brand on heart

With crying pleading, desperately looking at the person on the hospital bed as if dying.

Shi Yan glanced at him, smiled and held Meng Yun's hand, "Can grandma and Mr. Zheng live with you? I decided to take Mu Mu to live with Mu Qing—"

"No!" Meng Yun resolutely objected, "If you are not pregnant, I won't say anything. You are not stable now, and he is like a mad dog. What if he hurts you again?"

Shi Yan's eyes darkened, "The matter between me and him has to be resolved. Besides, I was the one who pushed him to this point. Meng Yun, he wasn't by my side when I was pregnant with Mumu. I don't want to give myself and him another chance. Regrets."

"If, if it still doesn't work this time, I will definitely protect myself and Mu Mu as soon as possible, and never look back. Meng Yun, I want to trust him again."

Meng Yun had nothing to do with him, no matter what he didn't feel at ease, "If you are like this, if something happens, I won't be able to get to you in time—"

"You arrange someone to come to my house to take care of Yanyan!" Mu Qing interrupted suddenly, staring blankly at the two people beside the bed with bloodshot eyes, and said in a nervous tone: "Shiyan and Mumu are with me. Come on, Meng Yun, you can arrange bodyguards, nannies, and servants to take care of them at home, so that's all right?"

I don't care anymore, what dignity, what status, Mu Qing now feels that his brain is going to explode, suffering, desperate to the point of almost suffocation.

Meng Yun's serious face eased slightly, and he looked down at Shiyan, "What do you think?"

Shi Yan lowered her eyelids and nodded after a moment of silence, "Okay."

Mu Qing loosened his clenched fist, and a smile that was uglier than crying appeared on his face.

There is no way, both parties have already made concessions to this point, Meng Yun had no choice but to agree, "Do you want me to stay with you?"

Shi Yan's ears were blushed, she shook her head slightly, and said in a low voice, "No, Mu Qing is here. Go back and rest early."

Meng Yun also knew that he shouldn't be too involved in the affairs between the two of them, so he nodded, "Then you have a good rest, and I will come to see you tomorrow morning. I will arrange the moving, and you don't have to worry about it. Taking good care of your body is the first priority." One."

"Ah."

After Meng Yun left, Mu Qing, who was standing in the middle of the ward, slowly walked back to the bed and sat down.

Shi Yan lowered her eyes, and her slightly trembling eyelashes cast shadows on her pale face.

Trembling, Mu Qing reached out to hold his cold hand, and called him tearfully, "Yanyan!"

Shi Yan raised his eyes, his eyes were in a trance, he was tired and weak at this moment, and his spirit was lax.

He opened his mouth and said in a dry tone: "You have also seen it, Mu Qing, he and I are considered family members now. I know this is hard to accept, two people with no relatives and no reason—"

"I know." Mu Qing interrupted him, and said with a forced smile: "I know, the relationship between you and him cannot be summed up simply as pure love, family affection, and friendship. I didn't give you enough trust, I have no right to judge your relationship without being there for you when you need it most."

Shi Yan became quiet again, and it seemed that they could not discuss the future calmly.

He also doesn't know what will happen in the future.

Now that he insisted on keeping the child, would it become a burden for Mu Qing?Or just an excuse to get back to him?

Shiyan didn't know.

But he can see Mu Qing's current state of mind, and he is afraid, afraid that if the two continue to confront each other like this, Mu Qing will make even crazier moves than today.

Extremely exhausted, Shi Yan shook Mu Qing's hand back. He didn't know if he and Mu Qing could restore their original relationship.

They've both hurt each other now.

Hot tears dripped on the back of his hand, Shi Yan Wuyan watched Mu Qing lower his head and put his wet lips on his hand.

"Yan Yan, Meng Yun's side, I will help him, Mu family, Song family, Xin family, I will do my best to help him achieve his wish."

Yeah, it's just an exchange.

Shi Yan thought in a daze, using herself and the child to force him to side with Meng Yun.

He opened his mouth to answer, but tears fell like rain. This person is no longer tossing and turning over his little pain and discomfort like in the past.

Seeing him crying, Mu Qing panicked and wiped away his tears, begging, "Yanyan, don't cry, don't cry! My heart is about to break."

