when you stare into the abyss

Heart fluttering, Wan Tong forgot how to hide his high emotions and told Nie Zhiyan that his hearing had recovered and that he would have surgery next week, and also forgot how he left Nie Zhiyan's house and opened the door of his own room.

At this moment, her face sank into the warm quilt on Zhao Yingying's bed, her voice choked with sobs: "Mom, Aunt Yan likes me too, I'm looking forward to it."

As Nie Zhiyan said, as a Pisces, she loves to cry since she was a child. When she grew up, she chose a career that required being particularly strong in front of others, so she restrained herself a little, and only occasionally showed her performance in front of Zhao Yingying.

"Yes, I know." Zhao Guoying put down the reports from the anti-drug detachment and criminal investigation detachment, and raised her eyes to respond.Taking a sip of the warm water on the bedside table, he continued, "I could guess most of it from Xiaoyan's expression on the day you were unconscious."

"Ah? Aunt Yan's expression? Old Zhao, why didn't you tell me earlier? Ah! Ah! Ah!" Wan Tong was extremely excited, turned on the bed, and wanted to have a carp.

"Obviously I care about it. You young people don't care about things. I almost told Xiaoyan that you like her too, but I guess she still doesn't understand." Pregnant.

"Mom, then tell the truth." Wan Tong put his hand next to her ear and whispered his plan.

"Ghost girl, there are quite a lot of ideas. Let's talk about it after you have finished the operation and are discharged from the hospital."

"Isn't there still ten days left? I can't wait, the seconds are like years."

"I'll talk to Xiaolan first."

"Will Aunt Lan beat me?" Wan Tong put his head on Zhao Yingying's pillow, and the mother and daughter asked in the usual chatting tone.

"Being beaten up by me since childhood, you can resist beating more or less."

"It will definitely make Aunt Yan happy." She didn't say a word, but said to herself in her heart.

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After all, Nie Zhilan didn't listen to Nie Zhilan's words. On Monday, after the meeting was over, she planned to stay with Wan Tong, but she first received a call from Zhao Yingying, asking to meet her at home.

It got dark early at the end of October, and the street lights outside were already bright before seven o'clock.

In the three-room suite, a pot of Dahongpao was brewed on the coffee table in the living room, and there was a tendency to have a long conversation.

The older person chatted first: "Xiaolan, you and Xiaoyan have a birthday next Monday, right?"

"Yes, sister, but we don't live very well." Nie Zhiyan was far away in Sichuan when she was a graduate student, and stayed at the local grassroots level for a few years after graduation.

"30 years old, I still need to celebrate. I'll cook something delicious at home, and you guys come over directly after get off work." Zhao Yingying poured a cup of tea for Nie Zhilan, with kind eyebrows and kind eyes.

Based on the relationship between the two families, Nie Zhilan did not refuse, and nodded in response: "Okay, thank you sister, I hope there is no temporary job."

"Where's Xiaoyan? How is your leg recovering?"

"It's fine. Occasionally it hurts because of the weather changes. She said it's similar to rheumatism, so don't worry."

Zhao Yingying suddenly brought up the relationship problem, saying that they are not young and should start a family earlier, Nie Zhilan thought that the other party wanted to introduce her, so she hurriedly said: "Sister, I don't have time to see other people recently."

"Xiaolan has someone she likes?" Zhao Yingying knew Nie Zhilan's character, she usually would not reject other people's kindness, so she smiled happily, "Bring me back some time, I'm sure you'll like it."

Nie Zhilan didn't know how she would accept it, so she hummed lightly, trying to get by, but Zhao Yingying's next sentence was straightforward, without beating around the bush.

"Comrade Xiaowan of our family likes your family's Xiaoyan. I didn't get involved in young people's affairs, but since I can get closer and closer, I would like to mention it and listen to your opinions."

Nie Zhilan's troubles for the past two days were solved so easily, and she blurted out agitatedly: "A Yan can do it if he wants to."

The two hit it off, and the three agreed, but the other party was still kept in the dark, tremblingly feeling the closeness of the other party.

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In the morning of the next day, Wan Tong was admitted to the hospital after the preoperative examination. Nie Zhiyan had been busy all day, and did not enter the ward until ten o'clock in the evening. The people on the hospital bed were already fast asleep.

She was giving a lecture on forensic medicine at Binnan University, so she was urged by Zhao Guoying to go back and rest early.

It was near noon that day, and the lecture was successfully concluded. Nie Zhiyan declined the university professor's dinner invitation, took a taxi and hurried to the hospital.

At the nurses station where the elevator came out and turned left, the two nurses who were eating were whispering to each other, making her stop inadvertently.

"Dr. Jiang has been in charge of surgery for many years, and he has never encountered such a complicated condition."

"A patient in Ward 517 who fell asleep after taking a sedative? It seems that he can no longer engage in his profession, so excitement is inevitable."

"The previous pure tone audiometer and a series of tests showed conductive deafness, which only injured the middle ear, but it was only during the operation that the auditory ossicles were broken, the function of the two windows was damaged, and the inner ear nerve was also irreversibly damaged," Dr. Jiang said. Cochlear implants may not work as well."

"I still have a little hearing now, and my hearing will gradually decline in the future until I can't hear at all."

Ward 517 was Wan Tong's room, and the symptoms they described were all consistent with the girl's. In an instant, the blood on Nie Zhiyan's face faded, and her legs were so heavy that it seemed difficult to move.She frowned, tried her best to calm her emotions, and moved to the third last ward on the left.

Pushing open the door, Wan Tong really fell into a deep sleep, and the vital signs monitor beside him was operating normally. The woman sat down on the chair on the right side of the hospital bed, held her hand, her eyes were red, and stared at her for a moment.

