Elsewhere "One Year" SK

I know you're just acting.

I get it, the acting is good.

Love can also be played.

When you become an actor, you need to know this truth from the very beginning.

Now, I really know.

I will do well.

Let me be selfish one last time before I end.

Let me take care of you for a while... Then, I will let go.

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While sleeping, the door opened and someone walked in.

K couldn't struggle no matter what.

He doesn't want others to see him the way he is now.

However, the body was already too heavy, just enough for him to put himself on the chair in the lounge.

S walked in quietly.

He looked at the person who was sleeping soundly on the table.

Like a cute cat.

He touched his hair lightly, it was not as soft and smooth as he remembered.Also, all you touch is hairspray for styling.

Even the face that looks like an angel at the moment is almost entirely due to foundation.

All peace is pretense.

Maybe even... haggard.

but.

S lowered his head and pressed a kiss on his lips.

After the filming, K doesn't need to be with...he pretends again. K.

S sits down beside K.

Watching K's brows slowly wrinkle, his expression changed slightly, and subtle pain was revealed from that face.His eyeballs rolled under his eyelids, but he never woke up.

When K woke up, the world refreshed its progress again.

Someone behind him was holding him.

Turning around, S smiled quietly and patted his head.

The headache was severe, K frowned, and looked at it for a long time like sleepwalking, before he asked, "Brother?"

"...Aren't you... (You don't want me anymore)" K looked around suddenly, his eyes were a little dark, and he suddenly realized.

S watched him perform alone.

He broke into a smile, swayed his body from side to side, then found his center of gravity, leaned into S's arms with peace of mind, rubbed his face affectionately against his face, smiled in a hoarse voice, and murmured: "This way It’s okay, ha~haha~ It’s rare..." A good dream.

He couldn't help laughing.

S's hand clasped around his waist was a little bit harder, almost crushed.

He just looked at him as if he was a joke, smiled, rubbed against him, and nestled in his arms with peace of mind.

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After waking up in the middle of the night, K stared at the familiar ceiling and the familiar people around him with his eyes wide open.

Suddenly realized what stupid thing he had done before.

He sat up abruptly.

S was also very quick, and immediately sat up.

"Can't sleep?" The voice was strangely gentle, with a trace of tension.

"I..." K wanted to explain that he just fell asleep before, and he wasn't smiling—at least not a proud smile. S took the initiative to find him.

"Huh?" S leaned over and gently put his arms around him.

The warm breath made K speechless for a moment, he thought at a loss, what's going on?

"elder brother?"

"Ok?"

"Am I still awake?" K's lips moved slightly, and he turned his head repeatedly to confirm, glanced, turned back, turned away, and looked again.

"Brother, I'm sorry." Forget it, apologize first.

"Hmm." S's voice lowered.

After a moment of silence, the voice sounded behind him again: "What are you sorry for me?"

K was silent.To be honest, it seems that there are many places where I am sorry, but none of them can say.

What can be said - well, he really didn't do anything this time!

"Next... I didn't laugh on purpose this afternoon. I thought I was a little too happy to see my brother in my dream." K said awkwardly.

"Okay, I forgive you." S said quickly.

"……real?"

"Yeah." Very calm.

K frowned deeply, Ma De, could it be that he ate something he shouldn't have eaten without knowing it? ——This dream is getting more and more outrageous...Could it be worn again?What is the relationship between these two in this world?Is it so good?

"Then~ give me a kiss."

S lowered his head and touched his face with his lips.

K lowered his head in frustration: "Ah, I'd better go see a doctor." His voice grew louder, he sighed, acting like he was the only one in the room.

He said to himself: "The hallucinations are so serious, how can we shoot the next scene?"

"Really, I can't even do such a small thing well." Holding my head and going crazy.

S tried not to alarm him and asked, "Has it been a long time?"

In the dark, K turned his head, seemed to be smiling, and replied softly: "Don't worry, I just started seeing you this afternoon."

"If it doesn't have to be finished, this is actually pretty good." He put his hands on S's face, "I can take you with me forever." He leaned over and kissed S's face.

He approached his arms again: "Shall we lie down and talk? I haven't leaned on you like this for a long time."

