not regret

Chapter 35

Shui Yifan picked up his cell phone and dialed Shen Pan's number. The busy tone repeatedly hit Shui Yifan's nerves.

He lowered his hand weakly, and the phone slipped down, Shui Yifan still didn't believe it, how could it be possible, it was fine a few days ago, it was fine a few days ago.

Shui Yifan didn't even have the strength to cry, he was curled up on the sofa, hugging his legs, expressionless.

Pan Wenqing took a glass of water and fed Shui Yifan bit by bit with a spoon, but Shui Yifan didn't open his mouth at all.

Shui Yifan was staying up at dawn, and he was waiting for dawn to go to the company to ask Shen Judgment. He wanted Shen Judgment to tell him that what Pan Wenqing said was wrong and lied to him. Shen Juan who only hurts himself.

In the morning, Huo Bin asked his subordinates to bring breakfast. Both Shui Yifan and Pan Wenqing didn't close their eyes all night. dare not sleep.

Shui Yifan stayed up abruptly until eight o'clock, when Shen judged the company's work time, he went to the bathroom to tidy himself up.

When he opened the door, Pan Wenqing followed closely behind him, and Shui Yifan didn't care. He didn't want to care about anything about Pan Wenqing at all.

When he arrived at the company, the front desk lady stopped Shui Yifan as expected. Shui Yifan said that he was Shen Pan's partner, but the front desk lady didn't believe it at all and kept stopping him.

Shui Yifan had no choice but to stand in the hall and wait. Pan Wenqing was not with Shui Yifan. He sat in the car and watched Shui Yifan's every move in the hall.

Shui Yifan finally waited for Shen Pan, who arrived belatedly, around nine o'clock, and Shen Pan followed the boy in the photo.

Shui Yifan squeezed out a bitter smile, "Who is he?"

Shen Juan didn't expect Shui Yifan to come to the company. In fact, he didn't have the energy to come to the company today. Han Mingzhe took care of the recent affairs, but the front desk told Han Mingzhe about Shui Yifan's visit to him, and Han Mingzhe knew about it. For Shui Yifan, he had to call Shen Juan.

Tang Yuze knew that Shen Pan didn't have much energy now, so he held Shen Pan's hand, he was afraid that Shen Pan would not be able to stand up.

"Xiao Shui, why did you come here?" Shen Juan let go of Tang Yuze's hand, took a step forward, and stood less than one meter away from Shui Yifan, "Don't stand in the lobby, go to the office."

"Who is he?" Shui Yifan bit his lip and repeated what he had just said.

"My name is Tang Yuze, and you are Mr. Shui Yifan, right?" Tang Yuze took the conversation away from Shen Pan.

"I didn't ask you." Shui Yifan's voice suddenly rose, "I was asking him." Shui Yifan pointed at Shen Pan, "You, tell me who he is."

"Xiao Shui..." Shen Juan never said who Tang Yuze was, but just looked at Shui Yifan with incomprehensible eyes.

"Grandma passed away, and you couldn't come back to accompany me because you were with him?" Shui Yifan's strength had been broken at the moment, and he questioned Shen Pan with a choked voice, "Shen Pan, what did you promise?" , you said that I was the only one, why...why didn't you keep your promise, you said that you only loved me, why did you lie to me... before, you broke into my world regardless, After I get used to it completely, you treat me like this again. What do I pay for all these years? Tell me...you tell me..." Shui Yifan stretched out his hand and pushed Shen Pan, "I used to be full of ambitions, if It wasn't for you, how could I become like this..."

Shui Yifan's voice became lower and lower, and the last few sentences were not pleasant to listen to at all, but Shen Juan heard them all, and the words he said were like a barbed whip, whipping Shen Pan hard, making him His flesh and blood were bloody, and he was in so much pain that he couldn't live without it.

Shui Yifan squatted on the ground, bit his lip, and buried his head in his knees. This appearance was exactly the same as when Shen Juan said he was not wanted more than a decade ago. Shui Yifan felt that he must be ugly now, unlike many abandoned people. Like a woman, her lover doesn't want her anymore, and then she starts arguing hysterically, and it seems that there will be a scene of crying, making trouble, and hanging herself.

Shui Yifan wiped away his tears, stood up, "Go home tonight, I'll wait for you." After speaking, he left.

Shen Juan looked at his back, he wondered if he had done something wrong, he wanted to hide it for a while, but he couldn't do it anymore, he couldn't hide it anymore.

Shui Yifan drove all the way to the supermarket near his home and bought some vegetables. He thought about making a table of dishes for Shen Pan in the evening, and then had a good talk. Since Shen Pan was the first offender, he could forgive him. Now he just wants to be with Shen Pan. Shen Juan lived a good life, his father finally let go, he didn't want to ruin the relationship he had carefully managed for more than ten years just because of one MB.

He seems to understand what Cui Can said when Xu Zhiqiao cheated. He used to not understand Cui Can very much, but now he seems to understand why Cui Can forgives Xu Zhiqiao again and again after he cheated. He even laughed at Cui Can Chan, now I have finally experienced it myself, the heart-piercing feeling of being overwhelmed, it is really uncomfortable.

Pan Wenqing followed Shui Yifan all the way. He was afraid that Shui Yifan would do something. Cui Can said that Shui Yifan was a very extreme person. I didn't say it yesterday, so I guess Pan Wenqing will never tell Shui Yifan.

After not sleeping all night, Shui Yifan was very sleepy. When he got home, he put away the dishes and fell asleep on the bed. When he woke up, it was already around four o'clock in the afternoon.

Get up, start to prepare dinner, he can't cook, he can't use a knife well, he cut his finger while cutting potatoes, roughly wrapped it with a band-aid, cut again, after cutting potatoes, looked at the finished product, it's really ugly , is far from Shen Juanqie.

When putting the oil in, the water on the vegetables was not drained, and the oil splashed and burned his hands. Shui Yifan frowned, and gritted his teeth to finish the dish. He never thought that cooking and cooking would be so difficult. When Shen Juan did these things, it was always so simple.

Cooking two dishes and one soup with heart is already the limit for a person who has never cooked. Shui Yifan tasted the taste and it was okay. It can only be described as edible, and there is no evil smell.

After finishing all this, it was already 08:30, Shui Yifan sat at the dining table and waited for Shen Juan to come back.Time passed by, Shui Yifan touched the cold dish, took it to the microwave oven to heat it up, and continued to wait.

When the dishes were reheated for the third time, Shui Yifan lost his patience, got up, and dumped the dishes that he had spent a lot of effort into the trash can, with his attachment to Shen Pan.

Looking at his hand full of scars, Shui Yifan smiled, smiled and cried again, curled up in the corner, looked at the mess in the kitchen, and the water stains scattered all over the floor, "Brother Judgment..." lightly Calling Shen Pan's name softly, he couldn't figure out how Shen Pan could become like this, he was not even as calm as Cui Can.

The empty house was filled with the aura of Shen Juan, unable to stay for a moment, Shui Yifan touched the wound on his left hand, it was left by the suicide, it was uneven, he is not as extreme now as he was when he was a child, It's not that he will seek life and death for anything, he wants to save it, he doesn't want to just lose it, how could so many things happen in just ten days, when did Shen Juan's change of heart start, Shui Yifan has no clue, Looking back, there was something wrong recently, but Shui Yifan always felt that it was the company's affairs that upset Shen Juan, and he didn't think about Shen Juan's change of heart at all.