Fork in the road

The reason why Yu Xian was able to say this sentence was entirely because he was already holding the emotion of breaking a jar in his heart.

Before, I was still thinking in my heart to be careful, not to be discovered by Bai Xiaoyuan about my feelings, but it turned out that Bai Xiaoyuan had already reached this point, and Bai Xiaoyuan didn't think about it at all, why should I be careful, why should I be cautious?

Maybe even if he rushed forward to give Bai Xiaoyuan a French kiss, as long as he gave a reason later, even if it was his curiosity, Bai Xiaoyuan probably nodded in understanding and suddenly realized, "So it is like this".

So Yu Xian simply followed his own heart, as long as he didn't say "I like you" directly, he could still try other things--anyway, Bai Xiaoyuan didn't, didn't, didn't, feel, feel.

Obviously, Bai Xiaoyuan is a person who is very good at observing words and expressions. Whether he is angry or happy, he can tell as long as there is a slight emotional change, and he can even find out the reason for anger or happiness. slow?

But it's okay to be slow, it's really interesting to tease Bai Xiaoyuan.

Yu Xian looked at Bai Xiaoyuan with a tangled face, and thought with some evil taste.

The evil taste in Yu Xian's heart was satisfied, but Bai Xiaoyuan was really entangled to the point of deformation.

What kind of strange book did Yu Xian read? !Could it be that it was pierced by a human soul? !His usual style of painting is not like this!

No, in fact, if you think about it carefully, there is no fundamental change. If you still want to do something, you must work hard to achieve it. If you have a goal, you will not give up halfway.It's just that the goal this time, really, isn't quite right!

This winter vacation was not long in the first place, and they had to go back from province K to prepare for the start of school one week after the Chinese New Year.Before, Bai Xiaoyuan felt that this vacation was so short that people doubted his life, but thinking that he will sleep with Yu Xian for more than a week now, this really makes people want to cry!In the next few days, how can I be more vigilant and guard against death to keep my virginity? !

If he wakes up early every morning, will Yu Xian, who wants to prove that his skills are good, get angry and force himself instead of relying on his physical reaction in the morning? !Bai Xiaoyuan was frightened by his guess and shivered.

If he was really stimulated by Yu Xian to ejaculate in normal times, he would feel that he had already come out to Yu Xian in disguise.

Thinking of this, Bai Xiaoyuan couldn't help thinking about a question that had troubled him for a long time.Bai Xiaoyuan's own sexual orientation is erratic, so he doesn't know whether a straight man will feel pleasure with the help of other men.

It is said that men are lower-body animals... so if you just borrow a hand, it doesn't matter whether you are male or female, right?

Bai Xiaoyuan shook his head, don't think about other things now, the biggest trouble Yu Xian is still in front of him.

Bai Xiaoyuan cautiously answered what Yu Xian said to prove what he just said: "Actually, there is no need to prove this point. I have never questioned you, Xianyu. I believe that Xueba is not bad in all aspects." Later This sentence is Bai Xiaoyuan's nonsense, Xueba is not omniscient, and the only Xueba he trusts is actually Yu Xian.

"Then since you believe that my technique is fine, why don't you let me try it? I let you try it." Yu Xian asked honestly.

It's not you who asked me to try!Obviously you asked me to come on your own initiative, and you still provoked me with aggressive tactics!Bai Xiaoyuan was agitated and didn't want to be angry with Yu Xian, so he could only cry without tears.

Sigh...Why is Yu Xian able to ask such unreasonable questions with such an upright expression, but still doesn't have any sense of disobedience...Bai Xiaoyuan was desperate, and replied: "Can there be no reason?"

"Then it won't convince me." Yu Xian said firmly.

Bai Xiaoyuan glanced at Yu Xian with weak eyes, turned around, and floated out of the door like a wandering soul.

...The body is the capital of the revolution, eat a good meal first, and then fight against Yu Xian.He just saved the country with a curve, and he hasn't given up yet, eh.

