when you stare into the abyss

Rather than touching it, it is more appropriate to say it is enough to instantly feel the size and touch with a little strength.The soft hills under the corsage followed Wan Tong's breathing, making her stiffen suddenly. She didn't know where to put her hands, and moved them away from her chest in a panic, but she couldn't help but feel the touch again.

Nie Zhiyan's mind went blank for a moment, her face, which was already slightly red from sweating due to rehabilitation, quickly turned crimson, spreading to the corners of her eyes and the roots of her ears...

What is she doing, why is she so upset, why can't she help but recall the previous touch over and over again?Gritting his teeth, he struggled inwardly to retreat, but the pain in his legs did not allow him to move even a little bit.

I can only rely on her with anxiety and guilt.

Only this time, never again.

Wan Tong had great strength and was well prepared, even though the weight of the opponent's whole body was leaning on his arms, he didn't fall down immediately.It's just that Nie Zhiyan is a little two centimeters taller. After all, she is in close contact with the person she likes, smells her breath, and there is still a feeling of her touch in that place. After all, she is embarrassed and shy.

In a daze, my legs started to feel weak.

Fortunately, Nie Zhiyan couldn't bear the other party's hugging her like this, swallowed with a blushing face, and said in a low voice: "Tongtong, I can't stand still."

Wan Tong felt relieved: "Aunt Yan, let's go back to the wheelchair and rest for a while, shall we?" Nie Zhiyan hummed lightly and picked her up habitually.

The next second, the woman exclaimed: "Tongtong"

"Aunt Yan, what's the matter." She asked with some doubts, but she was already walking towards the wheelchair by the door.

Nie Zhiyan noticed that her cheeks were burning hot, she turned her face away as if resigned to her fate, and stopped looking at her, and replied in a light tone: "It's nothing."

This moment happened to be captured by Wan Tong, and Aunt Yan blushed?Why are the tips of the ears red?Does this mean she has feelings for herself?Or is she too tired from recovery?

No matter what, think that Aunt Yan is shy and good at finding sweets. Thinking of this, water ripples in Wan Tong's eyes and a smile blooms.

Nie Zhiyan sat in the wheelchair, and her body relaxed a little, but her thoughts became more and more uncontrollable.Closing her eyes and recalling the moment when she was picked up just now, she reconfirmed that she was really attracted to Wan Tong, and could clearly feel the sense of security brought by the girl, but it was like a needle stuck in her heart.If it is said that Xiao Bei likes his elder sister, regardless of gender, only age and status, everything is inappropriate, but what about himself?

She treats you as an aunt, and her mother treats you as a sister. No matter what, you can't, don't, and don't have any more unreasonable thoughts.Nie Zhiyan, you can't.

The woman's fingertips were deep in the flesh of her thigh. The numbness seemed to cover up the pain, and the pain in her heart increased for no reason. After she was discharged from the hospital, try to stay away from her.

It seems that the head of the forensic department of the Nanwan District Bureau will retire next year, and I don't know if it will work if it is deployed at the same level. Let's try it.

On the fourth day of rehabilitation, Nie Zhiyan was able to walk without relying on the railings. On the sixth day, the rehabilitation doctor told her the good news that she could be discharged from the hospital tomorrow.

Every day after Wan Tong got off work, he would bring Zhao Yingying's soup to the hospital, sit quietly for a while, and leave after seeing her finished drinking. Nie Zhiyan was still lukewarm to her, without any change.

This made Wan Tong's heart that had been jumping for joy a few days ago suddenly feel ashamed.The previous feeling was probably wrong, she stared at the back of the woman pretending to sleep, and left a message on the note.

"Aunt Yan, mullet soup, Wan Xiaotong cooks it himself, remember to drink it." She took the recipe and learned it while resting. Cooking is really difficult.

Don't worry, take your time.

Listening to her walking away, Nie Zhiyan turned around, looked at the thermos bucket and the note on the locker, raised her watery eyes, and fixedly looked in the direction of the door, as if slumped.

Tongtong, can you stop being so nice to me?

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On October [-]st, National Day, Nie Zhilan finished her discharge procedures. Wan Tong and Zhao Yingying came to pick Nie Zhiyan out of the hospital. The four gathered at home to celebrate her recovery.

Before going to bed at night, Nie Zhiyan knocked on Nie Zhilan's door. After a few days of observation, she was sure that her sister's inner troubles had affected every aspect of her life.If it is as expected, my sister has Xiao Bei in her heart, so she hopes that she can grasp happiness.

"What's wrong?" Nie Zhilan put down her phone and watched her approach.

The woman sat by the bed, lifted the quilt and lay beside her naturally, and said in a gentle voice, "Sister, you have something on your mind."

Nie Zhilan had been thinking about that question for the past few days, but she couldn't find the answer, and Xiao Bei no longer contacted her.The longer you lose contact, the deeper your miss.

I've never had such an emotion, do you like it?She doesn't know, but at least she knows that she cares about the other party and doesn't want to lose.I couldn't help but send a WeChat message last night, but in the end, there was no news.

Didn't answer the phone this morning...

As if being tickled by a kitten, he was restless and didn't think about eating or drinking. For the first time, he realized that besides Nie Zhiyan, there were other people who could affect his work.

Nie Zhilan asked unconsciously: "A Yan, have you contacted Xiao Jian?" But she also felt that such a question was ridiculous, and her sister hardly communicated with Xiao Bei too much.

