your name is so tricky

Half a month before the Spring Festival, I went to see my mother during the period, and went to the countryside with her to visit the grave.During the Spring Festival in this world, people in the underworld can't be neglected and burn some paper money. I hope his father can have a good year underground.

Of course, the tricycle will not run anymore, and he can only paint when he has nothing to do at home. After all, he will rely on this for food in the future.I painted until midnight, when I was already too hungry.Hao Fang didn't have the habit of preparing food, and most of the time he bought some after eating, either ready-made or semi-ready.

During those days more than a year ago, that is, when that person was around, the last thing the family lacked was food.At that time, Hao Fang had a deep understanding of what it means to not worry about food and clothing, but this comfort and comfort only lasted for a short period of time, and he was ruined by himself.

At that time, Ao Ao, what he did, what he said, or what he thought in his heart, is still separated by a layer of fog to this day.I only remember that he seemed to lose his mind with affection for a while, and then he woke up again, and he looked like he was going to die heroically.No matter what, as long as Ao Ao is still the same Ao Ao, Hao Fang will not feel that he has done something wrong.

I went downstairs and bought some fried noodles, and I bought them at the roadside stall that was pulling the cart. It was inexpensive and delicious, and the most important thing was that there was no need to wait.

Carrying things downstairs, I usually don't pay much attention to the tricycle when I have nothing to do, but today the car door is wide open.Hao Fang was a little puzzled, wondering if the children nearby had played in the car.When he took a closer look, he clearly saw a pair of legs curled up in the car, and never thought that there was a person lying in it.

Hao Fang frowned. How could someone who hadn't seen or contacted him for more than a year appear in front of him in this way.This person really hasn't changed at all, he's just as drunk as before.Fortunately, this is in the great south. If it were in the north, he would have to freeze to death on the street like him.

This city can be said to be big or small, and some people may not have a chance to meet some people even if their hair is gray.Some people don't dare to think about it, because they know whether they have thought about it or not, but they are looking for troubles, but he suddenly appears in front of him, and you don't need to discuss it at the same time.It is impossible to say whether Mr. Ao is the former or the latter, but no matter what the relationship between the two is today, they must have met once before, and they cannot be left alone like this.

After kicking his calf a few times, the man didn't respond at all.He yelled a few more times, but now he heard the other party humming a few words, in short, some inaudible drunken words.Hao Fang arched his body and pulled him up, wrapping his hands around his neck. With the other hand holding the fried noodles, he also supported Mr. Ao's waist in case he staggered and fell.

He couldn't figure out whether this person was really drunk or fake drunk, but it didn't take much effort to get him upstairs.Throwing him on the sofa, Hao Fang took a breath, and then heard him humming a few times.

Sighing, he moved a stool and sat down.Opening the lunch box, he ate noodles in front of the drunk.While eating, he looked at this man's face. The sleeping appearance was like a dish for dinner, and also like water to quench his thirst. After looking at it for a long time, he still couldn't move his eyes.

After eating the noodles, Hao Fang took off Mr. Ao's shoes, and covered him with the extra quilt from his room.Taking advantage of the light of the new moon, I took another look at this man.

After lying on the bed, I turned over several times and did not fall asleep.It seemed that the person sleeping on the sofa in the living room was not a person, but a monster that would attack people in the middle of the night.While he was struggling with insomnia, there was movement in the living room.In the early morning night, every slight sound can be heard clearly.The people in the living room seemed to have woken up, he lit a cigarette, and then went to pour a glass of water, as if he could still vaguely hear the gurgling sound he made when drinking water.After drinking the water, he walked back and forth a few times, as if sitting back on the sofa.But a few minutes later, footsteps sounded again, and they were getting closer to Hao Fang's room...

The man gently opened the door, walked towards the bed, and then stopped beside the bed.Even with his eyes closed, Hao Fang could feel that those eyes were looking at him in the dark at this moment.He opened his eyes a little, and the light from the window came in.Mr. Ao's face was facing the moonlight, and the smooth and deep lines on his face radiated ivory light.But the eyes under the frowned eyebrows were full of helplessness.

Then he went around to the other side of the bed, lay down next to Hao Fang, and held him in his arms through the quilt.He said: "I know you're not awake, and of course I know you don't want to talk to me." Hao Fang opened his eyes with his back turned to him, thinking that this person is just like this, always self-righteous, presumptuously guessing other people's thoughts, Treat others well only according to your own wishes, without considering other people's feelings.

"I read a book a few days ago. I remember a sentence in it very clearly. It said so. Some people say that love is marriage, sex, kisses at six in the morning, and having a bunch of children, but he thinks It’s not like this, he said, love——want to touch and then withdraw your hand.” Hao Fang didn’t dare to move, and let him hold himself in his arms, and the people behind him breathed out heavily after speaking, and didn’t want to touch him. Knowing how much he drank, the smell of wine wafted over like a fire could be burned.

