not regret

Chapter 30

Shen Pan sat in the seat for a long, long time, until the time stopped, and Tang Yuze, who was waiting in the car for so long, could not wait for Shen Pan to see the sky getting dark little by little. He had no choice but to find the tea room and asked Waiter, when he opened the door and entered, Tang Yuze was terrified by the sight in front of him. Shen Juan sat paralyzed on the chair, motionless, as if dead.

Tang Yuze couldn't drive, so he could only call an ambulance. Sitting in the ambulance, Tang Yuze held Shen Pan's hand tightly. He was afraid. The moment he saw Shen Pan, he was afraid that Shen Pan would never wake up. .

"How did you take care of the person? It's like this, why did you bring it here?" Hearing what the doctor said, Tang Yuze was stunned. He always knew that Shen Pan was taking medicine, and he always thought that Shen Pan just had a bad stomach.

"Doctor, what's wrong with him?" Tang Yuze eagerly followed the doctor into the doctor's office.

The doctor put Shen Pan's examination results on the table, took a sip of water, "Malignant lymphoma, liver and kidney function have declined, and the lymphoma has invaded the bone marrow. Why is it so serious that it was sent here?"

Tang Yuze fell into the chair and couldn't recover. What the doctor said lingered in his ears, and the five words "malignant lymphoma" echoed in his mind. Tang Yuze didn't know much, but he probably knew that it was a terminal illness .

"Doctor, is there any other treatment for him?" Tang Yuze felt that he almost bit his tongue when he said this.

The doctor shook his head and sighed, "Time is running out."

The five words hit Tang Yuze heavily, which was worse than being struck by lightning. Tang Yuze's lips trembled a little, "Thank you doctor."

Back in the ward, the person lying on the bed had already woken up, staring blankly at the ceiling, with no brilliance at all.

"Do you know what disease you have?" Tang Yuze sat on the opposite bed, looking at the paler man in front of him, his bloodless face was almost integrated with the white pillow.

Shen Juan closed his eyes, he was in pain everywhere at the moment, both his body and heart, "Yeah."

Tears slid down, Tang Yuze got up, stood in front of Shen Pan's bed, and held Shen Pan's hand, "Brother, it hurt like that a while ago, it must be because of this disease."

"Hmm," said Shen Judgment.

Tang Yuze was so distressed that he was about to die, and tears dripped down. Now he seemed to suddenly understand why Shen Juan brought him home, why he suddenly took him to the mall to meet those two people, and brought himself by his side every day. He felt that everything Shen Juan did was for that man named Shui Yifan.

"Brother, why bother? How long do you want to hide from him?"

Tang Yuze doesn't know how much you can love someone. Shen Juan has been brewing for a long time. Loving someone is more important than his own life. He can't understand. He thinks he is too stupid, so stupid that it makes people feel distressed.

"I can't hide it anymore. Anyone can tell that there is something wrong with me now, let alone someone who gets along day and night. Xiao Tang, do you know how to put on makeup? There are still a few days left, and my complexion is too ugly to let him See it." Shen Judgment said.

Tang Yuze held Shen Pan's hand tightly, sniffed, "Know it a little bit".

On this day, Cui Can asked Shui Yifan to come out to eat Thai food. He knew that Shui Yifan liked to eat curry, but he didn’t know that Shui Yifan couldn’t eat too spicy. Thai curry is a bit spicy, and Shui Yifan can only accept Japanese curry. , stuck out his tongue and took a sip of the ice juice, "Just kill me, it's so spicy."

"I don't know that you can't even take this spicy food. Is there enough juice? If not, can I bring you another glass?" Cui Can looked guiltily at Shui Yifan who was sticking out his tongue because of the spicy food.

Xu Zhiqiao, who was sitting by the side, looked at Shui Yifan who was drinking juice. He wanted to see what kind of charm he had, but Pan Wenqing was so fascinated by him, he still lived in his community, observing every day, like a voyeur .

After watching it for a long time, I didn’t realize that it’s different from ordinary people. It’s not as good as Cui Can’s family. Xu Zhiqiao thinks that it’s because beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Everyone thinks that the person they care about is the best. , the most perfect.

After serving food for Cui Can, Xu Zhiqiao said, "I heard that the company that has been heavily sentenced has suffered a lot of losses recently."

Shui Yifan stopped drinking the juice, and looked at Xu Zhiqiao suspiciously, "I didn't hear that from Brother Pan".

"That man is hiding everything from you, how could he let you know." Xu Zhiqiao said.

Is it?What did Shen Juan hide from himself?Ever since they got together, Shen Juan had never lied to him, and was transparent in front of him.

Cui Can tugged Xu Zhiqiao's clothes under the table, signaling Xu Zhiqiao to stop talking, Xu Zhiqiao ate the food with great interest, he would be happy to watch Shen Juan make jokes at Shui Yifan, if the relationship between Shen Juan and Shui Yifan If it breaks, then my brother will have a chance.Thinking of it, Xu Zhiqiao was still on the same front as Pan Wenqing.

"I'll go back and ask what's going on. He's been at the company recently, and he doesn't have much time to come back." Shui Yifan held the cup in a daze, and the cold touch moved up his fingertips. Shui Yifan felt a little bother.

Hearing that Shen Pan didn't go home recently, Cui Can suddenly thought of the young man who appeared with Shen Pan that day, and it is estimated that Shen Pan has been with that young man these days.Inexplicably, he was in a bad mood. He felt sorry for Shui Yifan. He had been loved by Shen Pan since he was a child. He had never heard that Shen Pan had anyone other than Shui Yifan. He was wondering whether he should tell Shui Yifan about this. Fan, let him have a mental preparation in his heart, but Cui Can is also afraid, afraid that Shui Yifan will find out that he will make trouble with Shen Pan, he knows that Shui Yifan is not himself, and will forgive Xu Zhiqiao after he cheated on him many times, he is afraid that he will Speaking out will make Shui Yifan and Shen Juan quarrel.

"Fanfan, I want to get a couple tattoo with Brother Qiao, do you have any recommendations?" Cui Can's change of subject was not clever at all, but a bit embarrassing.

Shui Yifan also stopped eating, and reached out to touch the P symbol behind his ear.It was the seventh year after he and Shen Juan were together, to celebrate that the two had escaped the seven-year itch. "You can get any tattoo you want, but a tattoo is a lifetime thing, you have to be careful, it will follow you to the grave."

"What kind of tattoo? You haven't heard of tattooing each other's name on your body. Didn't any good results come from couple tattoos?" Xu Zhiqiao cast a glance at Cui Can.

"I don't care, I've wanted to get a tattoo for a long time, you want to be with me, I'm afraid of pain." Cui Can was angry and listless, looking at Xu Zhiqiao's eyes like a feather stretched out to gently brush his heart, Xu Zhiqiao softened instantly and smiled.

"Okay, I'll be with you, little ancestor." Xu Zhiqiao said.

The two people in front of them sprinkled dog food without any scruples, and Shui Yifan rubbed his belly, "Well, it seems that there is not enough food on this dish, and I was made to eat dog food to the point of dying."