love, unspeakable

Shiliang was already asleep, but he still didn't feel sleepy.

How is Xi Zhi, can he sleep tonight?

……

"Xiaoxi, Xiaoxi!" Qiao Jinzhi was terrified, and picked Qiao Xizhi up from the bathtub. He almost lost his closest relative within half an hour of going out.

When Qiao Xizhi opened his eyes, he was already lying on the bed. His brother guarded him anxiously and heartbroken. For a moment, he felt very sorry for his brother.

Seeing him waking up, Qiao Jinzhi leaned over eagerly and asked, "Are you hungry? You haven't eaten much today. My brother will cook something delicious for you, okay?" The opening was still a gentle question, without a trace of blame.

"I want to drink milk." Qiao Xizhi said childishly.

"Okay, brother, I'll get it for you now." Qiao Xizhi drinks specific milk, and he often sends it to him by air from the United States.After tucking up the quilt for Qiao Xizhi, before going out, he took a worried look. He was really sick, just like eight years ago.

When Qiao Jinzhi came back with the hot milk, Qiao Xizhi had already sat up, her face was pale, and she leaned weakly on the pillow, and forced a smile when she saw her brother coming in.

"Be careful." Pass the milk over.

"Brother, I just fell asleep just now, I'm sorry." He lied to his brother, the feeling of suffocation swept over him when he entered the water, he even liked this feeling very much, the different pleasure, as if he was relieved from the general excitement.At that time, he felt peaceful and happy. Time passed quickly, and he became less and less aware of the existence of the physical body. He saw a light, entered another world, encountered a mysterious object, and arrived at a "place of no return".

"I know, drink milk and sleep well, be obedient, okay?" Qiao Jinzhi couldn't see that he was lying to himself, he just felt distressed, and he was so distressed that he didn't want to expose him.

Qiao Xizhi drank very slowly, no matter how slow she was, she still drank all the milk.Qiao Jinzhi helped him to lie down. He didn't want to sleep, but he didn't want to make his brother worry more, so he could only doze off.Taking a nap is hard work, so he turned his back to his brother and tried to breathe as calmly as possible.

After 10 minutes, Qiao Jinzhi left the room very lightly.

Five minutes after his brother left, Qiao Xizhi sat up quietly, walked barefoot to the window sill and stood up.He stared blankly outside, the lights outside became fragmented in the rain.He opened the window, and the misty rain drifted in, cooling his face.The wind felt a little cold on his body, and his thin clothes couldn't resist the cold night wind, even though his whole body was cold, he didn't get down from above.

He likes the cold wind, they pour into the clothes all-pervasively, drill into every pore, the pores shrink tightly, and the hairs stand upright.It was this feeling of coldness that he liked very much.It should be cold, but it heats up for no reason, and my head feels dizzy.

……

It was already late at night when Chen Junping was awakened by the phone call. After answering the phone call, he got up and put on his clothes in a hurry, and woke up Shiliang who was sleeping soundly.

"What's the matter?" Chen Junping asked with concern as if something serious had happened.

"He has a fever, I have to take him to the hospital." Putting on some damp clothes, he rushed out without looking back.

Since you care about him so much, why make it difficult for yourself and suffer him.Shiliang lay down again, and he didn't feel sleepy anymore.When will I find someone like Chen Junping, who does not seek wealth but only peace.

When Chen Junping arrived, Qiao Jinzhi had just put thick clothes on Qiao Xizhi, and Qiao Xizhi's face was very red and dry.Chen Junping almost didn't shed tears, he actually caused him to such a degree.

It is not easy to take a taxi at night, so Qiao Jinzhi had no choice but to find Chen Junping.

"Brother, let me do it." Chen Junping stepped forward to pick up Qiao Xizhi who was in a coma, and put his hand on his forehead. A dry hotness spread quickly. Isn't this temperature going to burn people to death? ?

"You drive, you know the road here." Qiao Jinzhi carried his brother on his back and walked out. After walking a few steps, he looked back at his clothes, "What's the matter with you, you wear so little, and you are so thin, don't give yourself up. I'm sick." There was concern in his tone, he treated Chen Junping like his own brother.

"I'm fine, don't worry, my body is strong!" Chen Junping supported Qiao Xizhi from behind, Qiao Xizhi's body was also hot, and he felt panic because of the heat, as long as he was safe and sound, there would be no difficulty in leaving him.

"The rain is so heartwarming." When they got downstairs, the two of them stuffed Qiao Xizhi into the car together. Even though Qiao Xizhi was thin, he was a man around 1.8 meters tall, so he had some weight.

The road was slippery in rainy days, although it was light rain, it blocked the sight, and it was night, but Chen Junping just wanted to go to the hospital quickly and turned a blind eye to these things.When he encountered a red light, he was still tapping the steering wheel anxiously, and Qiao Jinzhi reminded him to pay attention to safety.

