[Now] I want to hold your hand tightly

On October 10th, the day when Xu Haoran returned to China was one day closer.

After resting at home for a day, Zhou Jisheng regained his energy and sat in the consultation room of Boren Hospital at [-] o'clock in the morning.

The first person to enter Zhou Jisheng's consultation room was not a patient, to be precise, the one who entered Zhou Jisheng's consultation room was Shen Jiahe who pushed open the door of Zhou Jisheng's consultation room the night before.

Zhou Jisheng just turned around after changing into his white coat, when he saw Shen Jia and an ice cube face facing him, Zhou Jisheng took a step back, and after seeing clearly who this person was, Zhou Jisheng was speechless: "Mr. Shen, please knock before you come in." Door."

Don't look at Shen Jia and his facial features Zhou Zheng, the appearance of the suit is neat, but the things he did did not match his appearance and clothes.Shen Jiahe put Ye Chen's case on Zhou Jisheng's desk, pressed his index finger on the case, and said in a cold voice, "When will he be discharged from the hospital?"

"You can leave the hospital in a week." Zhou Jisheng opened Ye Chen's case and took a look. Yesterday when he was on vacation, the doctor gave Ye Chen oral anti-inflammatory tablets. No matter what medicine was prescribed to Ye Chen, he closed the case and gave it to Shen Jiahe.

"He said the wound still hurts, do you want to prescribe some painkillers?" Shen Jiahe pulled a chair and sat down straight, and then put Ye Chen's case in front of Zhou Jisheng.

Looking at the case, Zhou Jisheng pursed his lower lip helplessly. He has seen people who are in love with each other and are inseparable every day. He has also seen people who are in love with each other. Maybe not, but I have never seen Zhou Jisheng who is as dedicated as Shen Jiahe to Ye Chen.

"Painkillers are for patients who can't stand the pain. Doctors won't prescribe them unless it is absolutely necessary." Zhou Jisheng explained, "It doesn't hurt if the flesh is cut open during surgery. Chen is a minor operation, and it won't hurt in a day or two." Zhou Jisheng refused Shen Jiahe's request for Ye Chen's sake.

Shen Jiahe smacked his lips: "Ye Chen was right when he said you wouldn't prescribe painkillers for him."

Zhou Jisheng smiled noncommittally, and asked Shen Jiahe if he had any questions, Shen Jiahe said no, and then he took the case and was about to leave.When he was about to walk to the door, Zhou Jisheng asked Shen Jiahe if he had his cell phone number, why didn't he call or send a text message to ask?Shen Jiahe said that Ye Chen refused to let it go, saying that it would be too much trouble for you.Zhou Jisheng looked at the back of Shen Jiahe walking out of the consultation room, and thought that Shen Jiahe came to him to prescribe pain medicine, and he probably came behind Ye Chen's back.

What more could a man do for another man than that.

When it was time for lunch, Zhou Jisheng came to the restaurant on the first floor of Boren Hospital, ordered a meal with three dishes and one soup, and took a tray to find a place in the overcrowded cafeteria.

"Doctor Zhou, sit here."

When Zhou Jisheng was holding the tray and was about to go deeper into the corner of the restaurant, a slightly familiar voice entered Zhou Jisheng's ears.Zhou Jisheng stopped, looked down and saw Shen Jiahe hooking a chair with his feet, as if he was declaring his sovereignty to other people passing by.

Although Zhou Jisheng was quite dissatisfied with Shen Jiahe's actions, seeing that Shen Jiahe had been looking at him, Zhou Jisheng had no choice but to put down the dinner plate and sit opposite Shen Jiahe.

"Ye Chen asked me to thank Dr. Zhou." Shen Jiahe said to Zhou Jisheng as soon as Zhou Jisheng sat down.

"You're welcome, it's a doctor's duty to save lives, and it should be." Zhou Jisheng smiled, picked up his chopsticks and prepared to eat.

"It's not because of that." Shen Jiahe had already almost finished eating, he hung his chopsticks on the plate without any intention of lowering them, "Thank you because you are willing to treat him."

Zhou Jisheng was puzzled: "He's a patient and I'm a doctor. What's wrong with treating him?"

Shen Jiahe twitched the corners of his mouth, and seemed to be reluctant to show a smile. He fiddled with the rest of the food with his chopsticks, and said to Zhou Jisheng: "His company has a designated medical insurance hospital. Seeing a doctor in a hospital can save a lot of money, but Ye Chen can't see a doctor there."

This was the first time Zhou Jisheng heard that a patient could not be seen in a hospital. Zhou Jisheng put down his chopsticks, looked at Shen Jiahe suspiciously, and said angrily, "Which hospital is so wicked?"

Shen Jiahe did not mention the name of the hospital, but only told Zhou Jisheng the reason: "In today's society, homosexuality is used as a gimmick to attract attention. Male stars participating in entertainment programs on TV can flirt with the camera for the sake of effect. Actually, reality Some people in China have become more and more sharp in their accusations against us, and they will be pointed at even when they see a doctor."

Zhou Jisheng understood what Shen Jiahe meant, and he also understood the situation of Shen Jiahe and Ye Chen, which is why he and Xu Haoran have been afraid to disclose it.Even my own parents couldn't accept it. If other irrelevant people knew about it, the cynicism they sent would be far more sincere than blessings.Zhou Jisheng admired those who dared to disclose their sexual orientation. He respected Shen Jiahe and Ye Chen, but how many setbacks they experienced before they could face all this calmly, the hard work was unknown.

