan wasn't sure if Zhao Jin had given up, but even if the other party hadn't given up, it wasn't easy for him to open his mouth to attack the other party.And maybe Zhao Jin really asked for help just because she couldn't find anyone else to help, so it's better not to think too much about it.

The car that Zhao Jin was going to take arrived, Bai Xiaoyuan smiled and waved to her, telling her to send a message when she got home.

He waited at the station for a while, and got on the bus home.

After Zhao Jin left, Bai Xiaoyuan fell into anxiety again. He wanted to call Yu Xian, but he felt that the other party would not wake up so soon, and he thought, it would be better to talk about this in person— —whether it ended up being a joke or something, at least with him, he felt it was important.

It was still some time before night, Bai Xiaoyuan hesitated for a moment after walking into the gate of the community, sat down on the bench by the side of the road, and sent a message to Yu Xian, asking him if he was awake and how he was feeling.

After waiting for a few minutes, Yu Xian didn't reply, Bai Xiaoyuan sat on the bench for a while, finally felt that it was too hot outside, got up and went home.

The first thing Bai Xiaoyuan did after returning home was to turn on the air conditioner, then took off his T-shirt, and lay down on the bed in a relaxed manner.

He picked up the phone, looked at the quiet dialog box, frowned and then stretched out helplessly, and sent Yu Xian several rolling emojis.

Seeing that the other party hadn't replied yet, Bai Xiaoyuan simply sent him messages one by one, making fun of the other party's low drinking capacity, but Bai Xiaoyuan didn't directly mention the kiss after being drunk, but only after telling Yu Xian righteously at the end Don't get drunk casually, or something terrible may happen.

Yu Xian still didn't reply to his messages, so Bai Xiaoyuan didn't send anything.Anyway, when Yu Xian wakes up, he will definitely see it.

After lying down for a while, Bai Xiaoyuan felt that he was not so hot anymore, so he pulled out the short sleeves he usually wears at home and put them on, then sat on the bed and swiped Weibo with his fingers.

After looking at it for a long time, Bai Xiaoyuan didn't notice anything. He threw the phone aside, turned over and buried his face in the pillow.

He knew his reaction was not normal.

Like this kind of thing that was kissed by a drunk friend, it should be normal to laugh and tease the other party after being stunned.It should be regarded as the eternal dark history of the other party, and it is right to laugh at the other party from time to time.

But after Bai Xiaoyuan was stunned, he couldn't feel relaxed at all.

Why was his first reaction to take the joke seriously?Is it because I think Yu Xian likes me?Or, is there something wrong with him?

Bai Xiaoyuan turned over impatiently.

He had never felt that Yu Xian had any special feelings for him before.Even now, he is only suspicious, and this suspicion is becoming less and less in his heart now, and it is becoming more and more untenable.

Yu Xian was drunk, and it was understandable for him to do any behavior, but it was a bit ridiculous that he used normal reasons to analyze a drunk person at the beginning.So no matter why Yu Xian wants to kiss himself suddenly, the most normal reason - he likes himself - is the most impossible reason.Because Bai Xiaoyuan knew that the drunk Yu Xian was completely confused, not to mention thinking normally, he couldn't even walk normally before, and had to help him go home by himself.

Bai Xiaoyuan was still lying on the bed, his face was buried in the pillow, he opened his eyes, and there was darkness in front of him.

At first, he subconsciously felt that Yu Xian liked him, was it because he hoped so in his heart?

As for why there is such hope...

He turned over with a look of surprise and shock.

Thinking about it this way, it is actually me who has special feelings for my friends!

Did I like Yu Xian in the first place?Bai Xiaoyuan realized that the conclusion he drew was too frightening, so he subconsciously refuted it in his heart, he didn't seem to like it, did he?He can't even find out who he likes...

