[Now] I want to hold your hand tightly

On the last day of leaving Singapore, Xu Haoran went shopping with Lin Yihan and took a rest at a smoothie shop.

Lin Yihan took a small mouthful of smoothie with a small spoon and put it into her mouth. Her eyes were always on the bowl of smoothie in front of her. She had already eaten the mango slices on the smoothie. After eating the last mango slice, Lin Yihan Putting down the spoon, he glanced at the face of the man sitting across from him in a daze.

Xu Haoran's eyes were always fixed on the phone screen, as if he was waiting for someone's call, but he would raise his eyelids slightly from time to time, as if he was afraid of receiving a call suddenly.

Lin Yihan put down the spoon, rested her chin in one hand and looked at the man opposite with interest.After a while, Lin Yihan felt a little bored, and asked Xu Haoran, "Are you waiting for Zhou Jisheng's call?"

Suddenly hearing Zhou Jisheng's name from Lin Yihan's mouth, Xu Haoran's already suspended heart jumped into his throat. He looked at the opposite woman with an unfathomable smile in panic, and suddenly remembered that Lin Yihan once said that there was nothing between them. It was a deal, so Lin Yihan or Professor Lin already knew about his relationship with Zhou Jisheng.

Seeing Xu Haoran looking at her in astonishment, Lin Yihan didn't gloat, but said to Xu Haoran with some sympathy: "Why, are you afraid that I will expose your relationship?"

"How much do you know?" What Xu Haoran actually wanted to ask was why Lin Yihan wanted to get closer to him when he knew that his relationship with Zhou Jisheng was still close to him, but Xu Haoran regretted it after he said something that didn't go through his brain.

Lin Yihan's slender eyebrows raised slightly, she seemed to have never thought that Xu Haoran would say such a sentence.After a while, Lin Yihan replied with a half-smile: "How much do you think I know?"

Xu Haoran could tell that Lin Yihan was deliberately burying him, no matter how much Lin Yihan knew, knowing that he was with Zhou Jisheng would be a disaster.

"Did Professor Lin tell you?"

"My dad?" Lin Yihan gave Xu Haoran a weird smile, she kept stirring the melted ice in front of her, and asked Xu Haoran, "Don't you think that the person who knows you best is your mentor? "

Xu Haoran was already [-]% sure in his heart, he was just holding a little bit of luck, but Lin Yihan was not even willing to give him this kind of luck.

"Xu Haoran, you are really pitiful." Lin Yihan sighed, although she was pitying Xu Haoran, in fact, she seemed to be expressing emotion more, "Of course, I am as pitiful as you."

Lin Yihan smiled at Xu Haoran, then stood up and told Xu Haoran that they were going to the airport, and that Xu Haoran did not need to send her back to Jingnan Airport.

The nurse Xiaosun felt that the air pressure around Zhou Jisheng was extremely low for the past two days, and even acquaintances who often came to see Zhou Jisheng felt that Zhou Jisheng was a little strange. Some people asked Xiaosun if Dr. Zhou was being bullied?In their eyes, Zhou Jisheng was gentle and gentle towards everyone, and he would never get angry. However, although Zhou Jisheng was soft-spoken during his visits these days, he seldom smiled, which made many people worry about him.

Xiao Sun pursed his lips, and whispered to the inquiring patient that Dr. Zhou might have had a fight with his girlfriend. All patients who were worried about Zhou Jisheng nodded in understanding, and then smiled knowingly. The young couple just quarreled. God will be fine.

However, Zhou Jisheng and Xu Haoran seldom quarreled. Even if they did, Zhou Jisheng would immediately apologize if the atmosphere was not right. It can be said that there was almost no more than one fight between him and Xu Haoran.

Zhou Jisheng was not angry, but he was always thinking about what Shen Jiahe said to him.Before, he thought that Shen Jiahe didn't understand the difficulties between him and Xu Haoran and that's why he said those words, but when he got home and fell on the bed to calm down, Zhou Jisheng repeatedly recalled Shen Jiahe's words in his mind, and kept on repeating. He carefully recalled the situation of him and Xu Haoran being together in the past few years. Although Zhou Jisheng did not agree with all Shen Jiahe's words, he also felt that he and Xu Haoran were not completely calm towards each other.

When he went to the inpatient department to inspect the ward in the afternoon, Ye Chen apologized to Zhou Jisheng on Shen Jiahe's behalf, saying that Shen Jiahe didn't know how to be flexible and said something he shouldn't have said to Zhou Jisheng a few days ago.Zhou Jisheng smiled slightly and said that he didn't take it to heart, Shen Jiahe also had good intentions.Shen Jiahe, who was giving Ye Chen a small apple, snorted softly, and Ye Chen reluctantly apologized to Zhou Jisheng, Zhou Jisheng couldn't handle people like Shen Jiahe, and finally left the ward in embarrassment.

Zhou Jisheng went to Aunt Qin's place again. Aunt Qin's spirit was getting worse and worse recently. Everyone knew that the operation could only prolong Aunt Qin's life by three to five years.Aunt Qin also knew that she was running out of time, but when she saw Zhou Jisheng, she still forced a smile on her face. Zhou Jisheng felt uncomfortable when he saw it, but he couldn't show it.