"So Ye Chen and I would like to thank you. Before coming to Boren Hospital that day, I took Ye Chen to that hospital, but there was a doctor on duty in that hospital, but they said that the doctor was off work. Ye Chen couldn't bear the pain at that time. I So I took a taxi and took him to Boren Hospital, which is the closest to that hospital. Fortunately, you are here." Shen Jiahe breathed a long sigh of relief, and extended his hand to Zhou Jisheng, "Thank you, thank you very much."

Zhou Jisheng thought to himself that he really didn't need to thank him, he was just out of his duty as a doctor, but Shen Jiahe was sincere, and Zhou Jisheng was too embarrassed to refuse him, so he extended his hand to shake Shen Jiahe's hand.

Zhou Jisheng ate half of his meal, looked up and saw that Shen Jiahe had already finished his meal and had no intention of leaving, Zhou Jisheng asked Shen Jiahe and Ye Chen if they had finished eating, Shen Jiahe said that he had prepared the meal for Ye Chen an hour ago and sent it up , watching Ye Chen finish eating before he came down for lunch.Zhou Jisheng smiled and said that Shen Jiahe was really considerate to Ye Chen, and that Shen Jiahe was a good man in China.

Shen Jiahe was not very good at smiling at others, so he told Zhou Jisheng with a sullen face that in his opinion, everything should be done.Then the topic suddenly turned to Zhou Jisheng, Shen Jiahe asked Zhou Jisheng, didn't he treat his lover like this?Zhou Jisheng recalled the details of his relationship with Xu Haoran, and said with confidence that he also did his best for his lover.

"Then what did he do to you?" Shen Jiahe asked Zhou Jisheng, "Did he do his best to you as well?"

Zhou Jisheng immediately nodded and said firmly, "Yes."

However, Shen Jiahe shook his head: "Not necessarily."

Zhou Jisheng looked at Shen Jiahe suspiciously. Shen Jiahe didn't know what kind of state he and Xu Haoran were in, so why could he say the three words "unlikely" categorically?

Seeing that Zhou Jisheng was puzzled, Shen Jiahe explained: "Aunt Qin told me that she said that Dr. Zhou's partner didn't seem to care much about you, and that you chased him for seven or eight years before he was able to catch him. I don’t always accompany you, and it’s finally the Golden Week of October, so I left you and flew to Singapore alone.”

"He didn't accompany me because he was busy with work. He went to Singapore to attend an academic seminar. I have to stay on duty in the hospital for a few days. How can I blame him?" Zhou Jisheng knew that Aunt Qin was concerned about himself, but there was At that time, Aunt Qin cared too much about him, so she misunderstood Xu Haoran.

Shen Jiahe smiled: "Is that true? Let me ask you, have you confessed to your parents about your relationship with him?"

Zhou Jisheng nodded.

Shen Jiahe asked again: "Did he confess to his parents?"

Zhou Jisheng almost guessed what Shen Jiahe was going to ask, he didn't nod this time, instead he said: "Didn't you just say that this kind of relationship is difficult, then you should be able to understand why he doesn't want to say it."

"For his parents, or for his future?" Shen Jiahe disapproved, "Love is equal, and you are like a slave to love like this now. You hold him in your palm and put him in your mouth, it's you Love for him, but what about his love for you?"

"Are you here to teach me?" Zhou Jisheng raised his eyebrows. He and Shen Jiahe should not be considered friends.

Shen Jiahe pressed his hand and said to Zhou Jisheng: "I see that you are on the same road as us, so I want to remind you that this road is difficult. If neither of you has the courage to go on forever, don't let that People also brought this way.”

"You persuaded me to break up because of feelings." Zhou Jisheng thought it was funny, Shen Jiahe was really baffled.

Shen Jiahe did not deny it.

"Love does not ask for anything in return. Why do you think that if I love him [-]%, he must love me [-]%?" Zhou Jisheng was already full of anger, and the meal was really uncomfortable. He stood up holding the plate , said to Shen Jiahe, "Do you dare to say that love is equal between you and Ye Chen? If not, please don't come and preach to me."

"I can't guarantee that the love between the two of us is equal, but I can guarantee that the love between the two of us is equal, and we will never betray each other." Shen Jiahe ignored Zhou Jisheng's anger , continued.

"Are you here to show your affection to me?" Zhou Ji laughed angrily, "Sorry, I think we are more affectionate than you. Let me tell you again, I don't think the love between me and him requires any reciprocity or equality."

"Are you doing charity?" Shen Jiahe looked up at Zhou Jisheng who was furious, and asked in a flat voice.

Zhou Jisheng replied "I don't know why", turned around and left.From the moment Shen Jiahe appeared in front of him, there was an unreasonable feeling all over his body.

Ye Chen, who was lying on the hospital bed, directly supported his forehead. Sometimes Shen Jiahe was terribly calm, and sometimes he was too warm-hearted.Hearing that Shen Jiahe told him everything he had said to Zhou Jisheng in the restaurant at noon, Ye Chenzheng was immediately discharged from the hospital!He can't afford to lose this man.

"Why did you tell Dr. Zhou everything?" Ye Chen sighed, Shen Jiahe was so upright that he couldn't laugh or cry.

Shen Jiahe didn't think there was anything wrong with him, he said: "Aunt Qin asked me to persuade Dr. Zhou, I think that's right."

Yes, yes, but not too directly.Be more tactful, at least Zhou Jisheng won't let Zhou Jisheng leave with the plate in hand.

Ye Chen didn't know how to tell Shen Jiahe, he stretched out his hand to hold Shen Jiahe's palm, and said to Shen Jiahe, "Don't say this to Dr. Zhou again next time."

"If you don't let me say it, I won't say it." Shen Jiahe covered Ye Chen with the quilt, and responded softly to his lover.