not regret

Chapter 43

Cui Can stood at the door of the gastroenterology department, waiting anxiously. When the two of them came into view, Cui Can was stunned.

"What's the matter? You two fought?" Cui Can took the weak Shui Yifan from Pan Wenqing's hand. Shui Yifan's hand was also cut by the fragments of the cup. The people looked more terrifying than the next, and it felt like they had gone through a fierce battle.

"I'm fine, hurry up and take Xiaofan in, he vomited blood just now." Pan Wenqing's worried eyes never left Shui Yifan's body for a moment.

Shui Yifan squeezed his cut hand, he didn't want to say anything to Pan Wenqing because of his stomach ache, so he took Cui Can to the doctor's office.

The gaze behind him didn't disappear until he entered the room.

The doctor's examination was combined with the laboratory test list. Shui Yifan had enteritis with gastric perforation, and he had to take care of it for a long time. After a simple treatment of the injury on his hand, Shui Yifan lay on the hospital bed and received an intravenous drip.

The wound on Pan Wenqing's head looked serious, but it was actually a small cut, and he didn't even need to put gauze on it. His eye sockets instantly turned red.

Cui Can, who was sitting on the stool, saw Pan Wenqing came back, and he dragged Pan Wenqing into the corridor, "What's going on?"

Pan Wenqing sat on the chair, took out the cigarette case, trembled with the hand holding the cigarette, and took a deep puff of the cigarette, "He broke up with Shen Pan, locked himself at home, and didn't eat anything every day. Drinking, the person who messes with himself is not a ghost or a ghost. I was worried about him, so I asked the unlocker to open the lock. When I left at night, I was worried, so I touched his house key. I brought him some this morning. Porridge, I saw him lying on the bed, curled up, he should be a little uncomfortable, and then I saw him vomit blood in the bathroom."

Cui Can nodded and pointed at Pan Wenqing's head, "Then what did you do? You two came to the hospital after a fight, right?"

Pan Wenqing shook his head, and smiled wryly, "No, when I picked him up, he didn't want to, and smashed it with a cup."

Cui Can raised his eyebrows clearly, and finally knew what happened to these two people, and he let go of the stone in his heart, "Fanfan's temper is very stubborn, if you want to have a place in his heart in the future, I'm afraid you will meet more than today. For something more serious, if you can't keep going, I advise you to forget it, I'll take him to my place, one is to take care of the other and the other is also taken care of."

"It's okay, I can accept it, but if he tortured himself like this, his body might not be able to bear it." Pan Wenqing said.

Cui Can sat down next to Pan Wenqing, raised his hand and patted Pan Wenqing's shoulder, "Someone has to watch him all the time, he is a very paranoid person, as I said at the beginning, Shen Juan's matter I can hide it for a while, try not to let him know, you don’t know, Fanfan committed suicide when he was a child because of Shen Pan’s words, so even if I knew that Shen Pan was raising someone outside, I wouldn’t dare to say it, you’re so good , so tell him bluntly, didn’t you want his life? His grandma just passed away, and now Shen Juan doesn’t want him anymore. The combination of these two things will overwhelm him. How much he loves Shen Judgment, you won't understand."

"No, I understand. He loves Shen Juan just like I love him." Pan Wenqing said.

"It's still different. Your feelings cannot be compared. You have never loved anyone. You don't understand the feeling of dying for the person you love, the feeling of wanting him even if you give up the whole world." Cui Can looked at In one place, I couldn't take my eyes off the memories of Shui Yifan and Shen Pan. No one could have imagined that the two of them have come to where they are today. I thought that the two of them would continue to love each other like that, but unexpectedly it was This is the point today.

Cui Can's words made Pan Wenqing more determined that he loves Shui Yifan. He really can do nothing for Shui Yifan. As long as he is, he can also give everything for Shui Yifan. For Shui Yifan to accept him.

Standing up and smiling, "Thank you, Brother Can, now I am more firm in my mind, I really love him, I can do what Shen Pan can do, and I can still do what Shen Pan can't do." Do it, now just wait for Xiaofan to open the door of his heart."

"What if his heart is always closed? Can you wait?" Cui Can asked.

Pan Wenqing's expression was particularly gentle, "I will keep waiting."

Cui Can sighed, "I hope you can wait until that day."

When he was in the hospital, he was very boring. As long as Shui Yifan didn't get an IV, he would stand at the window and watch the people walking outside in a hurry.

Shui Yifan talked less and less, except for Cui Can who could answer a sentence or two when he came over, he basically had nothing to say all day.

The daily food was also the nutritious meal given by Pan Wenqing, but Shui Yifan seldom moved, and he stopped eating after a bite or two. During the hospitalization, Shui Yifan lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye.

"Fanfan, there is no way for you to continue like this. You have to eat something. Look at how thin you have become in the past two days." Cui Can held a spoon and fed Shui Yifan.

When Cui Can came to feed, Shui Yifan would give him some face, at least he would eat a little more than usual, but it was only a little more.

Pan Wenqing discussed with Cui Can and wanted to take Shui Yifan back to his home to take care of him, but Cui Can refused. He said that in Shui Yifan's current state, returning to a place he was familiar with was the right thing to do, and Pan Wenqing didn't. What else can I say, I can only take Shui Yifan back to his and Shen Pan's home.

Shen Pan nestled in the big teddy bear, and he didn't notice the ashes falling. He looked at the snow falling outside the window in dismay. But now he can't see it anymore, his longing haunts him, he really wants to know about Shui Yifan's situation, but there is no place to inquire about it, that feeling of emptiness spreads from the bottom of his heart, continuously wandering through his body along his limbs, Shen Pan leaned against the teddy bear limply as if he had no bones. He has been in this state for a long time. Ever since he came back from meeting Pan Wenqing, Shen Pan seemed to have lost that desire to survive. Who doesn't care, who can expect him to treat himself better.

Tang Yuze has been taking care of Shen Pan and never left for a moment. He still cooks a lot of food that is good for Shen Pan's body every day, but Shen Pan's health is deteriorating, and he will burn from time to time. He doesn't go to the hospital. His stubbornness makes people feel distressed .

Taking the photo from Shen Pan's arms, "Brother, go back to your room and lie down."

Tang Yuze helped Shen Pan up, and now Shen Pan was like a piece of wood, no matter what Tang Yuze did, he would not have much reaction.

Tang Yuze supported Shen Juan to lie on the bed, tucked the corners of the quilt for Shen Juan, and heard Shen Juan say "photo".

Tang Yuze took Shui Yifan's photo from the bedside table and handed it to Shen Juan.

Shen Pan put Shui Yifan's photo beside him, closed his eyes and fell asleep like that.