Mr. Ao leaned his head forward again, and buried his whole face on the back of She Fang's neck. In the silence of the night, the only sound was the breathing of the two of them.I don't know how long it took, Hao Fang felt his neck was a little wet, and the body of the person holding him was shaking slightly, as if he was trying to suppress it.The heart felt as if it had been run over by a stone mill, and the apex of the heart was crushed to the point of stinging pain.

He is Ao Ao, how could he cry.

When it was daylight, Mr. Ao got up and left.

The warmth of Hao Fang's body was drained in an instant, and the tears left by the man on his neck had dried up.Just like that, I opened my eyes until the sky turned from slightly bright to bright, but I didn't sleep all night.

I wanted to sleep again but couldn't sleep, so I got up and washed my face with cold water to wake up.It was the twelfth lunar month outside the window, and the remaining leaves were dancing in the cold wind, and after struggling a few times, they still fell off.With the doors and windows closed tightly and the room maintaining a comfortable temperature, Hao Fanghuan rolled up his sleeves and prepared to have breakfast next.

Freshly made, still the best egg noodles with tomatoes.Put the noodles on the table, just pick up the chopsticks, when the exclusive new message of □□ came.Sending a message so early, there is no one else except Ge Ying.Open the group chat, Grid said: "Are you awake, are you awake?"

Hao Fanghui: "Why can't I wake up? I met a drunkard talking nonsense last night, which made me noisy all night."

It took only ten seconds for the message to be sent, and the sound of "Dididi" was heard again.Grid asked, "Oh, what did he say?"

He replied: "Love is when you want to touch but then withdraw your hand." Grid then replied with a staring expression, and then typed a long series of question marks.

At the very beginning, Hao Fang felt that Ge Zi was a gossip, and wanted to listen to his gossip intentionally or unintentionally.It's just that after a long time of contact, I found that she is different from other girls. She always seems to be missing something weak. She usually doesn't like to complain when encountering unhappy things, and she doesn't make much noise even when she is broken in love.Some people gossip purely to satisfy curiosity, but others gossip out of concern, and Grid is the latter.

After a while, Shadow also went online, and sent a message saying: "The chat is so hot, did I miss something." Ge Zi immediately replied: "Hao Fang said that he had an affair yesterday, and he was still a drunkard."

"Tell me, tell me." Shadow said.

"Last night, when I bought a snack and was about to go home, I found a man lying in my tricycle. And he was someone I knew, so I took him home and let him sleep on my big sofa. As a result, he woke up in the middle of the night, came to my room and said something to me, just because of his nonsense, I kept my eyes open until dawn." Hao Fang finished typing a long list of characters, and typed in a timely manner Yawn, tears came out.

"I'll go, isn't he already married, why come here to harass you." Grid made an aggrieved expression.

Hao Fang stared, thinking that she could guess who it was by saying this!I really think the girl Grid is amazing.He replied: "How do I know, obviously he is the father of the child, how can he be so childish."

"Then what did he say?" Grid asked.

"Love is wanting to touch but then holding back".Hao put it back.

Then Grid sent a long series of crying emoticons, and Shadow followed suit. After sending one column, another column was sent, and the "Dididi" sounded in his hand for a long time.

Hao Fang said, "Can you calm down?"

Shadow replied: "I can't calm down, my heart is so sad." Another crying expression.

Ge Zi said, "Perhaps he had some difficulties at the beginning."

Hao Fanghui: "Maybe."

Then Hao Fang went offline and chatted for more than 20 minutes, and the noodles were almost finished.After washing the dishes, I sat on the sofa and watched TV for a while.After eating a full meal, drowsiness came quickly.The quilt that Mr. Ao had covered yesterday was still thrown on the sofa, he pulled the quilt and lay down.The quilt has the smell of sunshine, and it seems to have the smell of Mr. Ao.Thinking about some unimportant things in my heart, my eyelids are getting heavier and heavier.Now even the bright living room, even the noise of cars and horses outside the window, can no longer hinder his drowsiness.

I have been sleeping from nine in the morning until three or four in the afternoon.After dinner, I drew for a while, and didn't go to bed until I felt cold.It was about one or two o'clock in the night, and Mr. Ao came again, but he didn't drink today, so he opened the door with the key and came in.

He still opened his eyes a little bit, wondering what this person was going to do.Mr. Ke Ao just took a closer look at his face, and then, just like the night before, walked around behind him and hugged him through the quilt.I don't know whether he did it on purpose or not, but he smelled perfume again, which Hao Fang couldn't forget no matter what.