"Well, ah! I can hear my heartbeat too—what to do, I don't want to see a doctor anymore." K kept laughing.

"You're sick, you have to go see it." S said in a gentle voice, desperately restraining his surging emotions.

"Um……"

"After tonight, okay? I want you to accompany me. Although I can be alone. But, I'm really tired."

"Okay." S felt a tearing pain in his heart, making him unable to breathe.

"Hey, I left after filming - I wonder if I can take you with me? Me, actually, I feel a little lonely recently."

S swallowed several times in his throat before swallowing the astringency: "Okay. Where are you going?"

"Hmm~ I don't know." K smiled lightly, "Maybe I can take you to the blue sky to see together."

"Well... what should I do here?"

"Here? I don't know either... Maybe I wake up and they all disappear. Maybe, after I leave, K and S will continue their lives. Who knows?"

"Is this your dream?"

"Maybe. Maybe I'm just a dream." After a moment of silence, K went on to say, "In any case, dreams will come to an end."

"Actually, after meeting you, I gradually became a little bit unwilling to wake up."

S felt that he could no longer speak out.

Fortunately, K himself went on.

"In the beginning, I just wanted to finish "Annual". I didn't want it to disappear. It's really good. I really like it. I don't stand for real."

"But I met you."

"You know, everything is different. Hmm... Although it seems that it is not the same. Are you here, eh~? Parallel world? Or travel to a different place? Or is it just a dream?"

"Everything has changed since you started."

"It's great that you're here."

"So, be happy."

A trembling hand covered his mouth, with little strength, but he stopped talking.

K held that hand and pulled it away a little: "Don't be afraid. Actually, I'm not sick. I just can't sleep well for too long. Just sleep and you'll be fine."

S turned over and hugged him tightly.

Tears stained each other's faces, and he couldn't help crying.

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He lived a happy life with his hallucinations.

K really wants the world to continue like this.

But what should be done is still necessary.

But it's okay to wait.

K lived two sweet days with his hallucinations.

They have been holding hands, turned on the lover mode.

In this world, he went to many places for the first time.

Feed the pigeons, listen to music, sing K, play drums, take photos, show affection, go to say goodbye, and walk through the steps on the love strategy.

Kiss his hallucination anytime, and his hallucination will kiss back on the cheek.

Eat well and sleep well.

You can say whatever you want, and the other party will listen patiently.

Even if he had already turned on the nonsense mode of the Arabian Nights, the other party still listened carefully, with eyes full of pampering.

On the bus, S looked at the person who fell asleep on his shoulder, and the lights outside the window were dim.

K is very repulsed to go to the hospital.Although he never said it.

He firmly believed that the person around him was an illusion, and finally opened his heart defense once.

He said a lot of inconsistent things.

He seems to think that he is another person, and one day he suddenly becomes K.

He felt like he was playing K, and he took the shooting of "Annual" very seriously.

But who is he himself?He vaguely thinks that he is a young man who is older than S and K, at least he has graduated from the School of Economics for several years.

They also major in economics and are older than them.

It's just that S has tutored him a few times, and his level is that of a scumbag with a good brain who doesn't like to study, and K himself doesn't know how old he is.

K didn't know exactly what he knew of himself.

Just like K's half-knowledge of the "K" situation.

In fact, he said that K himself would know it, he would know it, and K would not, nor would he.

The only thing that can be confirmed is that he must have lost part of his memory.

Also, he has symptoms of depression.

S looked at An's sleeping face filled with deep tiredness.

Ah, one more thing can now be confirmed.

He likes him.

Not lying.

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Everything is fine, just don't cry.

Can't cry.

You may shed two tears while watching the film.

But really two drops, no more.

At the end of the crying scene, eye drops were put on... Fortunately, there is only one place where I need to cry.

Fortunately, it's easy to fool around.

Opening his eyes, K looked out the window, thinking in a daze.

I dreamed of the scene where S was crying on the balcony and calling on the phone.

It's so cruel to cry.Fortunately, I didn't have to cry myself.

S whispered in his ear: "We've reached the terminal, shall we get off?"

"Um... the terminal?" K sat up and looked out, "ah! Oh no... where is this?"

"It's okay, let's call a car and go back." S smiled softly.