"Your girlfriend is back yet?" Aunt Qin was half lying on the bed, holding on to Zhou Jisheng's arm and not letting go, "I didn't come back early to accompany you when I was on a business trip."

Zhou Jisheng comforted Aunt Qin: "This academic exchange is international and the scale is relatively large, so it will take a long time."

"Then she still called or texted you?" Aunt Qin really regarded Zhou Jisheng as her own son. Zhou Jisheng thought it might be because Aunt Qin felt that his time was running out, so she did it. urged him to ask.

"If we do, we will still use WeChat to keep in touch, and we will keep in touch every day."

"That's good. I heard from Xiao Sun that you two had a fight in the morning." Aunt Qin breathed a sigh of relief.

Zhou Jisheng scratched his head in embarrassment: "Let the patient worry about the doctor, I am really not qualified as a doctor."

"Where you are qualified or not, you are not allowed to belittle yourself. You are the best doctor I have ever seen." Aunt Qin pursed her lips deliberately and said to Zhou Jisheng.

Zhou Jisheng nodded, and told Aunt Qin to go to bed earlier, not to be too tired, and to call him for anything.Aunt Qin agreed one by one, and in the end, Aunt Qin held Zhou Jisheng back and said, "By the way, Xiao Shen told you, that kid has an upright temper, but his words are always good."

Zhou Jisheng sighed inwardly, and couldn't bear to refute the old man's face, he said: "Thank you, Aunt Qin, for caring about me so much."

Lin Yihan's trip to Singapore was fruitful this time. Xu Haoran counted three or four suitcases casually, not counting the bags he and Lin Yihan were carrying.

Several domestic tourists looked at Lin Yihan and Xu Haoran enviously. Lin Yihan met their gazes calmly, while Xu Haoran kept his head down, not knowing what he was thinking.Ever since Lin Yihan said that she knew about Xu Haoran and Zhou Jisheng, Xu Haoran's heart has been falling.Nie Mi already knew about him and Zhou Jisheng, but still let him get close to Lin Yihan. In Nie Mi's eyes, was Xu Haoran just a pawn in his struggle for power?

Lin Yihan seemed to sense what Xu Haoran was thinking, she held the plane ticket between her index finger and middle finger and turned it upside down, her voice was light and light: "I know so many secrets about you, you know nothing about me, you all say we are using each other Now, if you don't know anything about me, then this deal is unfair, right?"

Only then did Xu Haoran raise his head slightly, and he tilted his head to look at the smiling woman who was close at hand. Sometimes this woman gave Xu Haoran the feeling of being heartless, and sometimes the feeling was unfathomable. He didn't know what Lin Yihan was paying attention to, but he could feel that Lin Yihan was not wholeheartedly on the side of Nie Mi and Professor Lin.

"All ears." Xu Haoran replied succinctly.

Lin Yihan straightened her body, as if giving a speech, and began to tell Xu Haoran her own secret in a serious manner: "I was chosen as one of the pawns because my father thought it would eliminate the harm I brought to him. shame."

Xu Haoran frowned, Lin Yihan's words shocked Xu Haoran far more than the expression on Lin Yihan's face.

Lin Yihan saw Xu Haoran's expression, but the expression on her face didn't change, as if she was talking about other people's affairs, Lin Yihan spoke plainly, Xu Haoran's disgust for Lin Yihan turned into sympathy.

No wonder Lin Yihan would say to Xu Haoran that they are equally pitiful, it turns out that the person Lin Yihan loves is also extraordinary.

"Is it unexpected that the person I love is a woman?" After Lin Yihan finished speaking, she teased Xu Haoran.

Xu Haoran shook his head: "Men and women, you love her and she loves you, why do you have to distinguish them so clearly?"

Lin Yihan let out an "oh", a little unexpected to Xu Haoran's words, she smiled and said: "Xu Haoran, after getting in touch with you a lot, I found that you are really interesting." After a pause, Lin Yihan continued, "But , you are sometimes annoying with duplicity."

Xu Haoran looked at Lin Yihan with wide eyes, not knowing where Lin Yihan's judgment came from.

"I don't understand, do you?" Lin Yihan raised her eyebrows, pressed the plane ticket on her lap, and explained to Xu Haoran solemnly, "I mentioned your relationship with Zhou Jisheng earlier, and your reaction was out of fear. Not frankly, if your attitude is the latter, maybe I think you won't be so annoying. You are avoiding this relationship, or you are avoiding the person you love. "

"I don't!" Xu Haoran yelled at Lin Yihan loudly, causing passers-by to stop, and some people pointed at Xu Haoran with disgust. They regarded Xu Haoran and Lin Yihan as a couple who were quarreling, and Xu Haoran as a man Actually yelling at women is really not graceful.

Lin Yihan didn't care, she laughed contemptuously, Xu Haoran was already terrified, which just proved that what she just said hit Xu Haoran's mind.

At this time, the airport broadcast announced that the flight to Jingnan City was about to start checking in. Lin Yihan held the plane ticket and saluted and went to the boarding gate to check in. Xu Haoran reluctantly walked to the same boarding gate with another suitcase mouth.