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It was late to get off work, but there was a traffic jam on the road, and it was already past nine o'clock in the evening when we arrived at Jinghua's apartment.

Called Mu Qing ahead of time, just as he got out of the elevator, the door of the apartment opened, and Mu Qing was waiting for him indifferently at the door.

The two of them live on this floor of this unit, there is no one else, and it always looks deserted.

Before entering the door, Shi Yan shivered for no reason, Mu Qing bent down and handed the shoes to him, "I made supper, let's talk after eating."

"Yeah." Shi Yan put on her shoes and walked into the living room.

Everything at home has been packed, including Shi Yan's books and luggage.

Glancing at Mu Qing who brought him supper, he sat down at the dining table and asked, "Are you moving?"

It has only been more than half a year since he moved in. During this time, both he and Mu Qing lived in turmoil.

"You eat, if you don't have enough." Mu Qing didn't answer, and lowered his head to eat the brown sugar balls in the bowl.

Only then did Shi Yan notice that he had lost a lot of weight, haggard and thin, his cheeks were sunken, and his eyes looked dull.

Feeling pain and pity welling up in her heart, Shi Yan quickly lowered her eyelids and concentrated on eating.

After eating, Mu Qing put away the bowl and put it in the kitchen. Shi Yan sat on the sofa drinking water, and there was an ancient TV series on the TV, starring Xu Yan. After watching it for a while, I couldn't concentrate, and I didn't know What are you doing.

Mu Qing went back to the room and took out a stack of documents, spread them out in front of Shi Yan, and said, "I asked Brother Mu Yun to help collect the activities of Meng Yun in the capital over the past five years. Would you like to take a look?"

Shi Yan felt a little tired, and her body had no strength, so she leaned on the sofa, "What do you mean?"

Mu Qing handed a document in front of him, "In the past few years, what he has done is not very clean. Illegal fundraising, speculation, smuggling, he has used all means to get money quickly. It is Yan Shixun's money in the capital. Both Bag and Strict have done many illegal and criminal things, do you want to see them one by one?"

Shi Yan took the documents and hurriedly read a few of them. Everything was detailed, including the flow of funds, sources, people who traded, and the final use. They were recorded in great detail.

Regarding Meng Yun's growth and the means of revenge, although Shi Yan had already been psychologically prepared, she was still shocked after seeing the text and data with her own eyes. Young Master, what are you trying to do by showing me these things?"

"Let's make a deal. You take Mu Mu and come back to me. I will help Meng Yun deal with the Gu family and the Dou family."

"What if I say no?" Feeling chills in his heart, Shi Yan felt that his strength was losing bit by bit, and he couldn't even sit still, his whole body limp on the sofa, "You, what did you do, Mu Qing?"

"Don't worry, it's just something to relax the muscles. I've asked the dosage carefully, and it won't harm the body." Mu Qing went around the tea table and walked to Shi Yan, knelt down and fondled his face, "If you don't promise me, I will hand over these materials to the police, or the Administration for Industry and Commerce, or the Taxation Bureau, whichever department you want, and he, a poor country boy with no power, no background, will be imprisoned for the rest of his life!"

While speaking, a crazy smile appeared on Mu Qing's face, sad and desperate.

Shi Yan couldn't help sobbing, the tears couldn't be controlled, streaming all over her face, "Mu Qing, Mu Qing, how much more disappointing are you going to be?"

Mu Qing held his face, lowered her head and kissed his tears-wet lips, "Yanyan, don't be afraid, I won't hurt you, I just took you back from him. It doesn't count if he snatched you away, Now you still want to take our child away! I can't just watch, Yan Yan. Whether you hate me or blame me, I don't care."

The effect of the medicine hadn't fully worked yet, so Shi Yan wept weakly, grabbed his hand with all his strength, and begged, "Mu Qing, take me to the hospital quickly, my child, our child—"

Mu Qing froze for a moment, then trembled all over, "You, what are you talking about?"

"Child, child—" With her hand resting on her stomach, Shi Yan gradually became unable to speak, and her whole body became weaker and weaker.

"Ah!!" Mu Qing hugged his head and screamed, "What have I done!!"

"Yanyan, Yanyan!" Hurriedly picked her up, "Don't be afraid, Yanyan, we'll go to the hospital right away, everything will be fine, definitely will be fine."

Oh my god, Mu Qing felt like she was going crazy.

"Zeng, Mr. Zeng—" Shi Yan said slowly, "Here, Mr. Zeng, the phone—"

"Okay, okay!!" Go to the underground parking lot as fast as possible, start the car and rush to the hospital, call old doctor Zeng and then call Song Rongyin on the way, and ask him to arrange several authoritative experts to wait at the hospital .

After arriving at the hospital and learning about the situation, several doctors who consulted suggested that the child should be aborted directly. This kind of muscle relaxant does not cause much damage to the human body, but it will affect the neurodevelopment of the child during pregnancy. It is very likely that the child born is not sound.