This night made Hao Fang very uncomfortable. He didn't want the people behind him to know that he was awake, so he kept on his side and didn't move, let alone turning over.About an hour later, I heard him breathing evenly, and he must have fallen asleep.Only then did Hao Fang dare to move. Mr. Ao's hand just rested lightly on him, and he could feel his body temperature through the thick quilt.Adjusting the face to face him, only an outline can be seen in the dark night, but the heroic eyebrows can't be covered no matter what.

Seeing him sleeping outside the quilt with his coat on like that, She Fang couldn't bear it, but he couldn't pull the quilt out even though he was pressing down on him.Sighing, he thought to forget it, this person is usually very healthy, and he probably won't freeze so easily.After thinking about it, he fell asleep like this.

Early the next morning, there was no sign of him, only the smell of his perfume remained on the quilt.

On the third day, the fourth day, and the fifth day, a week passed like this, no matter whether it was windy or rainy, he would always come in at one or two o'clock in the morning.Sometimes Hao Fang had already fallen asleep, and it was not until the next morning that he saw the indentation on the quilt that he had been here.Sometimes he is also awake, but he is not sure whether he will definitely come, struggling to sleep, as if he is waiting for the hand that embraces him behind him.With this person by his side, he can always sleep until dawn without a dream.

After hearing this, Ge Zi was a little moved, and said that Mr. Ao must have something to hide, maybe it was just like in the novel, the hero had to get married, and he got married just to protect the heroine from harm.Hao Fang said that he looked straight at him, and asked her word by word: "Who do you say is a woman?"

"Let's make an analogy, let's make an analogy." Grid said with a flattering smile.

This night, Mr. Ao came early, at only 12:30, lay down on the bed step by step, and saw Hao Fang sitting upright before he could stretch out his hands.Mr. Ao was so frightened that he immediately jumped out of bed, turned around and was about to run out, but unexpectedly Hao Fang shouted loudly: "If you leave, don't come here."

Upon hearing these words, Mr. Ao stood still, thinking carefully about the meaning of the words, which clearly meant to let him stay.Although he was flattered in his heart, he didn't dare to laugh.At night, no one could see anyone's expressions, and Mr. Ao was not embarrassed at all, so he turned around and lay down on the bed again. Hao Fang spoke again this time, this time he said: "You Take off your coat and lie down under the quilt for me, and get out of here immediately if you haven't taken a bath."

"I've washed it." Mr. Ao said in a low voice.

Hao Fang didn't say anything more, pulled back the quilt and lay down again.Mr. Ao took off his coat and got on the bed, the heat from the quilt disappeared just now.Mr. Ao didn't dare to lean over there, he almost slept on the edge of the bed.Now that he is upright, he seems to be a thief, and he dare not be dissatisfied. It is already very good to be able to do this, Mr. Ao comforted himself like this.

Maybe it's something I didn't dare to do when I was awake. This sleeping limb is no longer under the control of the brain. Mr. Ao habitually put his hand on Hao Fang's waist. At this time, the two were sleeping face to face. of.Hao Fang curled up, buried his head in the quilt, and the top of his head just touched Mr. Ao's chest. He slept until dawn in this insecure sleeping position.

At dawn, Mr. Ao woke up first, and he didn't move, just lying quietly like this, the head of the person in his arms was still full of prickly hairs, as if he pushed it out with a tweezer.The hair that was less than one centimeter in length penetrated Mr. Ao's sweater and made the skin on his chest itchy and numb.

After Hao Fang woke up, he saw that Mr. Ao's eyes were very clear, as if he had woken up not long ago.I forgot to draw the curtains last night, and now the sun is shining brightly, and the golden light is shining on Mr. Ao's face. The fine hairs on his face, the beard on his cheeks, and the slightly upturned eyelashes are all at this moment. All dyed with a golden halo.The scenery fascinated him, and he didn't know what to say for a while, so he looked at it like this.

After a while, Hao Fang said lightly, "I'm hungry."

Mr. Ao blinked, and those golden eyelashes seemed to be able to drop gold powder.He was a handsome statue before, but now he looks like a well-trained soldier.He quickly got up and put on his clothes, buttoned them up and said to She Fang: "Wait a minute, I'm going to buy breakfast now." Then he put on his shoes and went out.

Hao Fang looked at his back and smiled, it felt like going back to a year ago again.And the heartache and bitterness experienced in the middle were instantly relieved because of Mr. Ao's careful movements and expressions.Probably everyone is like this, as long as the long-awaited thing is in front of you, you don't care about whether it is true or not, and how long it can last.It's like the human body, when the scars are healed, the pain is forgotten.