[Now] I want to hold your hand tightly

Sure enough, Lin Jun and Ge Min were astonished when they heard Zhou Jisheng said that he would fly back to China immediately.Lin Jun asked Zhou Jisheng what was going on, and asked Zhou Jisheng not to be impulsive.

"It's just a estrangement between the young lovers, don't be in a hurry to go back and explain for a while." Although Lin Jun blocked his wife's plan to match Zhou Jisheng and Lin Shanshan last night, he did not approve of Zhou Jisheng because When his lover in China misses him, he gives up his bright future and flies back to China.

Zhou Jisheng apologized to Lin Jun, and at the same time stated that he would not change his mind.Lin Shanshan saw that her parents still wanted to keep Zhou Jisheng, and seeing that Zhou Jisheng was so embarrassed and silent that she didn't know what to say, Lin Shanshan took Zhou Jisheng's side and explained Zhou Jisheng to his parents.

Seeing that Zhou Jisheng refused to stay no matter what, Lin Jun was just an outsider to Zhou Jisheng, since Zhou Jisheng had already made up his mind, Lin Jun couldn't force him to stay.

When sending Zhou Jisheng out, Lin Jun said regretfully to Zhou Jisheng: "If you miss this time, I'm afraid there will be no chance. Are you really willing to do this?"

Zhou Jisheng was grateful for Lin Jun's kindness, but in terms of Xu Haoran's future and his own, he resolutely chose the former: "If I miss him, I will regret it for the rest of my life."

Lin Ju smiled knowingly, then shook his head, Zhou Jisheng looked rational, but in fact his heart was still as innocent as a child.

Lin Jun told Lin Shanshan to drive Zhou Jisheng to the airport. After Lin Shanshan and Zhou Jisheng left, the sullen Ge Min who had been following behind her husband finally said, "I thought this child would be a sensible child."

Lin Jun let out an "oh" and comforted his wife, "Young people's thinking is not what we were at that time. To be honest, I really admire that child."

"Admiration for him to give up his career for love?"

"I admire him for being so brave and unrepentant in loving someone." Lin Junruo said feelingly.

Lin Shanshan first sent Zhou Jisheng to the rented hotel to check out. Zhou Jisheng took the plane back to Jingnan City at [-]:[-] p.m., and there were still six hours before the plane took off. Lin Shanshan asked Zhou Jisheng if he wanted to eat For lunch, Zhou Jisheng wanted to go to the airport to eat, but seeing Lin Shanshan, a girl, hurried him to the airport, Zhou Jisheng had to suppress his anxiety, and went to eat with Lin Shanshan for the last time in Washington. meal.

Lin Shanshan brought Zhou Jisheng a cup of coffee, Zhou Jisheng thanked Lin Shanshan, then held the coffee cup thoughtfully without saying a word.

"I'm a little curious, how much does your girlfriend deserve this kind of treatment from you." Lin Shanshan bit the french fries, asked the dazed person, and passed the time by the way.

Zhou Jisheng looked at Lin Shanshan's questioning gaze, he shook his head, the firm look in his eyes made people feel incredible: "It's not a girlfriend, it's a boyfriend."

Lin Shanshan was holding french fries, staring at the opposite person who calmly told her secret.After a while, Lin Shanshan returned to China. She didn't know how to put on the most natural smile to Zhou Jisheng. She tried several times but failed, and finally Lin Shanshan had to give up.

It's not that Lin Shanshan has never seen homosexuality before, she even has a homosexual friend who is neither familiar nor unfamiliar with this circle.However, when Zhou Jisheng said that he loved a man, Lin Shanshan still found it incredible.

"Aren't you surprised?" Zhou Jisheng took a sip of coffee, Lin Shanshan forgot to add sugar to the coffee, the coffee tasted astringent, but Zhou Jisheng was able to drink it down.The road he and Xu Haoran have traveled is much more bitter than this cup of coffee, they both can bear it, so what is a cup of coffee?

Lin Shanshan came back to her senses, and she apologized to Zhou Jisheng with an apologetic expression: "I'm sorry, I made a fuss too much."

Zhou Jisheng shook his head, and seemed to have no discomfort with Lin Shanshan's reaction: "You don't need to apologize, except for a few countries that have laws to respect homosexual orientation, we all know the attitude of others."

"No, I'm not targeting people like you, but I think you..." Lin Shanshan felt that she would offend Zhou Jisheng if she said it. His expression changed.

"Don't worry about me." Zhou Jisheng saw that Lin Shanshan asked what he meant with his eyes, and he calmly let Lin Shanshan continue talking.

When Lin Shanshan saw that the other party asked her to say, she thought of many words in her mind, and finally chose the one that just popped into her mind: "I just don't think you are very likely to be this kind of person."

Hearing Lin Shanshan's words, Zhou Jisheng suddenly laughed out loud.He also thought that he would not be this kind of person, until he met Xu Haoran, and he realized that he was completely wrong.Whether to love a man or a woman is not decided at the beginning. It is not until he meets the person who makes his heart beat that he falls in love with the other person.No matter male or female, what he loves is Xu Haoran.

"Sorry, I'm sorry, I said the wrong thing again." Lin Shanshan saw that Zhou Jisheng just smiled and didn't say anything, thinking that Zhou Jisheng was laughing at her, it was too stupid.

