when you stare into the abyss

It seemed that Xiao Bei was the one who took the initiative before, and Nie Zhilan couldn't refute. Her head was empty and she instinctively responded to the other's passionate kiss, and her breathing gradually became disordered.

"Are we together?" Nie Zhilan took advantage of her to take a breath and opened her confused eyes and asked.She has been a stickler since she was a child, and in her self-awareness, there are some things that must be done after confirming the relationship.

Xiao Bei pressed against her ear, murmured in a hoarse voice, with a rising tone, a temptation that people could not refuse at all: "What do you think?" Then he followed Nie Zhilan's earlobe, kissed to the side of Nie Zhilan's neck until the soft red Lips, under her gaze, took off the large T-shirt with one hand, and lifted the other's short shirt with the other.

The person whose back was against the head of the bed only felt that something was "buzzing" and couldn't help but tremble all over.

They are already in their thirties, they are consensual, and there is no need to think twice about doing anything.Dim warm lights, the atmosphere is ambiguous and lingering, the temperature gradually rises due to skin entanglement and prairie fire kisses, I don't know when to change positions, the person on the top is supporting the upper body with his left arm, looking at her with confused eyes .

The next moment, the corners of Xiao Beichao Hong's eyes narrowed slightly, his left arm wrapped around Nie Zhilan's neck, his right hand touched her hand by her side, and he took her with him, slowly sinking into extreme joy.

Overwhelming panting and moaning were intertwined, and a shallow hiss overflowed untimely.

"how?"

"Meet the wound."

Xiao Bei's eyes fell on the gauze on her right arm, which seemed to be a little red: "It hurts?"

"I can bear it."

The supported weight is pulled down, infinitely close.

"Then continue."

Before the words were finished, the WeChat notification sounded again, which was a reply to a message sent by Nie Zhilan before taking a bath.

The perfect arm line was straight, and he wanted to reach for the phone, but was blocked by Xiao Bei, who pretended to be dissatisfied and said, "What time is it?"

"I'll reply one." Nie Zhilan turned on the screen, just glanced at it, the phone was snatched away and hidden under the pillow.

"Come back tomorrow."

"Okay." In fact, she had already seen the content clearly: "Captain Nie, we found out that there are people with problems in your detachment. Director Zhao means to put a long line and catch big fish."

In the second half of the night, after waves of ripples finally subsided, Xiao Bei leaned against Nie Zhilan, and the two gradually fell into a deep sleep.

In the old house, the sound insulation effect is not good. In the next room, Nie Zhiyan, who was already in a light sleep, frowned lightly, put down her hands covering her ears, and breathed a sigh of relief.

His eyes fell on Wan Tong's sweet sleeping face again, for some reason, his face felt a little hot...

-----------------------------------------------------------------------

The first ray of sunlight in the morning climbed over the curtains, and the alarm clock that Nie Zhilan had adjusted sounded on time. Lying on the right side, she turned off the high-pitched music at the right time, and after a few minutes, she called softly: "Fox, it's time to get up."

no response.

"The court will be held at nine o'clock."

"Huh? What?" Xiao Bei felt that someone was calling her, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he opened his eyes tiredly, but his voice was slightly hoarse.

After regaining consciousness, she realized that her naked upper body was embraced by Nie Zhilan, who was also smooth and clean. With a clear touch, she exclaimed.

It seemed that she wasn't the one who took the initiative to seduce last night, but she really didn't have the slightest impression.I just feel like my whole body is falling apart, and I have to rely on something to gain strength.Bowing his head, there are faint traces of ambiguity.

"Fox, are you having a nightmare?"

"No, no." Xiao Bei blushed, moved away from Nie Zhilan's arms, and hid himself under the quilt.She had already guessed what was going to happen, and she was filled with uneasy, hesitant and complicated emotions.

Now that they have come to this point, how should they get along with each other?

"I'll make breakfast, you wash up first."

"En." Xiao Bei heard the people around him getting out of bed, and the sound of footsteps gradually receding, before sticking his head out from under the quilt, and putting on his clothes in silence.Dragging her limp body, she went into the bathroom to take a shower. After washing, she looked at the mirror in front of her and carefully checked the evidence of affection.

Fortunately, the other party knew how to measure, and the neck was as white as usual.However, as soon as she opened the door, she saw a man with a milk cup in the dining room wearing a sweater with a collar and asked her to eat first.

As Xiao Bei approached, from the corner of his eye, he happened to see Nie Zhilan's red marks on the right and left sides of her neck because she bent slightly.

Sitting at the dining table, she pinched the center of her brows in frustration, then, looking at Nie Zhilan who was peeling her eggshells, as if she had made some important decision, she said sincerely: "Rabbit, there is one thing I want to make clear to you. "

"What's the matter?" She put the peeled egg on the opposite plate and asked.

"I'm sick and in treatment."

-------------------------------------------------- ----------------------------

Nie Zhilan is very busy these days, but she will also find time to accompany Xiao Bei to see a doctor.In the 10-minute conversation between the two that morning, Nie Zhilan finally said to her: "No matter which personality it is, it is you, and I am not afraid."

It made Xiao Bei's eyes turn red instantly.

Since I came to this city, I really felt a strong sense of security for the first time, which comes from the people I like.

More than a month ago, I found that I would forget inexplicably, there were repeated memory gaps, like fragments of drunkenness, and sometimes I even woke up in the bathroom or toilet or a place I had never been to.

Occasionally, wounds appear on the body for no apparent reason.On the second day after watching a movie in the ward, she was diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder. The doctor told her that the symptoms may change or lessen, but the disease itself will not resolve spontaneously.Only through long-term treatment to achieve personality integration can it be considered normal.