Unexpectedly, the person beside him turned his head and replied softly: "We chatted a little last Saturday."

"Ah?" Nie Zhilan had a surprised expression on her face.

Nie Zhiyan suddenly didn't want to make any more detours. Her sister's personality might be difficult to understand, so she stared at Nie Zhilan's puzzled eyes and said word by word: "She likes you."

"I..." Nie Zhilan was even more surprised. Isn't my sister curious that girls like girls?Accept it so naturally?

"You care about her too." Without giving her time to relax, Nie Zhiyan continued.

"I..." Nie Zhilan frowned tightly, not knowing how to respond, she cared for sure.

"I can't help but miss her when I can't see her, and I feel a little sore in my heart. I want to contact her, but I don't contact her. When I make up my mind to contact her, because the other party didn't reply in time, I feel more uneasy." The previous sentence said to the other party Listen, and tell yourself, during those days in the hospital, I was looking forward to the arrival of evening every day. For a short two hours, letting her voice fill my ears seemed to be enough.

Nie Zhilan's mobile phone was placed beside her this morning, and she knew the time and content of the dialog box, and she understood it.

"Ayan, how do you know all about it?" Are you really a fan of the authorities?

"Sister, if you want her, go to her. If you can't contact her, go to the procuratorate. But the premise is that you are sure of your heart, whether you have her in your heart, and whether you have the feelings I just mentioned." Under the quilt, Nie Zhiyan held Nie Zhilan's hand hand, and said sincerely, "Sister, don't worry about me, just believe, I can find happiness too." After returning to Binnan for almost a year, the twins had a tacit understanding. Too much contact with other people, leaving early and returning late every day, only guarding her.

Nie Zhiyan didn't want her to be like this, eight years, eight years is enough.

"Ah Yan, do you have someone you like?" She asked how a person who couldn't even figure out his own feelings could notice the change in his sister.

Nie Zhiyan was obviously stunned, and held her hand tightly, but in the end she still didn't want to lie: "Sister, I like someone I shouldn't like, but I'm adjusting." She bent her lips bitterly, and added, "Besides, You are not married, you can still stay with me, can't you?"

"Ah? I didn't say I like her." Nie Zhilan subconsciously opened her mouth and said, why did she suddenly feel relieved after communicating with her sister, and Xiao Bei's name became brighter and more dazzling in her heart.

I plan to go to her, at least make it clear that I don't want to be a friend.

In the next second, she began to think about what Nie Zhiyan said, who would it be if she fell in love with someone she shouldn't?Have a husband?Of course not.But apart from this, I can't think of anyone who shouldn't like it.

So Nie Zhilan immediately refuted her previous sentence: "A Yan, there is no one who shouldn't like it, liking is a person's right."

Nie Zhiyan shook her head helplessly: "Sister, if you knew who I like, you would object."

"So who is it?"

"Let me seal up this secret forever, okay?" The woman narrowed her eyes and responded lightly. She didn't plan to talk anymore, turned around, and was about to leave, but Nie Zhilan took her hand and said earnestly, "Ayan, whatever you do What decision, sister will always support you, sleep here tonight, let's have a heart-to-heart talk."

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On the second day of the National Day holiday, during the holiday, Nie Zhilan carried out her strong execution ability as always, and knocked on the door of Xiao Bei's house with breakfast at [-] o'clock in the morning.

"Who is it?" The person inside woke up from the sofa, rubbed his sleepy eyes and hangover head, got up, and walked towards the security door.

"takeout."

Xiao Bei didn't wake up, so naturally he couldn't hear Nie Zhilan's voice, his brain turned very slowly, did she have something to eat?Seeing the box through the peephole, the woman turned the doorknob and a hand came in.

Then a foot came in.

The person whose head was still outside the door called her softly: "Fox." The next moment, Xiao Bei reacted, and with a pull of his right hand, the door flew to the left, gently pressing the person's left hand and left leg.

He said unhappily: "Go out."

"Ah, it hurts, let me in first."

"No, take your hands out first."

"Can't move."

"Foot out."

"I can't move either."

Xiao Bei gently opened the door a little, putting his legs against one side, but Nie Zhilan's head took the opportunity to sneak in, and caught the other party's glaring gaze.Xiao Bei's strength was not as strong as hers, and he was quickly defeated. The woman was carrying a lunch box, and her whole body appeared in front of her eyes.

"I bought your favorite beef porridge."

Xiao Bei bit his lip and took a deep breath, and responded to her expressionlessly: "Captain Nie, according to the second paragraph of Article 240 of the "Chinese People's Republic of China Criminal Law", You have constituted the crime of illegal intrusion into the residence, and the judicial officers have abused their powers, and you will be given a heavier punishment."

The author has something to say: Nie Zhilan: Is it really a fan of the authorities?

漠溪：不，你不是，你妹妹才是。感谢在2020-05-0522:55:18~2020-05-0622:17:04期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Ruoyi, jackey ball, 1 blue salt;

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: _Little follower, Aunt Yan pushed Wan Xiaotong down today, Flying fish, Your little brother, Uncle in pants, HSQ1231, Muzi, Yingza, Changan, Mu Chenyan 1;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of dqx and Shuo Jialuo; 2 bottles of barbecue for a catty;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!