my bamboo horse rider

Qin Beichen reacted calmly and pointed out: "Didn't you already know? I was born with 'low battery'."

Tang Jin's tone also stabilized, but it was not as calm as Qin Beichen's, but firm enough not to allow any rebuttal: "I know. But what does that have to do with 'almost no feelings'? Do you have no feelings for me? Say so Seriously want to scare someone to death. Do you think I will be scared away?"

Listening to Qin Beichen saying that he chose to leave on his own initiative, Tang Jin's nerves were like a bow full of strings. He wanted to kill any thought that might make Qin Beichen leave again in the cradle.

Qin Beichen looked at Tang Jin, and his tone seemed helpless: "I didn't think you would be scared away."

Tang Jin carefully scrutinized his facial expression and found no flaws. He could only recall Qin Beichen's words just now, and continued to retort seriously: "Also, what's 'extreme' and 'deformity', in your eyes, the relationship between us , relationship, is it like this?"

He hesitated for a moment, but still chose the word "relationship". After all, when talking about friendship now, Tang Jin was a little bit unreasonable.

"I don't mean in my opinion, but..."

Hearing the denial, Tang Jin was satisfied, and didn't want to listen to Qin Beichen's long speech, so he interrupted: "Then I don't care what other people think."

"Tangtang," Qin Beichen pointed out, "then this just proves my point."

In order to eliminate the anger and fear in his heart, Tang Jin put on an upright posture, gritted his teeth and argued his words: "You don't have any point of view! You just have trouble with yourself."

Tang Jin suddenly caught a little inspiration, and immediately said: "I don't understand the meaning of 'loneliness' and 'distance', but the examples you gave, friends will not understand you at a certain moment, and you can't stay at a friend's house at will, You say this is growth? Isn’t this all about accepting reality and compromising with reality? This is obviously a compromise.”

Qin Beichen remained calm: "Growth is a process of socialization to some extent, that is, to follow social norms and integrate into society. Isn't growth a compromise? If an adult cannot accept social reality and compromise with society, his mind is very Might be unhealthy."

"But so what?" Tang Jin felt that he had completely grasped the point, "You have said so much, isn't it all a theory that you have to compromise and comfort yourself? Who doesn't want their friends to fully understand themselves? You give an example Even if he understands that he can’t ask casually, doesn’t he want to continue playing with his friends and staying overnight at his friend’s house? He obviously wants to, right? It’s just because reality can’t do it, so in order to avoid more troubles Disappointed, in order for everyone to get along better on the surface, I suppressed what I really wanted."

Tang Jin raised his eyes to look at Qin Beichen, with a little complacency in his eyes: "But you and I are different from other people. Why do we have to keep a distance that doesn't get hurt because other people can't understand each other? , so you and I have to do this? It doesn't make sense at all."

In order to gain the upper hand, he took the trouble to find a hat to put on Qin Beichen's exaggerated words: "Qin Qin, have you not passed the second semester of middle school? Only the second grader likes to stick bad words that seem fashionable to himself You can't learn from children like this."

Qin Beichen wanted to laugh, but held back, but didn't speak.

Tang Jin deliberately announced with a bit of nonsense, "I'm going to stay overnight today and watch the game with you. If you really hate our relationship, you can drive me away."

He knew that Qin Beichen would not do that.

His family, Qin Qin, talked so much nonsense, none of them hated him.

No matter what kind of people they are, when they get along with each other, the first thing they care about is each other's wounds, not their own. The first reaction is to protect each other, not themselves.

This tone is really domineering, and I don't know if it was deliberately spoiled by some bastard who wants and wants.Qin Beichen, who wanted anything and everything, was distracted and thought about it contentedly.

Qin Beichen didn't say yes or no, he just said, "Remember to say hello to Auntie."

Tang Jin thought for a while, and said strategically, "I'll send a WeChat message to my dad."

Mama Tang has a prejudice against Qin Beichen, and Papa Tang is usually indifferent and has a suppressive effect on Mama Tang.

Qin Beichen didn't comment. He went to the storage room and brought out a few bottles of Coke, stuffing them into the refrigerator.Qin Beichen only drank pure water every day, and this Coke could only be prepared for Tang Jin.

Just put aside the forced anti-social behavior, Tang Jin thought cheerfully.

So, his family Qin Qin is very gentle and kind.

"We won't mention those anymore," Tang Jin said domineeringly.