She was glad that everything hadn't started at that time, so she decided to bury her deep love for Nie Zhilan in her heart.

The last impulsive kiss was both despair and farewell. I never thought that things would develop to this point, completely out of control.

He only agreed to Nie Zhilan not to run away from her care, but he didn't agree to be together.

Don't want to be dragged down.

Nie Zhilan didn't force her either, she was doing something silently.

On the afternoon of the last Saturday in October, the sun was warm, Nie Zhiyan was leaning on the wicker chair on the balcony, squinting slightly, thinking deeply.For several days in a row, Wan Tong's intentional or unintentional probing and teasing, enthusiastic and warm, disturbed her.

The torment and lingering that she couldn't love, she really couldn't bear it.

After cleaning up the dishes, Nie Zhilan sat down on the rattan chair opposite the woman, interrupting her complicated thoughts: "We sisters haven't talked for a long time."

It is rare for the elder sister to realize that the younger sister has something on her mind, so how could she miss it?She spoke first, expressing her feelings: "A Yan, I like Xiao Bei."

"Well, I know." In the middle of last Saturday night, there was so much movement, how could she not be aware that she was not asleep.

With the consent of the person concerned, you can tell your close sister.Nie Zhilan parted her thin lips lightly, and said in a tone like a storyteller: "Xiao Bei has a dual personality, which may not be cured in the rest of my life, but I decided to stay with her forever."

"Dual personality?" Nie Zhiyan widened her eyes in surprise, and confirmed again.

"Yes."

Although she doesn't know much about this field, she at least knows the complexity of the disease, and comforted Nie Zhilan with a slight frown: "It's possible to be cured."

"Well, so did her attending doctor."

"Does it affect work?" Most patients not only have troubles in life, but also gradually infiltrate work as symptoms worsen.

"There is no impact at the moment." No matter how difficult the road ahead is, she will accompany the wind and rain, Nie Zhilan bent her lips firmly, and changed the topic, "Ayan, what about you? If you like someone you shouldn't like, can you tell me, who is he?"

Some things must be faced, this is the only truth she realized after her feelings were enlightened.If she really shouldn't have any illusions and has no future at all, she will personally persuade Nie Zhiyan to let go.

"I..." Nie Zhilan's question came out of nowhere, like a stone thrown into a lake that had been calmed down after all kinds of hardships, causing ripples in an instant.

Her eyes were deep, and she was hesitant to say something or not.

"Do we still need to hide between us?"

"Sister." Nie Zhiyan raised her eyes, turned sideways, and looked in the direction of the bedroom. Wan Tong was still sleeping in it, then turned her head and clenched her fists imperceptibly.

Squeezed out a flustered but still sounding voice: "I like Tongtong."

This time, it was Nie Zhilan who looked at her in disbelief, her brows furrowed tightly.

"What about Tongtong?"

"I probably like it too." She couldn't be [-]% sure about Wan Tong's feelings for her, so she could only say this. She lowered her head, never expecting that the first time she opened her heart, it would be like this.

Nie Zhilan recalled that whenever Wan Tong mentioned Nie Zhiyan, she couldn't hide the admiration and smile on her face, which proved the other party's words, but in the next second she hurriedly asked: "But Ah Yan, Tongtong is the daughter of Sister Ying, do you think about it?" ever?"

Anyone else can, and she will fully support it.

Although Nie Zhiyan knew what would happen early in the morning, her family's questioning was like a dagger, and she stabbed her heart fiercely. With trembling fingers, she tugged at the cotton cushion under the wicker chair, her face suddenly turned pale, and she responded bitterly. "I know, it's impossible for me and her."

Nie Zhilan looked at the woman's expression, she still felt distressed, she only had one younger sister, how could she let her feel uncomfortable, so she slowed down her tone and said solemnly: "Does Tongtong know? I need to talk to her."

"Sister, don't talk to Tongtong, she doesn't know that I like her." Nie Zhiyan's heart was stuffy, and she had difficulty breathing, she assured Nie Zhilan, "I can let go, you give me some time."

In the bedroom, Wan Tong yawned and opened his eyes.This morning, I suddenly heard Zhao Yingying's voice, and then I went to the hospital for a follow-up visit. The doctor arranged for an operation next Wednesday, saying that there is a 90.00% chance of hearing recovery.

She wanted to tell Nie Zhiyan the good news to her face right away, so after eating, she hurriedly knocked on the security door next door, but it was Nie Zhilan who opened the door.

It turned out that Nie Zhiyan was busy doing the injury appraisal, before returning home, Wan Tong sat quietly on the bed and waited, and unexpectedly fell asleep.After waking up, she unscrewed the door, looked at the backs of the two on the balcony, and approached quietly, just in time to hear Nie Zhiyan's last two words.

"She doesn't know I like her."

Wan Tong catches the key words that make people's hearts explode instantly, and Aunt Yan likes her.

The author has something to say: In the past few days, I have been writing the side story next door, only to find that the 21-character main cp of "The Abyss" is not together, and the 21-character "Calmness" is all over. (laughing and crying)

The personalities of the characters in this article and the reason for the direction of the plot are destined to be a little slow.

But soon.

感谢在2020-05-1700:14:39~2020-05-1813:15:48期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: Lanyan and Muzi 1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Zoyi;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Aunt Yan pushed Wan Xiaotong down today, Mu Chenyan, Shou all over the world, Gossip at noon, _Little follower, 1 uncle in underpants;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 3211105910 bottles; 4 bottles in Chang'an; 2 bottles for a catty of barbecue; 1 bottle for the uncle in pants, don't take it too seriously;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!