Bai Xiaoyuan sorted out his feelings for Yu Xian little by little. The more he sorted out, the more he felt that it was really ordinary. It was just the feeling of treating friends. He didn’t feel sad when he thought that Yu Xian would have a girlfriend in the future. If only I can live happily with the person I like, and then have a full house of children and grandchildren.

Well, it would be even better if I still live next door to Yu Xian.

What a pure friendship this is!Bai Xiaoyuan felt that he was about to succeed in persuading himself, but the convincing power was not strong enough if it was just the activities in his own brain, so he wanted to find a friend to ask.

Lu Shaoguang and Lu Yanwu are no good, even if they are "my friends", they will definitely be seen through and ridiculed every minute; Guo Zeyuan...Guo Zeyuan may not have a love cell in his head, so he probably won't gain anything if he asks; Xie Zichen...Xie Zichen can do it , Xie Zichen is very good!A pure straight man, his thinking is clear and simple, and Bai Xiaoyuan feels that he will be pure in the face of feelings, and he will never think about anything.

So Bai Xiaoyuan immediately sat up and crossed his legs on the bed to call Xie Zichen.

After the phone call, Bai Xiaoyuan said happily, "Thank you, are you busy now?"

"I'm not busy. I don't have anything to do after the exam. I've been lying dead at home for the past few days." Xie Zichen said calmly, "By the way, let's come out and make an appointment for a dance someday. Anyway, this summer vacation is so long——"

"Well, okay, let's talk about the dance appointment later, I called because I wanted to ask you something."

"what's up?"

"It's like this. I had a friend call me before." After Bai Xiaoyuan finished speaking, he suddenly added, "It's a girl. I'll call her A from now on." You won't be suspected of being yourself!Bai Xiaoyuan praised his wit.

"A has a very good same-sex friend, and B, A cherishes the friendship with B very much, probably to the extent that he wants to live next door to B and watch the other party get married and have children happily. One day, B gets drunk, and A I went to pick up B and sent him home, when B was drunk at the door, he suddenly kissed A."

Bai Xiaoyuan paused at this point, Xie Zichen waited, hesitantly said: "And then?"

Bai Xiaoyuan then went on to say: "Here is an additional setting, B is heterosexual, and A is bisexual, but A never feels that his liking for B is that kind of liking."

"Oh..." Xie Zichen was a little surprised.

"A first suspected that B would have a crush on him, and then denied it himself. What A is more curious now is what kind of feelings he has for B." Bai Xiaoyuan said with a smile after finishing this paragraph, "Then A called me for help, I didn't know how to answer, so I came to ask you."

Xie Zichen replied: "Since A will come to ask you, it means that she likes B."

"Why?" Bai Xiaoyuan was a little puzzled. He called to seek support. He didn't expect the other party to give him a counterattack from the very beginning. He explained: "A and B are old friends for many years. If you like Already knew that?"

"But if you don't like it, you can know right away." Xie Zichen still had the same answer, "A came to ask you, which means that she has hesitation in her heart, and her hesitation just means that she doesn't like B, but just dare not admit it."

"..." Bai Xiaoyuan didn't answer, he clicked his upper and lower rows of teeth a few times, and slowly frowned.

Xie Zichen's answer sounded quite reasonable.

Seeing that Bai Xiaoyuan didn't answer, Xie Zichen said again: "How did you answer her?"

Bai Xiaoyuan said nonsense: "I didn't answer, because I don't know what to say."

"Then it's better to persuade her to confess. If A doesn't say it, the friends who have been friends for many years can only be friends for many years. She wants to see B get married and have children, but in fact, she doesn't give herself any possibility in her heart."

Bai Xiaoyuan didn't know how to answer, so what Xie Zichen meant was that he unconsciously fell in love with Yu Xian secretly, and didn't give himself any hope. Now is the time to confess his love?

real or fake?

Whether it's true or not, Bai Xiaoyuan still said thank you to Xie Zichen, and then hung up the phone after talking a few more words.

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Finding the fact that I was off topic, I secretly changed the name of the article...

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