Qin Beichen had no objection.

Recalling what happened in the afternoon, Tang Jin felt depressed again, and asked Qin Beichen, "Did you know before you went?"

Qin Beichen nodded.

Tang Jin was curious: "Did you specially go to relieve Ms. Zou?"

"No," Qin Beichen said honestly, "That's a by-product."

Tang Jin became even more curious: "Then why are you?"

Qin Beichen patted his head.

Tang Jin suddenly realized that it was because of something he couldn't remember clearly.Then I was very happy again, and smirked twice.

Nursing homes in the surrounding area broke serious news one after another and became a hot spot in the local news. However, unlike every family with elderly people, there are still a small number of paralyzed people in their families. Nursing homes for disabled clients are still in operation, and because of relatively low prices, they have become the last choice for many families on the verge of collapse.

Opportunities are always reserved for those who are well prepared.

That garbage will never appear in front of their eyes again, and they will never be able to wave to Tang Jin again.Nursing homes with frequent scandals, tacit choices, two or three years at a time, or a year in a short time, maybe you can see the desired results, and it doesn't matter if you don't see them. In some cases, life is not necessarily better than death.

So Qin Beichen also hooked the corners of his mouth.

Crush lovers all have this common problem. When the other party thinks too much about the good, they lower themselves, as Eileen Chang said, down to the dust.

The relaxed mood just now was fleeting. Tang Jin stared at the carpet and asked softly, "Well, what's your opinion on comrades about this afternoon?"

Qin Beichen replied: "I have no opinion."

What is an opinion without an opinion?

Tang Jin continued to probe, but as he spoke, he was filled with righteous indignation: "Don't you think that what the wheelchair man did is very disgusting? And his cheating partner, that person knows he is married, right? They also insulted Ms. Zou together, and even incited fans to attack her, they are disgusting!"

"They are disgusting, and what they do will indeed create a negative impression on the entire group. In particular, Ms. Zou's experience is not an isolated case. Perhaps because Ms. Zou is relatively conservative and does not often go online, she has not been criticized. The experience of attacking in a group, and she doesn't know how to fight back in this situation, the malicious attack she encountered is even more shocking. But objectively speaking, you shouldn't use these two beasts to ask me what I think of the whole group, if I replied disgusting, isn’t that discrimination?”

Seeing that he was really in a bad mood, Qin Beichen half-jokingly said: "If your deskmate finds out, she will teach you."

Thinking of Xu Lai who was really strict in these aspects, Tang Jin scratched the back of his head, and wanted to ask again separately, but suddenly realized that Qin Beichen's entire answer did not mention his own views at all.

Qin Beichen's speaking angle is usually objective, and the subject is often "they", "this matter" and "you", rather than "I", unless it is completely unavoidable.

Tang Jin looked at Qin Beichen, and asked seriously: "Then what do you think about this matter, you."

He puts an accent on the last word.

Qin Beichen thought for a moment and said, "This incident is a tragedy."

Tang Jin continued to ask: "What about the wheelchair man?"

This time, the answer was quick: "Disgusting."

Tang Jin asked again: "Then...putting this matter aside, what do you think of comrades? You."

Qin Beichen's answer was still: "I have no opinion."

This time Tang Jin understood that Qin Beichen really had no opinion on this group.

Where there is like, there will be dislike.

Only when there is a bias will there be a position.

If a person is used to observing the world from an outside perspective, it is difficult for him to really answer these questions. He can only simulate one angle or all angles to answer. If he is really asked to answer, the answer is that he has no view.

Tang Jin didn't know whether he should be happy or sad.

He fell into a certain degree of confusion.

Unless there is a deliberate temptation, no crush should consult the object of the crush about the problems encountered in the process of the crush.

But this is Qin Beichen. Tang Jin realized that when he encountered a problem that he could not ask others, his first reaction was always to ask Qin Beichen.Even when Qin Beichen was not by his side, it was the same.

Tang Jin tried his best to choose his words, trying to hide the question he really wanted to ask: "If one day, you suddenly find out that you are actually a member of a certain group. In the eyes of outsiders, many parts of this group are real but cannot represent all of them. People’s negative impressions. Then, are you responsible for reversing these negative impressions? Or, are you responsible for making this group do better?”

Qin Beichen immediately realized that Tang Jin was being tormented by his kindness and sense of justice, which was the fundamental reason why Qin Beichen didn't want to take Tang Jin with him in the first place.But Qin Beichen was also very pleased, even admired, because Tang Jin's reaction was not a subconscious resistance, but a desire to do something for the hurt people.