Shi Yan shook her head silently, unable to stop her tears, the grievances and fears of these years finally came to her mind at this moment, and she couldn't help resenting Mu Qing.

Obviously he came to provoke him, obviously he was the one who held on to him at the beginning, obviously he suffered so much for him, suffered so much grievance, and now he is the perpetrator and he is the victim.

This fate is really unfair!

Fearing that he would cry too much and his body could not take it anymore, Mu Qing sat sideways on the edge of the bed and hugged him softly, holding back the sound of crying and comforting and kissing him.

"Yanyan, I was wrong, forgive me, please!"

"I love you, Yan Yan, I love you!"

Shi Yan looked at him mournfully, weeping uncontrollably, "If you don't want the child, I'll raise it myself. Meng Yun doesn't have to because of me—"

He has never been such a despicable person, threatening him to do something.

"No!" Mu Qing hugged him tightly and kissed him deeply, "Yanyan, I have no way to keep you. I have made such a big mistake, so you just treat me as a despicable person and use these to threaten you. ?"

"Mu Qing, Mu Qing!" Shi Yan hugged him tightly and finally cried out, "Mu Qing, my Mu Qing!"

This person has long been rubbed into his soul, flesh and blood, limbs and bones.

He left him alone, leaving him alone to live the beautiful and difficult life of just one year.

In his heart, after all, he blamed him.

That's why when he came back, he was so indifferent, it was difficult to make a choice.

He loves him so much, so reluctant to let go.

But he made him so painful, so desperate.

After staying in the hospital for half a month, the hospital doctor allowed him to leave the hospital. Grandma found out that Shi Yan was pregnant again, hugged him and cried loudly, calling him a stupid child who didn't know how to cherish herself.

After being discharged from the hospital, he didn't go back to the mansion that Mu Qing bought when he was in the care of him. Instead, he moved into the seaside villa that he visited once for Christmas that year.

The nannies, servants and bodyguards arranged by Meng Yun had already arrived at the villa and took their positions, and the garden lawn inside and outside was trimmed and cleaned.

The playroom prepared for Mumu is filled with a wide variety of toys, large and small scattered in the room, and there is also a special children's play area outside.

The two children's rooms were decorated by Mu Qing himself. Grandma and Mr. Zheng expressed their satisfaction after seeing it, and Mu Mu was even more excited to run around.

Mu Qing tentatively asked Shi Yan if he wanted Grandma Shi and Elder Zheng to move in together, but she was rejected, and the two old people preferred to live with Meng Yun.

On the first night of moving into the villa, a small family banquet was specially held. Elder Zeng, Song Rongjin and his wife, Song Rongyin and his wife, Song Rongqin, and Mu Chunhao, who was tired of being idle, were invited to attend. Attend.

Yan Jun's appearance was somewhat unexpected by Shi Yan. While going to the kitchen to check the preparation of desserts, Shi Yan pulled Meng Yun to the kitchen, "Why did you bring him here?"

"Don't worry, I have a measure." Meng Yun didn't want him to be too involved in this matter. The more he knew, the less safe it would be for him.

"You always say that." Shi Yan looked at him unhappy, "If something happens to you, I don't know anything, what do you want me to do?"

"I promise. Shi Yan, knowing this is not good for you. You can just stay at home and raise your baby—"

"I haven't planned to resign yet. I'm going to wait until the baby is five or six months old and my stomach is exposed."

Meng Yun put down his wine glass with a headache, "You don't plan to take this life? Do you have to split up and reorganize Mu Chunhao's company with me, Mu Qing, and kick you all out?"

Mu Chunhao happened to come to steal a meal from the kitchen with a glass of wine. He heard this sentence as soon as he entered the door. He looked at them in a daze, forced, and expressed his innocence. Why did the quarrel between your family hurt my company?

Shi Yan was sullen and lowered his head.

He is insecure.

He didn't want to go through the mess left by Mu Qing when he left.

Naturally, Meng Yun knew him. He rubbed his hair and comforted him, "I'm here, don't be afraid, Shiyan."

After finishing speaking, he turned to look at Mu Chunhao, "Just in time, you should arrange for someone to hand over Shi Yan's work to him as soon as possible. He is now pregnant and cannot continue to work."

