not regret

Chapter 36

Shui Yifan hugged himself, the lights in the room were not turned on, only the light of the dining room came out, the darkness enveloped Shui Yifan, tears fell, Shui Yifan looked at the door blankly, he wanted to hear Shen He wanted to hear Shen Juan say to him, "Baby, I'm back."

Standing up, Shui Yifan touched the car keys and hurried out. He wanted to find Shen Juan. He couldn't just sit and wait for death. He had to find Shen Juan and ask him clearly. Is it okay to give up?Ask yourself exactly what you are.

Pan Wenqing had been waiting downstairs. He knew that Shui Yifan didn't want to see him, but he was worried and could only wait downstairs.Seeing Shui Yifan running out suddenly, he didn't wear a coat, only a thin shirt, and the slippers on his feet were put on backwards.

"Xiaofan, where are you going?" Pan Wenqing hurried out of the car, took off his clothes and covered Shui Yifan over his body.

Shui Yifan grabbed Pan Wenqing's arm, "Do you know where Brother Pan is? Take me to him, okay? He won't answer my calls."

Pan Wenqing felt distressed, "I don't know, Xiaofan, you go home first, it's cold outside."

"No, you must know, you must know, didn't you check him? You must know, tell me, please? Please...please..." Shui Yifan held Pan Wenqing tightly , With a lot of force, his voice was full of pleading and choked.

Pan Wenqing has selfish intentions, he really wants to break up Shui Yifan and Shen Juan, so he won't tell Shui Yifan where Shen Juan's other address is, at least not now, "Xiaofan, can you go home? No way." , if you feel uncomfortable, how about we go have a drink? I will accompany you. "

Shui Yifan looked up blankly, drinking?Maybe he wouldn't think about it when he was drunk, and Pan Wenqing took him into the car in a daze, and drove to a bar.

When Pan Wenqing first entered the bar, he called his driver and asked him to pick him up. He wanted to accompany Shui Yifan at night.

The table was full of wine, "Drink it, forget it when you're done drinking, he's not worth it."

Shui Yifan drank as if pouring it to death, leaving no room for it.

When a person is sad, the amount of alcohol will also decrease. Yifan is a little drunk after not drinking much water. He sees people with double images. Looking at the face of a human being, he murmured, "Brother Judgment...how could you treat me like this."

Pan Wenqing didn't drink too much water and Yifan was still awake at the moment. He attached Shui Yifan's hand to touch his face. This was the first time that Shui Yifan had such intimate contact with himself.

"Xiaofan, forget about him and stay with me, okay? I will give you whatever he can give you." Pan Wenqing said.

Shui Yifan smiled, so pretty, so bitter, tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, Shui Yifan still smiled, "But you're not him."

Pan Wenqing pulled Shui Yifan into his arms, and Shui Yifan kept murmuring, "But you are not him, I only want him, I want my brother judge...I want my brother judge... .”

The clothes on his chest were soaked by Shui Yifan's tears, which penetrated the skin and flowed into Pan Wenqing's heart, which was icy cold.

Shui Yifan drank unconsciously, his body was soft, Pan Wenqing picked him up horizontally, looking at a man with flesh, he didn't expect it to be so light, and he picked him up without much effort.

He took out the key from Shui Yifan's pocket and opened the door. After so long, Pan Wenqing finally stepped into the home he had always wanted to enter, and there were traces of Shui Yifan inside.

Putting Shui Yifan on the bed, Pan Wenqing twisted a towel and wiped Shui Yifan's hands and face hastily.

The sleeping Shui Yifan was so obedient, no longer like a hedgehog, but like a kitten nesting there. Pan Wenqing wanted to change Shui Yifan's clothes, but he was afraid that Shui Yifan would misunderstand, so he didn't change, and pulled the quilt He covered Shui Yifan, and lay beside him with his clothes on.

It was about ten o'clock in the evening when Shen Juan was sent to the hospital. He wanted to go home at night, he wanted to hug Shui Yifan, and he wanted to tell Shui Yifan that all this was not true, it was all on purpose.

During the day, his health is not very good. He wants to see Shui Yifan more and more eagerly, but when people want to do something more, there will always be one thing or another that stops you. The thing that stops Shen Pan is a high fever , Accompanied by the pain, the fever never subsided, and finally passed out in a daze. Tang Yuze had no choice but to send Shen Pan to the hospital again.

It was around three o'clock in the morning when Shen Jue opened his eyes. Tang Yuze was lying on his stomach in front of the bed. Shen Jue moved Tang Yuze and woke up, "Brother, are you awake? Are you thirsty? Come and drink some water." Tang Yuze held a small spoon , Feed Shen Pan to drink water bit by bit.

Still in a daze, with the indwelling needle inserted in his hand, Shen Juan knew that he couldn't go back to see Shui Yifan.

Shui Yifan opened his eyes. He drank too much last night and had a terrible headache. He had already forgotten how he got home. He only remembered the wine he went to drink with Pan Wenqing. He sat up and rubbed his temples. Shui Yifan turned his head , Pan Wenqing was lying beside him.

He hurriedly got out of bed, looked at his clothes, and was unmoved, and Pan Wenqing was also wearing clothes, and Shui Yifan went to the bathroom barefoot.

Pan Wenqing opened his eyes only when he heard the person walking away. He was afraid of Shui Yifan's embarrassment, so he kept pretending to be asleep.

When Shui Yifan came out of the bathroom, Pan Wenqing was already sitting on the sofa, staring blankly at the mango, thoughtful.

"Thank you last night." Shui Yifan still couldn't accept Pan Wenqing, and thanked him awkwardly.

Pan Wenqing came back to his senses, smiled shyly, and didn't know how to place his hands, "It's okay, are we friends?"

Shui Yifan showed a charming smile, turned around and poured Pan Wenqing a glass of water.

Pan Wenqing felt that his soul was out of his body, floating around the roof, unable to find his body there, until Shui Yifan's voice called him back.

"Well, it's getting late, when are you leaving?" Shui Yifan knew that it was a bit inappropriate to say this, but he couldn't help it. The matter between himself and Shen Pan was a mess, and he didn't have any extra thoughts for Pan Wenqing.

Pan Wenqing took a sip of water, scratched his hair, and said with difficulty, "Xiaofan, I want to tell you something, but you have to promise me not to get angry."

As smart as Shui Yifan, he can probably guess what Pan Wenqing said to him. It should be about the problem of Shen Judgment's company a few days ago. "Go ahead."

Shui Yifan nestled into the beanbag sofa, watching the vehicles and pedestrians coming and going in and out of the community.

Pan Wenqing said in a nonchalant manner, "I asked Huo Bin to do the Shen Judgment of the company a few days ago."

"I guessed it," Shui Yifan said.

Pan Wenqing went on to say: "Prison Shen approached Binzi, and Binzi told him to give up on you, and he...agreed."

Shui Yifan sat up straight and said with a wry smile, "It turns out that you are not here to help, but to make things worse."

Shen Juan promised Huo Bin to give up himself, heh, Shui Yifan didn't believe it, not a word of it.

"Okay, stop talking, let's go. Don't show up again, I don't have friends who play tricks like you." Shui Yifan continued to look out the window, giving Pan Wenqing the back of his head.

"Xiaofan, don't be angry, I'm leaving now, you stay at home well, I'll bring you whatever you want for lunch." Pan Wenqing was afraid that Shui Yifan would get angry, so he walked timidly to the shoe cabinet to put on his shoes.

"Get out, don't let you see you again." When Pan Wenqing closed the door, he heard Shui Yifan's farewell.