Tang Jin has been like this since he was a child, and it has not changed until now.

If Qin Beichen had ever sincerely thanked the heaven, earth, ghosts and gods for some reason, it could only be for this reason.

Qin Beichen analyzed him: "Your question is like asking, if a man is born in a province with a high rate of domestic violence, is he responsible for changing the negative impression that outsiders have on the province? It is not the responsibility to make men in the province do better. Some people may think that being a man has this responsibility, but in fact, it is very difficult to do.

"Being responsible for an issue of this magnitude means he needs to be an activist or a philanthropist who is calling for it and doing something about it, otherwise, he can't 'reverse the impression' because that has to actually drive change. So First of all, he is likely to be lacking in personal finances and abilities, and cannot complete it. Second, if he successfully takes the first step, he will attract the attention of scrutiny, especially in this era of Internet criticism, where personal life is segregated. Frame inspection is very scary. Marketing accounts can easily make gods, and people who eat melons are happy to see the truth about the gods with oily heads and noodles. Finally, fundamentally, few vested interests will be so self-sacrificing unless it is profitable .In reality, no one individual has a real obligation to take on such a great responsibility. In other words, if there is a man who becomes an activist because of the high rate of domestic violence in this province, it is undoubtedly a heroic choice .

"Actually, if you ask the question a little bit, if a man is born in a province with a high rate of domestic violence, and he realizes that it's not right, what can he do? Well, he aspires to choose a judge , Lawyer and other occupations that can help victims of domestic violence, he acted bravely on the street, he expressed his position when his relatives and friends talked about related incidents, and refuted the feudal and backward views... These are already very rare and worthy of recognition. "

Tang Jin's eyes lit up again.

Isn't his family, Qin Qin, gentle and kind, and his speech is so reasonable.

"Then," Tang Jin stretched his tentative paws farther away, "Suppose, I mean suppose, a person our age, suppose he suddenly finds that he likes a boy, not all of them, just that One. Then he sees negative instances of that group, which he finds disgusting, and…”

Qin Beichen interrupted him.

Qin Beichen said calmly: "Tangtang, a person who is the same age as us, should concentrate on studying and preparing for the college entrance examination. There is no need to think about what is there and what is not."

What he said was so reasonable that Tang Jin couldn't refute it at all.

But Tang Jin tried to struggle: "But he was hit by self-awakening..."

Qin Beichen interrupted him again, and said cruelly: "If he spends his time worrying about this kind of problem, at least not the most important problem at the moment, he will be further impacted by the decline in his grades. If he fails the college entrance examination, then he is struggling now. It's going to be a bigger, bigger problem when we have to deal with it in the future."

"Although I rarely agree with my mother, she likes to advertise that 'good people have freedom', but in a sense this sentence is true. If a person of his age is in this situation, it means that in the future, he must be He had conflicts with his parents. At that time, his social status and economic conditions were the cornerstones of whether he had the right to speak in the family and whether he could make self-choices. Therefore, in most cases, he had to pass the exam college entrance examination."

Speaking of this, Qin Beichen summed up slowly: "Study hard and make progress every day."

Tang Jin was dumbfounded, he had no words to praise, and finally said something that everyone would say: "666."

Qin Beichen seemed to be in a good mood.

Qin Beichen turned his face sideways and looked into Tang Jin's eyes seriously: "So, do you know what this means?"

The sudden exchange of eyes made Tang Jin's ears burn red, and he stammered a bit in response: "What, what?"

Qin Beichen counted the time for him: "The ball game starts at two o'clock in the morning. Go to bed six hours in advance to keep yourself refreshed, that is, go to bed at eight o'clock in the evening. It is now 04:30 in the afternoon. This means that you still have plenty of time to review grammar."

"...Qin Qin, are you a devil?"

"I'm."

Sitting at the desk, Tang Jin thought about how he fell into the abyss of grammar review from the shocking visit in the afternoon, and finally came to a conclusion.

He likes Qin Beichen the most, and Qin Beichen will never let him down.

Two in the middle of the night.

The semi-finals of the 2018 World Cup kicked off.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-06-0608:43:11~2020-06-0700:04:16期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: 1 Brother Ju;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 9 bottles of Ju Erge; 1 bottle of Shuli;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!