Zhou Jisheng raised his hand and shook it, he knew that Lin Shanshan did not do it out of malice.

Lin Shanshan lowered her head and quietly ate the remaining french fries. She felt that she should not speak anymore. The more she talked, the more mistakes she made. She needed to calm herself down.

After eating lunch for almost two hours, Zhou Jisheng got up to pay the bill. Lin Shanshan stopped Zhou Jisheng and said that she was the one to pay for the meal as compensation for her rashness just now.Seeing that Lin Shanshan was determined, Zhou Jisheng didn't refuse any more.

It took about an hour and a half to drive from downtown Washington to the airport. At nearly 02:30, Lin Shanshan sent Zhou Jisheng to the airport.

Zhou Jisheng said goodbye to Lin Shanshan with his luggage and thanked the Lin family for taking care of him these two days. Lin Shanshan readily accepted Zhou Jisheng's thanks and wished Zhou Jisheng and his lover happiness.

"Thank you for your blessing, we will work hard." Zhou Jisheng said with a smile.

"If you are married, please be sure to invite me!" Lin Shanshan waved to Zhou Jisheng, she sincerely wished Zhou Jisheng and Xu Haoran could walk into the church together and get married.

At the end of the year, Jingnan City experienced the last heavy snowfall of the year.

Xu Haoran gathered the scarf around his neck, and walked out of the snow-covered Jingnan University campus step by step while holding an umbrella.This scarf was given to him by Zhou Jisheng last winter, and Zhou Jisheng never wanted to go back. Later, the two lived together, so naturally there was no need to return this scarf to Zhou Jisheng.

However, Zhou Jisheng had already left Jingnan for three days, and the cold winter wind blew into Xu Haoran's heart on the day Zhou Jisheng left. Zhou Jisheng's temperature can warm his cold heart.

It has been 24 hours since I sent the email to Zhou Jisheng. Xu Haoran has been holding his mobile phone and turning on the 4G network. He hoped that he could receive Zhou Jisheng's reply email as soon as possible, but he fell asleep while waiting. By the time he woke up, it was already ten o'clock the next morning.The battery of the mobile phone was exhausted, so he had no choice but to put the mobile phone in his pocket, wash up in a hurry, and then went out of the house and went straight to the campus of Jingnan University.After he plugged in his phone, he was about to open his laptop to check his emails when Nie Mi called Xu Haoran to the office and threw a stack of thick student papers to Xu Haoran.There are only five months left until the retirement of the old dean, and the days are getting closer, Nie Mi has no energy to deal with the students under him, and he even asks Xu Haoran to take all his classes on his behalf.It is now the end of the first half of the semester, and there are no classes in the university, but seniors and juniors must write the first draft of their graduation thesis and show it to their tutors at this time.Nie Mi simply handed over all the papers of his students to Xu Haoran, and Xu Haoran himself was responsible for the papers of several undergraduate students.

After reading more than a dozen papers, Xu Haoran became dizzy, and when he had almost finished reading it, it was already 06:30 in the afternoon.As the dark sky fell, Zhou Jisheng remembered the charging mobile phone that was still on his desk. He closed the paper, left the professor's office where he was alone, and returned to his associate professor's office.

Xu Haoran turned on the phone, logged in to the mailbox, and a new email reminder immediately appeared in Xu Haoran's eyes. With a familiar user name and a few simple words, Xu Haoran clenched the phone tightly, stepping on the snow with one foot deep and one shallow, He wanted to go back to his Zhou Jisheng's house as quickly as possible.

"I'll be right back, I miss you too."

Once he determined his mood, Xu Haoran's steps became more and more firm.

The doorman Lao He was sitting in the house, saw Xu Haoran through the glass window, and opened the window to say hello to Xu Haoran, but Xu Haoran had already passed by his window.Holding the hand warmer, Lao He murmured that he would not walk slowly when it was snowing so heavily, and then closed the window to watch TV.Lao He couldn't understand Xu Haoran's current mood. Even if the road was blocked by heavy snow, Xu Haoran still had to step on a road leading to Zhou Jisheng with his feet.

After finally reaching the downstairs of the community, Xu Haoran looked up, and the originally dark room was lit with warm and bright lights, and a familiar figure stood by the balcony braving the cold wind, looking down.Suddenly, the person watching seemed to see the person he wanted to see. He waved to the person standing downstairs looking up, welcoming the person downstairs to go home.

Using an umbrella as a crutch, Xu Haoran hurried into the building. He didn't have time to press the elevator, but climbed all the way to the home where he stayed alone for three days.

When Xu Haoran came to the door of the house out of breath, the shoulder of the man with black eyes was leaning against the door. He was still wearing a suit, obviously he had just arrived home not long ago.Zhou Jisheng looked at his lover who was close at hand with a slight smile, and opened his arms towards Xu Haoran.

"Hao Ran, welcome home."

The umbrella was released from his hand, Xu Haoran did not rush into Zhou Jisheng's arms as Zhou Jisheng expected.Xu Haoran walked slowly towards Zhou Jisheng step by step, but his heart was beating violently.

"I'm back." Xu Haoran sent his cold self into Zhou Jisheng's arms, and finally he could truly feel Zhou Jisheng's warmth.

After being separated from Zhou Jisheng for three days, it seemed like they had been separated for a lifetime.