During the day, Bai Xiaoyuan was still a little vigilant, but Yu Xian's attitude was the same as usual, and Bai Xiaoyuan gradually relaxed - the matter of self-defense will be discussed at night, and Yu Xian might just be joking. , recently he still has a strong sense of humor...

Besides, it is too careless to think about other things when discussing with Yu Xian.

When encountering a math problem that he couldn't solve, Yu Xian would ask Bai Xiaoyuan, who won a prize in the competition, for advice. Bai Xiaoyuan talked happily, and he talked more, but he still paid attention to not saying anything that might make people feel uncomfortable. If the topic is off topic.

After all, Yu Xian likes Xiaohuang Duan'er as if he was stimulated recently... Bai Xiaoyuan can't give him a chance to start.

Thinking of being stimulated, Bai Xiaoyuan suddenly remembered the reason why he came to Province K in the first place.

The most important thing is that Yu Xian's parents divorced but he didn't tell himself that he thought he was angry.That's why I ran over to him in a hurry to ask him for clarification.

It turned out that Yu Xian was not angry with him at all when he got here, it was just a little indifferent due to his poor state, and after arriving here, Yu Xian's performance returned to his normal state.

Because getting along was too natural, so Bai Xiaoyuan was busy making jokes with Yu Xian, so he forgot that Yu Xian's parents had just divorced when he came here, and he wanted to comfort him.Yu Xian, who was so sad that he couldn't sleep well when his parents quarreled before, why did he act so calm after his parents divorced?

The more natural it is at this time, the more abnormal it makes people feel, and it took several days for me to realize this.Bai Xiaoyuan was a little ashamed, feeling that he did not pay enough attention to Yu Xian.

Thinking of this, he was a little afraid to look directly at Yu Xian.

Yu Xian just wrote down the questions Bai Xiaoyuan told him, when he looked up, he saw Bai Xiaoyuan's expression of lack of confidence.Of course he didn't know that Bai Xiaoyuan had already thought of a far away place in such a short while, so he could only ask inexplicably, "What's wrong?"

Bai Xiaoyuan looked at Yu Xian and decided to hit a straight ball.He asked solemnly, "Xianyu, are you feeling uncomfortable now?"

After hearing Bai Xiaoyuan's thoughtless question, Yu Xian felt even more inexplicable. He thought for a while and asked, "Did you poison the breakfast just now?"

Bai Xiaoyuan broke his skills all of a sudden, and collapsed on the table laughing, "No, hahahaha, why do you have such thoughts hahaha..."

With an expression of "I don't understand you", Yu Xian replied, "It was you who suddenly asked me whether I was uncomfortable or not, otherwise what else could I have guessed?"

Bai Xiaoyuan stopped laughing slowly, still lying on the table, but turned his head, looked at Yu Xian seriously, and asked again: "Will you be sad when you come to Province K this time?"

Yu Xian didn't expect Bai Xiaoyuan to ask this question suddenly, he froze for a moment, his eyes softened, "I'm worried about me."

"I can't say you're worried, I know you'll be fine." Bai Xiaoyuan said with a smile, "I just care about you every day."

Yu Xian looked at Bai Xiaoyuan tenderly, and answered his previous question: "I can't say how sad, but there must be disappointment and loss." The disappointment is for his father, and the loss is for his family.

"It will always pass, no, it has already passed. No matter what, life is still going on." Bai Xiaoyuan narrowed his eyes with a smile, and then suddenly opened them again, "Ah, although you were not in a good state before , but the final exam results have improved a lot, it seems that at least you don’t have to worry about your grades.”

"Yeah, so there's nothing to worry about at all."

"No, no, grades are not the most important thing, your mental health is the most important!" Bai Xiaoyuan sat up straight with a "huh", took Yu Xian's hand, and pretended to be affectionate: "What's the problem, Just talk to the big brother, and the big brother will definitely help you solve it."