What's more, Shiyan was hospitalized in the first month of pregnancy.

After seeing Shiyan's medical records and medications during this period, old doctor Zeng asked him, "Do you want the child?"

Mu Qingshou watched Shi Yan nervously by the hospital bed.

Shi Yan asked: "Can Mr. Zeng help save the child?"

"It's all right to keep the baby. But—"

"I want to wait until the child grows up to finish the screening before making a decision." Tears flowed down slowly, Shi Yan looked at old doctor Zeng and asked, "If this child is aborted, will I not be able to conceive again in the future?"

Old Zeng sighed, "When you gave birth to Mumu, you did too much damage to the uterus and ovaries. In fact, it is best not to have this child. It is unknown whether you can keep it later. Besides, there may be defects. Make up your mind early to treat you and your child. It's all good, he's just an embryo right now, in a few months, his facial features and limbs will be fully developed, and you will be even more unbearable."

Shi Yan nodded, "I know, I understand too. But, there is always a glimmer of hope, isn't there?"

Elder Zeng had no choice but to shake his head, "You, your health is not good in the first place, if you continue to struggle, you may lose half your life."

"Yanyan, let's get rid of it, okay?" Mu Qing begged him palely, "We only need Mumu."

His nerves are tense now, and he feels that he will be broken in the next second, going crazy!

Shi Yan still shook her head silently, "Old Zeng, let me think about it again."

After all the experts and doctors left, Mu Qing still held onto Shi Yan's hand, and Shi Yan was too tired to speak, so he just lay there and closed his eyes.

When he was about to fall asleep, a suppressed cry suddenly came from his ears, he barely opened his eyes, and saw that Mu Qing's forehead was pressed against the back of his hand, and the sheets beside the bed were already wet.

After moving her finger, Mu Qing raised her head immediately, "Yanyan, you, you woke up, are you thirsty? Do you want a drink?"

Shi Yan looked complicated, wiped away tears for him, and said softly, "Help me contact Meng Yun and grandma, tell me that I have urgent matters to work overtime tonight, I will sleep in the company, and I won't go back."

"it is good--"

"Dong dong dong!" There was a knock on the door of the ward, and Mu Qing put down his phone and got up to open the door.

It was only then that Yan realized that she hadn't brought her mobile phone to the hospital. Just now, Mu Qing planned to use her mobile phone to contact her family.

There was a noise at the door, Shi Yan looked up, saw Meng Yun walking quickly, sat up unexpectedly, "Meng Yun, how do you know I'm in the hospital?"

"I have sent someone to protect you. How is your health?" He came to the hospital bed and lowered his head to check his condition carefully.

Shi Yan took a look at Mu Qing who was watching them nervously, and shook his head slightly, "It's nothing, it just hurt my stomach."

"You still want to hide it from me. On the way here, I asked Zeng to be old. You can't have this child!" Meng Yun helped him lie back, and said: "Dr. Mu Mu said after giving birth that you can't reproduce, and your life will be in danger .”

"What's more, he took so many medicines some time ago. Shiyan, if the child is born, if there is something, it will make him suffer for the rest of his life."

Shi Yan lowered her head, "If Keqing is still here, he will definitely understand my thoughts, Meng Yun." It's not intentional to hurt Meng Yun, but it's just that I can't express my complicated feelings clearly to them.

Although there have been so many unhappiness recently, the first feeling when I learned that this child exists is joy.

No matter how Mu Qing treats him, the child is innocent. Since he came into this world, he naturally has the right to live.

"Hey—" Meng Yun sighed, "Why are you so stupid, Shi Yan."

"Just wait until the color Doppler ultrasound is done? After the color Doppler ultrasound and screening, the child is indeed defective, I will not insist on it, and I will carefully observe the child's development during this time. I was pregnant with Mumu, and I know that the child is in my belly. What should be normal here?"

"When the child is so big, taking it away will be tantamount to giving birth. Why are you gambling with your life? Don't you love him so much that you don't even want your life?"

"I don't know, Meng Yun. I know he was bad to me, but he was good to me before. I love him."

"Just because of the short-lived warmth that was as gorgeous as fireworks—" Meng Yun still disagreed, except for the shock caused by Ke Qing's death, he was always calm and rational at other times.

"Okay," Shi Yan insisted, Meng Yun could only agree, "You and grandma moved to the city and lived with me, and I will take care of you personally. If you feel unwell, please tell me as soon as possible."

"Shiyan, you are not alone now, don't bear everything by yourself, no matter what happens, I will be with you."

As if he didn't notice that there was another person in the ward, Meng Yun asked for Shi Yan, which made him smile and opened his mouth to say something, but was interrupted by Mu Qing behind, "Yan Yan!"

With a cry of pleading, as if dying, he looked at the person on the hospital bed in despair.