Arriving at the emergency room of the hospital, Qiao Jinzhi wanted to hug Qiao Xizhi but couldn't find a way, and almost knocked him several times.Chen Junping saw him, walked over and said, "Brother, let me come."

Chen Junping easily carried Qiao Xizhi out, and hurried to the emergency room.

After measuring his body temperature, it rose to [-] degrees. The doctor severely blamed the two for why he was so burned and why he was wearing such thick clothes, so he quickly took them off.The two hurriedly took off Qiao Xizhi's coat, the inside was as hot as fire.Qiao Xizhi frowned in pain, her dry lips were bloodless.

One person paid the money, and the other took Qiao Xizhi to do blood tests, get medicines, and infusions. Chen Junping naturally did these errands.More than half an hour passed by the time the water was hung up. Although it was late at night, there were quite a lot of people coming here for emergency treatment, all kinds of people.

"Junping, ask the doctor to prescribe some cold medicine for you, I don't think you look very well."

Chen Junping didn't refuse either. Knowing that he couldn't follow the illness at this time, he went to the doctor to prescribe medicine and came back.

"Brother, I'll watch here, you go and have a rest."

"No, I can't leave Xiaoxi like this. Junping, I hope you can understand big brother. It's not that big brother insists on stopping you. You guys, you can see that Xiaoxi's illness has relapsed. He needs better treatment. In this regard, the technology in the United States is better than that in China, and I think you have no objection to this point. When Xiaoxi is ready, if he is willing to come back, Big Brother will not stop him." Qiao Jinzhi told Chen Junping about the stakes.

How could Chen Junping not know, as long as Xizhi is healthy and happy, even if he never comes back, he has no complaints. From the very beginning, he knew that this would be fruitless.

"Brother, I understand. As long as Xizhi gets better, I don't care."

"Junping, why don't you go first, Xiaoxi doesn't want to see you yet." Qiao Jinzhi couldn't think of words to comfort him, and he felt even more shameless, and drove people away after taking advantage of him, but for the sake of Xiaoxi can do anything.

"I know, I'm leaving first." He took a deep look at Qiao Xizhi who was still sleeping restlessly, if you don't want to see me, I won't appear in front of you again, as long as you get better.He didn't blame Qiao Jinzhi at all, it was all for the sake of cherishing her.

Qiao Xizhi vaguely saw that familiar figure, he wanted to grab him, but his whole body was weak, and he only moved his fingers before letting go.Is it even, are you here to see me?

When Qiao Xizhi lost half of the drip, he finally regained some energy. Qiao Jinzhi fed him some warm water, and coaxed him to close his eyes and rest.Qiao Xizhi was indeed tired. He seemed to see Chen Junping in a daze just now, but he wanted to ask but he never asked.He wanted to see him, why did he come and leave?But he didn't want to see him, so he left.

His body was still very hot, and he was much more awake than before. When he got home, Qiao Jinzhi used a towel dipped in cold water and applied it to his forehead to cool down.When it was daylight, Qiao Xizhi fell asleep again in a daze, but Qiao Jinzhi didn't dare to go back to sleep, so he leaned against the head of the bed to take a nap.Qiao Xizhi woke him up with a slight movement, and then changed him to a towel.

Chen Junping made two or three phone calls to ask about Qiao Xizhi's situation. He wanted to come but dared not come, for fear of provoking Qiao Xizhi.I arrived at the door several times, stood quietly for a long time, and then went back, back and forth.

16. Chen Junping's contribution

Qiao Xizhi's high fever subsided around noon, and she was lying on the bed lazily after the serious illness.I can't sleep, and when I close my eyes, all I see are the pictures of that night, passionate, slutty, and happy.Chen Junping appeared in front of his eyes, gentle and sunny. He liked his smile, which had a deep dimple and neat white teeth.But he said he likes his smile, it's warm and clean, it makes people want to love him and pet him.

With difficulty, he took the mobile phone from the bedside table and stared at the screen for a long time, until his eyes became sore.Junping, I'm sick, why don't you come to see me?

Chen Junping picked up the phone, but the other side was so quiet that he couldn't even hear his breathing.

"Xizhi, is that you?" Although Qiao Xizhi's name was displayed, he still asked.

Still no sound.

"Xizhi, are you better? Don't be unhappy, go to the United States with your brother well. You may not be able to adapt there for a while, but I believe you will like it there."

"..."

"I know I shouldn't have thought that way about you. May I apologize to you? Unfortunately, are you listening?"

There was still no sound from the other side, but a suppressed voice came faintly, and Chen Junping knew what was wrong without guessing, "Don't be sad, we, we are still friends, right?" He asked cautiously, for fear of making a single word mistake.

"I know, you don't want to see me now, it's okay, when you think about it, I'm still here. Don't torture yourself, okay?" He coaxed him fearfully and carefully as if crossing a single-plank bridge, every day Every word has been twisted and twisted in my heart, even breathing