I remember the girl said happily two days ago: "I look forward to the success of the operation, return to work as soon as possible, and fight side by side with my brothers."

"Aunt Yan, I'm so lucky that I can still hear you talking."

The hope for a positive and sunny future that was once pierced into her heart like a sharp arrow.

Tears suddenly overflowed from the corners of his eyes.

She couldn't stop it, and she didn't want to restrain it, her shoulders trembled slightly.

Most tympanic membrane repairs are performed on one ear and one ear, with an interval of half a month, but Wan Tong did not want to delay the time. With the doctor's consent, she chose to have both ears repaired at the same time, so the anesthesia was given enough, and she was still in a coma when she returned to the ward. Shen Chen felt someone beside him at this moment, opened his eyes in a daze, saw who it was, and called softly, "Aunt Yan."

"Don't talk." Nie Zhiyan seldom reveals her emotions too much in front of her, but at this moment, she really couldn't help it, and the crystal clear tears fell on Wan Tong's arm more violently than before.

"What's wrong?" Wan Tong asked in a panic, she had never seen a woman so sad, she was very nervous.

Nie Zhiyan guessed that the other party could not hear clearly, so she turned her head in embarrassment, choked her throat and did not speak.

"Aunt Yan, I'm worried if you're like this." After the operation, she felt dizzy and had tinnitus, and struggled to get up, to hold the woman's trembling arm, and confide in her heart.

"fine."

It was even more uncomfortable for Nie Zhiyan to hear it. She was always afraid, always evading, always looking forward and backward, and always afraid to admit her affection for the girl. If the other party took a step forward, she would take a step back.

Breathing heavily.

Suddenly, she felt a firm arm wrapping around her waist from behind, slowly approaching, and said in a soft voice, word by word: "But, Wan Xiaotong will feel distressed."

Nie Zhiyan was stunned, her heart was limp and muddy like a river, she bit her lip, turned her back without saying a word, and pushed Wan Tong back to the hospital bed, the vital signs monitor was still attached to her chest, how could she move around.

She gave up, lost to the other party, and even more to herself, looking at Wan Tong's eyes shining with water, tears slipped down again, and she murmured in a mosquito-like voice: "I feel more distressed."

If Sister Ying blames her, she is ready to bear the consequences, because at least now she can walk with the girl for a while.

Nie Zhiyan only said these words to herself, Wan Tong, who was so quiet that his ears were ringing on the bed, couldn't hear him, so he frowned and asked, "Aunt Yan, what are you talking about?"

The next moment, she watched Nie Zhiyan lean down, and soft words lingered in her ears: "Tongtong, I will accompany you from now on, I hope you can..."

It seemed that she could clearly perceive the three words that the woman took a deep breath, and then her heart felt hot, and her eyes were sore.

"lifetime."

A few days ago, Wan Tong was discussing with Zhao Yingying how to express love to the other party and what to do to move the other party, but now they can't match the three words of the other party.She had never thought that a woman would take the initiative like this, so at this moment, she was so emotional that she was about to faint, her head froze, and she couldn't speak.

Suddenly, Nie Zhiyan's thin lips moved away from her ears, tear stains hung on her beautiful face, but what was more important was that almost imperceptible blush, which happened to be seen by Wan Tong.

She subconsciously reached out to hold the woman's cold hand, and just about to say something, the nurse pushed the door open and entered.

Nie Zhiyan let go of his hand immediately.

The nurse raised her voice: "Is there any discomfort? Take your body temperature and continue the infusion to reduce inflammation later."

"A little dizzy, tinnitus."

"It's normal after the operation." The nurse took off the patch on Wan Tong's chest, and all the signs were normal, so the monitor can no longer be used.

At this time, the attending doctor also walked into the ward. Zhao Yingying received a call earlier and left in a hurry before the operation was over. He failed to inform the family and the patient of the result.

So after waiting for the body temperature to be taken, he congratulated: "Comrade policeman, your operation was successful, and you will be discharged from the hospital in a few days."

Wan Tong's eyes followed Nie Zhiyan's eyes, seeing that she was full of surprise and doubt at first, and glanced at the person in the next bed who was still wheezing, then was replaced by surprise, and thanked the doctor repeatedly.

"In recent days, family members have been careful not to let the patient sneeze, so as not to damage the eardrum again."

Instructing Nie Zhiyan to do her best, the attending doctor nodded with a smile and walked out of the ward.

Hearing the nurse and doctor walking away, Wan Tong turned his head, stared at her beside the bed, and asked cautiously: "Aunt Yan, do you still count on what you just said?"

"Wan Xiaotong." Nie Zhiyan called her awkwardly, as if she had a thousand words stuck in her heart. Before, she had made up her mind so much to say those words, but now, the words couldn't be formed into sentences.

Wan Tong was not in a hurry, and looked at her with crooked eyebrows, as if he wanted to look into his heart, but couldn't get enough.There seemed to be something tickling in her nose, she opened her mouth slightly, raised her head slightly, and in the next second, a soft hand was raised slightly, covering her mouth and nose.

"Don't sneeze," said softly.

Wan Tong blinked, and unconsciously, his hot lips pressed against the slightly cool palm...

The author has something to say: I read a piece of social news today, and I feel how important it is to have more policewomen like Wan Xiaotong and Aunt Lan.

Ugh……

感谢在2020-05-1813:15:48~2020-05-1921:34:30期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who cast the rocket launcher: Lanyan, Huosen, and hamster at three years old;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Zoyi;

Thanks to the little angels who threw the landmines: Mu Chenyan, Noontime Gossip, Yearning for Qian, Wu Luqi, Later Will Qi, Muzi, _Little Follower, Uncle in Underpants, Aunt Yan overthrew Wan Xiaotong today, Flying fish, 1 Yuchi;

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