"I know. I will arrange it. What you just said is not true, right?" Small companies have no rights?Why don't these bigwigs enjoy the food?

"If you work for Shi Yan again, it won't be necessarily the case." Meng Yun sneered at him, took his wine glass and left the kitchen.

Mu Chunhao shuddered twice, and sighed to Shi Yan, "I found that the people around you are very powerful!"

"You can let go of your work for the time being and stay at home to raise your baby. I'll keep your position in the company without pay. After giving birth, if you want to come back, you can come back and continue working. Don't be controlled by those two men."

Of course Shi Yan believed what Meng Yun said, so she sighed helplessly, "That's the only way to go."

Although the fetal phase was not stable, it was okay with Mr. Zeng's help, and there was no need to take miscarriage medicine.

At the banquet, the people who came to the family dinner today were all the top figures in the shopping mall, unknowingly talking about the current situation of the several big families in Binhai.

Shi Yan couldn't intervene, and the children on the table began to doze off, so Xiao Mumu said goodbye to the children and sent him back to the room to rest.

It was very late, and I helped him take a bath with the servant and put him on the bed to put him to sleep.

Coming out of the room, Mu Qing was looking for him.

The servant greeted her, and Shi Yan asked her to go downstairs to rest.

Mu Qing drank some wine, her cheeks were a little red, she walked over worriedly and asked, "Are you tired? I'll accompany you back to your room."

"It's okay. You don't have to worry about me, go down and accompany Mr. Song and the others, don't neglect the guests."

The relationship between the two is still estranged.

Although Mu Qing knew it, he didn't come in a hurry. Shi Yan was very wary, and it would take time to soften slowly and eliminate the thorns that had grown back all over his body.

"It's okay, Meng Yun is helping out."

"You're welcome." Shi Yan smiled slightly, and walked into the bedroom with him without further refusal.

"If you treat him as a family member, I will naturally treat him as a brother. Let's share things together." Even if you still care about it in your heart, no one will talk about the current situation on the stage.

When Shi Yan was going to take a bath, Mu Qing followed him into the bathroom, "I'll help you massage and relax, you've been tired all day."

"I didn't do anything." Shiyan smiled, standing under the shower head, Mu Qing took off the shower to help him rinse, and brushed the palm of his hand over the scar on his stomach and covered his abdomen, saying: "It's as big as a walnut now Yet?"

"It should be. This baby is quite quiet, unlike Mu Mu, who tossed and tossed me so much that my stomach hurt all day long."

Thinking back to the time when I was just pregnant with Mumu, I didn't know anything at that time. Not only did I travel long distances back to Meng Yun's hometown, but I also ran to climb a mountain. It was a miracle that the child was saved.

Mu Qing also remembered those days, when he and Shi Yan already had estrangements and conflicts, but the relationship was still very good, at least Shi Yan still trusted him at that time, but now——

Shaking his head, shaking off the bad emotions in his mind, Mu Qing put away the shower and let Shi Yan sit in the bathtub.

She was still in the early stages of pregnancy, and Shi Yan's body temperature was on the high side. When Mu Qing's palms covered him, he shivered.

"how?"

Mu Qing stopped and asked.

Shi Yan shook his head, pulled his hand and spread it out in front of him, "Your hand is cold, is it because your body hasn't recovered?"

He had caught a cold several times from last year to now, Shiyan didn't care about it, and he didn't have any family by his side, so he didn't know how to deal with it.

Mu Qing touched his forehead, "It's okay. It's your high temperature."

Shi Yan nodded, "I'd better ask Mr. Zeng to prescribe some tonics for you some other day. You can see that your palms are cold."

"Okay, I'll listen to you." Mu Qing nodded and said with a warm heart.

After taking a shower, the servant brought over a cup of hot milk. Mu Qing waited until Shi Yan finished drinking it, and then said: "Brother Rong Jin and the others are almost finished eating, I'll go down and have a look, you should go to bed early, don't wait for me."

"It's okay, I can read." Shi Yan sat on the bedside, picked up a book and opened it.

The author has something to say: The story of Boss Song and his housekeeper is on the side of "Bored", which is being updated slowly.