Yu Xian withdrew his hand, "Big brother who is one year younger than me, you are very unreliable."

It was only then that Bai Xiaoyuan realized that he had unconsciously made physical contact again, but at this moment, he suddenly let go and was awkward, so he simply stretched out another hand to wrap around Yu Xian's hand, still holding that affectation. She said with a straight face: "That's okay, talk to my little brother, if my little brother can't help you solve it, he can also enlighten you."

Yu Xian repeated expressionlessly: "Little brother?" After speaking, his eyes moved slightly, and fell on an unspeakable position of Bai Xiaoyuan.

Bai Xiaoyuan wished he could slap him in the mouth.Why can't I control my mouth!Another chance for Yu Xian to diverge!Bai Xiaoyuan immediately made amends, and of course wanted to bring back the topic that had strayed, "No matter what you call it, anyway, as long as you know that I will always be willing to listen to you, no matter if it's depression or anger, don't hold back. Just tell me."

Speaking of which, Bai Xiaoyuan shook Yu Xian's hand, then let go, and continued, "If you want me to enlighten you, I will pour you chicken soup, if you want me to listen quietly, I will not say anything, you If you want to vent, I can also let you chase and beat me or make you cry in my arms. Even if you want to temporarily ignore me, you can tell me in advance, and I will leave you a personal space. In short, no matter how you behave in front of me No matter what the state is, I will always be by your side. Unless you think that we two can no longer be friends, then you can only say that we will get together and leave. "

At the end, Bai Xiaoyuan still felt a little sad.He thought that the two of them could be good friends for a lifetime, but with such a long life, no one could say for sure what would happen in the future.Maybe two people who have been walking side by side may become different ways and not seek each other. By then, it is probably a good result to not turn against each other.

Bai Xiaoyuan didn't hope that he and Yu Xian would get to that point, but the way of thinking he developed since he was a child made him never be able to look at any problems too ideally.

Hearing these words, it was impossible for Yu Xian not to be moved, but he couldn't agree with the last sentence. It was absolutely impossible for him to say "get together and get away" with Bai Xiaoyuan.But when he retorted, Yu Xian didn't want to use words like "we will be good friends for life" that would slap his face in the future—he didn't want to stop at the friend stage with Bai Xiaoyuan—so he put away his intention to make a joke just now , solemnly said: "We will not say that we will get together or break up, we will be together forever."

He was worried that Bai Xiaoyuan would find out that this sentence was wrong, so he immediately continued: "Although I was very touched by what I said before, I still want to say that I will not cry in your arms. It's acceptable." After speaking, Yu felt that his last sentence might be a teasing one, but Bai Xiaoyuan definitely wouldn't think in that direction, so it's fine.

Bai Xiaoyuan always felt that he could hear some sex in the last sentence.However, if Yu Xian really meant this, it would be too strange. The previous sentence could also be regarded as the boys teasing each other, but this sentence is really a bit unclear.

Anyway, Yu Xian definitely didn't have any intentions in this regard, he probably thought too much.

Bai Xiaoyuan replied with a smile: "It's not that I can't, I just have to prepare a few tragic movies for me first, so that I can cry for you no matter how miserable it is."

After chatting with Yu, Bai Xiaoyuan felt a lot more relieved, and when he went to bed at night, he had already forgotten what happened in the morning.Yu Xian was still sleeping outside, this time Bai Xiaoyuan stretched out his hand directly, hugged him through the quilt, and said contentedly: "Just sleep like this! Otherwise, I still have to worry about whether you will fall in the middle of the night."

Yu Xian turned his back to Bai Xiaoyuan, with a gentle expression, "Well, go to sleep, good night."

The author has something to say:

I want to modify the previous chapter summary, and then I found that after the modification, my 22:22:22 formation has been disrupted QAQ [stupid author crying silently

Ahhh I put it in the manuscript box but forgot to set the time! ! !For my 222222, I decided to update the next day, um [the next chapter will be tomorrow, no delay